If Tavayogi stopped me right at the bud from praising him after he left my home in 2005, Agathiyar had me stop singing his glory in 2022, asking me instead to write and share the changes taking place within me. He wanted me to let others keen on reaching the state of light know what it is to be going through these changes. Rather than have us heap praises on them, they wanted us to reach their state. That is their utmost concern. Agathiyar told me not to sabotage his efforts in bringing me to the state by letting go of my fury and causing the energy that has risen to descend to lower regions. It makes me ask what I did to deserve their attention and assistance.
Every saint says that the human birth is rare. If this is true, then the estimated 8.29 billion humans as of early 2026 are only a minute fraction of his creation. As all the other souls in the animal and vegetative state are waiting for an opportunity to take birth as a human, we are constantly reminded not to waste this opportunity to arrive at knowing our purpose and fulfilling it.
I have yet to know my purpose, for each time I think I have arrived there and achieved it, the goal post seems to shift. I am told that this is not what I came for. Each task that seems to bring me towards achieving my purpose is overshadowed by a bigger task waiting. Will I find out my purpose before my time runs out?