Tuesday 30 October 2018

A MIRACULOUS JOURNEY

My mother used to tell me stories of Gods and Goddesses having walked the earth at some time in the very long past. But they decided to leave at one time. Then the animals could still see and communicate with them. The household pets would reveal these divine visitations to their owners, hence the Gods put a stop to animals talking. Now they bark and howl, snort, growl, screech, buzz, roar, boom, hiss, cluck, scream, squeak, chirp, caw, moo, pipe, bleat and bellow, click, bray, quack, screech, trumpet, bugle, dook, croak, honk, neigh, laugh, chuckle, chatter, bellow, whine, squawk, coo, trill, tweet, cry, gobble and sing.

Just as this world is full of mystery and wonder, the realm of the Siddhas too is equally fascinating. We are only getting to explore it a bit at a time.

When on opening the door to the prayer room of a couple who were staunch devotees of Agathiyar, Dr. Nanjan, a retired veterinarian, from Ooty saw the form of Agathiyar rise from the floor on which he had slept on, tied his long sprawling hair, took a glance at the Dr. and vanish! He narrated to me this miracle and sighting when he followed Tavayogi to Malaysia many years ago in 2007. I could only look at him with wide eyes and opened mouth, in disbelief!

In the later years Gnana Jhotiamma who visited AVM revealed that she saw the Siddhas walk in and out.

Today we are witness to the numerous mind blowing miracles in our own courtyard thanks to the grace and blessings of Erai and the Siddhas.

What started as a home puja of an individual soon turn to accommodate devotees sent by Agathiyar. The home became to be known as Agathiyar Vanam Malaysia (AVM) following the parent ashram or Thaai Veedu in Agathiyar Vanam Kallar, India. The Siddhas gave it names, Gnana Kottam, and Agathiyar Tapovanam later. We are grateful for these recognition and endorsements from the Siddhas. 

Soon the youngsters from AVM got together to start a team to chip in funds and serve in distributing cooked food, pastries, groceries, clothing and toiletries to the homes of the abandoned, unfortunate and poor, and to the homeless on the streets. 

AVM started a Whatsapp group Amudha Surabhi (AS) to keep its members informed of these activities and accept contributions towards these charitable activities. 

Then the move to register and legalize the team and its activities with the Registrar of Societies of Malaysia (ROS) was made. We took on a new name Persatuan Teman Setia (PTS) that went well with the ROS.

While PTS took the cue from Pothihai Tharmanyaana Chakkram (PTC), Thedal Ulla Thenikalaai (TUT) based in Chennai were driven to help alleviate hunger and poverty, following us. The youths, all geared up, have served the less fortunate well.

On a personal note although we have kept to the dictates of Agathiyar to feed and serve the poor, it brings sadness to me to see fellow humans go hungry and without a home and family. I do not rejoice at having to increase the quantity of food distributed, for it only means more are ending up on the pavement. My prayer is "Let there not be any single man on the street, dear Lord!", that there should not be even a single soul on the streets. Everyone deserves a roof over their heads, a job that brings them some income and food on their table. Would Agathiyar who has given us so much, also help take these poor souls off the street? 

Meanwhile we being the fortunate ones would continue to care for the unfortunate. 

Monday 29 October 2018

THE JOURNEY WITH AGATHIYAR CONTINUES

I am humbled by the developments that has taken place within a short span of 16 years. I never realized that a small task given to me till this date, that of conducting puja, could result in such a massive transformation in the statue of Agathiyar, in our hearts and our homes, and in my life and those of others who joined me in the worship of the Siddhas. I have to thank my parents, forefathers and ancestors who brought me into this world, the wonderful gurus who guided me in the physical form, the Nadi Gurus who passed the divine messages of the Siddhas, and the ever compassionate Siddhas who tirelessly worked on making us a better person. I have to thank the AVM family and all those who came into my life and helped me make all these possible too.

Aum Sivaya Agatheesaya Nama.


Sunday 28 October 2018

JOURNEYING WITH AGATHIYAR 2016

Agathiyar speaks about his fest or vizha in the coming years. He restricts me from moving him to other places. He tells us that an individuals prayers can go beyond family and friends and protect the nation too besides healing the prapanjam. Agathiyar invites us to the inauguration of the new Ashram complex at Kallar.

JOURNEYING WITH AGATHIYAR 2015

Agathiyar speaks about how Siddha Heartbeat has served in bringing many the knowledge of the Siddhas. He speaks about my intent in taking early retirement and acknowledges that this is a right move. He speaks about puja and how it has benefited many. Agathiyar speaks about the posts in this blog.  


JOURNEYING WITH AGATHIYAR 2014

Agathiyar speaks about the need to continue with Puja. He speaks about the life streaming of the Puja from AVM that I had started doing, on the requests of Jnana Jhothiamma who wanted to follow it from the USA. He speaks about me blogging about the Siddhas on Siddha Heartbeat and YouTube. Agathiyar speaks about the current Murugan Era. He speaks about the benefits of uttering the name Muruga: One will gain sakti and success in tapas; the chakras will function perfectly; one who continuously utters his name will have the gift of seeing the past, present and future; the third eye shall open if one continuously chants his name; mukti and siddhi is achieved.















JOURNEYING WITH AGATHIYAR 2013

Coming to the path of the Siddhas and journeying with Agathiyar, he brought me to have his statue made in his form as in Agasthiyampalli and worship. Along the way, a veteran on this path who was running an ashram in a neighbouring state and who had some thirty students under him, picked up an argument with me putting down idol worship quoting Sivavakiyar's songs. We parted on a negative note. Soon Agathiyar proofed to us that a statue could become alive if we had sufficient faith in Erai. 

My family and I had just arrived at Trichy airport and were received by Jnana Jhotiamma on arrival. She had completed serving food or anadhanam to some 1000 people including the sadhus and the poor on the girivalam path at Tiruvannamalai that morning. She had helped me fulfill Supramania Swami's last wish to feed a thousand souls before he departed.


Coming to Kallar ashram together with us, she returned to Chennai the same day. Having spent some wonderful five days with Tavayogi and Mataji, we returned to Malaysia. Jnana Jhotimamma followed on the heels, the same day we arrived back in Malaysia. She spent three days with us. It was during this period of her visit that Agathiyar magically opened his eyes during libation or abhisegam as seen in the photo snapped by my daughter. Yes the stone does see, the stone does talk too.




JOURNEYING WITH AGATHIYAR 2013

Nadi Reading 45 by Agathiyar – 15.2.2013

In the forty-fifth reading Agathiyar hints that I do not need to consult the Nadi anymore! He speaks about the prayers conducted. Agathiyar is full of praise for my wife, her devotion, faith and service. Agathiyar instructs the chanting of his naamam. Agathiyar mentions that the benefits derived from performing Hatha Yoga is gained through prayers easily.

Saturday 27 October 2018

JOURNEYING WITH AGATHIYAR 2011 & 2012

We continue the Nadi readings that Agathiyar had blessed us with, through which he kept guiding us.

Nadi Reading 42 by Agathiyar – 9.8.2011

Agathiyar speaks about Tavayogi. He asks that I continue prayers and charity.

Nadi Reading 43 by Agathiyar – 26.11.2011

Agathiyar asks to continue prayers and charity and be on this path. He recommends a couple of Siddha medicines for my lower back pain. He advocates certain prayers.


Nadi Reading 44 by Agathiyar – 16.1.2012

Agathiyar speaks about the recent Jayanthi and Guru Puja prayers. Agathiyar instructs certain practices. He recommends certain Siddha medicines.

Friday 26 October 2018

SPIRIT, SOUL & THE VARIOUS BODIES

The spiritual path is of a two fold nature; one is where as Annie Besant says, the aspirants put themselves through strict regime and austerities, "bringing under their control these normally automatic physical processes" and "imposing on themselves a long and painful discipline to set themselves free from the prison-house of the physical body." 

P.Karthigayan explains further, that these men seek spiritual immortality, engaging in Yoga (Meditation), disassociating with worldly affairs, preserving the soul and spirit but neglecting the body, and abandoning it voluntarily finally.

The Siddhas though, seek to work with the body, towards preserving the body, soul and spirit, while working towards gaining physical immortality. This is attained by means of Karpam or taking elixirs, says P.Karthigayan. They took measures in preventing death, hence living forever. Thus they broke the cycle of birth and death. The body was reinstated through a process of inner transformation that moved towards immortality.

The body is the tool or an instrument to receive Erai's grace, blessings and Gnanam. It has to be fit to pursue the journey with Agathiyar. One has to be fit to track into the jungles, hills and caves; and to enter the secretive and secluded inner circle of the Siddhas. One has to be fit to conduct rituals. One has to be fit to do Yoga. One also has to be fit to sit to meditate.

Annie Besant says, "..inasmuch as the body is an instrument we have to use, a certain treatment of the body is necessary so that we may turn our footsteps in the direction of the Path. The body alone will never take us to the heights we aspire to, yet to neglect it will make it impossible for us to attempt those heights at all. ... The body needs to be refined, to be improved, to be moulded into such a form and made of such constituents as may best fit it to be the instrument on the physical plane for man's highest purposes."

She says the body needs to be purified and re-trained and adds that the body can be tuned fairly easily.

Annie Besant writes, "the purification of the dense body then, consists in a process of deliberate selection of the particles permitted to compose it; the man will take into it the way of food the purest constituents he can obtain, rejecting the impure and the gross." For those intending to do so, she allays the fears and regret at having sent in gross impure food, telling us that, ".. by natural change the particles built into it in the days of his careless living will gradually pass away, at least within seven years - although the process may be considerably hastened."

Jnana Jhothiamma went through a similar purification process guided by the Siddhas. Her body had to purge itself of all the particles that built up as a result of meat consumed over the years before she turned vegetarian. She had to go through a grueling cleansing process where for instance she vomited 32 times in a day. She told me one had to shed seven layers of skin too. She told me that I would not possibly endure the process.

One wonders if this is the reason the saints went into hiding some as many as twelve years before reappearing in society, having undergone a massive transformation. It is said that their bodies would undergo severe changes and would be hideous to look at during this period of transformation, thus to avoid being ridiculed by society they stayed away.

Annie Besant writes further, ".. in deciding to purify his body, he will begin at once to select the materials from which the new body is to be built," Hence the question of diet will present itself. He will start "excluding food that will build into his body particles which are impure and polluting."

She cautious us if we want to engage in yoga with an impure diet and body, "You must begin to purify the body before you attempt to practice any yoga worthy of the name. For real yoga is as dangerous to an impure and undisciplined body as a match to a cask of gunpowder."

As for the choice of diet, she aptly puts it when she suggest we show who is master, saying, "You do not intend your life's purpose to be thwarted by the mere instrument that is yours to use. Make the change and as you get rid of the particles that crave these impurities; you will feel your body altering its habits and revolting against the very smell of the things that it used to enjoy." She says, "The more we refine the body the more acute do the physical senses become."

Moving on to the spirit, the spirit lives in the body and rules over the soul in it. The soul moves the body into doing things while the spirit watches over them. The spirit oversees both, giving timely reminders if the soul side steps.

P.Karthigayan says the body is animated by 96 principles: 60 formulates the body while the other 36 the soul. He adds that the soul or inner body or உற்றுடம்பு thrives in the body for certain years, continues existing after death of the physical body for some more years before it dies or perishes. Physical death then is for the body and not the soul.

The soul of our dear ones and gurus linger around us ever protecting us from harm's way. They communicate with their lineage if necessary. Tavayogi who went into samadhi has made contact with us, is with us and continues to guide us. Both Bhagawan Nithyananda of Ganeshpuri and Yogi Ramsuratkumar of Thiruvannamalai told their followers that they could do a better job in the subtle form compared to the limitations of the physical form. They promised to continue to guide them too. Supramania Swami had a visitation from his Guru Yogi Ramsuratkumar after the Yogi came knocking his door one night, handing him a physical copy of his picture after his samadhi in 2001. The Yogi came again to chant with Supramania Swami and me in 2005.

P.Kathigayan says that the soul has the tendency to grow. This explains the story of how Sambandhar resurrected a child who was bitten by a snake and cremated seven years earlier. When she came back she was twelve! Similarly Sundarar resurrected a boy who was swallowed and digested by a crocodile several years earlier. He came back compensating the missing years!

The spirit lingers with us while the soul leaves the body during sleep. It is interesting to note that one's chanting of mantras and pranayama continues beyond the state of wake and into sleep. It is equally interesting to note that one's tapas continue as a soul upon leaving the body.

The soul that retains all our attributes and learning, absorbing everything as a sponge would, leaves the dead body, lingers around for some time and dies or perishes after a certain time. The spirit then takes another body and unites with a new soul.

Now going within into our body that is known as the Annamaya kosam, we meet the other layers or sheaths beginning with the Pranamaya kosam. Traveling further in we meet the Manomaya kosam, and going further within we meet the Vijnanamaya kosam before finally encountering the Anadhamaya kosam.

Annamaya kosam is the material outermost vessel that is the physical body composed of physical matter, the outermost layer that is visible, that we can touch and feel. Problems with the body are dealt by seeking medication and surgery. The medicine that the doctor administers, works its way into the patient. While treatment and medicine is administered, the body could either accept or reject it. As for surgery, and as the saying goes, "the doctor stitches, god heals", after the surgeon performs surgery on a patient, the healing takes place on its own accord from within oneself. The body with all these assistance, miraculously works to rejuvenate itself back to its old self. What a wonderful and miraculous tool the body is. If all his attempts fail in reviving the patient, the doctor calls us to pray for a miracle to save the patient. We then seek the help of the Divine.

When Tavayogi taught some friends and me both Yogasanam and Pranayama and when I diligently doing it, I could experience the prana travel within, expanding tremendously, on the verge of exploding. This is the Pranamaya Kosam that exists within us as a second layer after the physical body.

Manomaya Kosam, the third layer travels afar without the need of us moving physically. I can be at my home and yet travel to Paris through my thoughts and visualize myself taking a Gondola ride, gracefully gliding through those dreamy waterways and return home in seconds. I can be engaged in a conversation with someone else and at the same time access the person, think of a reply, relate the conversation to something else, etc all at the same time as we hold the conversation. 

Vijnanamaya kosam, the next layer is where one encounters wonders upon wonders, and and divine experiences, including miracles. When Tavayogi took me into the jungles, hills and caves, he would keep pointing out to me the presence of the Siddhas through the cool breeze that blew as in the wonderful scent and aroma that was in the air and the light showers that came down on us. He would point up to the sky and tell me the Siddhas were showering flowers on us. Initially I never felt, never could take in the aroma, and never could see these wonders. Later while sitting at Agathiyar's sannadhi at Agasthiyampalli, crying my heart out begging Agathiyar to open his eyes in his granite statue as he has promised in the Nadi, a breeze blew cooling my back in that hot summer day. Still I could not equate this with their presence then. When I came out of his tiny temple, disappointed that Agathiyar did not show me the said miracle, I found Tavayogi already standing outside in the hot sun. He motioned me towards him asking me to stand at the exact spot he stood. He told me to watch Agathiyar open and close his eyes in his granite statue. I peered into the darkness of the inner sanctum. I could not make him out much less see his eyes open and shut. Both of us returned indoors disappointed. Then as I got to sit down in my earlier spot, Tavayogi asked me to go sit in the inner sanctum. Fearing that it would be wrong and inappropriate of me to enter the sacred chamber, I chose to sit on the trestle between the inner and outer chambers. That is when I saw his left eye in his granite statue open. The moment I turned to Tavayogi he hushed me away from the place saying that they would only show for a moment. As I turned to see Agathiyar while making my way out, he gave me a wide grin and kept looking at me with the left eye open.

Traveling to our next stop at Papanasam, Agathiyar again surprised me with another miracle here at his sannadhi, although he did not mention that this would take place, as he did for Agasthiyampalli. He opened both his eyes blinking at me. This time around it was not something sculptured in granite but two real human eyes. Today I understand that seeing these and other miracles is taking a trip within into the Vijnanamaya kosam. 

Anandamaya kosam is the innermost layer where one touches the divine, encountering bliss. The energy in this realm moves us. By tapping this energy we could use it to solve and heal ourselves efficiently. Gnana arises here. Karma resides here. While we go to the Nadi reader to now our past, Tavayogi knew his past while sitting in meditation reaching our to this zone. Dwelling into this layer will reveal reasons for one's unidentified illnesses, diseases and discomforts too. 

Its interesting to note that all the names for these layers end in Maya. When I was in pain close to 2 1/2 years in 2011 due to sciatica, Agathiyar brushed it off as Maya. This time suffering for the same reason, Lord Muruga says he came to play his leela.

How do we explain all these? We have to go a long way in understanding the play of the Divine.

Source of reference: 

P.Karthigayan's "History of Medical and Spiritual Sciences of Siddhas of Tamil Nadu", Notion Press, 2016.
Nithyananda's "Dyanam Oru Marunthaga", Vijaya Pathippagam, 2005.
Annie Besant's "Man and His Bodies", The Theosophical Publishing House. 2000.

Thursday 25 October 2018

THE COMPASSION OF THE SIDDHAS

Traveling this path Agathiyar brought us from being self centered to looking outside and around us and extending a helping hand to others too. He reminded us that we did not take this birth just to eat, live and sleep, and to tend to our needs and fulfill our desires, but to assists others too.

Man having been cultured in making batter trades, expects something in return for showing his devotion to Erai too. He expects something in return for his contribution. Similar it is when dealing with fellow mankind. On the contrary, nature gives and keeps on giving without expecting any returns from us. We need to emulate nature. When we begin to give to another without any expectations or intent, nature gives back to us in multi-fold during our times of need.

I realized these when the AVM family came together to heal me in all ways when I succumbed to sciatica recently. I had assistance from all quarters, helping me with suggestions, advice, treatment, and delivery. Erai too came to heal.



Like the above miracle, we had many instances where we saw the compassion of the Siddhas come into play.

The most compassionate Agathiyar handled us very gently in a fatherly way. He preferred to advice us rather than penalize us.

He worked towards granting our wishes, sometimes immediately and cautiously at other times.

He brought us into the company of great souls. 

Never was there a moment he did not watch over us. He would let us fall, so that there was a lesson or two for us to learn, but was there to pick us up immediately. He cushions us from the fall so that we are not badly hit.

He appeals to Erai for our well being, hence removing our karma. He was there to provide a soothing word and an healing hand that tended to our wounds. 

He respected our views. He gave us total freedom to move. He never found fault in our doings. He wanted us to engage in all things. He wanted us to gain many experiences.

Finally he showered his blessings. 

Seeing the extreme compassion he has on us only makes us zip up and be silent. There is no more asking. There is no more searching. There is no more worries. There is no more fears. 

We sit in silence in his presence. The questions have dropped. There is no need to know. The thinking has stopped. It is enough just to sit in his presence. Bliss prevails.

Monday 22 October 2018

AVM's JOURNEY WITH AGATHIYAR



Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal was puzzled when people who came to see him when he was making his rounds in Malaysia many years back, saying that life was difficult in Malaysia. He turned to me and quipped, "What do they know about hardship?"

For a man who had everything going well for him, being a successful mill owner and a film producer, life changed overnight. Certain new policies introduced by the government of the day, affected his business and caused him to wind up. Hit with poverty later, he also lost his eyesight. But he kept going on with faith on Agathiyar. A year later he regained his eyesight and revived his business. He vowed to give his life in service to Agathiyar.

At fifty years of age, he left his family and business voluntarily as promised, to roam India. He learnt and gained much experience as a traveling mendicant. Finally after numerous encounters with the Divine he took up the life of a hermit at Kallar.

For a man who had seen much hardship in his life, the problems that people brought to him were nothing worth worrying about and that could not be resolved with wise thinking and taking wise decisions.

In a speech at Kallar he says things like poverty and an incurable illness are cause to be concerned and in the true sense can be considered as hardship. The rests are problems, that can be solved by our intelligence or arivu. With effort on our part, working hard (and smart), and a little help and divine intervention from him, we can sail through life's rapid waters. He gave hope to many who came to him, asking them to return to their daily lifes, and asking them to face their problems without fear and with renewed energy.

Similarly when I was with Supramania Swami, a lady came with her uncle, to vent out her sorrows, and troubles and to seek solace from Swami. Her husband was ill treating her. I thought that Swami would ask the lady to be patient and pray that her husband change for the better, as was the normal advise always given by the elders. To our surprise, Swami told her to leave him and find a new life for herself. The moment she heard those words spoken by Swami, she burst into laughter and cries of joy. All the pent up worries and sufferings left her that very moment. She returned home smiling. I realized that she very much wanted to hear those words that day and Swami spoke it.

Whenever we ask Agathiyar for an answer to life's many puzzling queries, he would answer of what use was the knowledge to us? But yet he would explain briefly and stop at that. I began to realize that he is educating us to drop all learning. Instead he is teaching us by giving us experience, that we can claim is ours. 

For instance he watches us go through pain and suffering first. He explains the reasons for it later. I had a re-occurrence of the excruciating pain in my lower back and right thighs again after a similar occurrence in 2011 and two milder occurrences in 2016 and a month back. At all times the Siddhas had a different reason for these occurrences that took place. Physically the cause was due to a cough and sneeze. But he revealed otherwise.

He leaves us on our own to put in all effort towards overcoming the resistance, obstacle, problems, misery, confusion etc. If the need is there he gives us a solution. He comes to our aid when we have exhausted all resources and put in a prayer. If he has not come to help you yet, it does not mean that he has not heard you, but that there was still an avenue left to be explored by you where he would be waiting to give you a hand and lift you up.

These days, I begin to realize that no amount of knowledge would show us to Erai, although we might get to understand the concept. None of our great saints from the past gained their divine experiences through schooling in institutions. They came to write and sing about their divine experiences, having walked the path.

No amount of explanation on the divine would show Erai. Erai is sensed, felt, experienced. Occasionally he takes a form. Seeing this, man created many forms for him to adore externally. 

The Siddhas assembled a perfect set of various practices so that we could walk the path and realize for ourselves the truth and the false, the gains and losses, the care and the danger that lurks, etc. They organized these as four stages on the path: Sariyai, Kriyai, Yogam and Gnanam.

Tavayogi quotes Thirumular in his speech at Kallar regarding how these stages are to be approached.

பக்தன் கிரியை சரியை பயில்வுற்றுச் 
சுத்த அருளால் துரிசற்ற யோகத்தில் 
உய்த்த நெறியுற் றுணர்கின்ற ஞானத்தாற் 
சித்தங் குருவரு ளாற்சிவ மாகுமே 

Both Thirumular and Tavayogi put it beautifully. Pursuing the practice of both Sariyai and Kriyai, and when the Divine showers his grace, he brings the devotee to the state of Yogam (Union). With the Gnana that is experienced as a result, together with the grace of the Guru, the Sittam becomes Shivam then.  For all these to happen one needs to be a devotee or bhakta first. Tavayogi had mentioned to us that our efforts was two stages, then the divine comes to take us to the higher stages.

Ramalinga Adigal sings of himself in these progressive states in his Thiruarutpa.

அடியனாக்கிப் பிள்ளையாக்கி நெயனாக்கியே
அடிகளாக்கிக் கொண்டாய் என்னை அவலம் நீக்கியே  

We at AVM too took to this formula given by the Siddhas, in seeking spiritual development and advancement. We took the cue from Sri Krishna of Pothihai Tharmma Chakkram and started feeding the homeless and unfortunate, distributing toiletries and other essentials. 

We were blessed with apprenticeship under wonderful Gurus, Supramania Swami, Thavathiru Rengaraja Desigar, and Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal.

Supramania Swami brought me into becoming a Bhakta first. Together we visited temples, samadhis, and chanted the Guru's name.

Tavayogi and Agathiyar started us off with doing rituals that included lighting the sacrificial fire or Homam and doing libation or abhisegam respectively. After they initiated us into these practices in 2005 and 2010 respectively, I had continued doing these rituals every Thursdays, Full Moon days, and Amavasai nights and during other auspicious days too. Later, the AVM family gathered together to carry out these puja. Soon they began to do it in their own homes.

We were blessed to have Tavayogi, Acharya Gurudasan, Master Arunan and Master Uva teach us yoga asanas and breathing techniques.





To make us understand the concept of Erai, the Siddhas had us serve others, help alleviate their hunger pangs, at least for that moment in time and for the few we met. 

Agathiyar made me commission his statue and made us give it life through the mantras chanted and the rituals that were performed. He engaged us in doing these puja in our homes, by ourselves, without the need of middlemen. 

The Siddhas brought us to undertake several pilgrimages to Holy spots that were linked to them including temples, samadhis, and caves.

They brought us to literally walk the path, trekking into the jungles, and scaling hills, bringing us closer to nature, bringing us to spent nights with nature, and bringing us rare moments of intimacy with Mother Nature.

While we took up the physical aspects of all these practices, services, rituals, and yoga, the Siddhas began to work on our heart and soul, in subtle ways. They brought Divinity within us. It began to work from within bringing an internal transformation that was rather subtle and silent.

We began to see the Divine in the faces of the hungry, deserted, and ignored in the streets.  

We began to see the Divine in Agathiyar's statue. 

The Siddhas and Erai, showed their presence in the temples, in the people we met, and in the statues at these temples. 

They showed their presence in the breeze, the scent, and in the calm that came on after long exhaustive hikes. They showed their presence as a blanket that enveloped us keeping us both warm and out of danger in the wild.

The Divine showed himself in all forms of his creation. We began to see the Divine in every single thing: in the food that we had when we were truly hungry, in the smile of the elderly, in the laughter and gibberish talk of the child, and in the teary eyes of the sick and helpless. We began to experience him.

As a koan goes, "First there is a mountain, then there is no mountain, then there is", we will come a full circle, from external to internal and back to external. We we taught to see him in the granite statues, then we began to see him within and finally we shall see him even in the rock.

I was surprised to notice that Supramania Swami had hung a gunny sack over a window opening that he purposely left in his kudil so that he could continuously look at Annamalaiyar, the Holy hill. I asked him the reason for doing so. He told me he could not see the hill no more for it was fiery. Tiruvannamalai represents the fire element. Although he had stayed on the hill for a long span of time,  seventeen years, off his forty years of austerities, he eventually saw Annamalaiyar as fire when he was in his seventies.

Swami Rama after leaving Kerala and upon visiting Bhagawan Ramana, adjoined to taking up meditation in the hills of Tiruvannamalai. Coming out of the meditative state he saw the Divine in all, hugging the man on the street and the tree alike. 

From external worship, Agathiyar came to dwell in our homes. Soon he came within us. Once inside our homes, our hearts and our minds, he brought the changes required to attain his very state. The Divine made us divine. Man becomes divine.

JOURNEYING WITH AGATHIYAR - MIRACLES DO HAPPEN

Suren is one of the regular readers of Siddha Heartbeat. He does not stop at just reading through but discusses with me the contents of my post. Most of the time my posts are an extension of our discussions. He is also the one who regularly consults the Nadi and has messages for both himself and AVM too. He has provided numerous worthwhile and pertinent video interviews from prominent people on the path and new followers to the path of Siddhas that he manages to capture during his many visits to India. 

Last Thursday Suren dropped by at AVM. As usual he had read my latest series of Nadi revelations. He asked me quite surprisingly, "You decided to post your Nadi readings, Sir?" I shared the reason for doing so. I had always kept the readings close to my heart, been of the opinion that they were personal and private messages addressed to me, and not for public viewing or airing. I had mentioned this to him too, some years back. 

So why did I decide to share them now? For one most of the predictions by the Siddhas had taken place. Its all in the past now. I would not want to share a revelation for the future by the Siddha, that when the time came did not materialize for certain reasons known only to them, and have the public question the reason why it did not take place as spoken by the Siddhas. Then they would begin to doubt all the past and future messages from these Siddhas. They would not belief the words of the Siddhas. They would begin to ridicule them. I did not want to damage the name of the Siddhas further. As it is too much damage had been done. 

Once a friend asked if the prayers of all at AVM had been answered. I told him many called to inform that they have seen positive results. Still there are some who are waiting patiently for a silver lining to show through the clouds. People come along, with problems. Following in the footsteps of our Gurus, I would ask them to worship the Siddhas. I would explain as Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal would, that the reason for  their sufferings was Vinai or past Karma. Having made known the reason, I would give them a solution as did Tavayogi. I would tell them to worship the Siddhas as my Guru did. Worship, Pray and Wait, reminding them not to expect results overnight. 

When they came to me with hope, I gave them hope. They began to belief that the Siddhas could change their fate and destiny. They would do as I bid them. Many saw positive results. But some would turn up telling me nothing seemed to change for the better. I would tell them to be patient and give it some time. Give the Siddhas some time to move things up there. They would turn up after some time, telling me, time has gone by, that they have been praying even harder, but nothing changed. 

Now I am lost. I do not have answers. It would not be reasonable to ask them to wait any further. It would not be reasonable to give them more remedies to do, for they have exhausted themselves, their patience, their time and money doing them. I do not know how to pacify them. I take their grievances to Agathiyar. I ask him why things were not moving in their favour. I could not come to terms having them question the reason why it did not take place even after they had followed the Guru's guidance. I would tell Agathiyar that if he does not help them, soon they would begin to doubt all the messages from the Siddhas, and lose faith and belief. They might give up hope and turn elsewhere or take some drastic measures, moves or decisions.

We do not have answers to all of lifes problems. We can only give others hope. We cannot do miracles. Only the divine can. But why was the divine not moving things, not lifting even a single finger in their matters? When Agathiyar could change the fate of someone over the weekend, when he originally asked for ten days, why were things moving at snail's pace or not moving entirely for these poor souls? I cannot possibly say that they carried much karma, for we do not know these things, and it would most definitely hurt that soul who was, as it is losing hope fast in life and living. How do we pacify them? 

While Agathiyar brings immediate changes in the lives of some, he keeps giving hope and buys time in others. Although we do not see immediate results and major outcomes, belief me he is working hard behind the screen, trying to turn the tables. This is the only assurance we can give.

But we have to be fair to the Siddhas too. Throughout our lives we ignore him only to arrive at his doorstep for a remedy or a quick fix, once we are in hot soup or in danger. While some heed the advise and become his life long devotee, for the Disbelievers or Touch and Go devotees or the occasional devotees or fence sitters, who demand for a miracle to happen overnight, how can they possibly expect results without complete faith, belief and effort?

Secondly my family and I personally have been blessed. We do not know why the divine chose to shower his blessings on us? We pretty well know that we do not deserve the compassion and kindness he is showing us. We have done fair share of mistakes and harm. But the divine was kind enough to brush them aside. Each day now is a miraculous day for us. All we did was to take up the cue asking us to tread the path that the Siddhas had traveled. They sent the right people to guide us and put us on track. Dr Krishnan; Muralitharan Saminathan; Nadi Nool Aasan Sentilkumar; Sivabalan; Thavathiru Rengaraja Desigar of Ongkarakudil, Turaiyur; Supramania Swami of Tiruvannamalai; Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal of Kallar Ashram, Nadi Nool Aasan T.Ramesh and his siblings, and Nadi Nool Aasan Thamaraiselvan. 

Today as I gracefully step into my sixties, I am blessed to have the company Mr & Mrs Balachander, Mr & Mrs Krishna, Master Uva, Master Arunan, Mr & Mrs Stan, Mr & Mrs Vevagaren, Mr & Mrs Perarulalan, Mr & Mrs Kalaichelvan, Mr & Mrs Maheswaran, Mr & Mrs KS Maniam, Mr & Mrs Rajah, Mr & Mrs Vinez, Mrs Nirumala, Mr NS Shanmuganathan, Mr Balamurugan and his dear mother, Mr Pathmanaban, DSP Saravanan, Mr & Mrs Thanajayan and their parents, Mr Nathan, Mrs Thirumalar, and a whole fleet of youngsters behind us, supporting us in all ways: Dharshini, Dr Jana, Dyalen, Gokul, Gunalan, Mr & Mrs Harikrishnan, Jegan Shanmugam, Ir Kuga, Mahin, Malar, Roshan, Saras, Shahalini, Shanga, Mr & Mrs Bala Chandran, Surendran, Mr & Mrs Sharmanan, Mr & Mrs Sugu, Mr & Mrs Saravanan Palanisamy, and of course my wife and kids and the latest addition to our AVM family, my granddaughter. Also: Thavathiru Muthukumara Swami of Kuttralam, veteran Nadi Nool Aasan Taranibalan Aiya, and Mr Arivananthan of the Arulguru Aghathiyar Arulsiddar Peedam.

And not forgetting the wonderful souls who are abroad: Our Mataji Sarojini Ammaiyar from our Thaai Veedu Kallar Ashram, Thavathiru Kumarsamy Aiya of the Anuvavi Agasthiyar Ashram, Shankar Aiya from Kumbakonam, Acharya Gurudasan from Bangalore, Mr & Mrs Sanjiv Malhotra, Mr Ravindra Yadav, Mr Sandeep & Mrs Rakhi from Delhi; Mr Pruthviraj from Pune; Mr Rakesh, Mr & Mrs Nalini, Mr Saravanan Kandasamy,  Sowmiya and her sister Dr Subhashini, Mr Vinod, all from Chennai, Sailaja, Dr Sathish, Mr Sivakavin; Yamini, Mrs Gayathri Muraleedharan from Kerala, Mr & Mrs Kugan from South Africa, Mr Andraz from Slovenia and Master Khru Pedro from Chiang Mai.

And finally not forgetting the blessings of my mother, in laws, siblings and the rest of the family, and the blessings of my late father and my ancestors. Most important of all Agathiyar, the Siddhas and Erai.

Thirdly, when I accepted Agathiyar's call to come to this path, I searched for anything and everything on the Siddhas. I received several materials and documents that helped me on. During this search, I encountered negative perceptions on the Siddhas too that disturbed me. It cannot be, I told myself. The Siddhas cannot possibly do harm. That was the very reason I stayed away from devotion and worship in all forms for 14 years when I could not accept that the divine would also harm his devotees. I was in my twenties then and thank god, Lord Shiva came in a dream and asked me to cool down, take a break. When I came to this path in my forties, I began to investigate the teachings of the Siddhas. I took up the directives of Agathiyar and my Gurus, working to accomplish what was said in the Nadi and in their teachings respectively. I wanted  very much to bring the predictions of the Siddhas alive. I worked towards it puting in the effort. Of course at times I turned down some of their askings and never took any effort in pursuing it. It was not raised up again. I wanted to bring back the past glory to the Siddha path.

Supramania Swami took up the path of devotion or bhakti to Erai and his five Gurus. While he attained samadhi and rests in the Girivalam path of Tiruvannamalai, his soul lives with us. Thavathiru Rengaraja Desigar spelt out very clearly through his teachings that worship of Siddhas was enough to gain their grace that would lead us on, cautioning us not to engage in difficult and dangerous methods to perfect the body and soul to reach Erai's kingdom. Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal made us walk the talk, bringing us into the jungles and hills, making us conduct libation and perform the Homam, getting our families and us engaged in the practical worship to the Siddhas. While he attained samadhi and rests in Kallar Ashram, his soul lives with us too. The divine made it simple for us asking us to worship the Siddhas, which we did. 

Today we see the results of this worship. We have seen numerous miracles take place. We have a better understanding and a different perspective of all things happening thanks to the teachings and practical guidance of the Siddhas and our Gurus. 

The pinnacle of all these amazing happenings was when Lord Muruga came to bring me relieve from the excruciating pain in my lower back last Monday. As veteran Nadi Nool Aasan Taranibalan Aiya read the Jeeva Nadi where Lord Muruga was revealing my suffering, he instantaneously came on a devotee to heal my back, narrating in real time what he was doing to bring relieve to this miserly soul. I was healed instantaneously. Even before this mega miracle too place, Dhanvathri came on a devotee to heal; Balamurugan, a Varma and Siddha practitioner, came over to treat me; Shanga, who was a trainer at a gym taught me several light exercises to bring relief and strengthen certain muscles; Dr Janar gave me a jab that brought immediate relieve and joy; and Agathiyar in the Nadi prescribed five herbal preparations and ointments a day before Lord Muruga came personally to gift his magical touch.

Along our journey with Agathiyar, there were many a times when we stood stupefied and stared in wonder when we were told: the Goddess brought food to Ramalinga Adigal as he was in hunger; when the divine came as a couple, bringing Tavayogi food when he was on the verge of collapse due to hunger during the days of his roaming the length and breadth of India; when Lord Muruga came as a mischievous child and pulled down all the washed clothing that Krishnaveni Amma of Kalyana Theertam had hung up to dry and she would give chase with a stick and Lord Muruga would playfully tease her further; when Lord Muruga came as a kid and drew out his Vel and tenderly stroked both Jnana Jhothiamma's legs at the foot of Palani after she had climbed down in pain; and when Supramania Swami and Tavayogi regained their lost sights. Today we stand bold and firm that miracles do happen! Anything is possible!

Now how can I thank the divine but to share the blessings that they have showered on this retched and inadequate soul? I decided to share my readings so that others might still hold on and not lose hope in the divine. 

Saturday 20 October 2018

INTERMISSION - JOURNEYING WITH AGATHIYAR

It has been a long journey, at least for me. We have traveled together some nine years now, beginning in 2002, on the path of the Siddhas. Let us take a moment to rest our sore feet and take an interval. As we sit in the shade of the enormous tree that has stood the test of nature and time, let us reflect on our path, a most fulfilling journey - a journey with our father, Agathiyar, through the videos that follow.

When Dr Krishnan told me to do puja at home in the nineties; when Thavathiru Rengaraja Desigar kept repeating the magnanimity of worship of the Siddhas, himself having set an example for all to follow; when Supramania Swami constantly reminded me to do tavam, so that he could attain higher regions and states; and when Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal initiated me on performing the homam, something I never figured I would do; never did I realize the potential of these puja, worship, tavam, and rituals. It was only when Agathiyar kept reminding me constantly in each Nadi reading, to continue these essential practices no matter what happened, and as he began to explain the subtle aspects of external worship and how it was related to and brought about Atma Balam, and when I began to carry them out as told steadfastly, only then did I realize the full potential of simple home worship of the Siddhas.

Today I am glad many youngsters have taken up worship at AVM, the temples and most importantly in their own homes with their family. I think I have done the given task given most faithfully. It brings me great joy to see my granddaughter join these young souls so early in celebrating the Siddhas.





JOURNEYING WITH AGATHIYAR 2010

When Agathiyar invited me to worship the Siddhas, he paved the way for me to come to his fold without much trouble. Nadi Guru Sentil handed me a booklet that carried a compilation of Siddha names and initiated me with the ritual puja to the Nadi that he read from, and prayers to the Siddhas. Sivabalan who housed Sentil then in 2002, gave me a painting of Agathiyar to worship in my home.

The many talks of Thavathiru Rengaraja Desigar in the video CD's I purchased from the Agathiyar Sanmarga Sangam in Dengkil enlightened me further on the subject of the Siddhas.

Agathiyar arranged for me to meet Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal in Malaysia and immediately arranged for an initiation into the Marga for both my wife and me and six others that evening at the Sri Agathiyar Gnana Peedham in Batu Caves.

Tavayogi invited me over to his ashram in Kallar, Kovai, India and subsequently brought me to numerous abodes and temples of the Siddhas opening my eyes to a whole new world of mystery out there. He brought me from tertiary knowledge of the Siddhas to experiencing the Siddhas. He initiated me to start lighting the sacrificial fire or Homam in my home.

After eight years of having his painting at my altar and worship, Agathiyar comes to my home in the form of a bronze statue, and starts me anew on the libation ritual.

I had commissioned Varadaraj of Bronze Creative based in Swamimalai to make Agathiyar's statue and have him delivered (by sea). On completion, Agathiyar was brought over to the Adi Kumbeswarar temple in Kumbakonam,  and puja performed. Bringing him to Chennai to board the ship, Varadaraj engaged in the process to get the relevant papers through and gain approval to ship Agathiyar to us. 

With so many uncertainties, as it was year end and festive season too, officers were on annual and festive leave, and with the new regulation on the part of the authorities to stamp down illegal trafficking of temple statues, we had to get validation from the authorities that Agathiyar was a new statue, we were not sure if Agathiyar would arrive on our shores in time for his Jayanthi on Sunday.

On the night before the following reading (Friday, 1 January 2010), he called me at 7.30 pm and told me the papers went through, but I could not possibly receive delivery of Agathiyar before the Vizha on Sunday, 3 January 2010, with only a day left.

My heart sank. I had sent the word around that there was a surprise awaiting everyone that year. I had passed the word around that Agathiyar would grace our puja in the form of a statue. Now everyone would be disappointed. 

At 9.30 pm Varadaraj called me again, this time to deliver the good news. Agathiyar did a miracle. He had boarded the plane and was destined for Malaysia. My family and I were rejoicing. I could not sleep that night waiting in anticipation to see, receive, hold, and cuddle the masterpiece that Varadaraj had created. Varadaraj asked me to look out for the Delivery Order (D.O) in my e-mail box. I should be able to get delivery of Agathiyar at the Malaysian Airline System's (MAS) Cargo division at 11 am the next day.

I kept checking my e-mail box throughout the morning, but there was no sign of the D.O. Varadaraj tells me after several attempts his mail and D.O did not go through as the net was down. My heart sank again. As it was a Saturday, and with this unanticipated new turn of events and further delay,  I was not sure if I could get delivery of Agathiyar the same day.

That is when Agathiyar summoned me for the following reading. Nadi Guru T.Ramesh called to inform me that there was a message and asked me to go over immediately. It was 12 noon. Agathiyar assured me that he would be at my home for the Vizha.

Rushing home to print a copy of the D.O, my family and I drove to the Airport. It was 2.30 pm. To our relief, the delivery counter of the MAS Cargo division was still open. As I stood in line, a staff from a courier company, who was a regular there, task to clear consignments for his courier company, started small chat. He told me that it could easily take 2 1/2 working days to clear the merchandise, as was the norm. My heart sank again. 

But Agathiyar performed yet another miracle. I cleared the papers within 2 1/2 hours and received delivery of his statue. My family and I knew no bounds in joy and happiness at having received him personally after the ups and downs and numerous uncertainties. I realized then that we would not have appreciated his arrival if he had been shipped ten days earlier and delivered to our doorstep by courier.

Nadi Reading 35 by Agathiyar – 2.1.2010 

Agathiyar reveals the reason he has come to my home in the form of the bronze statue. He reveals the significance of his Jayanthi Puja and asks all present to light a lamp. He assures that their karma shall be burnt. Agathiyar reveals the benefits of performing prayers. 

Nadi Reading 36 by Agathiyar – 31.1.2010 

Agathiyar asks that I continue to be on this path and conduct prayers. He mentions about the prayers conducted during his Jayanthi recently. 

Nadi Reading 37 by Agathiyar – 3.4.2010 

Agathiyar speaks about the prayers and rituals conducted for him (on his statue). He reveals a breathing technique. He asks that I continue prayers and practices.



Nadi Reading 38 by Agathiyar – 12.7.2010 

Agathiyar asks that I spread his teachings through all available means and mediums. Agathiyar talks about the prayers conducted and its benefits. Agathiyar reveals extensive lists of benefits attained from performing and conducting prayers. He reveals the reason he asks that I carry them out. Below is listed the benefits as Agathiyar revealed in the nadi: 

There are many in this world who utter my name (Agathiyar), 
Prayers done truthfully (to Sidhas) shall gain many benefits, 
Prayers shall bring much joy, 
Prayers done moderately but splendidly and honestly shall help protect the world, 
Prayers done with fellow devotees will bring much benefit, 
Many shall rise in stature and power, 
Prayers will lead to a state of bliss, 
Prayers done on full moon days shall strengthen the Jothi within, 
Prayers will help remove doubts, 
Through prayers, one shall attain godhead, 
Strength, grace and wealth shall be gained, 
Stay on this path of devotion and family bond shall be strengthened, 
All that is asked for shall be gained, 
Prayers shall lead to meditation and charitable thoughts, 
All ills shall be removed, 
God shall listen to prayers, 
Idiots shall become geniuses, 
The benefits attained from prayers are indescribable for many changes shall take place. 

Nadi Reading 39 by Agathiyar – 9.8.2010 

Agathiyar asks to carry on prayers. He mentions that I had moved him to devotees homes and conducted group prayers. He says he shall open his eyes in his statue and create other miracles too.


Nadi Reading 40 by Agathiyar – 17.10.2010 

Agathiyar asks to continue prayers. He asks that I perform charity too. Agathiyar tells me Annette Cleveland too has his blessings as I have been corresponding with her lately. He asks that I spread the message of the Sidhas. Agathiyar says it is possible to achieve all the benefits derived from Hatha Yoga through prayers. 

He says from this point on he was relaying the messages from Ganapati Dasar. Ganapati was pleased that I had assumed Agathiyar as Ganapati and performed the Puja, Abhisegam and Homam for him (Ganapati) on his Chathurthy. "This is the truth and how it is. We are all one", he says. Agathiyar reveals that just as all of creation is within him, he too is within all creation. He says he shall take on the form of whoever we chose to see. Agathiyar also mentions his devotee Navarani and says that she has his blessing too.

Friday 19 October 2018

JOURNEYING WITH AGATHIYAR 2009

If Agathiyar brought me out from the confines and comfort of my prayer room to Kallar Ashram to experience life in an ashram, Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal brought me to the open fields, dales and mountains, the jungles and caves, bringing me along to experience his earlier lifestyle, before he settled for the ashram life. He led me on the worship of the Siddhas in his ashram and all the places we went. He told me that we only needed to make the effort, taking two steps to Svadisthana, the Siddhas would lead us from there on. Similarly Thavathiru Rengaraja Desigar showed us the most simplest way to beget the grace of the Siddhas, that of worship to the Siddhas. His pure and dedicated love and worship towards the Siddhas has brought him to where he is today. 

Nadi Reading 32 by Agathiyar – 8.1.2009 

Agathiyar mentions that since I had the desire to set up a Peedham for him (on the onset of his request in my very first reading in 2002), he sets the ball rolling, by giving specific instructions on the process and procedure to have his statue made. It had to be in the image of that of Agathiyar at Agasthiyampalli in Vedharanyam. He specifies how, where and when his statue should be made and mentions the rituals that needed to be done before he goes to the Jegathguru Sri Raghavendra Mrithiga Brindavan Kinta. He also says that he will be at my home before he is moved to Ipoh. He also instructs me to accept donations from devotees towards the cost of making his statue and building his Peedham. He reveals that he shall fulfill the prayers of devotees who seek him out for assistance. All they need to do was to light up a lamp.

Nadi Reading 33 by Agathiyar – 27.8.2009

Agathiyar asks that I spread his teachings. He asks that I stay on his path. Agathiyar asks that I control my temper and to refrain from arguments. He reveals a breathing technique.


Nadi Reading 34 by Agathiyar – 26.12.2009 

Agathiyar assures me that he shall make it to my home in time for his Jayanthi and Guru Puja prayers and all one has to do was to light a lamp and offer prayers to him. He shall then bless all those gathered. Agathiyar reveals the reason for asking me to carry out prayers. He reveals procedures for the Jayanthi Puja.

JOURNEYING WITH AGATHIYAR 2008

The worship to the pantheon of Gods and Goddesses by our forefathers had borne fruit whereby generations that followed after them were given a glimpse of the mysterious and mystical world of the Siddhas and showered with their grace. Today we stand on the threshold of a new era, that of the Siddhas.

The following are Nadi readings of mine over the years. The idea in sharing them is to make known how simple it is to travel the path of the Siddhas and to beget the grace of the Siddhas by way of worship to them. What was required of us was attending to their worship, they took care of the rest, including our inner spiritual development and advancement and the family too. The Siddhas promised a better future and a silver lining, both in the materialistic and spiritual world and sense. Although I have seen through much of what has been revealed to date, there are many other revelations that has yet to take place. Only the future will tell.

Nadi Reading 24 by Agathiyar – 29.1.2008

Agathiyar surprises me on the onset when he narrates that I had garlanded him at the Sri Karpaga Vinayagar Temple in Brickfields just moments ago before I came for this reading. He talks about the prayers I conducted in conjunction with his Jayanthi and Guru Puja recently. He says he had blessed all those who had gathered for the prayers.

Nadi Reading 25 by Agathiyar – 8.3.2008 

Agathiyar talks about the Siddha path. He says he shall show miracles along the way.



Nadi Reading 26 by Agathiyar – 25.4.2008

Agathiyar mentions my meeting Tavayogi. He talks about the prayers conducted during the Chitra Pornami Festival recently. He mentions that it was a treasure that Tavayogi had given us by way of teaching us Asanas and Pranayama recently. He talks about his path. He asks that I continue prayers. Watch Tavayogi demonstrate the Yoga techniques to disciples in Malaysia at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fTjr12CUqQE&feature=youtu.be

Nadi Reading 27 by Pathanjali – 18.5.2008

Pathanjali too mentions that prayers (pujai), meditation (tavam) and Yoga (Yogam) can overcome Karma. He instructs me to spread the teachings of the Siddhas. He advises on the kind of food to consume. He asks that I stay on this path. He reveals his Yoga. He asks to continue the Asana and Pranayama practices and prayers too.


Nadi Reading 28 by Agathiyar – 12.7.2008 

Agathiyar asks that I stay on this path and continue with prayers. 

Nadi Reading 29 by Agathiyar – 19.8.2008 

Agathiyar speaks about Thavathiru Rengaraja Desiga Swamigal. 



Nadi Reading 30 by Agathiyar – 30.9.2008 

Agathiyar asks me to continue prayers. He speaks about Thavathiru Rengaraja Desiga Swamigal. Agathiyar reveals about the significance of breath. Agathiyar reveals that both Lord Vinayagar and Gautama Buddha are exponents in Pranayama.


Nadi Reading 31 by Agathiyar – 8.12.2008 

Agathiyar asks to stay on this path and to continue prayers. Agathiyar mentions about my thoughts on setting up a Peedham as mention in the very first reading and by Supramania Swami. That was my mission he says. Agathiyar reveals that he had directed Arumugam to provide the space to house Agathiyar in the Jegathguru Sri Raghavendra Mritiga Brindavanam Kinta that he (Arumugam) was building for Sri Raghavendra Swami in Ipoh. After mentioning about a temple for him in my very first reading in 2002, Agathiyar brings up the subject again.

Tuesday 16 October 2018

THE LIFE & TIMES OF RAMALINGA ADIGAL







JOURNEYING WITH AGATHIYAR 2007

In walking the path of the Siddhas, first they brought us to know them better by having us visit their abodes that were the caves in the dense jungles of India, then to the temples where they showed their presence amidst the crowd of devotees. Soon they showed their presence in the daily worship we carried out at their homes. 

They began to uplift us both spiritually and in understanding the ways of life. They showed miracles after miracles that got us engaged and more determined to stay with them and pursue further this wonderful and amazing journey.

The following are Nadi readings of mine over the years. The idea in sharing them is to make known how simple it is to travel the path of the Siddhas and to beget the grace of the Siddhas by way of worship to them. What was required of us was attending to their worship, they took care of the rest, including our inner spiritual development and advancement and the family too. The Siddhas promised a better future and a silver lining, both in the materialistic and spiritual world and sense. Although I have seen through much of what has been revealed to date, there are many other revelations that has yet to take place. Only the future will tell.

Nadi Reading 7 by Bhogar - 13.1.2007

Bhogar mentions that Agathiyar had requested him to reveal this time around. Bhogar talks about my past Karma. He talks about the upcoming First World Conference of Siddha Philosophy to be held in Malaysia. He asks that I participate. He mentions that I shall meet Tavayogi again. He reveals the reason for taking birth. Bhogar too reveals what had taken place at Pothigai. He reminds me to stay on this path and continue with prayers. Bhogar also mentions that Agathiyar had dictated other Siddhas to reveal in the Nadi in the coming weeks.



Nadi Reading 8 by Sugabrahmar – 20.1.2007 

Sugabrahmar mentions that he was requested to reveal in this Nadi by Agathiyar. He mentions both Tavayogi and Supramania Swami. He requests that I carry out my duties to my gurus.

Nadi Reading 9 by Bhirugumunivar – 27.1.2007

Bhirugumunivar mentions about Saint Raghavendra. He asks that I continue my practices. He mentions Tavayogi. He mentions that Siddha Kagabujandar will have a reading for me next.



Nadi Reading 10 by Kagabujandar – 3.2.2007

Kagabujandar mentions that Agathiyar requests him for a reading. He reveals the benefits of prayers.

Nadi Reading 11 by Agathiyar – 10.2.2007

Agathiyar talks about Supramania Swami attaining Samadhi at Tiruvannamalai and my obligations towards him. Agathiyar then mentions Tavayogi too. He asks that I continue prayers (kottu prathanai) and explains its benefits.

Nadi Reading 12 by Agathiyar – 17.2.2007

Agathiyar asks to continue prayers. Agathiyar tells me that I would begin to write.

Nadi Reading 13 by Kagabujandar – 24.2.2007

Kagabujandar asks that I stay on this path.



Nadi Reading 14 by Agathiyar – 4.3.2007

Agathiyar reminds me of the benefits of prayers. He gives further guidance on meditation. He asks to stay on this path.

Nadi Reading 15 by Bhirugumunivar – 10.3.2007 

Bhirugumunivar guides me on performing prayers and the kind of food to consume. He graciously instructs on the Arutperunjhoti Mahamantra. He instructs me to continue prayers. He mentions the benefits of prayers. He shares his conversation with Agathiyar. 

Nadi Reading 16 by Kagabujandar – 23.4.2007 

Kagabujandar asks that I stay on this path and continue to perform prayers. He talks about the Siddha path. He asks that I continue doing charity. 

Nadi Reading 17 by Tirumoolar – 8.5.2007 

Tirumoolar asks that I continue prayers. 

Nadi Reading 18 by Agathiyar – 12.6.2007 

Agathiyar asks that I continue with prayers. He mentions Tavayogi. 

Nadi Reading 19 by Agathiyar – 24.7.2007 

Agathiyar talks about the reason for taking birth. He talks about Supramania Swami. He tells me Swami will perform miracles in my home. He asks that I chant his name. He mentions Tavayogi too.



Nadi Reading 20 by Tirumoolar – 23.9.2007

Tirumoolar talks about performing prayers. He says the names of the Siddhas shall be the Maha Mantra henceforth. He instructs me to continue chanting the names of the Siddhas. He mentions the Tirumanthiram and Agathiyar Nigandu as guides. He asks that I be aware and watchful about creating Karma in all that I do and live accordingly. Tirumoolar confirms Supramania Swami's presence in the subtle form in my home recently.

Nadi Reading 21 by Agathiyar – 13.10.2007 

Agathiyar mentions that this reading was on the instruction of Lord Murugan. He asks that I continue prayers to Lord Murugan and chanting his name. He reveals the auspiciousness of chanting Lord Murugan’s name. Agathiyar reveals that he is in the form of light. Agathiyar introduces worship of the light both externally and internally. He asks that I continue chanting the Mahamantra. He reveals the reason for taking birth.



Nadi Reading 22 by Agathiyar – 23.11.2007

Agathiyar asks to continue with prayers. Agathiyar asks that I continue charity and service.

Nadi Reading 23 by Agathiyar – 27.12.2007

Agathiyar says that he was revealing this Nadi from Kallar. He mentions about his Jayanthi and Guru Puja at Kallar on this day. He says the donations forwarded to Tavayogi for this celebration has been put to good use. Agathiyar says the gates to heaven shall open on this day. He dictates the start of the Puja at exactly 27 ½ Naaligai after the birth of his star Ahilya in the month of Margali (10.58 hours). This is the actual time of his birth, he says. He blesses all who had gathered at my home for his Puja.

JOURNEYING WITH AGATHIYAR 2002 TO 2006

I had done home and temple worship, read and debated much, before I was told to put the brake on and give myself a break too, by Lord Shiva in a dream. After 14 years Agathiyar shows me the Siddha path and invites me onto it. I began another search and seeked societies and associations related to the Siddhas. I learnt what I could from them and moved on to indulge in the worship of the Siddhas by myself in the confines of my home. Guided by Gurus, Supramania Swami and Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal and regular Nadi readings, both my life and my perspective of life began to change. 

The following are Nadi readings of mine over the years. The idea in sharing them is to make known how simple it is to get the grace of the Siddhas by way of worship to them. What was required of us was attending to their worship, they took care of the rest, including our inner spiritual development and advancement and the family too. The Siddhas promised a better future and a silver lining, both in the materialistic and spiritual world and sense. Although I have seen through much of what has been revealed to date, there are many other revelations that has yet to take place. Only the future will tell.

Nadi Reading 1 by Agathiyar - 14.12.2002

The year was 1996. This was the period I had given up belief on astrology after those predictions did not work out as mentioned. It was about this time that Sethu from my office was frequenting an astrologer, Dr. Krishnan. I made an appointment to see the Dr. The good Dr told me all was fine and good times are to begin. After that, I began to consult the Dr. often. 

On one of these visits, I ask if there was a possibility that whatever said in the charts might not work out for an individual and the Dr. replied that if one had been cursed then the benefits that the charts reveal might not materialize. When asked if he could look into my chart to see if there were any curses, he replied it is only possible to know through reading of the Nadi. 

When my friend Muralitharan Saminathan talked about his experience reading the Nadi (in 2000) to me in 2002, I recalled Dr Krishnan’s words. It was interesting and amazing to know that the Siddhas could predict what was to happen in the future, having written these events in the Nadi, a few hundreds of years back. They could also tell one’s past, I was told. Muralitharan arranged for me to have a reading at Shivabalan’s house. 

On 27 November 2002, Nadi Guru Senthilkumar shortlisted 3 bundles of Nadi leaves from many, and I and him jointly tried to locate my Nadi through a series of question and answers related to my personalities and events in my lifetime. Nearing the end of the third bundle, there was one that I thought was mine. My parent’s name, number of siblings, my career, and property were exact but the name of my wife was different. Senthilkumar quizzed me further, but we could not locate a reading that described me. I was asked to come back in two weeks’ time since he told me that he could only look through a maximum of three numbers of bundles at any one particular sitting.

On 11 December 2002, going through the same pace and trend of questioning, we identified a relevant, appropriate, and corresponding Nadi in the very first bundle itself. I agreed it was mine. I was told to come back for the full reading of the Nadi another day.

On 14 December 2002, the actual reading of that particular Nadi took place. I was both apprehensive and eager not knowing what was in store for me. I sat in awe as the Nadi was read to me. 

Generally the first (Pothu Kaandam), 13th (Karma Kaandam) and 14th (Shaanthi Parikaara Kaandam) cantos are read for all seekers. The Gnana Kaandam is selective. The Pothu Kaandam mentioned about me, my family, my career, and what to expect until my last days. The Karma Kaandam spoke about my past birth. The thirteenth canto or Shaanthi Parikaara Kaandam spoke about worship and prayers to reduce the evil effects of my past Karma. I was asked to worship the Siddhas, Lord Ganapati and Lord Shiva too. 

There was a Gnana Kaandam for me. I had this Kaandam read to me too. It dictated my spiritual path. I was asked to worship Lord Shiva, Lord Ganapati, Agathiyar, and the eighteen Siddhas.

The path I was to take was revealed to me through these amazing, mysterious and mystical Nadi!


Nadi Reading 2 by Agathiyar - 15.8.2005 

I told Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal when I met him the very first time in Malaysia in 2005, that it had been 2 ½ years since I last saw the Nadi with Senthilkumar. Tavayogi immediately gave me Nadi Guru Ramesh’s telephone number. I made an appointment. 

On the day of my appointment, Ramesh played the earlier reading of my Nadi that was recorded on tape by Nadi Guru Senthilkumar. When I saw Senthilkumar in 2002, he took an imprint of my thumbprint to enable him to locate my Nadi. However, Ramesh did not do so, this time around. He played back the tail end of the last reading on the tape. He asked for my date of birth, time and Lagna. Then he went into an adjacent room to get my Nadi. He asked if he should transcribe the reading. I told him to do as he pleased. He then taped the whole session without transcribing. It was the Aasi Kaandam of Agathiyar. This Nadi is not located from the imprint of the seeker’s thumbprint as in locating the Kaanda Nadi, but is a revelation by Agathiyar, to whom he chooses to speak to. Throughout the reading, I was in tears. Agathiyar was so kind and generous to me. He pardoned me for my past mistakes, removed the guilt that I had carried all this while, saying all was his doing and he added that I needed those experiences too. He accepted me into his circle and blessed me for a better future.

Agathiyar told me that the Agathiyar Gnana Peedham in Batu Caves is the place for me to learn about spirituality. I was also told to see Tavayogi that night itself for a teecha. Tavayogi had earlier given me teecha together with nine others including my wife. Why the necessity to get the teecha again? I could have brushed aside, ignored or delayed seeing Tavayogi. Instead, when I followed as instructed and got Tavayogi’s blessing and teecha from him again that very night, the reading on tape was mysteriously ‘erased’.

Nadi Reading 3 by Agathiyar - 18.8.2005

I went back to Ramesh explaining the mysterious event. When the Nadi was re-read to me, there was no mention of the Agathiyar Gnana Peedham in Batu Caves anymore. I figured that the moment I surrendered to Tavayogi there was no need for an organization anymore.

Besides Kallar and Palani, which was mentioned earlier, the new reading mentioned additional temples and Siddha’s places that I ought to visit - Tiruvannamalai, Vedharanyam, Pothigai and Courtalam. 



Nadi Reading 4 by Agathiyar - 19.8.2005

This reading was not recorded but instead written out for me. Agathiyar reveals the mysterious events that took place at Palani. He mentions the initiation or Theecha I received from Tavayogi.

Nadi Reading 5 by Agathiyar - 20.12.2005

Agathiyar talks about my pilgrimage to India. He mentions Tavayogi. He asks that I continue prayers to the Siddhas. He reveals what took place at Papanasam, Courtalam and Agasthiyampalli in Vedharanyam. He explains the reason for asking me to come over to India in haste.



Nadi Reading 6 by Agathiyar - 9.9.2006

Agathiyar talks about the prayers that I conducted and pilgrimage with Tavayogi. He talks about Supramania Swami and reveals what took place at Tiruvannamalai. Agathiyar emphasizes Supramania Swami was the catalyst to ignite me and the reason for me to tread this path. He reminds me to hold him in my thought. Then he goes on to explain the reason to introduce Tavayogi. Agathiyar talks about the prayers back home. Agathiyar reveals the reason for taking birth. Agathiyar asks that I stay on this path. He asks to continue the practices. Agathiyar reveals that one can remove his Karma through prayers. Agathiyar reads my thoughts and mentions them immediately in the Nadi.