If Agathiyar revealed in a Nadi reading that the yogic practice that Tavayogi showed me and several others in 2007, which I had carried out with discipline, had activated my Muladhara Chakra and hence resulted in the pain in my lower back and my legs in the years between 2010 and 2012, Lord Muruga, in 2018, told me that the very same pain that came on again was their play. It was intended to keep me in place and prevent me from taking any action. It was true that the years between 2010 and 2012 saw me struggle with back pain, which later came on again in 2016 and 2018. In 2019, Agathiyar had me halt all puja and charity, wound up our group AVM, and had me be with myself and go within. In 2023, Agathiyar told me to just watch the magic take place as the released Kundalini energy that traveled the rest of the Chakras does her work in me.
And so when I had the pain come back two nights ago, I remembered what I went through earlier. Upon waking up at 1 am to relieve myself, I found it a struggle to get out of bed. The pain that had suddenly come on in my lower back was terrible. I took to all the remedies that I had done previously before I dozed off after two hours. Upon waking up at 6.30 am, I found that the pain was relieved, thanks to Agathiyar's grace, for I had prayed that it should go away before daylight broke.
That evening, Agathiyar came through a devotee who came by my home, but surprisingly never spoke about my agony and pain that I had gone through earlier. I, too, did not ask about it. Instead, he asked my wife and me to relieve ourselves of all that is deemed a burden to us and let go of all responsibilities, as we take a further step into the final phase of our lives. Agathiyar instructed us to focus our attention on our body (Udal) and mind (Manam). He instructed my daughter to take charge of all matters from then on. This morning, the pain came on again precisely at 1 am when I got up to ease myself. But the pain went away within half an hour.
Though he never spoke about it, I have come to realize that whenever there was a need for a change or transformation, awaiting to take place, they had me undergo pain and misery momentarily, forcefully crippling me so that they could work on me. Just as science says that it is during our sleep that our body repairs itself, so too I believe that it is only when I keep still and quiet that they can work on me further during these hours. As of 8.45 pm now, as I pen this post, I feel fine, but I do not know what will take place tonight.