I was always punctual. I had to be, working in the company of armed forces men. My family knew me to be punctual too. I would start the car and wait for my daughter when I had to drive her around. She would ask her mother, "Where is he going - without me?" I could not help it. The habit became the character.
And so was I punctual too when it came to starting puja. I would go ahead whether anyone joins me or not. Once I suddenly felt a strong impulse to start the puja 10 minutes earlier. The word was sent around to all those gathered to come in. I realized that since the puja was for them they began to dictate everything associated with them. Agathiyar too would take care of all his needs not troubling me in any sense. He was using my venue to meet his devotees. That was all.
Once Agathiyar came and told us that whatever done at the said time shall bring success. In yesterday's revelation, he has made that point clear.
ஆன்மா உடலையும் உயிரையும் தனது கட்டுப்பாட்டுக்குள் வைத்துக் கொள்ளும் ஒரு சூச்சமம். இந்தச் சூச்சமத்தை பிறந்த குழந்தைகள் 1 முதல் 5 வராகை வரையிலும் உடன் இருந்து மறையும். மறைத்தலின் காரணம் இன்னதென்று இப்போது உனக்குச் சொல்ல இயலாது. ஆனபோதிலும் ஆன்மா ஒருவரின் செயலைப் பொறுத்தே மீண்டும் அவனை வந்து சேரும்.
ஆன்மா உன்னோடு இருந்து உன்னை ஒரு பாதைக்கு இழுத்து செல்லும் அப்போது நீ அதனை உணர்ந்தாள், உன்னில் அதிர்வாய் தோன்றி மறையும். அந்த அதிர்வினை நீ உனக்குள் நீடிக்கப் பழகினால் உன்னால் ஆன்மா என்னும் உனது அதிர்வுகளில் ஊடுருவி என்னுள் (இறை / அகத்தியன்) வந்து சேர ஒரு வழி.
The Uyir or breath comes at the precise moment of conceiving in the womb of a woman's Udal. The Atma that has firm control over the Udal and Uyir stays with the child some 1 to 5 varahai, that is a count of time in ancient days before it is veiled for reasons that only the divine knows and is not revealing at this present moment in time. When the time is ripe the Atma reappears in our lives, knocking on our door, jolting our memory, driving us to pick a path, finally rekindling the flame. If we are aware of this sudden nudge from within, we become aware of a vibration that is felt momentarily during these moments. If we could prolong that feeling of vibration we merge in it and arrive at Erai and Agathiyan.
Some time back Agathiyar told us he was in us and all of creation as vibration or அதிர்வு that we all felt in doing puja and charity. Mataji Sarojini Ammaiyar was witness to a massive vibration right below her feet as she lead the Siddha puja at AVM in 2016. Agathiyar in the Jeeva Nadi read by Tavayogi days later mentioned that the Siddhas arrival at the venue had brought on the grounds to shake with such momentum that only Mataji was a witness to. Tavayogi in giving us an idea of how creation took place in his book "Andamum Pindamum" and "Atma Thathuvam", quotes Supramaniar Gnanam 32, where it is revealed that in the beginning there was a sound that triggered a vibration and was felt in the Paraparam. This first vibration created from the first sound was known as Akaaram. The vibratory waves that prolonged and sustained this first sound came to be called Ukaaram. Maakaaram was the resulting vibration that contained these vibratory sounds. The three came together as "that", which was to become the source of all creation, known as AUM.
"ஆதியிலே பரா பரத்திற் பிறந்த சத்தம்" என்ற வரியின் மூலம் முதன் முதலிலே ஒலி தோன்றியது. ஒலி உண்டாவதற்கு உரிய முதல் அதிர்வு நிலையே அ காரம் எனப்படுவது. இரண்டாவது அதிர்வு நிலை நீடிப்புக்கு உ காரம் எனப் பெயரிட்டனர். மேற்கண்ட இரண்டு அதிர்வு நிலைகளையும் ஒரு எல்லைக் கோட்டிற்குள் காத்து நிற்கும் அதிர்வு நிலையை ம காரம் எனப் பெயரிட்டனர். ஆகவே அண்டத்தில் ஏற்பட்ட மூலமான அ, உ, ம என்ற மூன்றும் சேர்ந்து அண்டத்தை இயக்குகிறது. அதேபோல் பிண்டத்தில் ஏற்படுகின்ற அ, உ, ம அதிர்வு நிலையால் சரீரம் இயங்குகின்றது. அண்டங்கள், பிண்டங்கள், பேரண்டங்கள், பிரபஞ்சங்கள் அத்துனைக்கும் மூலகர்த்தாவாக இயங்குகின்ற அ, உ, ம சேர்வே ஓம் என்ற பிரணவம் ஆகும்.
Tavayogi quotes a song by Agathiyar as a reference to the above.
ஓமென்ற பிரணவமே ஆதி வஸ்து
உலக மெல்லாந் தானிறைந்த யோமசத்தி
தானென்ற சத்தியடா எவரும் தானாய்
சதா கோடி மந்திரத்துக்கு உயிராய் நின்று
ஆமென்று ஆடினதும் ஓங்காரம் தான்
அடி முடியாய் நின்றதும் ஓங்காரம் தான்
நாமென்ற ஓங்காரம் தன்னிலே தான்
நாடி நின்ற எழுவகையும் பிறந்தவாறே.
- அகத்தியர் அந்தரங்க தீட்சாவிதி
மேற்கண்ட பாடல்மூலம் ஓம் என்கின்ற பிரணவம் தான் ஆதி என்பதும், அந்த ஆதி வஸ்துவே உலகமெல்லாம் நிறைந்து நிர்கின்ற ஆதி சக்தி. அந்தச் சக்தியே எங்கும் செயல்படுகின்றது. முதலும் முடிவுமாக இருப்பது ஓங்காரம்தான். இந்த ஓங்காரத்திலே இருந்துதான் எழுவகை பிறப்பு உண்டாயிற்று. இந்தப் பிரபஞ்ச மூல ஆற்றலானது ஆதியிலே பிரிக்க முடியாத ஆதி அணூ பரமாணு ஆகும்.
The principle factor that drives the universe, cosmos, and consciousness is A, U, M that take the form and sound of the pranavam. From https://www.ananda.org/yogapedia/aum/ we learn the same that "AUM is the vibration by which the Supreme Spirit brings all things into manifestation. Paramhansa Yogananda has explained that everything - all matter, all energy, all thoughts - exists in AUM." We read further that "AUM, therefore, encompasses the three vibratory energies required to create, preserve, and destroy, and each of these energies vibrates at a different frequency. The three letters of AUM represent these three vibrations inherent in creation.
In the context of Yogam, Tavayogi explains that the breath that flows through the left nostril is known as Akaaram and that running through the right nostril is Ukaaram, creating vibrations in Edakala and Pingala respectively. This vibration creates further ripples in the midst of the head and is called Maakaaram, The spot where these three sounds and their related vibrations congregate is known as Suzhumunai.
நமது மூக்குத் துவாரத்தின் இடது நாசியில் ஓடுகின்ற இடகலையின் அதிர்வு நிலை அ காரம் எனவும் வலது நாசியில் ஓடுகின்ற பிங்கலை அதிர்வு நிலை உ காரம் எனவும் கூறப்படுகின்றது. நாம் பேசத் துவங்கும்போது இரண்டு நாடிகளும் அதிரும் இதனால் மண்டை ஓட்டின் நடுவில் ஒரு ஒலி அதாவது அதிர்வு தோன்றும். அதுவே ம காரம் ஆகும். இந்த மூன்று அதிர்வுகளும் சேர்ந்த இடமே ஓங்காரபிரணவம் ஆகும். இதுவே நடு ஒலியின் பிறப்பிடமான சுழிமுனை ஆகும். இது இயங்குகின்ற உச்சி முடிவே மண்டை ஓட்டின் நடுவிலுள்ளே கபாலமாகும்.
It is interesting to note that Akaaram is linked to the left eye and Ukaaram to the right. Just as the sound created as a result of the merger of the "A" from the left nostril, and "U" from the right nostril, in the space "M" at the spot of Suzhimunai results in the emergence of the pranavam sound "AUM", the "A" linked to the left eye and the "U" linked to the right merging in the space "M" at the spot of Suzhimunai results as "Light" or as Tavayogi says "Atma Oli"?
அதுபோல் அ என்ற எழுத்து இடைநாடி இடது கண்பார்வையோடு பொருந்தியது. உ என்ற எழுத்து பிங்கலை நாடி வலது கண்பார்வையோடு பொருந்தியது. ம என்பது உச்சியில் அல்லது சிரசில் உள்ள அதிர்வுநிலை. இதுவே சுழிமுனை நாடியில் உள்ள ஆத்ம ஒளி.
Agathiyar told us each shall realize his center சுழிமுனை (Suzhimunai). It is the place where arises an energy and a vibration or உணர்வு that comes with it. "Know it to be your Suzhimunai," he says. As their grace deepens, a slight throb is felt at this spot on the head at exactly the anterior fontanel or the soft spot located in newborns. This throb nudges us to take notice of it and become aware. One who arrives at his center becomes total says Agathiyar. He calls this the state of பரிபூரணம் (Paripuranam). Finally, at least for now, the man himself comes to us and declares that he takes the form of vibration. To those who have worked their way up and are able to accept that he is beyond name and form, Agathiyar comes within as vibrational energy.
Rebecca Joy wrote at https://www.healthline.com/health/vibrational-energy,
You are a living energy field. Your body is composed of energy-producing particles, each of which is in constant motion. So, like everything and everyone else in the universe, you are vibrating and creating energy. Vibrations are a kind of rhythm. Rhythms happen on a grand scale, like seasonal changes and tidal patterns. They also happen within your body.
Everything is by nature in some form of movement though we can only see the most obvious as in our movements and that of all living things and the planets. But there is movement in all things beyond our sight too. Even what seems static to us is in rhythm and dancing to a tune. We are told that vibrational frequency affects our health. A healthy human body is between 62 and 70 Megahertz. If it goes below 62 we become ill. One who has flu, his vibrational frequency has gone down to 58, and when it goes below 42 our cells mutate and cancers can appear.
Having understood Agathiyar's simple explanation on the Udal, Uyir, and Atma now, can I safely deduce the following, placing this revelation into context, taking my journey, for instance. The Atma in us stayed for the said time, 1 to 5 varahai. He once told me in the Nadi that he was there with me from my inception. Seeing to it that all was fine with me, he left. He came back for me again through a Nadi reading in 2002 to help me with my karma. He helped clear my karma. But even before that moment, he had passed on a message through my nephew's guru. My nephew pass on the Vasudeva mantra to me in a brief moment of trance. The recitation of the mantra set the course for Agathiyar to come the following year and address me in the Nadi. Since I stood firm and believed in the Nadi he came as a guru and guided me in the Aasi Nadi whenever there was a need for me to know things, and also in the physical form as Supramania Swami and Tavayogi. The Atma returned to nudge me into seeking the path back to the source, back to Agathiyan/ Erai. I understand now the reason he had me go over to numerous temples. The many unprecedented happenings that took place during these travels were a means to connect me with my soul/Atma/Agathiyar/Erai. Hence I understand the reason for the unexplained outburst and cries and weeping at these places. Now I understand why all the above took place. Just as maintaining a healthy balance of the three Dosas is essential in maintaining good health and taking food that boosts the immune system is vital for a disease-free life, the vibrations from all our ritualistic, yogic, and meditative practices, keep us well or makes us regain our lost health. Our vibrational frequency was boosted by the chanting of the names of Siddhas, the names of the deities and their mantras, recitation of the Holy verses, the humming of a single syllable mantra, the repetition, recitation, chanting, and singing of other potent mantras are contributed to healing and bringing a balance to the body.
We have been so used to hearing about how the soul appears before one while in deep meditation and about the soul traveling out of the body or astral travel etc. Expecting this to take place, I was happy that Agathiyar brought us to experience the soul within instead of the need for this astral travel. I am currently living on borrowed time. I have to make good use of this time. I guess writing this blog would suffice and be considered as giving back for all his kindness, compassion, love and grace.