Wednesday, 23 September 2026

COMING TO A CLOSURE?

The end was already made known to us by Tavayogi at the beginning of this journey; it was just that we could not comprehend it back then. Today we fully understand it after having those experiences. He had autographed my copy of his book, mentioning ஆண்டவன்  உரைகின்ற இடம் தங்கள் உள்ளம். அதுவே பயணத்தின் தொடக்கமும் முடிவும். இன்புற்று வாழ்க - தவயோகி தங்கராசன் அடிகளார், 31.5.2007, which, when translated, would mean, "God resides in your heart; that is the starting point of the journey, and the end too." If it is said that Lord Muruga took flight on his peacock to gain Gnanam, battling Surapadman and turning into the mendicant Supramaniar, his sibling, Lord Ganesa, sat at his father's feet and gained it instantly. It resonates with the koan "First there is a mountain, then there is no mountain, then there is."

During the Tang Dynasty, the Chinese Ch’an master Qingyuan Weixin famously wrote:

“Before I had studied Ch’an for thirty years, I saw mountains as mountains, and rivers as rivers. When I arrived at a more intimate knowledge, I came to the point where I saw that mountains are not mountains, and rivers are not rivers. But now that I have got its very substance, I am at rest. For it’s just that I see mountains once again as mountains, and rivers once again as rivers.” (Source: https://tricycle.org/magazine/first-there-mountain-then-there-no-mountain/)

First we saw the mountain and began to climb it. Once atop its peak, where did the mountain go? We looked outside for the divine, seeing him as separate from us in the beginning, and after traveling the hills and dales, seeking and searching for him, we realized that he was all along with us, in us, and we in him. 

The last Nadi reading days after Sivarathri was an eye-opener. Agathiyar, who charted my destiny, concluded it too, bringing it to a close. I wonder if there is another phase awaiting.



THE END (FOR NOW)


Looking back now, what an unimaginable and unbelievable journey it has been for me. I was going about my life, going to work, and caring for my family, when Agathiyar entered my life through a Nadi reading. In the Nadi reading, Agathiyar spoke about Karma, something that was as old as creation itself but that was altogether new to me back then. I used to wonder in later years what was the very first mistake I made, or good, for that matter, or the very first desire I carried or the desire of another that brought on this endless chain of births; for Agathiyar, recently, in coming through a devotee, tells me that we have known each other crores of years. I forgot, but he remembers. So he came back again to redeem me.

Asking me to come to the worship of the Siddhas was new to one who, once upon a time, was a temple-going person who prayed to all the deities at home too, until what I thought was injustice meted out on devotees by these gods had me question if god was indeed compassionate, kind, and loving. Lord Shiva coming in a dream had me shelve those questions for later. That day came after 14 years, when my nephew knocked on my door, bringing me a message. I found out later that it was from Agathiyar, who had Gopal Pillai pass it to me. Gopal Pillai, who had passed on, was his Paramaguru. I was given the Vasudeva Mantra that cleared the knots and blocks and paved the way for me to meet my guru Agathiyar and two wonderful gurus in physical form later. Calling to read the Nadi, Agathiyar explained it all and changed my life for good, or rather, brought me on track to follow what was destined for me by the Siddhas, rather than have fate dictate my life.

All it took was to listen to them and follow their dictates. In surrendering to them, they held my hand and led me places and had me carry out numerous tasks that worked miracles in shaping me and my thoughts, my perspective, and my opinions, besides seeing them actually perform mind-boggling miracles that I saw, heard, touched, felt, and came to know. 

The above video sums up the journey, beginning with the revelation in the Gnana Kaandam that initially was the road map and blueprint that I had to pursue and ends with the fruits of the journey, bringing a good ending to my story.

As of now, the first phase of this journey has come to an end. I wonder if I need to step into the next or leave things as they are. I shall await Agathiyar's decision. 

Tuesday, 22 September 2026

ARE YOU PREPARED TO WALK AWAY & BECOME AWAKENED?

Continuing from the previous posts, now that we understand that this birth is a precious gift and to be born a human is a great and very rare gift, we must now turn our attention towards making this birth into a meaningful one. Agathiyar, in addressing the Tamil Sangam of the past, where he gave mankind the 5 Tenets, through his memo to us, in recent times, has made known the purpose. We have to remember and ponder over the blessedness that we humans have gained, for only the human has the chance to become free from the cycle of birth and death, and no other organism or living form. As Shantideva mentioned, we should not fail to make use of this human birth or human form to find ways to break this cycle of birth and death and to achieve liberation. We have to appreciate this special gift of birth and take steps to attain liberation in this very birth, for we might not get another chance to be born as a human for years to come. We could descend into the lower species, where it would then not be possible to worship God and attain God-realization and enlightenment. 

In the book YOGI RAMSURATKUMAR - THE MYSTERY OF BECOMING GOD by Olga Ammann, published by Yogi Ramsuratkumar Bhavan, Mauritius, 2008, the author states,

“The meaning and the aim of existence must be the search for the divine. One that enables the individual to take the supreme decision of his or her life: to leave all behind and go in search of God.” 

Does leaving all behind and going in search of God bring us to him then?

Swami Muktananda explains in KUNDALINI - THE SECRET OF LIFE, Siddha Yoga Publication, 1994, 

“If he tries to discover a path by himself, he will simply go around in circles, walking for a long time but never reaching his goal. The Guru has found everything you are seeking; that which you want has become the Guru’s wealth. The difference between you and the Guru is that you are the seed and the Guru is the full-grown tree; you are the beginning, and he is the end.”

In Hans-Ulrich Rieker’s translation and commentary of the HATHA YOGA PRADIPIKA OF SVATMARAMA, The Aquarian Press, 1992, B. K. S. Iyengar writes, 

“.. .the real goal of a yogi is to become a Siddha. A Siddha, a person in possession of Siddhis, has developed powers that can readily be called supernatural. There are eight Siddhis, the highest of which is nirvana, the great liberation. The Siddhis are signposts on his way to the final goal, liberation.”

So the Siddhis are only the numerous acknowledgements that we get along the way to have us know that we are on the right track, but these should not be our prime goal, for we shall get stuck in it, fall victim to the attention, praise, honor, etc. that comes with it, but walk past these to reach the final Siddhi that of Liberation. If these are considered Siddhis that arise partly as a result of our efforts and partly through divine grace, Ramalinga Adigal says otherwise: all these are Mukthis that number 300 means and ways; Siddhi is the experience of merging. 

So the Siddhas are known to break away from the norm. I guess this is the reason Lord Muruga, in asking me to build him a temple too, besides Agathiyar wanting one too, told me that I shall do it differently. Bharathi too broke away from tradition and earned the wrath of his community. Agathiyar tells me that I had erand the wrath of the Namboothri priests in my last birth as I broe awy from tradition. Following Lord Murugan's call to be different, I proposed to two heads of mission to simplify the rituals in their ashrams, but both feared that they would earn the wrtah of their gurus and others. 

In QUIET MIND, FEARLESS HEART - THE TAOIST PATH THROUGH STRESS & SPIRITUALITY, published by John Wiley & Sons, Inc., Hoboken, New Jersey, 2005, Brian Luke Seaward quotes Teilhard De Chardin,

“We are not humans having a spiritual experience. Instead, we are spirits having a human experience. …..earthly existence is enshrouded in many veils of illusion. It is a brave soul on a noble adventure who attempts to lift these veils. .... If you recognize that you are indeed a spirit on a human path, then every situation that you encounter will be a learning experience. This is how consciousness evolves. The drive that inspires the human journey is a desire to have this view of life - a clearer understanding of life’s mystery and role or purpose in it.”

During the days of my search, many painted a gruesome picture of the Siddhas having broken up couples and families, where Siddhas will roast us in the burning fire, etc. These took me by surprise, for I was always of the notion earlier that Gods, and now Siddhas, would only do good, as they are known to be compassionate, kind, and loving. If in the 80s I was confronted by similar happenings in the lives of devotees who seemed to be victimized by the deities, and after heeding the call from Lord Siva coming in a dream asking me to shelve my questions to a later date, I found out about Karma and its doings from the Siddhas coming in my Nadi reading some 14 years later. I began to accept their fate. Then, walking into the path of the Siddhas, I was in disbelief again. I set out to prove these critics wrong. Today I stand as an example to them. My family is intact, safe, and well because of the grace and love of the Siddhas. When a couple of devotees were ridiculed by their family for carrying out the ritual worship of the Siddhas in their home, telling them that they shall bring down the wrath of the Gods, I told the devotees to bring whoever has bad mouth these practices to my home and have them see for themselves how we live. 

The Siddhas do not have us give up our family and responsibilities and adorn the saffron robe and walk out, though some might have taken it up after getting a calling. But then we always have a choice and the free will to choose. What the Siddhas eventually bring about is having us walk away from holding on to our old perspective of things, and interpretation of happenings and events. What the Siddhas eventually bring about is having us walk away from the attention, respect, posts, authority, power, etc. that comes along either with the desires we fed, or walk away from what we are gifted with as a result of our good deeds and merits in a past birth, or walk away from the numerous tasks given when the lesson ends. What the Siddhas eventually bring about is have us walk away from our old self of holding on to ideas, belongings, and attachments without the need to leave the home and family, and without the need to take on a new name and a new attire. This is true renunciation, or letting go, or staying detached and unattached, or Turavaram. It is all to put our agitated minds at rest and our weeping hearts at peace, bringing an inner calm. This is true Spiritual Birth as in the koan, "First there is a mountain, then there is no mountain, then there is", and so it is with this prapanjam. 

During the Tang Dynasty, the Chinese Ch’an master Qingyuan Weixin famously wrote:

“Before I had studied Ch’an for thirty years, I saw mountains as mountains, and rivers as rivers. When I arrived at a more intimate knowledge, I came to the point where I saw that mountains are not mountains, and rivers are not rivers. But now that I have got its very substance, I am at rest. For it’s just that I see mountains once again as mountains, and rivers once again as rivers.” (Source: https://tricycle.org/magazine/first-there-mountain-then-there-no-mountain/),

Shantideva writes on yearning for liberation.

“The soul yearns to be free, and through our becoming aware of this we undergo what the mystics call awakening, where we then begin to center our life on a high spiritual ideal. A new aspiration is born in the soul, which frees the need of a larger draught of air, a more expansive horizon, and which desires direct contact with the indefinite existence. In order to attain the highest illumination we all have to pass through a spiritual birth."

PLANTING THE FLAG

The back pain that recurred days ago, which I wrote about, has disappeared just as it came on. The expelling of the three doshas, namely phlegm, bile, and wind, whenever I lay down to sleep, has stopped. The results of the blood sample that I gave a week back during my regular medical checkup turned out to be fabulous. I am deeply grateful to Agathiyar for the health and wealth he continues to shower on me. 

I choose to write what is relayed to me by Agathiyar through Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal, or when he comes through the Nadi readings, and in recent times through his devotees, and at times when he dictates what he has to say to either Mahindren or me. And so, many times did he lament about the sad state of his devotees who had lost sight of why they came to the path, or had no idea where it would take them. Some stop short of reading about the Siddhas, while others continue to debate on them endlessly. To those who had merely worshiped him for years, some as many as thirty-plus years, he told them that they had wasted those precious years, not keeping fit nor having upgraded themselves to the next stages and phases. 

Agathiyar, coming as the guru, brings the Light within and without, dispels the darkness by driving away ignorance, had me take notes on the ideal Siddha journey, giving a simple account and run-up to the moment of merging with Light, that which we came for and have been trying endlessly to attain throughout the crores of births we have taken thus far. 

Many a saint has often mentioned the human birth as the highest amongst all births. Adi Sankara says, 

“Only through God’s grace may we obtain the three rarest gifts: Human birth; the longing for liberation; and discipleship to an illumined teacher.”

Swami Chidvilasananda in INNER TREASURES, a Siddha Yoga Publication, 1995, mirrors Sankara’s thoughts. 

“This is where you have the opportunity to learn the greatest lessons and ascend to the highest awareness. Even celestial beings want to take birth in this place. It is the work of the Saints to awaken people from Samsara, the world of the wandering, from this Chakra, this wheel, the cycle of birth and death.’’

It is said that God told Ramalinga Adigal to build the Satya Gnana Sabai as a place of learning for the celestial beings. 

Swami Chidvilasananda's guru, Swami Muktananda, quotes Saint Sundardas in WHERE ARE YOU GOING. - A GUIDE TO THE SPIRITUAL JOURNEY, published by Syda Foundation, 1989, 

“The great Saint Sundardas wrote, “You have attained this human body through God’s grace. You cannot attain it repeatedly. This human body is a priceless jewel. Do not throw it away.”

Shantideva, a Buddhist master from the monastic University of Nalanda, India, also describes human birth as a rare gift. He says, 

“These human leisure, opportunities, and faculties are very rare to obtain and easily lost.” 

Siddha Avvai says,

“Rare indeed is to take a human birth, rarer than that is to be born with a perfect human form, sight, hearing and speech."

Indeed, human birth is a wonder, just like all of creation. It makes us wonder who was behind all this magnificence. 

Shantideva says, 

“Only as a human can you be devoted to God, the creator." He reminds us not to waste a rare opportunity to devote oneself to God. 

Avvai, who pointed out that human birth was rare, adds,

"Amongst them, it is rare to see one who does austerities and charity. When one does austerities and charity, the gates to Godhead are opened.”

A Google search tells us that the current estimated world population is approximately 8.3 billion people. So if, according to these saints, human birth, which totals some 8.3 billion, is rare, just imagine what all the rest of creation would amount to. Is it a wonder then that Hindu texts mention that there are 8,400,000 species of life forms beginning with the aquatics, and culminating in the human being? 

“All species are manifested in the early stages of cosmic creation, when the living entities (souls) are impregnated within material nature. These indestructible and eternal souls gradually evolve through the different species or types of material bodies, beginning with microbes and amoebas, rising through the fish, plants, insects, reptiles, birds and animals to the human and superhuman (Demigods) species. So the evolution process is really an evolution of consciousness.” [“ATMA – Reincarnation: The Soul's Secret Journey" – The Bhaktivedanta Book Trust, The International Society For Krishna Consciousness.]

We learn from the net that, 

"In Hindu scriptures, the phrase "84 lakh creations" (or 8.4 million life forms) refers to the 84 Lakh Yonis. This core concept dictates that a soul (Atman) goes through a cycle of 8.4 million different types of births and species (Samsara) before finally obtaining a precious human body. The precise numerical breakdown is most famously detailed in the Padma Purana (Srishti Khanda, 36.7-8)."

  • Jalaj or Aquatics (water-based life) 900,000 (9 Lakh)
  • Sthavar or Immovable life (plants, trees) 2,000,000 (20 Lakh)
  • Krimi or Insects, reptiles, and microbes 1,100,000 (11 Lakh)
  • Pakshi or Birds 1,000,000 (10 Lakh)
  • Pashu or Terrestrial quadruped animals 3,000,000 (30 Lakh)
  • Manavya or Humanoid/Human species 400,000 (4 Lakh)
Hence, the total earthly life forms make up 8,400,000 (84 Lakh).

Manikkavasagar amply expounds in his THIRUVACHAKAM-SHIVAPURAANAM that 

“Having taken all these life forms to achieve his present state, that is, being born as grass, worms, trees, various animals, stones, rocks and pebbles, various creatures, Asuras and having exhausted myself in doing so, I found the truth to exist under your feet, and thus I entered your home, my Lord.” 

We learn further that

“The different categories of material bodies (species) exist because there are millions of categories of material desires. These different life forms are nothing more than machines designed by the material energy to fulfill different material desires. Our entanglement in the material sphere is the result of an unending chain of actions and reactions developed in this and previous human lives. This is known in Sanskrit as Karma, a law of nature analogous to the modern scientific principle of action and reaction. In one human life, we can create sufficient Karma to keep ourselves entangled in the cycle of birth and death for thousands of lives. As human beings, we also have the rare opportunity to become spiritually enlightened with transcendental knowledge and the chance to break the endless cycle of reincarnation. It can take many lives, or you can do it in one lifetime.” [“ATMA – Reincarnation: The Soul's Secret Journey" – The Bhaktivedanta Book Trust, The International Society For Krishna Consciousness.]

Swami Chidvilasananda writes that

"The Indian scriptures teach that earth is the place where you come to work out all your Karma, the consequences of your actions, both good and bad."

We learn from  "ATMA, The Ultimate Antimaterial Particle" – The Bhaktivedanta Book Trust. The International Society For Krishna Consciousness, that

“Only   the human species, however is subject to the subtle but exact law, for only in the human form does one have advanced intelligence and freedom of choice. In lower-than-human life forms, much grosser forms of mind and body cover the soul; therefore, the living beings within such bodies are totally under the control of nature. Because beasts, microbes, insects, and plants do nothing more than automatically serve their instincts, they are not held responsible for their activities. They do not incur karmic reactions.”

And so it is that we are told that we are here to learn, experience, and evolve further. And so, being born as humans, we have that extra edge to serve all other creation in the best of our capacities, which brings us to Agathiyar's 5 Tenets for mankind. 

  1. He says that man has to first and foremost understand his purpose in taking birth. 
  2. With his purpose known, then, he should come to thank the divine creator or energy that brought forth his birth (through consultation with the lunar forefathers and their angelic hierarchies that co-exist with us down here). Living a purposeful, meaningful, and fruitful life, coupled with a sense of gratefulness, will then bring forth the showering of his blessings. These blessings and the efforts in carrying out his dictates result in the soul gaining strength, or Soul Power or Atma Balam. He asked that we show appreciation to the divine that gave us an opportunity to take this birth again to come to terms with it and sort out our lives.
  3. He asks that we then thank all the caretakers, both seen and unseen, in the present and the past. 
Then, 

4. There arises then an obligation on our part to "dutifully aid and help, the ongoing evolution of all co-existing human beings."

5. The final task is to extend this aid and help, towards "the ongoing evolution of all co-existing beings and entities, existing upon the lower levels of the evolutionary ladder, dutifully supporting the manifested matrix or prapanjam." [Summarized from Vashisht Vaid's post on his blog https://holysageagathiyar.com/])

In all these,  

“The soul, known in Sanskrit as Atma, being far more subtle than matter, endures the death experience without being harmed or injured. Nor is it subject to the laws of birth, growth, and deterioration. One personal form of God is the super soul dwelling within the hearts of all living beings; witnessing every thought and action and awarding the living beings the result of their Karma, arranging for them to accept an appropriate physical body lifetime after lifetime.” ["ATMA, The Ultimate Antimaterial Particle" – The Bhaktivedanta Book Trust. The International Society For Krishna Consciousness]

And so we are brought to Agathiyar's explanation of the Body (Udal), Breath (Uyir), and Soul (Atma) to us. Agathiyar had Mahindren sit with a pen and paper and take notes explaining the Udal, Uyir, and Atma.

உனது உடலைப் பிரதானமாகக் கொண்டு இயங்குவது சுவாசம், அதுவே உயிர். உயிர் என்பது செயல் அற்று இருக்கக்கூடிய உறுப்பைச் செயல் பெறச் செய்வது. பிறக்கும் சிசு கருவுற மூலமாக இருப்பது பிராணவாயு. பிராணவாயு ஆணின் அணுக்களிலும் பெண்ணின் அணுக்களிலும் ஊடுருவி ஒன்றெனக் கலந்து பிரதான பொருள் வடிவம் அடையும் தன்மை உண்டானால் அங்கு உயிர் சக்தி உருவேற்ற படுகிறது. 

உடல் என்பது ஐந்து உலோகங்களின் நுண்ணுயிர்களின் அளவுகளைத் தாங்கிக் கொண்டு பிண்டம் ஒன்றினை உருவ வடிவமாய் கர்ப்பகிரகத்தில் நிலை பெறுகிறது. பஞ்சபூதம் ஆகிய நீர், நிலம், ஆகாயம், காற்று, நெருப்பு அனைத்தும் தாய் தந்தையின் உடலிலிருந்தே  எடுக்கப்பட்டு சிசுவின் உடலைப் பிறப்பிக்கின்றது. இவைகளின் அளவுகள் குறையும் தருவாயில் சிசு தன் உடலின் பாகங்களில் கோளாறு ஏற்படுகிறது.

நிலத்தின் அளவு - 1/3

நீரின் அளவு – 4/3

நெருப்பின் அளவு – 5/6

காற்றின் அளவு – 8/2

ஆகாயத்தின் அளவு – 1/8 

இவ்வாறு அதற்கென்று அளவுகள் பிரம்மதேவரால் கணக்கிட்டு உடலை உருவாக்கப்படுகிறது. 

ஆன்மா உடலையும் உயிரையும் தனது கட்டுப்பாட்டுக்குள் வைத்துக் கொள்ளும் ஒரு சூச்சமம். இந்தச் சூச்சமத்தை பிறந்த குழந்தைகள் 1  முதல் 5 வராகை வரையிலும் உடன் இருந்து மறையும். மறைத்தலின் காரணம் இன்னதென்று இப்போது உனக்குச் சொல்ல இயலாது. ஆனபோதிலும் ஆன்மா ஒருவரின் செயலைப் பொறுத்தே மீண்டும் அவனை வந்து சேரும். ஆன்மா உன்னோடு இருந்து உன்னை ஒரு பாதைக்கு இழுத்து செல்லும் அப்போது நீ அதனை உணர்ந்தாள், உன்னில் அதிர்வாய் தோன்றி மறையும். அந்த அதிர்வினை நீ உனக்குள் நீடிக்கப் பழகினால் உன்னால் ஆன்மா என்னும் உனது அதிர்வுகளில் ஊடுருவி என்னுள் (இறை / அகத்தியன்) வந்து சேர ஒரு வழி. 

ஆன்மா உனது கர்ம வினை தாங்கி வருவது அல்ல, ஆனால் ஆன்மாவே உனது கர்ம வினையைச் சரிசெய்வதற்கு உதவி புரியும். கர்மவை சரி செய்த பின், ஆன்மாவின் தேடல் அதிகமாகி மனிதனின் அன்றாட தேடல் தீர்ந்து போகும். அவன் தேடல் முழுதாய் என்னையே தேடி வர முயற்சி செய்யும். 

இது இன்றைக்கு கொடுத்த பாடம் உனக்கு, மற்றவை உனக்கு மற்றொரு நாள் நான் வழங்குவேன்.

The translation to the best of my ability follows.

The breath primarily drives our body. Thus, it is Uyir. Uyir is that which moves an otherwise motionless limb. Pranavayu is the reason for the embryo to conceive. This Pranavayu travels in the cells or Anukkal, within both the male and female; upon merging, and when all configuration is in place and conducive to take a primary material form, the Uyir Sakthi is given.

Udal, that is a combination of the Nun Uyir in certain proportions, present in the five materials, takes on the form of a zygote or Pindam in the womb. The Pancha Butham, namely water, earth, sky, air, and fire, are derived from both the parents' bodies to form the zygote in the following proportions. Earth 1/3, Water 4/3, Fire 5/6, Air 8/2 and Sky 1/8.

நிலத்தின் அளவு - 1/3 - One portion of earth from the female and three portions from the male.

நீரின் அளவு – 4/3 - Four portions of water from the female and three from the male.

நெருப்பின் அளவு – 5/6 - Five portions of fire from the female and six from the male.

காற்றின் அளவு – 8/2 - Eight portions of air from the female and two from the male, and finally

ஆகாயத்தின் அளவு – 1/8 - One portion of Ether from the female and eight from the male go towards making a healthy constitution. 

இவ்வாறு அதற்கென்று அளவுகள் பிரம்மதேவரால் கணக்கிட்டு உடலை உருவாக்கப்படுகிறது.

These proportions are determined by Lord Brahma. When the proportions differ, there appear defects in the baby.

The Atma keeps both the Udal and Uyir under its control in a secretive, subtle manner. This subtlety stays from 1 to 5 Varagai with the child before it's veiled. I cannot tell you the reason for it to be veiled now. Nevertheless, the Atma will return unto him depending on his actions. When the Atma in you pulls you to a path and if you realize it, it appears as an Athirvu or vibration and disappears. If you practice extending this vibration in you, you shall merge in this vibration that is the Atma and arrive at  Erai/ Agathiyan.

The Atma does not carry our karma, but the Atma shall help rectify our karma. When the karma is rectified, the Atma's seeking shall be hastened to the extent that man's daily seeking shall be exhausted. His entire seeking shall shift towards efforts on reaching me (Agathiyan). 

This is today's lesson for you. I shall reveal further another day.

We are a composite of the Pindam or Udal or body, Vaasi or Uyir, or breath, and the Soul or Atma. The Pindam is made of Tattwas. So are the Uyir and Atma. The Pindam, made of the elements derived from the Pancha Maha Bhutam in a specific proportion, takes a form that begins to reside in the womb. The 5 elements are taken from each parent's body to shape the body of the fetus. If the proportions are compromised, complications appear in the fetus. Since this proportion is regulated by Lord Brahma, we know him as the creator of lives. It is interesting to recall the belief that in the initial months of a child taking birth, the child would speak to Lord Brahma, who is said to run through the chapters of our life here on this earth. Hence the reason for the child to cry or laugh. We suppose that good things said would bring joy and laughter, and bad things that are to take place bring crying and sadness. 

The Pranavayu is the primary cause of the conception of a zygote into an embryo, fetus, and a child. The Pranavayu that flows in with the elements from both the parents moves to take a shape that has the potential to become life. Life is hence given to the embryo. Air is breathed into the Pindam. The breath that is Uyir takes the body as its vehicle to move and execute its actions. It primarily drives our body, moving the limbs that are otherwise motionless. 

A new life begins. We learn the same from Genesis 2.7 that "Then God formed a man from the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life, and the man became a living being."

Initiating and engineering this marvel of creation, and monitoring and supervising it, is the Soul or Atma. It designs the Body to a particular specification, size, shape, gender, and model according to its purpose in coming here. The Atma keeps both the Udal and Uyir under its grip. But the Atma soon loses its grip and hold on us between 1 and 5 Varahai, a time period used in the ancient days that I have yet to find an equivalent term or reference to present times. Agathiyar said he could not reveal the reason for the Atma to be veiled. Not everything is to be told, I understood, especially to me, as he often would jokingly say that I shall put it in my blog then. Some things are meant to remain a secret, just like his origin, though many have given many versions of his story. As for us, he told us that it was not important. What was important was the teachings and practices that he has given us to scale this mountain that is life, reach its peak, and plant our flag of achievement. 

Once karma has cleared, the search to know the Atma intensifies. His search for his selfish gain loses its intensity. His seeking would be solely on knowing the Atma (Agathiyar) and reaching him. 

If I had shared my external journey and the internal changes that came as a result of the internal journey, journeying through the Chakras, with others and my readers till now, Agathiyar has now tasked me to share my search and what I have come to know about the Atma (Atma Gnanam). 

இனி இங்கு ஆத்ம ஞானம் மட்டுமே நடக்கும். பின்னிருப்போர் உந்தி தள்ளிக் கொண்டுவா. மாதத்திற்கு ஒரு முறை எமது பக்தர்களுக்கு அழைப்பிடு. ஆன்மஞானத்தை அறிய விரும்புவோருக்கு கற்பித்து வா. எனது முலு ஆசியினை பெற்ற சீடனப்பா நீ. இல்வாழ்க்கையில் இருப்பதினாலே உன்னை யாம் தனித்து குருவாக்க விரும்பவில்லை. உன்னில் இருக்கும் ஆன்மாவின் தேடலை மற்றவர்களுக்கும் வரச்செய். அவர் அவர் எண்ணம்போல் உமது போதனை அவர்களை அடையும். போதிப்பது மட்டுமே உனது கடமை. பலன் அவர்களுடையது. இந்தப் பிரபஞ்ச சக்தி என்னில் அடங்காதவை. அவைகளை நீ உணரும் தருவாயில் இருக்கிறாய். முழுதாய் உணர்ந்தபின் எண்னோடு இணைவாய்.

And so Agathiyar brings us to climb the mountain and attain the state of Light in his words, having me note them down. In bringing us his Guru Purnima message, Agathiyar paves the path for us to explore and return to him. He has simplified the journey in terms that we could grasp and travel along. In asking us, "Who is Agathiyan?" he says that we are him. He does not sit as a master or Lord presiding over his subjects, dictating and ruling. Now I understand why he asked me if that was what I desired when he came around asking each of us gathered at AVM what we wanted. I knew at that moment that this was not the ultimate. As I had nothing to ask, but as he stood waiting, I thought taking further births and coming back to serve him would be the thing to ask. Thinking we should ask for Gnanam, he told me that it was not gifted but shall be known when we travel the Chakras. 

As I put together all that he told me, I got the full picture. We have to put in the initial effort required of Yoga, which would open the Muladra Chakra and activate the sleeping Kundalini to begin her journey to Svadishtana. He would take up from there, releasing the energy to move to the higher Chakras in a jiffy, cleansing and energizing them as the crown Chakra Sahasrara opens to receive the greater energies, bringing forth the dance of Siva Shakti in the crown and the subsequent flowering of the 1000-petaled lotus. 

Continuing to read his memo, if we are this close as the nail and the thumb, he asked us then, why is it that we do not realize nor feel him? He has the answer for that too. It is because we have not attained the state of preparedness or readiness to realize him. We are so cooked up in these worldly affairs, either basking in the sun, boiling in the pan, or cooking over the fire, either happy or suffering or in pain. We are preoccupied with our desires or wants, or caught or tangled in the web that we have created for ourselves. Once battered and brawled over, torn and shredded, we step outside to find some time to recover. He says that once our soul attains this preparedness, we shall realize him as we turn a new leaf. The soul comes to show us the way out of this mess that we created, for he was with us all this while as a witness and the Watcher. Or rather, we are IT. The soul either brings us to a guru in the physical form or turns guru and leads us on. It charts and paves the path henceforth. 

What is this path like that we need to take or travel on, which prepares us? It is the path of the Siddhas. Of course, Agathiyar would only show the path he had traveled to attain his present state. He told me in the Nadi, in giving me practices and tips, that he was only sharing what they had done, seen, and realized in these practices. It all begins with knowing the Siddhas and traveling to their places and abodes, witnessing the miracles, entering the states of bliss, and not forgetting to bring back these feelings and work on them further, nurturing these experiences, and keeping the flame alive and burning by nurturing it in our homes and our hearts. 

Then Agathiyar says that the Siddha shall come down. If we had gone looking for them earlier, now they come down from their abode into our homes and hearts and lives. The soul becomes enlightened about its potential and its state and takes the dive. When we follow their directives or those of the soul, they shall walk with us, holding our hands. Just as Tavayogi told me, "Only now the true journey begins, my son," as we left for the caves and the jungles to explore the Siddhas, now another journey begins: that of exploring within us. This travel shall not be that of an external journey but of an internal journey. Yoga is the key to this travel within. 

From Sariyai arriving at Kriyai, now they teach us Yogam. The journey within begins initially necessitating our efforts, but soon the awakened energies will take the reins and lead us on. All we need to do is watch, as Agathiyar told me. We shall stand witness to many unexplained mysteries and happenings. We shall encounter and see many things. It would be puzzling to us. It would be new to us too. Continuing this internal journey, we shall arrive at each Chakra and eventually see the cosmic dance of Thillai in Sahasrara, says Agathiyar. A 1000-petaled flower will keep on opening up continuously, as in the ripple in the waters. Arutjothi will come to reside here. The divine energy and its effulgence enter within. Just as the Kundalini, upon awakening and making its way up, traverses each Chakra purifying them, this effulgence travels down a similar and known path and brings on the shine and luminosity in these Chakras. Jothi Darisanam takes place where one sees the Light or Effulgence. The body takes on the same. Vibrations begin to emit within and around us and are felt by those tuned to receive and feel them around us. They shall in turn follow us, wanting a taste of it too. We attain the state of a Jeeva Mukta, one who has attained Mukti while living in the flesh. Henceforth we are no different from Agathiyan, and Agathiyan is no different from us. Agathiyar proclaims, "You are me, and I am you." 

"யார் அகத்தியன்? நீ அகத்தியன். நான் அகத்தியன். உண்மை. நாம் எல்லோரும் அகத்தியன். நம் உள் உள்ள ஜோதி அகத்தியன். அவர் அகத்துள் உறையும் தீ அகத்தியன். அவர் ஈசன். அவர் அகத்துள் உறையும் ஈசன். ஏன் நாம் அவரை உணர்வதில்லை? ஏன் நாம் இதனை உணர்வதில்லை? நாம் பக்குவம் அடையவில்லை. நாம் ஆத்மா பக்குவம் அடைந்தால் நாம் இதனை உணர்வோம். நாம் எப்படி பக்குவம் அடைவது? முதலில் இந்த பாதையில் பயணிக்க வேண்டும். சித்தர்கள் வாசம் செய்யும் இடங்களுக்குச்  சென்று, பல அற்புதங்களைக் கண்டு மகிழ்ந்து, உணர்ந்து, பின்னர் அவ் உணர்வுடன் இல்லம் திரும்பி, அவர்களை நினைத்து நினைத்து உருகிப் பூஜிக்க வேண்டும். சித்தன் இறங்கி வருவான். பின் அவன் கட்டளைக்கு ஏற்ப நடந்து வந்தால் விரைவில் அவன் உங்கள் கரங்களை பிடித்து கொண்டு பயணிப்பான். இப் பயணம் வெளி பயணம் அன்று உள் பயணம் ஆகும். உள் பயணத்திற்குத் திறவுகோல் யோகம். சரியையிலிருந்து கிரியைக்கு வந்த பின்னர் இப்போது யோகம் பயிற்றுவிப்பான். அப்போது உள் பயணம் ஏற்படும். பல நிகழ்வினை காண்பீர். பலதும் உணர்வீர். புதிராகவும் இருக்கும். புதியதுவாகவும் இருக்கும். இவ் உள் பயணதைத்  தொடர்ந்து வந்தால் ஒவ்வொரு சக்கரமாகச் சென்று அடைந்து பின் இறுதியில் சஹஸ்ராரவில் தில்லை நடனத்தைக் காணலாம். எந் நேரமும் அங்கு ஆயிரம் தாழ் மலர் ஒன்று விரிந்து கொண்டே செல்லும். அருட்சோதி அங்கு வந்து உறையும். பின் அதன் பிரகாசம் உள் சென்று எப்படி குண்டலினி ஒவ்வொரு சக்கரமாக மேலே சென்றதோ சென்று கழிவுகளை விளக்கி தூய்மை செய்ததுவோ அதுபோல் அருட்சோதி கீழ்ச்சென்று ஒவ்வொரு சக்கரமும் பிரகாசிக்கச் செய்யும். ஜோதி தரிசனம் கிட்டும். உடல் ஜோதி பிழம்பாக திகழும். உடல் பிரகாசிக்கும். உடலில் இருந்து அதிர்வுகள் நீண்டு உங்களைச் சூழ்ந்து மற்றவர்களைத் தாக்கும். பலர் இதனை உணரக் கூடும். பக்குவம் அடைந்தவர்கள் புரிந்து கொண்டு பின் தொடர்வார். அப்போது நீ ஜீவ முக்தன் ஆகிவிடுவாய். உனது ஜீவன் முக்தி அடைந்து விட்டது. பின் நீ வேறு அகத்தியன் வேறு அல்ல. நீயே நானாய் நானே நீயாய் திகழ்வோம்."

We have arrived at the final truth.

  • In acknowledging that the right thing to ask was to come to their fold, or ThiruKootam, to attain the state of a Siddha, he then reveals the ultimate accomplishment in this travel - to become him, or rather. 
  • When he says that we all are Agathiyan, he is implying, as Buddha did, that we are all Buddhas. It is just that we are not aware of our present state. 
  • In revealing to me that we had known each other for ages and that I had slowly gained and accumulated Gnanam over these births, he says that he had stood by in this journey of self-discovery, having me learn from the experiences gained during this time. 
  • In proclaiming himself as Esan residing in us, he is the very JeevAtma. 
  • In asserting himself as the indwelling Lord, he is the ParamAtma. 
  • In asking me to let go of him, the merger happens. He brings me from Dvaita to Advaita. 
  • In asking me to shed my identity, that I am Shanmugam Avadaiyappa, he has me dissolve into the Param. 


Monday, 21 September 2026

KALLAR ASHRAM & AVM

When my daughter and I were having lunch moments ago at a restaurant run by a charitable organisation, a verbal argument between the workers that almost led to a physical fight erupted. Some of the customers hurriedly packed up and left. I wonder if they were volunteers who served the religious organisation or paid workers. Volunteers from the pool of seekers tend to observe the virtues taught by the masters and gurus. If someone is on the payroll, then there's not much to say. Charitable and religious organisations should look to their own followers to volunteer in such endeavours to safeguard their name and image. Similarly, I have always wondered if the gurus knew their students well enough before initiating them, for we see students tarnish the good name of both the establishments and the masters, often leaving their gurus because of disputes, belittling them, or washing dirty linens in public later, or forgetting these gurus and switching to another promising one, thinking that the pastures were greener on the other side. Then there are the masters and gurus too, who, by their acts and arrogance and egoistic behaviour, tarnish the lineage that they have come to belong to; some are implicated in misbehaviour, sexual misconduct, or crime. 

Speaking to Balamurugan on another unrelated subject, I could see a tie with what he told me about accountability and responsibility in the corporate sector and these establishments too. This applies to the religious circle too. Coming from a Chartered Accountant himself, I understood the difference between the two. As a student or a follower in an ashram, or for that matter a staff in an organisation, we are only responsibility to see to the chores or tasks given, while the guru is accountable for everything at the ashram and, for that matter, a CEO is accountable for the whole company. We can wash our hands; the guru cannot. So can the staff, but not the CEO. We are only responsible, but he is accountable. We can leave at any moment. He cannot walk away. 

Tavayogi's parting words to me over the phone from his hospital bed were that in the event he doesn't return to his Ashram, Mataji shall run the establishment. After Tavayogi's demise, Mataji Saroji Ammaiyar has taken the role of managing the Ashram, and she has done a pretty good job, amidst financial constraints, as the Ashram does not generate any income; it solely depends on the generosity of its devotees and visitors, which reminds me of a conversation I had with a colleague when I told her that I was going over to Kallar Ashram in 2005. Her immediate response was, "Everything is free then - lodging, food, etc". I had to remind her that they have to pay for the utility bills and upkeep and maintenance of the place, and for providing food during our stay. It is the small contributions that we make that cater to all the needs of others who visit the Ashram after us, just as someone had paid for my stay earlier. 

Watching the videos as I began editing them to upload on YouTube after receiving the video footage from her some days ago, I should say that Mataji has outdone the guru in many ways, which is truly encouraging and makes us fellow followers on the path of the Siddhas proud. I am sure both Tavayogi and Agathiyar are proud of her too. I am glad that he handed it to her, for it is in safe hands. We at Agathiyar Vanam Malaysia (AVM) stand by her selfless contribution towards the upliftment of many who sought the Sri Agathiyar Gnana Peedham until today. 


Sunday, 20 September 2026

MY ONLINE BOOKS - YOGI RAMSURATKUMAR

Yogi Ramsuratkumar 
Compiled and published online by Agathiyan Production House, 2009

Yogi Ramsuratkumar, Yogi Ramsuratkumar, Yogi Ramsuratkumar, Jaya Guru Raya.

Supramania Swami and Yogi Ramsuratkumar

When I was with Supramania Swami on my second visit to India in 2005, I was blessed to witness a miracle in his (Swami’s) kudil. After all the formalities, later that night at 7.30pm, Swami led me in a prayer. His wife and son had gone out. He started chanting Yogi Ramsuratkumar’s name (Nama japam). I followed suit. After about a few minutes into the recitation, I heard a third voice - that of a male chanting together. I could hear Swami’s voice. I could hear mine. There was no one else in the kudil. So who was this third person chanting with us? I did not open my eyes. Eventually, after about twenty minutes, Swami ended the japam, and the voice was not heard again. I had wanted to ask him about this third voice but completely forgot.

Later, upon returning to Tiruvanamalai after visiting Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal at Kallar, Supramania Swami asked me, “Did you hear the voice?” triggering my memory back to the first day at the kudil. I remembered that I had actually heard a third person sing along with Swami and me. I asked Swami who it was. He answered with a laugh, “That was Visiri Matai,” referring to his guru Visiri Swami (Yogi Ramsuratkumar).

Although Supramania Swami had five gurus - his father Jayaram Pillai, Pundi Mahan, Kollimalai Swami, Sathananda Swami, and the Yogi- he chose to invoke the Yogi at prayer. Was it his wish that I should witness this miracle take place and should know the greatness of this Yogi? Such was the extent of devotion towards his guru by Supramania Swami that he could call upon him (Yogi Ramsuratkumar, who had gone into samadhi on 20 February 2001) to appear amongst us. And such was the grace of the Yogi that he chose to appear amongst us. 

Swami tells me that after attaining samadhi, the yogi had appeared at Swami’s home in the village of Nachanananthal. The yogi presented a painting of himself to him before disappearing.

Just before I returned to Malaysia, I accompanied Swami to the Yogi’s ashram on a Pradosham day. Swami sat in front of the Nandi and was absorbed in watching the abhisegam for a long time. His gaze was fixed on the inner sanctum throughout the Pooja. What was he watching?

Swami very much wanted to move from his village closer to the hill and Yogi’s Ashram. So we built a kudil which was within walking distance of Yogi’s Ashram. From the kudil, one had a beautiful view of the hill. Swami had a small window provided for that enabled him to see the hill while reclining on his bed. But he told me he could not see the hill anymore. It was fire. He had the window covered with a gunny sack. The yogi too was of this opinion. He was always saying that the hill was fire.

Eager to know more about the Yogi, I looked around for information on him. I came across some beautifully written books on the Yogi.

1. Biography of Yogi Ramsuratkumar: The Godchild of Tiruvannamalai (Amarakaviyam), published by S. Parthasarathy - An elaborate account of Yogi’s life.

2. Meetings with Yogi Ramsuratkumar by Will Zulkowsky - The Yogi always preferred to be with Will.

3. Yogi Ramsuratkumar: The Mystery of Becoming God by Olga Ammann, published by Yogi Ramsuratkumar Bhavan Mauritius, 2008 – A beautiful book that brought me to tears. A must-read book for all those in search of a guru and also for those who already have a guru. This book teaches us to cherish our gurus.

4. Yogi Ramsuratkumar: The Godchild of Tiruvannamalai by Truman Caylor Wadlington. The Yogi had personally asked Wadlington to write this book.

5. Waves of Love, published by Yogi Ramsuratkumar Bhavan, Mauritius, 2009.

6. Yogi Ramsuratkumar, The Divine Beggar by Ma Devaki, published by Yogi Ramsuratkumar Ashram, Tiruvannamalai, July 2008.

7. Guru Vazhi in Tamil by Balakumaran, Visa Publications, Chennai, 2005.

So who was this Yogi?

S. Parthasarathy has given a very elaborate account of Yogi’s life in his book, Biography of Yogi Ramsuratkumar: The Godchild of Tiruvannamalai (Amarakaviyam).

Parthasarathy writes,

‘Without adopting any rituals and not leaning on any traditional conditioned customs of the religion, Ram Surat Kunwar braved his path with the pure faith upon his Guru and reached the other shore safely. Mysterious were the ways of the Masters who worked on him and brought him to Tiruvannamalai for the sake of his children, who should also cross this mighty ocean of Samsara. Without preaching any conventional religious practices, Yogi asked the people to remember his own Name, which would evolve them to the highest Spiritual State’.

Just going through some of Yogi’s statements from this book is sufficient to enable us to understand the Yogi.

Even after several earlier visits to Swami Ramdas, Ramdas did not inspire the Yogi. The Yogi has this to say about his guru.

‘Papa (Ramdas) did not allow this beggar to understand Him. The time was not ripe. This beggar had to wait till Papa Himself revealed His Divinity to this beggar, to make this beggar understand that Papa was his Father.’ - Yogi

When finally the Yogi accepted and surrendered to Ramdas, Ramdas did not receive him well.

‘Systematically, Swami Ramdas and Mataji Krishnabai made Ram Surat Kunwar (the Yogi’s original name) behave like a madman and made the world believe that he had become mad. They drove him out of the ashram forcibly so that he would remember them constantly. They used harsh language whenever he was before them among the crowd of the devotees. By doing so, Swami Ramdas and Mataji Krishnabai removed his ego totally. But it took a very long time. In the process, the pain and the sufferings he experienced were acute.’

‘Ram Surat Kunwar again asked Swami Ramdas to allow him and his family to live in the ashram. He said, “Papa, I have come here with the great faith that you would allow me and my family to live here. I am not able to work anywhere since the initiation. If you drive me away, where shall I go and how can I live?” Papa vehemently answered, “Go and beg. You cannot live in the ashram. There are enough people in the ashram to work. Remember, under a big tree, another big tree cannot grow. Only thorny bushes and grass alone will grow.” Ram Surat Kunwar, shocked on listening to the words of his Master, exclaimed, “Papa, should I beg for my food? Am I a beggar, Papa?” Papa, without answering, went inside. From that day Ram Surat Kunwar called himself a beggar. His Guru, His Master, His God asked him to beg, and so he became a “beggar”.’

‘In later years, Yogi Ramsuratkumar said, “Nobody can love this beggar like my Father Swami Ramdas, and nobody can torture this beggar like my Father Swami Ramdas. My Father killed this beggar because He loved this beggar. This beggar died at the holy lotus feet of my father Swami Ramdas in the year 1952. After that, my Father alone exists, not this beggar. This name Yogi Ramsuratkumar is not this beggar’s name; it is the name of my Father. Father would always shower his grace on the people who remember this name.’

An advice for other aspirants on this path: “All your tapas and efforts would make you reach Guru’s Feet. Thereafter you need not bother about your spiritual growth. The Guru will take care of you. The Guru will see that you reach God. Even if you want to escape from the Guru, the Guru will not leave you. Like a frog in the mouth of a King Cobra, the disciple cannot escape from the Guru. The only thing the disciple should do is remember the Guru and the Guru Mantra all the time. That is sufficient. Do not try to practice any method to reach God. Remember your Guru. That’s enough. Once you reach your Guru, your sadhana efforts end here. Listen to your Guru and have faith in our Guru. Your Guru would take the responsibility for you and take you where you ought to reach. After reaching Guru’s feet, you need not worry about your spiritual growth. Just remember my Name. That is enough.” - Yogi

“The King Bee would bring any potential worm to its nest and would sting all the time till it becomes another King Bee. Likewise, a Guru also works on his disciples till the disciples get the state of the Guru. The process is painful, but there is no escape.” - Yogi

“You can salute and shower respect and reverence to all the saintly persons, but you should have the trust and faith only in your Guru.” - Yogi

“Talking ill of the Acharyas, Sadhus and Sannyasis will prevent one from reaching Father. Father comes in all these forms. Criticizing the forms of Father is a serious mistake, and this beggar does not like his friends to commit this mistake.” - Yogi

“The place where a Master dwells becomes an ashram, but no ashram can produce a Master.”-Yogi

The Yogi talks about himself,

“If this beggar walks, it’s a teaching; if he sits, it’s a teaching; if he talks, it’s a teaching; if he eats, it’s a teaching; if he sleeps, it’s a teaching. His whole frame is always blessing and teaching. People need not ask this beggar to bless them. This beggar is always doing that.” - Yogi

“Whenever my Father wants this beggar to talk, this beggar talks; whenever my Father wants this beggar to keep silence, this beggar keeps silence; whenever my Father wants this beggar to laugh, this beggar laughs; whenever my Father wants this beggar to weep, this beggar weeps. Wherever my Father keeps this beggar, whatever my Father does with this beggar, this beggar would just submit to his Father’s will. This beggar knows Father cannot commit any mistake. Whatever He does, He does for the good of the whole cosmos. So, nothing is wrong in this world; nothing is sin in this world. Every thing happens happens by the will of my Father. So, nothing is wrong in this world. Everything is perfectly alright.” - Yogi

“This beggar is not meant for the masses. Let the masses go to the other saints. This beggar is here to create a few individuals who can do My Father’s work.” - Yogi

The Yogi frequented J.Krishnamurti’s lectures,

‘“J. Krishnamurti came directly to this beggar and patted him on his back, and this beggar slept”, repeated the Yogi several times and made one understand that after the touch of J.Krishnamurti, he was able to be in the deep samadhi state.’

The Yogi always reminded others around him of the significance of his Name. He repeatedly says,

‘This name Yogi Ramsuratkumar is not this beggar’s name. It is my Father’s Name. My Father has invested in this Name. Whoever remembers this name, my Father will come to their rescue. Catch hold of the Divine Name and go on doing your work in the world. That’s enough. Remember this beggar’s Name, Yogi Ramsuratkumar. You need not do any other rituals other than chanting the Name Yogi Ramsuratkumar. The Name Yogi Ramsuratkumar is not this beggar’s Name; it is my Father’s Name. For this beggar’s friends, this Name Yogi Ramsuratkumar is enough. If you remember this Name, you need not worry about your spiritual growth. My Father will take care of you. My Father will see that you will reach my Father safely. For all other people, let them remember any other God’s Name which they like. My Father alone exists. Nobody else. Nothing else. In the past, in the present and in the future, My Father alone exists.” - Yogi

On his mission,

“My Father has sent this beggar for a specific work. This beggar needs a few people to do his Father’s work. This beggar is doing that work. See the door. The door is always closed. This beggar would see only those people whom my Father sends. This beggar is not meant for the masses. Let the people go to others. This beggar does not need a crowd. This beggar needs only a few people who can do my Father’s work. All other saints have done great works, but this beggar did not do anything. Some saints built temples and ashrams, some others did great works and gave philosophies, some others preached the way to Father and the way of life, but this beggar leaves behind him only his Name. Yes, my Father will ever be with you. Remember my Father by chanting His Name, and He will look after you.” - Yogi

“The Masters have their own way of doing the Father’s work. The real work is uniting, merging the chosen beings with my Father. That’s all. We were together, we are together, and we will be together. We cannot exist without each other. When Lord Siva comes, He comes along with His Ganas. When a Guru comes, he comes along with his dearest disciples. When the Guru departs, the disciples also would go after finishing my Father’s work. We are all together eternally.” - Yogi

“I can only say that whatever exists is one life. Unity: nothing is separate, nothing is isolated. This beggar is related to the Sun, to the Moon, to the Infinite Cosmos. This beggar is not limited to this body. All of those who are present here are not separated or isolated. They are part of me. You see this Champak Tree, you see this Amla Tree, and they are all part of my Life. They are not separate. They are not isolated. I am in all these parts with all these leaves. I am the Total. I am the Whole, Absolute, Indivisible, Eternal, Limitless Life, Infinite Life. We are all one together, united, perfect unity in Father. That’s all. That’s all I can say.” - Yogi

He assures those who come to him with problems that all is fine and to accept it all,

“Whatever happens happens by the will of my Father. So nothing is wrong. Everything is perfectly all right. My Father cannot commit any mistake. So, nothing is wrong. Have faith in my Father. Have faith in my Father’s Name. This name, Yogi Ramsuratkumar, is not this dirty beggar’s name. This is my Father’s Name. Remember this Name; that is enough. This beggar is enough for you people. There is no need for you people to go anywhere in search of my Father. And my Father will take care of us. We need not bother about our spiritual growth.” -Yogi

“Whatever happens happens by the will of my Father. So nothing is wrong in this world. Everything is perfectly all right. My Father alone is the doer, and my Father cannot commit any mistake. So everything is perfectly all right. Whatever happened happened by the will of my Father. Whatever happens happens by the will of my Father. Whatever will happen, will happen by the will of my Father. Remember my Father. Everything will be alright. Remembering my Father is Life. Forgetting my Father is death.” - Yogi

“Everything happened, happened by the will of my Father. So, nothing is wrong in this world. Everything that happened is perfectly alright, because my Father cannot commit any mistake. Everything is my Father. My Father alone exists in everything and everywhere. People who see my Father in all the things are always near and dear to my Father, and you people are near and dear to my Father. Whatever happens happens by the will of my Father. So, nothing is wrong in this world. Everything is perfectly alright. My Father cannot commit any mistake. So, accept whatever comes as a blessing from my Father. You know what Kunti Devi demanded from Lord Krishna? “Krishna, give me sufferings in all my births so that I could remember you all the time.” See, the sufferings are blessings, grace in disguise. So, accept whatever comes, whether it’s joy or suffering. It’s all from my Father. Remembering my Father alone matters; all other things are irrelevant.” - Yogi

“The Atma is always pure and holy. None can corrupt it. None can dirty it. None can hurt it or harm it. Atma is always Pure. We are that Atma. We all are that Atma. You are that pure Atma. You cannot be ruined. My Father says you are eternally holy and pure. You are always under the protection of my Father. You need not worry about the past. You are always pure and holy.” - Yogi

“My Father wants you to go through this stage. It happens even in the lives of the saints. Do not bother. My Father is always with you. Whatever happens happens by the will of my Father. So nothing is wrong. Everything is perfectly alright. See God in everybody and in everything. My Father alone exists. You have not committed any mistake.” - Yogi

The late C. Rajagopalachariar, popularly known as Rajaji, had written a beautiful song, Kurai Ondrum Ellai Maraimurti Kanna, Kurai Ondrum Ellai Kanna, in Tamil. This song was popularized by Srimathi MS Subbulaksmi. This song exactly depicts Yogi’s advice. This happens to be the Yogi’s favorite song too.

On the need for a separate meditation hall,

“The people who enter into the ashram will be in meditation, and so there is no need for a separate meditation hall in the ashram complex.” - Yogi

On rituals,

“This beggar has no knowledge of the religious rituals. All the rituals and religious practices prescribed in the Vedas should make one reach the feet of the GURU, if these rituals and religious practices are done with all sincerity. Once you attain the feet of the GURU, then you need not worry about your spiritual growth. You need not do any rituals also. It is enough to listen to your Guru and remember your Guru. Your GURU will take care of you, and he will take you to the destination. Where there is love, bhakti, there need not be rituals. All the other mantras and the rituals are for the other casual people, but for the friends of this beggar, this name Yogi Ramsuratkumar alone is enough, and this name would take them to the Holy Lotus Feet of my Supreme Father.’ - Yogi

On Pranayama,

“The people should do the Pranayama under the guidance of the Guru, at the proper place. Otherwise it will not give you the required result. It will produce a negative result which will cause a severe setback in one’s system.” - Yogi

“The good people are always spiritual. This beggar is here to create good characters among the people. These people need not be religious; they should be good and honest. That’s enough. My Father will always be with them. Ramayana helps people to become good, shedding off their bad way of life. So, become good first. My Father will come to you. Go through the Ramayana and Bhagavad Gita. Your life gets the transformation. You will understand the grace of my Father. The great sages and saints helped humanity to evolve towards my Father by protecting and giving great Rama’s and Krishna’s Stories.” - Yogi

On other subjects,

‘Kaliyuga has gone. Now it is God Yuga. This beggar is able to see God everywhere and not Kali anywhere.” - Yogi

“We are here to do Father’s work. To do my Father’s work, we should retain a little ego.” - Yogi

One last word from the Yogi,

“Love all, hate none, serve all, and take a lot of Nellikkai. Remember this beggar’s name, Yogi Ramsuratkumar all the time.” - Yogi

We get to know further about the Yogi from the book, Meetings with Yogi Ramsuratkumar by Will Zulkowsky. Swami was a very complicated being, says Will,

‘You are not dealing with a simple thing, you're dealing with somebody who is highly, highly complex and light years out, and we can't even fathom it so. There's just, like, endless ramifications about; every time you cross a line, you know you crossed a line [laughs]. He lets you know very quickly that you crossed the line, and BOOM, that was it. And once you got the correction, you made the adjustment. But that was his rule.’

‘If you asked him anything like, “What is kundalini?” he would just say, “Ah, what does this filthy beggar know about kundalini? That's for scholars, and that's for real yogis. …” ’

On other gurus,

‘And Swami himself told me - each of these teachers comes for a certain group - he thought that J.Krishnamurti would appeal more to people who are more in the mind state rather than in the devotional state. The mind people, who have to explain everything.’

On chanting the name,

‘The name was a big thing. Supposedly your name has like a vibration in the universal who you are. It has a vibration …with your soul that's taken that vibration.’

‘And that's what he did…Because he was working with these elemental forces and blessing that place (his ashram) with such a power, absolutely astounding. And all you have to do is walk into it and stay there for a while and be open, and something will happen to you. But to me that's the great miracle, not pulling something out of a hat or materializing something. This is the smartest man I have ever, the most aware man I have ever talked to in my whole life.’

‘He always just said he thought the name of Ram was enough. That's all you had to do. And he would say, if anybody chants the name of Ram, that's enough. And he didn't put down anything, but he just said that chanting Ram nam was all that somebody could do. And then he told me about etheric markers; he said that, like that name of Ram has been repeated so many times, it's like in the air. He said his work is in the air. He has been the vehicle of transformation, and he always said that if people would chant “Yogi Ramsuratkumar”, then they could tune in to who he was on some level, and that would be transformational – a vibrational transmission. He was very adamant that the name Ram is all you need, but he wasn’t pushing anything down anybody’s throat. He always said he tried to go on the path of whoever came to him. If they wanted to come and talk about Marx, he talked about Marx. He didn’t divert their path; he only tried to go with what they were interested in. He was very flexible that way.’

‘He said that in the old days the scriptures were in the air and all you had to do was be silent and you could tune in to the scriptures and hear them. He could feel it, he could live it. But now there is electromagnetic interference from the TVs, from the radios, from the short waves, the cell phones, from all the static we’re putting in the air electronically, and it’s interfering with the scriptures – it’s a big impediment. He says that’s why the dharma is falling, because people can no longer hear the scriptures when they are quiet. “Your satellites are interfering with this beggar’s work.” He was so sensitive that he could feel what the influence of the satellites was and what they were up to.’

To a question,

‘Why are saints incarnated in India, particularly? - Well, he said, in this Yuga India has always been the playground of the saints because where else in the world, even though you’re a nobody, with nothing, will they give you food and shelter and honor you and revere you? There’s no other country in the world.” He said that’s why the saints always incarnate, take birth in India. In other countries, they would be locked up in some mental institution – treated like freaks. He also said that there was a lot of persecution of the saints, especially in the Middle Ages in Europe. He said that’s why the saints love to come to India and keep incarnating there over and over and over again, because that reverence is always there for them.’

‘Swami had one love. It was lemons. He loved lemons. We call them limes. So whenever I went to the bazaar to get (something for him), it wouldn’t be flowers; it would be lemons, because every time anybody came, he always gave them a lemon.’

‘After these experiences I realized that all change only comes from Grace and that our individual efforts on the spiritual path do not really count for too much.’

We go through a must-read book for all those in search of a guru and also for those who already have a guru. This book, "Yogi Ramsuratkumar: The Mystery of Becoming God" by Olga Ammann, published by Yogi Ramsuratkumar Bhavan Mauritius, 2008, teaches us to cherish our gurus. Olga too was instructed to write about the Yogi.

‘In those days and nights, our Yogi, like anyone who walks along the path towards Realization, must have had a number of experiences that are unimaginable for us. These experiences, as he himself affirmed, canceled his identity to the last crumb. They left him totally empty. That is to say, before meeting God, it is necessary that man be shaken by something like a cataclysm; he must be crushed.’

‘Yogi Ramasuratkumar could see Reality, that is to say the noumenon, what is hidden beyond appearance (phenomenon), beyond sensible experience. On the contrary, what our eyes see is only maya (appearance, illusion), lila (cosmic play). All Yogis’ devotees will recall Bhagavan sitting with us or walking among us, and all of a sudden looking up, and after a few seconds bursting into laughter. He laughed heartily. We had the feeling that he saw something none of the devotees was able to perceive.’

‘Therefore, at a higher level – the one of Yogi Ramsuratkumar – what is generally called evil, violence, abuse, has its cosmic function. So, even what in human eyes appears as the most tragic evil, ultimately is nothing but good: it is God’s grace.’

‘Bhagavan gives whatever is required when we require it. The Guru does nothing for himself; everything is for us. The desperation we experience, the resentment we feel towards him, and the estrangement we ourselves bring about, all these emotions are natural and necessary stages in the progression towards faith, and are guided by his concern for our growth.’

Yogi once asked a devotee: “Don’t you have a Guru in Calcutta?” “Yes, I have”, the man answered, and told his Guru’s name. “Then, why don’t you follow him? Why do you need to visit this beggar?”

“This beggar has not built an ashram or temple. This beggar has not written any books either. There’s nothing about this beggar’s life that’s inspiring. But he has left a Name for mankind. Out of his love, Father has given a Name – the Name Yogi Ramsuratkumar – to humanity, for its benefit. This beggar’s Name is in the sky. This beggar’s Name can be heard in the sky.” -Yogi

“This beggar has no mind. So, this beggar has no plans. This beggar cannot even pray. Every thought, every word, every gesture of this beggar is controlled by Father who runs the whole cosmos” - Yogi

“This beggar doesn’t ask Father why. This beggar simply obeys. Father knows. He runs the whole universe” - Yogi

Now let us look at another book on the Yogi: -"Yogi Ramsuratkumar, The Godchild of Tiruvannamalai" by Truman Caylor Wadlington. The Yogi had personally asked Wadlington to write this book.

‘Ramsuratkumar was walking in the radiance of his soul and its pure energy was entering into him. But as he learned the joy of spiritual life, so too, he learned equally as well the distress of mankind. His eyes were wide open to the tumult, the blindness, and the suffering around him. He laughed with men, and he cried with men, for his heart knew the spirit of life’s love and the anguish of man’s bitter toil.’

‘He saw that his greatest potential as a beneficent force in nature lay not in divorcing himself from the world he sought to aid, but in integrating himself with it. And he knew that it was for him to walk amidst the people and secretly to unveil their souls and unlock their hearts and free them from the prison house of matter.’

‘In this supreme mood of vision, his heart went out to the world. He understood his life fully and his mission, and he gave himself over to that work which was not his alone, but which was the mutual endeavor of all those who are the custodians of the plan, work which is beautiful in design and in conformity with the creative purpose of the divine.’

‘He became the joy of participation in the divine plan, the joy of helping to solace a needy world, of bringing light to darkened souls, and in healing to some measure the opened sore of the world’s distress. From that moment onwards, Ramsuratkumar’s life was consecrated to the service of the world.’

We refer to the book, "Waves of Love", published by Yogi Ramsuratkumar Bhavan Mauritius, 2009 for some more revelations about the Yogi.

“It was the third chance to visit Ramdas. The two great Masters (Bhagavan Raman Maharishi and Sri Aurobindo) had passed away. This beggar thought to himself, “Let me try again to visit Ramdas, for he is recognized as a great sage. So in 1952 this beggar did not go to Tiruvannamalai, nor did he go to Pondicherry, for the Masters were not there. But this time Swami Ramdas turned out to be an extremely different person. At the very first sight, Ramdas could tell a number of intimate things about the life and mission of this beggar which nobody but this beggar knew. It was then that this beggar first understood that the great master Ramdas was this beggar's Father. Swami has killed this beggar, but life has come. Millions and millions of salutations at the lotus feet of my Master, Swami Ramdas! He has initiated this beggar in Ram nam and has asked him to chant it all twenty-four hours. This beggar began to do it, and in the space of a week, this beggar has got this madness. The same madness still continues.” - Yogi

‘In the course of the wandering, his inner voice, the voice of the Father, would direct him to a particular temple; but after he arrived there, the voice would direct him to stay by the side of the temple and not enter it. Similarly, he would be directed to talk to a person or bow to a person, and he had no choice except to obey. The Infinite was accomplishing His purpose through the actions, speech and gestures of the Yogi, whose surrender was so complete that there was no independent thought or action other than that which was prompted by God.’

‘Thus he was teaching us by example more than lectures, how to evolve into cultured human beings.’

‘His constant advice was to remain satisfied with whatever situation one found oneself in, realizing that it was part of the Divine will. “In truth,” he used to say, “there is only one will at work, and that is Father’s will. It is therefore perfect, good for the individual, humanity and the cosmos.” - Yogi

We end this pilgrimage with yet some portions from Ma Devaki’s "Yogi Ramsuratkumar The Divine Beggar", published by Yogi Ramsuratkumar Ashram, Tiruvannamalai, July 2008.

‘According to Sri Yogiji, the four years of tutelage under Sri Aurobindo and Maharishi Ramana were a period of ceaseless transformation of the human into the divine -a period of construction of all that was conducive, destruction of all that was dross, and sublimation of all into greater and greater awakening. His days see-sawed between heights of ecstasy and depths of gloom.’

When finally the Yogi came to Ramdas,

‘He was already a ripe fruit needing but a gentle tap from the sage of Kerala for final consummation with God. Now a divine madness, bordering sometimes on the vestiges of insanity, gripped him uncontrollably. Yogi Ramsuratkumar laughed and wept, sang and danced and yet other times sat still as a stone or rolled on the ground, ecstatically overwhelmed by beatific surges of divine consciousness.’

“This beggar doesn't know why he would do a certain thing and not the other. You see, it's all madness. Whatever Father wants this beggar to do, that this beggar does, no matter what. Father's work is done. That's all.” - Yogi

“This beggar has been assigned a great mission. And this beggar does his work in every step he walks. Seeing people and blessing them is only a small fraction of my Father's work. Most of this beggar's work is hidden.” - Yogi

“This beggar has no material to give you. For messages, you must go to people like Ramakrishna Paramahamsa, Ramana Maharishi, my Master Swami Ramdas, Ram Thirth, etc. Enough has been said already. This beggar has no new message to give you. But Father has given a name to the world that can liberate people: the name Yogi Ramsuratkumar! That's all!” -Yogi

The Yogi, when about to leave this mortal body, explains graciously,

“Father makes this beggar suffer for some cosmic balance.” But he added, “This beggar can do much better work without this body”, allaying fears of the devotees.’

‘Well, such was his surrender to his Father's seemingly unsympathetic will that he would only say, “All Father's blessings. Father knows what to do, when and how. This beggar cannot question Father like you people do!”’

When a question was posed to him whether he had seen god, the Yogi replied, “Is there anything else to see?"

We wish to thank the following authors and publishers for the material used in this book.

1. Biography of Yogi Ramsuratkumar The Godchild of Tiruvannamalai (Amarakaviyam) Published by S.

Parthasarathy.

2. Meetings with Yogi Ramsuratkumar by Will Zulkowsky.

3. Yogi Ramsuratkumar, The Mystery of Becoming God, published by Olga Ammann, Yogi Ramsuratkumar Bhavan, Mauritius, 2008.

4. Yogi Ramsuratkumar, The Godchild of Tiruvannamalai, by Truman Caylor Wadlington.

5. Waves of Love, published by Yogi Ramsuratkumar Bhavan, Mauritius, 2009.

6. Yogi Ramsuratkumar The Divine Beggar by Ma Devaki, published by Yogi Ramsuratkumar Ashram, Tiruvannamalai, July 2008.

Agathiyan Production House, 2009

It is now some seventeen years since I compiled this book and uploaded it online. Since then, the Yogi has appeared in my home, bringing my guru, Supramania Swami, with him too on the Sivarathri of 2024. He spoke to us coming through a devotee, identifying himself as the Beggar, and made us aware of Supramania Swami's presence. He listened to the songs of Sadhu Om in praise of Bhagawan Ramana that were set to music by Sriram Parthasarathy and left. We are blessed to have him set foot in our home, just as Supramania Swami brought him from his Samadhi to chant with us when I was in Tiruvannamalai in 2005. Supramania Swami introduced me to Yogi Ramsuratkumar, just as Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal was to come along and show me Agathiyar later.