If Agathiyar revealed in a Nadi reading that the yogic practice that Tavayogi showed me and several others in 2007, which I had carried out with discipline, had activated my Muladhara Chakra and hence brought on the pain in my lower back and my legs, Lord Muruga, in 2018, told me that the pain I was undergoing was their play and it was to get me to stay put and refrain from any action. It was true that the years between 2011 and 2012 saw me struggle with back pain, which later came on again in 2016 and 2018. In 2019 he had me halt all puja and charity, winding up our group AVM and have me be alone with myself and go within. In 2023, Agathiyar told me to just watch the magic take place as the released Kundalini energy does her work in me.
And so I had the pain come back two nights ago. Upon waking up at 1 am to relieve myself, I found it a struggle to get out of bed as the pain in my lower back was terrible. I took to all the remedies that I remembered doing before when I went through the pain earlier. I only got to doze off after two hours. Upon waking up at 6.30am, I found that the pain was relieved, thanks to Agathiyar's grace, for recalling how the pain had crippled me back then, I had prayed that it should go away when daylight broke.
That evening, Agathiyar came but surprisingly never spoke about my agony and pain that I went through in the middle of the night. Instead, he asked my wife and me to relieve ourselves of all that is deemed a burden and a responsibility as we take a further step into the final phase of our lives. Agathiyar instructed us to focus our attention on our body and mind. He instructed my daughter to take charge of all matters from then on. This morning, the pain came on again precisely at 1 am when I got up to ease myself. But the pain went away within half an hour.
Though he never spoke about it, I have come to realize that whenever there was a need for a change or transformation awaiting to take place, they had me undergo pain and misery momentarily. It is only when I keep still and quiet after being forcefully crippled that they can work on me. Just as science says that it is during our sleep that our body repairs itself, so too I believe that they are working on me further in these hours. As of 8.45 pm now, as I pen this post, I feel fine, but I do not know what will take place tonight.