Monday, 12 January 2026

MORE WORK TAKING PLACE 2

I slept blissfully throughout the night. Yes, what I feared would disrupt my sleep did not happen. Though I was in pain the past days after awakening from my sleep during the night, I could still go for my morning and evening walks and go about my daily chores, though just as some lorries' chassis are seen to be out of alignment, I too appear so. But the body, being a miracle and by Agathiyar's grace, would correct itself and its posture. 

I guess another reason for giving me this pain, besides having me stop moving around, is also to remove me from society, which does upset and anger me at times. The less I interact with others, the less the chances of getting upset, right? But if that is what I thought, there were many a time, when a stranger or someone I knew would knock on my door and say the wrong things and get thrashed and chased away. I guess, besides working on them, by using me, Agathiyar is testing my patience too. And so when someone asked to do a podcast with him, I initially thought that maybe I should, but refrained from engaging in it, remembering Agathiyar's words that he would not show me to the world.

I believe that there is much that he wants to work on with me further, hence these restrictions and tests. I shall abide by him, for he knows best.