Saturday, 4 April 2020

THE LIVING GURU

Having said becoming a Siddha like Agathiyar would please him most, we first must come to know the man, right? Who is Agathiyar?

 Wikipedia, says,
  • Agastya (Also known as Father of Tamil Literature and Siddha), is one of the Saptarishis (meaning "seven Siddhas") who are extolled at many places in the Vedas and a revered Vedic Siddha who is also the author of Agastya Samhita [ref: Dharma Bharathi]. 
  • Agastya is the name of Shiva too. The word is sometimes written as Agasti and Agathiyar. 
  • Aga means a mountain, and Asti means thrower. 
  • Agastya the Muni, son of Urvashi was born of both Gods, Mitra, and Varuna. Agastya is also the Indian astronomical name of the star of Canopus, is said to be the 'cleanser of waters' since its rising coincides with the calming of the waters of the Indian Ocean. 
  • He is considered as the father of Tamil literature and compiled the first Tamil grammar called Agathiyam. 
  • In the Tamil language, the term 'Agam' means inside and 'Iyar' means to belong. One who belongs inside (soul) is the Tamil meaning for Agathiyar.
  • Siddha Agathiyar is considered the Guru of all Siddhars, and the Siddha medicine system is believed to have been handed over to him by Lord Muruga, son of the Hindu God Lord Shiva and Goddess Parvathi. 
  • Agathiyar is the first Siddhar. His disciples and other Siddhars contributed thousands of texts on Siddhar literature, including medicine and form the founder of the system in this world.
From https://blog.good-will.ch/WordPress/2010/10/23/rishi-agastya-a-little-miracle-and-some-stories/  we read an interesting piece about Agathiyar, quite out of the usual cut and paste description of him as seen in most websites and blogs.
Last week I came across a transcription of a seminar given by Sri Kumar in the Nilagiri Hills in 1996 about Agastya, Master Jupiter. He said that Agastya is very different in profile and in appearance from the other Masters of Wisdom: Whereas Lord Maitreya or Master Morya and Master Kuthumi are described as being of a tall stature, having long hair and a beard, Agastya is small and a bit round, radiating smile, of a golden-yellow complexion, bald-headed without any hair (unlike the presentation on the poster…), being dressed scarcely with a lungi, never wearing anything else. He has great, round eyes, is often traveling with his disciples and loves to cook and to serve. Through serving food he likes to spread himself into the people and thus to adjust any imbalances in the mental, emotional, and physical bodies. In his spiritual activities he never treads any trodden paths, but gives new trends and directions, being full of freshness. His live is always accompanied by will, spreading be-ness and presence. He is very humorous and his teachings are very powerful, but nevertheless humorous, thus uplifting the people.
From https://www.good-will.ch/pdf/e_lunar10_8.pdf we literally see him giving people a push.
Normally, Agastya does not interfere with the evolutionary activity on the planet; it is guided by the ashram in the Himalayas. In times of crises, when the Hierarchy and the Devas alone cannot cope with the challenge, he cooperates and gives a push.
In this same piece of article, we are told that Agathiyar had an ashram in South Africa and South America too. 
Even though he represents a cosmic principle, he lives in a body of flesh and blood. While the other masters live in the Himalayas and in other ashrams all over the planet, his centre is in the Nilagiris, the Blue Mountains of South India. This, however, is only one of his ashrams. Another ashram is in South Africa, and a big ashram is in South America, which geographically is further south compared to the Nilagiris.
Agathiyar had literally walked on the face of the earth. Skimming through several documents brings us to understand that Agathiyar having been summoned by Lord Shiva to bring a check and balance while correcting the tilt that had occurred when all the Gods and Goddesses, Devas and Devis, Rishis and their wives, Siddhas and their wives, and all their attendants had converged at one spot in the north to witness the holy matrimony of Siva Parvathy. Agathiyar traveled to the south and placed his thumb on the ground at Agasthiyampalli and pressed it gently into the ground. The earth was brought to a state of balance. After completing his assigned tasks and receiving the darshan of both Lord Siva and Parvathy in their marital state, he moved to serve mankind and all. His journey and his many encounters have been documented in numerous works and songs of the Siddhas.

In writing about the "Origin & Development of Siddha System of Medicine", Dr. Mandayam Kumar writes the following,
It would not be out of place here to give a short narrative about Sage Agastya at the beginning of Kali era, since when our present civilization has its origin. Sage Agastya is stated to have been born nearly 5000 years prior to the commencement of Kali Yuga, at a place in Gujarat, as the son of Bhargava and Indumathi who followed the traditional Pasupatha cult which was widely prevalent at that time.
The text referred to writings on an old palm leaf,
During a search for different literature on our ancient medical science in India, a palm leaf manuscript in Tamil dating back to 3100 B.C. could be traced, giving a detailed account of the intensive research work done by the great Siddhas of South India.
The entire narration in the Siddha text is attributed to Sage Agastya and is given in the form of a discourse between him and Pulasthya, one of his intimate disciples.
Continuing from the texts,
Sage Agastya, with his cosmic intellect, was able to visualize that Lord Siva and his consort, Uma had willed to be born on earth in the form of Dakshina Murthy and Shenbhaga Devi and selected their abode at the Podigai Malai of the Courtalam range, north of Kanya Kumari. Eleven years after the commencement of the Kali era, great seers like Agastya, Nandeeswara, Pasupathi, Vyaghrapada and Patanjali gathered at Mahadeva Giri of the Courtalam hills, along with Lord Muruga, son of Siva and Parvathi, and met Dakshina Murthy and Shenbhaga Devi seeking their guidance.
It is stated that Lord Dakshina Murthy instructed these Rishis to revive the ancient knowledge of philosophy and science and propagate them suitably for the wellbeing of humanity. Accordingly, each of them chose a different branch and recorded their knowledge on palm leaves, compiled in the form of texts. This great task was carried out at a place known as Alagan Kulam in Ramnad District of Tamil Nadu.
Agastya was particularly assigned with the task of taking necessary steps to propagate the ancient knowledge with all its branches throughout the world in a suitable manner according to the needs of circumstances. Thus, the entire recorded palm leaf texts were handed over by Lord Dakshina Murthy to Sage Agastya on Tuesday, the 21st day of Karthigai (Solar month) in Easwara Samvatsara of this Kali Yuga.
Having this great task before him, Agastya had to select eminent persons for the propagation of the knowledge. Under the guidance of Lord Muruga, an institution was formed near the main waterfalls at Courtalam adjacent to the Temple. The institution was started with the help of the great philosopher-scientist of China, the well-known Bhogar, and an eminent scholar from Malaysia by name Nandi Devar (subsequently named as Theriyar). Besides, Yugimuni, Pulappani, Pambatti Siddhar, Pulasthya and Kappiyan also joined them. With the help of these scholars, Sage Agastya conducted a conference at Courtalam and founded a hospital and research institute for the propagation of medical science.
At Thorana Malai Research Institute, provision was made for teaching students from different parts of the world in five distinctive subjects in a systematic manner.
Firstly, they were taught philosophy to understand the relationship of soul and matter, the process of evolution and attainment of reality.
Secondly, they were trained in different branches of Yoga to attain perfection or Siddhi through the process of meditation.
Thirdly, they were thoroughly taught Astronomy and Astrology, which are inter-related.
Fourthly, they were trained in alchemy, i.e. physical and chemical properties of elements.
The last subject to be taught was the Science of Medicine. With these they would be thorough in their diagnostic capacities through the Nadi system, i.e., pulse reading.
At this institute, Bhogar took up research on medicines with chemicals, minerals, gems and salts. Nandi Devar (Theriyar) was the head of the department of surgery; Yugi Muni was in charge of Ayurvedic preparations and medicines attached with herbarium; and Pulasthya and Kappiyan were in charge of recording the results of different research works conducted at the institute. Apart from treating the general public the hospital had the facility to treat wounded warriors with surgery. Replacement of limbs and organs were also taken up including brain and heart surgery.
At Paradesi Kundai on Courtalam hills, an Ayurvedic institution was established with a herbarium attached to it under the able guidance of Yugi Muni. Botanical research was also taken up here, bringing about various high-breed varieties of plants, flowers, fruits, etc. Even silk cocoons with different colors were developed here by rearing the larvae with different chemicals as their food. The art of sericulture is elaborately explained in their records.
At Maruda Malai near Coimbatore, Pambatti Siddhar took up research work on poisonous snakes for the utilization of the venom in the treatment of various diseases. During the course of such a research, the administration of medicines through injections was also developed with the help of syringe and needle. Particular care was taken to design the needle. A special alloy of copper and gold was adopted in the manufacture of these needles. The mode of treatment through injections was considered as Raja Vaidya or king of treatments and it is stated that Chinese and Ethiopians widely used this art in their treatment.
Under the guidance of Bhogar an institution was established at Thiruparukundram near Madurai for research on minerals, salts, chemicals, etc., converting them to Bhasmas and Sindhuras for easy assimilation with high potency. These Bhasmas and Sindhuras have high specific activity and are very effective in the treatment of chronic and acute diseases. Further the method of liquefying the metals and minerals was also developed here making them suitable for administering as injections. In addition, to find out the nature of toxicity and efficacy of these medicines that they were first tried on animals. For this purpose, an animal house was established at Pasumalai adjacent to Thiruparukundram.
The surgical section attached to the hospital in Thorana Malai was headed by Nandi Devar who was well known as Theriyar. At this place, the preliminary training in the art of surgery was given through a special species of frogs called Therai. Hence, the department head was nicknamed as Theriyar – one who rears Therai frogs. Elaborate explanations are given about the method of surgery. Hygienic upkeep of the place, sterilization of instruments, different anesthetic preparations to suit the age of the patient and duration of surgery are adequately explained, besides giving various medicinal formulae for the quick healing of the surgical wound. It is mentioned that the thread taken out from the banana plant was used for the sutures in surgery. Special preparations used as local anesthesia are also explained in addition to disinfectants. Transplantations of foetus on animals were also tried at Pasumalai bringing in several varieties of animals. They had even tried plastic surgery for wounded soldiers.
(Source: http://www.tknsiddha.com/medicine/origin/)
P.Karthigayan in his "History of Medical & Spiritual Sciences of Siddhas of Tamil Nadu", published by Notionpress.com, Chennai, 2016, lists the extensive fields of sciences and studies the Siddhas had carried out.
Siddhas were pioneers of many scientific inventions and discoveries in ancient Tamil Land. Siddhas like Siva, Nandhi, Subramaniyar, Thirumoolar and Kaalaangi had shown special interest in health, longevity and immortality. Agathiyar had shown special interest in body concepts. Bhogar had shown special interst in physics. Chataimuni had shown special interst in alchemy. Konganar had shown special interest in aviation. Karuvoorar had shown special interest in metal castings. Jothimuni researched and perfected precious stones. Idaikkadar studied the cosmos.
Karthigayan writes that the Siddhas believed that immortality was of dual nature, Athma Siddhi or spiritual immortality and Kaaya Siddhi or physical immortality. 

He continues,
The Siddha cult was a path of freedom in every respect. Each one took some theme of research and passed on his findings to the society through his disciples and literary records. The main focus of their reserch was the body and the cosmos. From them originated unusual schools of thought that differed from the regular streams of spirituality known to ancient civilizations, hence came to be regarded as mythology in later years.
These are amazing findings and documents related to the Siddhas that help shed some light on their lives. It is amazing to read about the extent the Siddhas went to, to experiment with life's sciences and documenting them for the generations to come. Compassion for men drove them to research and make public these studies. 

But there are studies as Karthigayan too noted, that has either ranked him as a myth or legend. Some relegate Agathiyar to the past, to be frozen in history. Others speak that he lived only in the past. He has become another exhibit in the museum. Only experience will prove otherwise. They fail to realize that even today he guides many in treating diseases, in solving problems, in helping make discoveries in numerous fields. They fail to realize that Agathiyar is alive and with us even now. One has to walk the path to know them. Tavayogi who came to know him built a temple cum ashram in his name at Kallar on a new site, indeed a rare venture to promote the teachings of the Siddhas and groom potential Siddhas.

To satisfy our thirst, and yearning to know the truth Agathiyar obliged us, although only giving a small hint of his origin. Agathiyar himself has evaded from answering this question telling us as the elders tell us too, not to delve into questions, probe or investigate the beginning and end of things, be it the creation or a person. But out of compassion for us, Agathiyar answered Suren's question on his origin in a Nadi reading some years back, when Suren sat before him for a Nadi reading with this question.

Agathiyar in his very first mortal birth had the vision of Kailash at a very young age of 10. After the vision, he took up extreme tapas (tavam) including breath control. With the holy feet of the Sadguru forever in his thought, he reached a state of Nirmala at Kailash. Upon receiving diksa from Lord Kailai Shiva, he was blessed to be born a Siddha. It was a mystical birth. Agathiyar adds that it was not necessary to dwell on the source and the details (Rishimulam Nadhimulam).

Born as a Siddha now and moving in the jungles, sustaining only on fruits, his thoughts fixed on Erai, having no attachment to the good or bad, he soon had the vision and grace of Goddess Vana Kali. Continuing with his seeking and search for realization, and upon accomplishment further severe austerities or tavam, Lord Kailai Shiva shows him his vision in Pothigai. Merging with Erai, Agathiyar stayed on at Pothigai upon Lord Kailai Shiva's directive. While here he came to know about the medicinal benefits of various herbs and plants. Agathiyar received the names of Kudamuni, Kumbamuni and other names from Lord Kailai Shiva.

Going without food and remaining in silence, staying in the state of Vaasi, adhering to the eight limbs of Asthanga Yoga and performing extreme tapas, for the rest of the Yuga, gaining the Siddhi to travel through the air, having accomplished all these feats, yet Lord Kailai Shiva told Agathiyar that there was something that he had failed to accomplish and do. When Agathiyar asked for further clarification, Lord Kailai Shiva laugh and looked him straight into his eyes, and told him, "Although you are an embodiment of Jnana, and those who hold on to your feet shall never face any disappointments, Gurumuni you do not have a companion as I do."

Agathiyar was taken aback. He came to know that the Lord intended to get him engaged to the very representation of Mother Kaveri, and Kaberan's daughter, Lobhamitra. Hence in this Kali Yuga, his energy that was of Shiv Sakthi came to stay at Kalyana Theertam with the intention of blessing all those who came seeking him and stood before him and Lobha Ma, seeing them as a personification of Shiv Sakthi.




Agathiyar gracefully gave us an insight into the Siddhas too through a Nadi reading for Jnana Jhothiamma. While he did mention that Aadhi Sivan was the beginning and is in the form of the Jhoti and in all of us including him to the former, Agathiyar told the Nadi reader not to elaborate on his revelation for the later but to deliver the revelation as is.



Agathiyar got me, an otherwise lazy chap who loved to go nowhere, on my feet and leave for India immediately after Tavayogi left for his Kallar Ashram. Once at Kallar, Agathiyar had me visit the numerous destinations related to him, with Tavayogi leading me there. A couch potato living in the comfort of his home suddenly saw himself sleep on the cold floor of the Kallar Ashram, bath in the flowing Kallar stream, wash his own clothes and dishes, run behind Tavayogi into the jungles and hike up the slopes of the Western Ghats, sleepover in the dark caves of Kuttralam, bath in the lakes in this mountain range, step into the oldest temple built for Agathiyar at Agasthiyampalli, visit the temple at Papanasam, only to be told later in a Nadi reading that it was where he sold fruits for a livelihood and served them to Agathiyar too in his last birth, and more.

Agathiyar brought me on that journey to show me his presence and that of the other Siddhas through a myriad of miracles, getting my attention and having me engrossed at the moment, have me come back loaded with bliss, and share the experiences with others and on my website indianheartbeat. Among them, he opened his eyes in a granite statue first at Agasthiyampalli and then later at Papanasam, blessed Tavayogi, my brother and me with abhisega milk at Palani, and many more.

Agathiyar had told me that he would open his eyes to see me at Agasthiyampalli in the Nadi reading before I left for India. So I paid extra attention to his granite statue observing that both his eyes were carved closed. Having sung the Siddhar Potri or recitation of the names of Siddhas, yet he did not perform the miracle. Disappointed, I walked out to the open space where Tavayogi was already waiting for me after completing his meditation indoor. He called me to the spot where he stood and asked me to look into Agathiyar's chamber. He told me Agathiyar was opening and closing his eyes. I look and look straining my eyes but did not catch that miracle. Tavayogi was now disappointed too. He led me into the sannadhi and told me to sit with Agathiyar in the inner chamber while he snapped a photo. Just as I was about to sit, he threw me his shawl and asked that I sit on it. What do you know? As I turned towards Agathiyar he gave me a wide grin and had opened his left eye to see us. Amazing!

Later at Papanasam, as we sat in front of Agathiyar's shrine I thought I saw him blink a few times. I went closer to verify. What do you know? He was opening and closing both his eyes. I called my brother over to show him the miracle. Tavayogi who was watching from afar called us over telling us as he did at Agasthiyampalli that they will show it for only a second. Agathiyar confirmed these miracles in a Nadi reading back in Malaysia.

Sending me back home with a reminder that these miracles would continue once I am back in Malaysia, true to his words, there has never been a day without witnessing them. For instance, a miracle that took place at the home of nine devotees who stayed together in an apartment the day after we brought AVM Agathiyar over for puja on their request. The girls having seen and learned Siddha puja from the previous day, got around to conduct a similar puja on their own. After having garlanded and decorated Agathiyar's painting and offered prayers to him, they took a few shots of him in his majesty and shared them with me. Agathiyar had opened one eye in the painting. Upon noticing it I called them to asked if they saw that particular photo. No one did notice. The girls who were out headed straight for the Cyber Cafe and viewed the photos again. They were overjoyed that Agathiyar had opened his eyes during their prayers in August of 2010. 

When Jnana Jhotiamma visited us in 2013 arriving in the afternoon while we touched down in Malaysia in the morning, stayed for only three days before leaving for Chennai. During this time we performed rituals giving her the honor to join in the Homa and do abhisegam for Agathiyar's statue. As we came out to the living room upon completing the prayers, my daughter who was manning the camera ran down from upstairs and showed me her phone. Agathiyar had opened both his eyes to watch us during abhisegam. Amazing. Later he confirms the miracle in a Nadi reading.


Showing miracles in India, then coming weekly in the Aasi Nadi readings, he made us speechless by coming alive in his statue and opening his eyes, then he amazed us when Siddhas and deities came to pay homage to him. This set the stage for him to come too. He has visited us often. The pinnacle of his visits is when he sits in on our PTS committee meeting and runs the meeting. 

On another occasion, he surprised us when he came through a devotee as usual and prepared a compound of herbal paste, made from pounding a selection of herbs, oil, and salt and bandaged the knee of a devotee who injured himself in sports.

Agathiyar asks my wife to serve him food and pass it on to all devotees to eat. During the last Guru Puja fest for him, he came and asks for it and personally fed all those who had gathered then. Then when Sri Krishna and his wife Sri Dewi who feed the hungry fulltime, came in he asked them "Where is the food you brought?" and asks that Krishna feed him. This is not about feeding Agathiyar but it goes beyond that, we understand now after reading the following piece from https://blog.good-will.ch/WordPress/2010/10/23/rishi-agastya-a-little-miracle-and-some-stories/

In the scriptures, there is the story that once a group of disciples in the Himalaya had the questions who is the one fasting most, and Maitreya told them, “It is Agastya, he never eats.” They wanted to see Agastya and went to him. Agastya said: "Observe me for three days.”
They were very surprised to see him cooking, eating and serving. He was not missing any meal, and every meal was from our standpoint very excessive in its quantity. After three days the group asked: "We have not understood your way of fasting.” He answered: "In so far as you don’t feel that you are eating, it is fasting.” He does not think he is eating. He lives in tune with the universal consciousness and in such a tune-up the food is given to all the elementals around him with himself as the channel.
From https://www.good-will.ch/pdf/e_lunar10_8.pdf we see a similar explanation given.
Lord Krishna once sent three disciples, who were fasting irresponsibly, to Agastya in the Blue Mountains to learn right fasting. Agastya said, “Observe me for three days. Then you will know it.” They observed him. He did not miss any meals. He ate mountains of food but he had a flat belly. After three days they told him, “We cannot understand you kind of fasting.” He replied, “I have been fasting eternally. I do not need food because I do not eat for myself. It is fasting if you feel that you don’t eat.” We think that we are eating. Agastya does not think that it is he who eats. He lives in accordance with the universal consciousness, and thus the food is distributed to all the elements around him, with himself as a channel. There are stories about disciples of him, who were so much engaged in work for the Plan and did not have time to eat, did not become hungry, because the Master ate for them. Master CVV also provided rich meals, for the body should not be neglected. We should live a yoga which fulfills spirit and matter.
This blog is all about miracles we said on the onset, posting only photos of magical moments in the presence of the Siddhas in the very first post. The miracles haven't died down. Agathiyar says it will go on for they love to play lila or Siddhis or Siddhu Vilaiyattu with their devotees. So there is more in store. 

SURRENDERING THE BREATH

First, he asked me to come to his path. A choice prevailed. I could have ignored the invitation or gone another way.  But I took it up. I then prepare to leave for India to carry out the remedies given in the Nadi. After three years he brings me to India again, with the utmost urgency, revealing later that there was an urgency in getting to know about him. Through Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal who brought me to the jungles, caves, and abodes of the Siddhas, Agathiyar shows miracles while I am there, I guess only then would I have believed in his existence. While it was a trip down memory lane for Tavayogi, revisiting the places where he had spent years in tavam, I came to see a whole new world out there, in the hills and jungles and interiors of India, a path less traveled, a tour not unlike what the tourist undertook, and bringing me to places of interest to the Siddhas, that was shrouded in mystery, awe, and amazement. Asking me to come to his path Agathiyar made me walk the path that Tavayogi and the rest of the Siddhas had walked in the past. Agathiyar brought me on this adventure and gave me the experience that would serve to guide others on the path, just as Tavayogi's experience became mine.

For instance when Malar read an excerpt from an earlier post

த்யானத்தில் உச்சநிலை ஆகும் பொழுது, அவரவர்கள், தன்னை மறந்து, முருகா என்றோ, அம்மா என்றோ, வேங்கடவா என்றோ அடி வயற்றிலிருந்து எழுப்புவது வழக்கம். உணர்ச்சிப் பெருக்கில், 7417 நரம்புகளும் ஒன்று சேர்ந்து, உணர்ச்சிகளும் ஒன்று சேர்ந்து, ரத்தமும், நரம்புகளும், எலும்புகளும் ஒன்று சேர்ந்து ஒடுங்கிப்போய், உச்சநிலையை அடைவதைத்தான் த்யானத்தின் உச்சகட்டம் என்று பெயர். ஒருவன் எப்பொழுது த்யானத்தின் உச்சகட்டத்தை அடைந்துவிட்டானோ, அப்பொழுதே. முற்றுமே இறைவனிடம் தன்னை ஒப்படைத்து விடுவான். இதை உடல் பொருள் ஆவி என்று அந்தக் காலத்திலேயே சொல்வார்கள்

and inquired as to its meaning from Mahim, he shared his understanding with her.

- When u meditate, the fire in you will arise
- That fire will turn (Porul) your bones, nerves, n other body parts into fire
- tan your breath (aavi) will help to keep the flame higher n higher until u turn into Jothi.

Complementing his answer, he replies to me.
Ellame unga kidda irunthu kattukida Gnanam Anna. Intha anubavam enaku kedaikurathu neengatha kaaranam. Whenever I hear all your experience I tel to myself that I also wan to experience it. So i follow few things that Anna doing, and reading blogs give me a little bit arivu Anna. 
So returning home I was given various tasks to perform, both by Agathiyar through the Nadi and Tavayogi. I was directed to do the same in my home, by Tavayogi, that was not my cup of tea. Nevertheless, out of respect for the gurus' words, I followed in the footsteps of the guru, and with directions and guidance from my gurus, I persisted on. Although Tavayogi did not give me any reasons to conduct the homa,  he had already begun performing and carrying out the ritual of lighting the fire pit or homa at his Kallar Ashram after seeing the extent of the devastation brought by the Tsunami in India and the rest of the world in 2004. Agathiyar reveals to me the reason, that besides contributing towards the personal wellbeing or individual gain and benefit in pacifying, reducing or removing our past karma, the ritual of performing the homa has a bigger and greater purpose - that of healing the universe or prapanjam. I was told that this act of dharma would help sustain the world and all its creation. It brought great joy to us to be given an opportunity to carry out dharma or to be of service to mankind and nature.

Tavayogi had created the ideal scenario for me to begin doing charity by feeding the hungry at his Kallar Ashram. Initiating the noble act of feeding and bringing me to do charity for the very first time, I begin to look for opportunities to do a similar task on a smaller scale, according to my means, individually, once back home. I was later told by Agathiyar that this act of dharma is lauded as the highest service one could give of himself to both man and beast.

As the years passed by, Agathiyar mentions that there is indeed a higher act of dharma beyond the rests. Through Suren's Nadi reading in 2018, Agathiyar says that besides the following: carrying out acts of dharma, singing the praise of the divine, and yearning for his Holy feet that we had engaged in up till this moment, the foremost and highest dharma was of showing the way of the guru and standing by it. 

இது காலம் மாந்தர்களின் சிரம் பொருட்டு எடுத்துரைப்போம் பல தர்மம் நீதிக்கு ஒப்பாம் மங்கல துதிகளும் கதி உணர்ந்து மகிழ்வுடன் ஏற்றுக் கொண்டோம். உத்தமமாய் தர்மங்களில் சிறந்தது உயர்வான குரு வழியைக் காட்டி நிற்பது.

I was overjoyed for we had already engaged in sharing the way with those who were keen to follow, taking the cue from Tavayogi, and other upagurus. This blog served as a medium and platform to bring the greatness of the Siddhas to others, something I never intentionally started. What started as a showcase of the collection of my vast numbers of artwork which was scanned and digitized, took on a new meaning and direction when I returned from my maiden journey to India. I began to take notes during my travels which I posted on these websites http://indianheartbeat.wix.com/tavayogi, https://www.flickr.com/photos/agathiyar/, http://www.angelfire.com/art/indianheartbeat/. These are now defunct. During my second trip to India, as I traveled with Tavayogi I kept taking notes and posted them too. What started as a personal web site indianheartbeat in the nineties, to showcase my artwork came to include the journal of my maiden journey to India that was followed by an account of my second pilgrimage three years later. I began to promote the miracles of the Siddhas and my gurus that captivated me, sharing with others too on various platforms.

Although Tavayogi had asked me while in Malaysia in the early years of his tour, to talk about Agathiyar and the Siddhas, I had turned it down citing that I was not equipped and knowledgeable enough to undertake a task of such magnitude. When he came out with his first book Andamum Pindamum, he asked me to translate it. I turned it down too for fear of not doing justice to his words and the Siddhas. But I did venture to write eventually. I had published numerous digital books that are available on the sidebar of this page for download. 

Agathiyar according to our temperament and pace, progressively has brought us through the four stages outline in the scriptures. Taking the first step on the way of Sariyai or that of living in the world of Siva, besides carrying out our dharma to family and society, we carried out numerous acts of doing dharma or charity. We served at the places of worship or maintained a similar sacred spot at our homes. We lived with the society to enhance the standing or status of fellow men, beasts, etc. When we were ready, he sent us gurus to guide us into the intricacies of worship by implementing rituals, sacrifices, and offerings. By engaging in Kriya, besides physically placing offerings into the sacred fire, we were brought to surrender all the merits gain through our deeds at his feet and sacrifice them into the fire. 

After successfully completing the first two stages that were more focussed on the relationship between man and his surroundings, Agathiyar brings us to appreciate the self and to work on realizing it. He is asking us to go within for this purpose. Agathiyar explains that the internal journey of going within will eventually, through our efforts and the grace of the divine, bring us to stand at the doorway of the seventh chakra where we will come to realize and understand the reason we are here. Although Agathiyar had revealed the 5 tenets of taking birth as a human at the Tamil Sangam in the past, outlining man's general purpose and contribution, by going within each individual comes to know his specific mission. 

Agathiyar adds that the experiences gained while traversing along the numerous chakras within is true Gnana or true wisdom or true knowledge. All else is false; relevant and real only as long as we are caught in the world of Maya or illusion. But Agathiyar attests upfront that it is no easy, not to discourage but to make us aware and prepare us on the journey. Our attachments to worldly life shall stand in its way. Echoing Tavayogi's words that man's effort is till the Svadishtana, Agathiyar says that we shall stagnate at Svadishtana if a concerted effort is not given to its cause, to break and pierce through the many barricades laid on the path. One has to have the grace of the divine to travel above and beyond it. By his grace, Agathiyar and Ramalinga Adigal come down from there heavenly abode to teach us breathing techniques or pranayama, exactly what Tavayogi and other Siddhas have taught us earlier. Finally, we are told the greatest offering that one could possibly make is to offer his/her outgoing breath to Erai. 

சித்த வித்யார்த்திகள், தானம் செய்வது, தங்கள், மூச்சை. அது பார்க்கக் கிடைப்பது அரிது. அனைத்தையும் இறைவனுக்கு சமர்ப்பிப்பதாக வரித்துக் கொண்டு, இரு கையையும் சேர்த்து, இரு கட்டை விரலும் மூக்கின் இரு பக்கமும் வைத்து, இரு ஆள்காட்டி விரலும் ஒன்றாக சேர்த்து, சுழுமுனையில் இருக்க, மற்ற விரல்கள் மூக்கை மறைத்து நிற்க, பிறர் காணா வண்ணம், இடது மூக்கை அழுத்தி மூடி, வலது மூக்கு வழியாக காற்றை உள்ளிழுக்கும் பொழுது "ஓம் நமச்சிவாய" என்று மனதுள் தியானித்து, கும்பமானதும், "சிவாய நமஹ" என தியானித்து, அந்த நேரத்தில், இடது மூக்கின் வழி மூச்சை, மூடிய விரல்களை திறந்து, இறைவன் பாதத்தில் சமர்ப்பிப்பார்கள். 

(Source: https://siththanarul.blogspot.com/)

The Siddha Vidyaarthi surrenders his breath to the Holy feet of the divine. By bringing both palms together, the thumbs placed on both sides of the nostril, both the index finger brought together and held at Suzhumunai, and as the rests of the fingers cover the nose, he then presses the left nostril, breathing in through the right nostril, chanting AUM NAMASIVAYA within, retaining the breath in Kumbakam, it releasing it through the left nostril chanting SIVAYA NAMAHA. He opens up the fingers and surrenders the very breath at the Holy feet of the Lord. Just as life started with the first breath, the journey ends by giving one's breath back to the source of the universe. Sacrificing the very breath to God is the way of the Guru. 

Looking back at this wonderful journey that has been a great adventure of discovery too, we were told that the act of lighting the sacrificial fire or homa or yagna is an act of dharma that sustains the world and all its creation. Then we were told that the act of feeding the hungry is an act of dharma that is lauded as the highest service one could give of himself to man and beast. Later we were told that showing the way of the guru and standing by it supersedes all other dharma. And finally, we are told the greatest dharma of all is the act of offering or sacrificing one's outgoing breath to Erai. 

We tend to understand now Tavayogi's statements over time. Chanting the mantra "Arul Gnana Jhothiye Agathin Jhothi Taniperung Kadavule Agatheesar Aavaar", given to us by Tavayogi, we were introduced to Agathiyar and saw him as the most compassionate God, residing within us as Grace, Wisdom, and Light. Then he tells us that Agathiyar was Jhoti or Light. Later he tells us that (Lord) Siva and Agathiyar are one. Then he tells us that the breath or Vaasi is God. 

At the beginning Agathiyar was God (Sariyai, or living in the world of Siva, we reside in Salogam); later he told us that Agathiyar was Light (With Kriyai or worship of the sacred fire we get to be by his side or Sameebam). Then as we progressed he told us Agathiyar was Siva (Entering Yogam one attains the form of Siva or Saarupam); further to that he told us that nature was God and finally brought us to the Final Summation - the merger or union or betrothal or Saayutcham - that the Breath or Vaasi is God.

The journey and it's the corresponding perception of Agathiyar are very much in accordance with Sugabramar's songs and Sivavakiyar's songs respectively. 
நல்லதொரு பரமகுரு வந்த தாலே
நலமுள்ள சரியை வழி மார்க்கன் தோணும்
மெல்லவே சரியை வழி நடந்தயானால்
விபரமதாய்க் கிரியை வழி விரைவில் தோன்றும்
வல்லதொரு கிரியை வழி கண்ட பின்பு
மைந்தனே யோக வழி தெளிவாய்த் தோன்றும்
செல்லதொரு யோக வழி நடந்தாயானால்
திறமையுள ஞான வழி தெரியும் பாரே
When the Parama Guru arrives,
The path of Sariyai shall arise,
Slowly when the path of Sariyai is trod,
Kriyai path shall arise shortly,
Upon walking the path of Kriyai,
Son, the Yogam path will clearly arise,
Walking the path of Yogam,
The Jnanam path shall appear.
தெளின்த நற் சரியை தன்னில் சென்று சாலோகம் பெறும் தெளின்த நற் கிரியை பூசை சேரலாம் சாமீபமே
தெளின்த நல்ல யோகம் தன்னில் சேரலாகும் சாரூபம்
தெளின்த ஞானம் நான்கிலும் சேரலாகும் சாயுச்யமே 
Upon entering Sariyai, Salokyam shall one receive,
Through Kriyai, Saameepam shall he reach,
In Yoga, Saarupam shall be attained,
Jnanam, these four, Saayutchyam shall one attain.
Agathiyar had mentioned that he had come into our lives silently and subtly even before we took the first step. His grace and presence were there since the very first day. With his grace and under his watchful eyes, we took the first steps walking the path of Sariyai. Holding onto and with the aid and guidance of our parents, showing us the image and idol as God we were introduced to worship at the temple. We were also taught to pray in our homes at the altar. We lived fully in the world of Siva, or Saalogam. With the coming of the guru, we came into Kriyai, we came to learn to conduct rituals, Agathiyar standing alongside us or Saameebam. With the advent of Yogam we take on the divine teachings and uphold the practices turning the self, mind, and body to become on with him or as Saaroopam. Finally, we shall await the coming of the divine were we merge with God himself in Saayutcham. 

Friday, 3 April 2020

SEEKING ANSWERS

I had so many questions back then in the eighties, having, read, discussed, witnessed all things religious and spiritual, as the puzzles did not fit. I asked why the very divine that was meant to curtail, prevent and safeguard us turned against us. I could not understand why people needed to suffer. When these and many more questions were leading me to the brink of madness, Lord Shiva comes in a dream and asks me to keep all my questions to another time. I dropped everything, right from the questions and the hours of worship both at dawn and dusk coupled with the daily visits to the temples in my vicinity. It all came to a standstill.

Then mysteriously the cycle began again in 2001, when my nephew was directed to come over to meet me for a divine purpose that he too had no idea. The divine came in him and passed on a mantra. Later he gave me a picture of Lord Dhakshanamurty to be worshipped and guided on how to observe the Navarathri Puja. I was brought back into worship after 14 long years of absence and hibernation.

The questions regarding why people suffered were answered through my introduction to a Nadi reading the following year. Agathiyar spoke about karma something I learned from him for the very first time. He spoke about my karma too. I began to research this subject. I began to have a clearer picture of it.

From “ATMA” - “Reincarnation: The Soul’s Secret Journey”, The Bhaktivedanta Book Trust, The International Society For Krishna Consciousness, we gather information on karma and creation from the perspective of religion.
Our entanglement in the material sphere is the result of an unending chain of actions and reactions developed in this and previous human lives. This is known in Sanskrit as karma, a law of nature analogous to the modern scientific principle of action and reaction. The different categories of material bodies (species) exist because there are millions of categories of material desires. These different life forms are nothing more than machines designed by the material energy to fulfill different material desires.
From "Karma and Reincarnation" - An Inspired Talk by Satguru Sivaya Subramuniyaswami, we learn about karma from the perspective of science.
In physics - the study of energy and matter - Sir Isaac Newton postulated that for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction. Push against a wall. Its material is molecularly pushing back with a force exactly equal to yours. In metaphysics, karma is the law that states that every mental, emotional and physical act, no matter how insignificant, is projected out into the psychic mind substance and eventually returns to the individual with equal impact. For, as we exist now is a sum total of all our past lives. In our present moment, our mind and body state is the cumulative result of the entire spectrum of our past lives.
Satguru Sivaya Subramuniyaswami explains further.
Ancient yogis, in psychically studying the time line of cause/effect, assigned three categories to karma. The first is sanchita, the sum total of past karma yet to be resolved. The second category is prarabdha, that portion of sanchita karma being experienced in the present life. Kriyamana, the third type, is karma you are presently creating.
Tavayogi too simplified karma in the following words, "How we are today is the result of our past life; what we do now will establish our next birth"



For an ordinary person, the suffering is incremental in nature and is staggered over a period of time. He is only given the right dosage or amount that he or she can shoulder. So is there no way to escape from the shackles and the net that we are caught in and had brought upon ourselves. Must we suffer all life long? Although we are told that we have to live through the sufferings dealt upon us as a result of our past karma, although nothing great to mention or almost incomparable to those of others, my humble advice would be to take on a guru. This is based on my experiences. Just as a child is carefree knowing that his/her needs would be taken care of by her parents; just as a toddler drops from a height knowing that she will be caught, the guru is forever watchful over us and catches us whenever we slip.

How does taking on a guru help dismiss one's karma? Although Tavayogi told us that in meditation one could see the extent of one's karma but as we had only started our journey on this path, rather than bring us to sit in meditation, he brought us to perform the ritual of lighting the sacred fire Homa instead. And as usual, he did not give any explanation but merely instructed me to do it. The explanation and reason to do it came from Agathiyar later. Agathiyar told me that one's karma could be burnt in the fire of the Homa or offering to the Gods. Agathiyar took on my karma.

Satguru Sivaya Subramuniyaswami explains that karma is transferable.
Karma is transferable. One can take on some of the karma of other people, work it out for them and make their burden a little easier for them. The guru guides and also shares a bit of the heavier burdens, if one is fortunate enough to be dedicated enough to have a guru who will lend his powers in this way. But each aspect of the karma, the outgrowth of the dharma, must be passed through by the disciple, creating as little as possible of a similar karma on this tenuous path of the repetition of the cycles of life. The guru may take unto himself, into his nerve system, some of the heavier areas of your karma in the same way your parents performed this function for you perhaps unknowingly."
When Tavayogi was knocked down by a bus that went past him while riding a bike to town, I confronted Agathiyar, questioning him how he could have allowed such a mishap to take place. But Tavayogi took it lightly telling me that he had to exhaust his karma and those who had touched his feet seeking blessings after the recent Guru Puja celebrations. When every one of his devotees including me and my elder daughter took Agathiyar's remedies or parikaram given in the Nadi and executed them, when I mentioned my second daughter's remedies that were stipulated in her Nadi, Tavayogi told me there was no need to fulfill them. I remained silent trying to digest his words. I was trying to figure out what was happening here. Agathiyar had instructed in the Nadi certain remedies to be carried out, while my immediate guru tells me that it was not necessary. Here was a conflict of opinions or rather directives. As he sensed the long silence over the phone, Tavayogi continued. "If it would satisfy you then go ahead", he told me. I remained silent, but my mind was working faster than any processor. Here was my guru telling me it was not necessary. If I did venture to carry out Agathiyar's instructions in the Kaanda Nadi, it would only mean that I have no faith in my guru and no reverence for him. I decided not to do it. Agathiyar till this day never brought up the subject.

So when some ex-followers of Tavayogi and his teachings ridiculed him questioning how could a sadhu of his rank and nature suffer, and adjudicated the last days of his sufferings linking it to his karma, I stood by him in reverence stating that he had taken on my karma and that of my family, hence he suffered for us.

Paramahansa Yogananda in his "Autobiography of a Yogi", Self Realization Fellowship, 1990, states the same that only great gurus can take on their disciples' karma.
By putting on the ailments of others, a yogi can satisfy, for them, the karmic law of cause and effect; its workings may be scientifically manipulated by men of divine wisdom. Only great gurus are able to assume the karma of disciples.
Paramahansa Yogananda proved this by striking the shoulder of a chela with a burning brand to free him from painful death; thus satisfying the karmic law through slight suffering by fire.

Why do the true masters then take on the karma of their subjects knowing pretty well of the implications? Recently, when a devotee of Agathiyar pleaded that he save the life on an infant, Ma awaited Agathiyar's permission. She waited for him to instruct her if she should go to save the little soul. When Agathiyar tells her to go immediately, she reminds him of the consequences of messing or meddling with one's fate or karma. The most compassionate father tells her that he shall take care of the other matters.

What then did take place?  Agathiyar and Ma Mugambikai had done a great miracle by saving the child's soul. Ma tells the devotee that Agathiyar, her guru, came for her and not for her family. Agathiyar had heeded the plea of his devotee to save a life and put the necessary machinery to work towards saving the child.  Agathiyar in return explains to us how Ma Mugambikai fought to bring back the life of the infant.

When another devotee sat before Tavayogi to have her reading done, Agathiyar passed on a message from her guru of past birth through the Jeeva Nadi. The guru was pleading to Agathiyar to help his disciple. Amazing. The relationship between a guru and his disciple goes beyond births.

Taking the message from Velayudham Karthikeyan Aiya's blog "Siththan Arul" at http://siththanarul.blogspot.com/2013/11/149.html where the divine secrets or Deva Ragasiyam was revealed to Hanumathdasan Aiya by Agathiyar, we can piece together how a certain desire or wish of a devotee is considered and brought to the attention of the keepers of the Karmic records. In the revelation, Brahma has a conversation with Agathiyar.

Brahma: "If you keep on recommending that I save them by changing their fate, who is going to pay back for their deeds and karma? Do we not need to punish them for their karma? You are asking me to go easy on too many devotees. It would take not less than 10 years to seek out their Nadi or olai suvadi and make changes to their fate." Brahma goes on to add that he cannot stop the incident from happening but can reduce the repercussions or effects as a result of that event.

Agathiyar pleads to Brahma telling him that he believes all should be saved, that their fate should be changed. Agathiyar suggests that Brahma increase his workforce so that these changes could be hastened. Agathiyar humbly requests that Brahma change the karma of all those who came seeking him (Agathiyar) as he had given his word to them. He seeks Brahma's word of promise that he would not harm any of his devotees.

When Agathiyar passed on the message of Chitramuthu Adigal wanting us to carry out a Siddha Puja in a temple in Taiping, we were both surprised and overjoyed. Chitramuthu Adigal was Tavayogi's guru. Agathiyar passed on this message through the Jeeva Nadi read by Tavayogi when he was visiting us in 2016. Chiramuthu Adigal wanted it to be done on a Thursday, but as it was a working day and as the temple was some 267 km that would take us 3 hours, we asked if we could do it on a weekend where there would be more participation from our members. Tavayogi told us to go ahead and told us he would talk or reason out with his guru! We were spellbound to learn that he could deal with his guru who had gone into samadhi. We did the prayers on a Sunday under the guidance of both Tavayogi and Mataji to the satisfaction of Chitramuthu Adigal.

The Siddhas have a solution for every single candidate who takes his task seriously and travels their path. The simplest and fastest route to Godhead would be that of taking the path of Gnana. But how many can understand the teachings of Bhagawan Ramana? So for beginners like me, we have to start from the lowest rung of the ladder, getting involve with Sariyai, living in the world and finding some small moments to serve both God and humanity. Then when we are ready to venture further, the guru comes to light up the path. He stands by us and brings us to do Kriya. Engaging in both Sariyai and Kriyai melts down the intensity of our karma and prepares us to engage in the next stages of Yogam and Gnanam. Satguru Sivaya Subramuniyaswami says that "our past negative karma can be altered into a smoother, easier state through the loving, heart - chakra nature, through dharma and sadhana."

Agathiyar goes further to explain that the internal journey of going within will eventually through our efforts bring us to stand at the doorway of the seventh chakra where we will come to realize and understand the reason we are here. Meanwhile, the experiences gained while traversing the numerous chakras within is the true Gnana or true wisdom or true knowledge. All else is false, relevant and real only in the world of Maya or illusion.

How does karma work for one who is realized then? Satguru Sivaya Subramuniyaswami showers some light on this.
After the realization of the Self, Parasiva, the forces of dharma and previous karma still exist, but through the force of the realization of God, much of the impending impact of karma has dwindled, and it is faced differently, treated differently. Prior to the experience of realization, karmas were dealt with in individual increments. After realization, the sum total is seen. The spiritual destiny is realized.
To the Yogis karma that once stood in their way of God-realization is removed. Fresh karma is dissolved immediately. Karma waiting to germinate is roasted in the fire of their tapas.

Satguru Sivaya Subramuniyaswami continues,
One does not have the experience of realizing the Self until all of his karma is in a state of resolve. When this begins to occur in him, he actually sees that man is not man, man is the Self, God, for his karma and the forces of his dharma have begun to become transparent to him. Through the power of his realization, the karma is created and simultaneously dissolved. This occurs for the one who lives in the timeless state of consciousness. If one were to realize the Self each day, he would live his life like writing his karma on the surface of water. The swamis who renounce the world and do tapas are trying to burn the seeds of the karmas that they did not bring with them in this life. They set fire to the whole house. They renounce the world and put restrictions upon themselves that others don’t."
Paramahansa Yogananda disperses the mystery behind karma.
In Nirbikalpa Samadhi the yogi dissolves the last vestiges of his material or earthly karma. Nevertheless, he may still have certain astral and causal karma to work out and therefore takes astral and then causal embodiment on high vibration spheres.
Both Yogi Ramsuratkumar and Bhagawan Nithyananda had mentioned that they had to leave the mortal body and asked their devotees and followers not to grieve for they could do a better job in the subtle plane.

When I thought I had all the answers and reasons why mankind suffered, the divine dealt me a blow.

Learning from Tavayogi whenever someone new comes by and shares their grievances, we too ask them to seek out the Nadi to know why they were going through tough times; we told them to come to the fold of the Siddhas and begin worship to them; we ask them to engage in doing charity too. While many followed; some saw results; some are still waiting to see their desires and wishes come true. But there was one family who came and as usual, I listed what they needed to do. But they tell me they had done all that I ask of them, but nothing changed but rather things worsened. I was taken aback and puzzled. Why did our formula that worked for others fail them? I still don't have an answer. The closest I can get to satisfy my query is the following verse from Annie Besant and Bhagawan Das's "Sanatana Dharma", The Theosophical Publishing House, 2000.
Only a full and clear knowledge of the causes in the past resulting in the suffering of the present could justify refusal to help on karmic grounds.
Recently Agathiyar came to repeat what Lord Shiva had told me some 32 years back, "Stop asking questions." He went on to tell us that our experiences will answer all the queries we carried. No one can fathom the mystery that surrounds the divine and its creation; the divine and how it sustains life; the divine and its hand in annihilation; the divine and its hand in veiling the truth: and finally the divine and its grace. Try as much as we may understand the concept, the theory, the idea, behind all these mysteries, we might seem to think that we understood them one day immediately the next day another event takes place that makes us sit back and ponder if what we understood still holds water. Every event, everything, every idea, every understanding is in a fluid state, evolving and never static. It is true that the ancients have warned us through the many age-old stories including the one where both Lord Brahma and Lord Vishnu had traveled a long distance, Brahma taking the form of a swan and Vishnu a boar to find both the summit and the holy feet of Lord Shiva respectively only to end in failure.

The reality is that the divine is always one step ahead of us.

Thursday, 2 April 2020

KNOWING AGATHIYAR

Just as Dr. Bhani gave an example on how a particular hymn by the lady saint Avvai carried three meanings to three different people over three different periods of their lives: being first a traditional devotional song to sing in front of a statue or picture of Lord Ganapathy at the temple or home; that took on a different meaning to a Siddhar practitioner revealing secret ingredients for a Siddha medicine, and finally extolled as Jnana or great spiritual wisdom to a spiritual guru, Agathiyar too has taken on a myriad of forms and names to each one on the path of the Siddhas.

So what do you do when Agathiyar calls you to worship him and the Siddhas? We have been used to worshipping deities all these while having pictures of them at our altars at home and statues of them in the temples. Although others might have had questions popping up in their mind then, like: "Is this a new cult? Are we being diverted from our traditional worship to something new? Who is Agathiyar? My devotion to the traditional path has kept me alive, so why do I need to change to another?", I jumped the bandwagon without further ado.

I did not have to seek far for Agathiyar introduced me to all the Siddhas through a ritual Nadikku Dhanam at the end of my Nadi reading. The Nadi guru received my offerings towards the Nadi and their authors the Siddhas and in return carried out a prayer calling on all the Siddhas to come forward and receive my thanksgiving offerings. And so I was given a long list of names of these Siddhas to be recited and a picture of Agathiyar to be worshipped with garlands, flowers and completed with burning of incense and showing of the arathi or light. I began immediately.

Armed with these tools, the Nadi reading that came as a revelation and remained a constant guide in my life, the list of names of the Siddhas, and a picture of Agathiyar, I began my maiden worship to Agathiyar and the Siddhas.

We saw an aspect of Agathiyar having written each man's journey etched into dried palm leaves that were treated with peacock oil, known as the Kaanda Nadi when a seeker has a calling to see and read it. There is another Nadi, the Aasi Nadi where one is called over for a reading by the Siddhas, something that I came to read over a period of time, after walking the path. Then there was yet another called the Jeeva Nadi where the palm leaf is used as a medium in real-time, where words appear and disappear after its read. My first encounter with the Jeeva Nadi was through reading a blog that carried extensive revelations from it. When I happened to come across Karthikeyan Aiya's blog Siththan Arul while searching for another site recommended by Nadi Guru Tamaraiselvan, Siththarkal Rajiyam, I was amazed and spellbound reading pages upon pages of stories that the late Hanumathdasan shared with the admin of the blog of how ordinary people where shown remedies and given solutions to all their day to day problems by Agathiyar through the Jeeva Nadi in the former's possession. It was an eye-opener for me for here were instant remedies dished out to people in trouble and seeking remorse. The single greatest amazing fact that I came across reading the documentation of the conversation between Agathiyar and the seekers is the one instance where Agathiyar asks Hanumathdasan to hand over the palm leaf to the seeker of Malaysian origin so that he could read its contents in his local language, Bahasa Malaysia! Having read through the pages of Siththan Arul, my appetite for more revelations grew in intensity and was only satisfied after I purchased and read the full set of 5 books published by Aranthangi Shankar that carried even more stories of Agathiyar and his Nadi.

I had the good fortune to chat online with Karthikeyan Aiya too which was nourishing to the soul. Who are the Siddhas? Karthikeyan Aiya reveals in his blog.

“The Siddhas are those who knew the past, present and the future. They were gnosis. The Siddhas were similar to a company’s secretary. The Siddhas were God’s messengers. When those who had prayed to God and had yet to receive God’s blessings, approached the Siddhas instead, they immediately received God’s blessings.”

Velayudham Karthikeyan Aiya explains the origin of the Nadi.

“The Nadi has been written by Siddhas for us to know about our past, the present and the future. Many have corrected their lifestyle after listening to the explanations, heeding the instructions and carrying out atonement. Many more had regained their health and peace of mind.” Karthiyen Aiya’s blog entry brings us back to time immemorial where the Siddhas, being compassionate and kind, put forward to God or Erai as Agathiyar wishes to address, their wishes for humanity. The Siddhas had wished that whoever seeks them out for solutions to their problems and surrender to them, they shall be pardoned for their past deeds, however bad and evil they may be, and shall not be put through the trial and tribulations and made to face the consequences but instead be saved. Erai granted the Siddhas this wish. The next instant the Siddhas wrote down: the reasons for each individual’s sufferings; listed out solutions and remedies; and showed ways and means to overcome or end the seeker's problems, sins, diseases, illnesses, and sufferings. They wrote them in Tamil prose on dried palm leaves. These writings came to be known as the Nadi. Karthikeyan Aiya adds that one has to seek out the Siddhas to solve his problems.

Velayudham Karthikeyan Aiya shares more secrets that came to be revealed to Hanumathdasan Aiya by Agathiyar on Siththan Arul at http://siththanarul.blogspot.com/2013/11/149.html.

The gist of the post is as follows:

Brahma says to Agathiyar, "You are asking me to go easy on too many devotees. It would take not less than 10 years to seek out their Nadi or olai suvadi and make changes to their fate. If you keep on recommending that I save them by changing their fate, who is going to pay back for their deeds and karma. Do we not need to punish them for their karma." Brahma goes on to add that he cannot stop the incident from happening but can reduce the repercussions or effects as a result of that event. Agathiyar pleads to Brahma telling him that he believes all should be saved, that their fate should be changed. He suggests that Brahma increase his workforce so that these changes could be hastened. Agathiyar humbly requests that Brahma change the karma of all those who came seeking him (Agathiyar) as he had given his word to them. He seeks Brahma's word of promise that he would not harm any of his devotees.

We too have come to witness and eavesdrop on a similar happening where the divine entities engaged in a discussion of whether to save an infant fated to die. Ma who is known to be always in her ferocious forms showed her compassionate side to a devotee of Agathiyar who came on behalf of a relative for a solution, that day. She asks for permission if she should go to save the little soul. She awaited Agathiyar to instruct her. Agathiyar tells her to go immediately. But she reminds him of the consequences of messing or meddling with one's fate. The most compassionate father tells her that he shall take care of other matters. The parents of the child were given remedies to perform immediately. The message was conveyed to the parents and the rest of the family. They did the parikaram sincerely. We receive news that the child had recovered, although not fully but was saved from immediate impending death.

But the family was not satisfied and showed the emotion outwardly. They were rambling about the child not having fully recovered and the onset of other new and fresh complications, failing to understand that Agathiyar and Ma had done a great miracle by saving the child's soul. I was disappointed with the family too. The important issue on hand was to save a life, a request that the relative had brought to the attention of Agathiyar. Agathiyar had heeded the plea of his devotee and put the necessary machinery to work towards saving the child. He explains to them how Ma Mugambikai fought to bring back the life of the infant. But there was no outward show of gratitude even then. They were concerned about other supplementary matters that according to me can be dealt with over time, given the advancement in the medical field and the talent of our doctors. Just as an accident case is rushed into the emergency room, we do not find all the specialists from all the fields gather together and work on the injured person all at once, but rather they will diagnose the severity of the case and work on saving the life first, attending to the brain injury, and the heart and lungs first, leaving all other accompanying supplementary injuries to be treated at a later moment. Once the person is stable only then would they attend to the fractures of the limbs, external wounds, and bruises, etc. In short life-threatening matters are attended to first and superficial ones latter. Similarly, Agathiyar and the network of divine personals worked towards saving the life first and leaving the rest of the complications that arose later, in the hands of the well trained and knowledgeable surgeons, doctors and medical staff. But the family seemed to fail to understand that a miracle did take place.

When I informed Dr. Krishnan that I had seen the Nadi and was asked to come to the path of the Siddhas, he gave me a yantra that he made for me, prepared and worshipped at his altar and later passed on a mantra of Agathiyar to accompany the puja for the yantra. Apart from the picture of Agathiyar that was given to me by Sivabalan to be worshipped immediately upon Sentilkumar completing my Nadi reading, I had Agathiyar now represented as and in the form of a yantra.
Yantra literally meaning "machine, contraption" is a mystical diagram, mainly from the Tantric traditions of the Indian religions. They are used for the worship of deities in temples or at home; as an aid in meditation; used for the benefits given by their supposed occult powers based on Hindu astrology and tantric texts. Specific yantras are traditionally associated with specific deities. (Source: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yantra)
Armed with these tools, the Nadi reading that came as a revelation and remained a constant guide in my life, the list of names of the Siddhas, the picture of Agathiyar, and a yantra, I continued worship to Agathiyar.

When I was brought to Supramania Swami of Tiruvannamalai in a mysterious way, on the pretext of drawing out my daughter's horoscope, a new relationship bloomed that day between a guru and his student. He took me as his son and student, initiating me with a Siva Mantra. Supramania Swami introduced me to guru bhakti or devotion towards the guru, an entirely new concept and perception. From the unseen Gods and Goddesses whose form was captured as visions and paintings that we adored and worshipped at our altar at home and the stone statues in temples, now I was shown the might and compassion of divinity that takes the form of humans too as the gurus. But to meet him, I was to prepare myself first. I was given a Vasudeva mantra by my nephew in yet another mysterious way a year before. After a long period of hibernation staying away from all forms of worship and reading spiritual texts, he initiates me into the mantra that was from a mysterious source, that was revealed as from Agathiyar too, only after a couple of years.

If Supramania Swami ignited me into the traditional worship of Lord Shiva and Lord Narayana, and into guru bhakti, Agathiyar sends me Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal Tavayogi whom I met under mysterious circumstances too in 2005, to be nurtured further and molded into the ways of the Siddhas. Holding on to a leaflet given to me by the Nadi reader Sentilkumar in 2002, I wanted to verify if the name on the piece of paper was the Tavayogi who was to officiate a Peedham in Malaysia then. A beautiful relationship bloomed again between a guru and his student when Tavayogi officially gave me initiation into the Agathiyar mantra. He invited me over to his Kallar Ashram in India providing me with my very first experience of staying at an ashram, and brought me into the jungles, caves, dens, and abodes of the Siddhas, giving first-hand experiences and insights into the lives of the Siddhas.

So when Tavayogi tells me that Agathiyar came the night before and asked what he (Tavayogi) was going to give me, I looked back at him in disbelief but chose to remain quiet. How was that possible I asked myself? The Agathiyar I knew till then only spoke through the Nadi. When Tavayogi took me on the new adventure walking the path of the Siddhas, he would look towards the sky and point out to certain aroma that lingers in the air telling me that the Siddhas came or were ushering us with flowers. I would look up in disbelief.  When he called me to his side and told me that Agathiyar was opening and closing his eyes in his granite statue at his temple in Agasthiyampalli, I blinked into the darkness of the inner chamber, hardly able to see his form much less see him wink. I remained silent. When he spoke about the reason he placed a statue of Agathiyar in the jungles of Kallar hill, having had a darshan or vision of Agathiyar I asked him how he came and he replied: "In the form of Light". When this subject was brought up again, finally, I asked him if they really do come in all these forms that he mentioned, Tavayogi, as usual, replied with another question, "Why don't you believe, my son?"

Armed with these tools, the Nadi reading that came as a revelation and remained a constant guide in my life, the list of names of the Siddhas, the picture of Agathiyar, the yantra, and personal gurus to guide me, and a whole lot of new mystifying experiences, I continued worship to Agathiyar.

Agathiyar chooses to come into our home in the form of a bronze statue in 2010. We had a personal form of God whom we bath, dressed and worshipped, where a subtle relationship between the divine in the metal and the devotee who chose to see him going beyond the material. Following the directive to conduct abhisegam to him, and the homam that was instructed to be done by Tavayogi, and supporting these agamas with the acts of doing charity, we stepped further into Sariyai and Kriyai. 
Agathiyar at Gnanakottam Malaysia



Just as when one begins to serve another, only then shall he begin to know the likes and dislikes of a person, his principles, his perception and understanding of things, his knowledge and learning, his experience and wisdom, etc, armed with these tools, the Nadi reading that came as a revelation and remained a constant guide in my life, the list of names of the Siddhas, the picture of Agathiyar, the yantra, and personal gurus to guide me, and a whole lot of new experiences, I continued worship to Agathiyar and began to serve him. The object of our worship manifested in the bronze statue of his. He transferred his energy into the metal piece that became alive. One fine day he opened his eyes in the statue to show us that he was living in it too. That is proof of the extent of one's faith, belief, prayer, and rituals that can take shape and materialize in this physical world. We call it a miracle. He calls it his play or lila or Siddhi or Siddhu Vilaiyaathu. Agathiyar began to verify these miracles in our Nadi readings, confirming them since we were ever skeptical of miracles that he showered on us day by day. Rather than wait for something to take place to belief; belief in us and it shall take place, say the Siddhas.


But the answer to the question "Who is Agathiyar?" was nowhere in sight. Going through the numerous texts on Agathiyar and the Siddhas, we are given many varied accounts of him, right from his birth to the many miracles he did. But just by reading his biography, it does not bring one to understand him better, although we shall have admiration and respect for him. It is only by knowing him personally that one can rightly say that he knows Agathiyar. How does one get to know him personally? When he drops in on us daily. When he becomes a part of our family. When he dines with us. When he rests his weary feet in our homes. When he chooses to continue his tavam in our home. When he calls over and sees his devotees at our home.

So who is Agathiyar? Rather than belief what we have heard or read about him, we chose to hear from him, as they say, "straight from the horse's mouth", as usual, we got Suren to be the scapegoat, to ask Agathiyar about his origin, knowing pretty well that he would answer with another question as does Tavayogi; "Why did we need to know, and of what use was it to us, and not to investigate the beginning or source and the end". As we expected Agathiyar said all these but surprised us by giving us a tiny clue as to his origin. We are grateful to him.



Tavayogi and Mataji have spoken extensively about Agathiyar, the Siddhas and the path.





Dr. VN Jayapalan was shown the origin of the very first temple for Agathiyar that stands to this day at Agasthiyampalli, of which its replica is at Gnanakottam Malaysia.


From Salokyam or living in a world created by him as in Sariyai, seeing and worshipping him externally, Agathiyar came to us Sameepam or very very close as in Kriyai. He stood in our thoughts. He stood in our actions. He began to speak through others. These days he holds our hands again as we venture into Yogam or Sarupam, taking on his soul and form, and Jnanam, where a state of Sayujyam awaits its practitioners, just as Sivavakiyar mentions these four paths or neri and its relative state of Moksha vis:

Upon entering Sariyai, Salokyam shall one receive,
Through Kriyai, Sameepam shall he reach,
In Yoga, Sarupam shall be attained,
Jnanam, these four, Sayujyam shall one attain.

Traveling with Agathiyar we have learned to drop our own desires, likes and dislikes. These were what initiated this cycle of death and birth in the very first place. Coming to him, he made us realize the effect of our past karma on the present and its possible influence in the future. He gave us the tools to cut asunder the chain of action and its corresponding results. With the aid of Tapas or tavam or austerity, devotion or bhakti and service and doing dharma or charitable acts, we can convert the harm to goodness. Bringing change for the better, we can move forward accumulating good merits that would help shadow or offset our liabilities.

Karthikeyan Aiya quotes Agathiyar, its translation, "Karma is the reason for all occurrences. You can't change that. But can realize it. If you pray, we can change it. Sit in prayer. We shall take care of it." Those were Agathiyar's comforting words.
ஒவ்வொரு சூழ்நிலைக்கும் காரணம் கர்மா. அதை உன்னால் மாற்ற முடியாது. உணர முடியும், பிரார்த்தனை செய்தால் எங்களால் மாற்ற முடியும். பிரார்த்தனையுடன் அமரு. நாங்கள் பார்த்துக் கொள்கிறோம் என்றார்.
Agathiyar has shown us that with devotion and worship towards him we can gain his blessings and grace; we can bring him from his abode in Pothigai into our homes; we can bring him into the very statue or picture that we use to worship him; we can bring him to reside in our homes, and bring him to reside within too. He explains about the state of Dhyanam and surrender that follows: (from Siththan Arul at http://siththanarul.blogspot.com/2014/05/172.html)

Similarly in heightened and deep meditation one screams for the Lord, emotions flow, all 7417 Nadis with all that is said to be the body, comes together in spontaneous involuntary movements and emotional outbursts and finally settles down, coming to a state of total surrender too. When one surrenders his or her body, soul and spirit to his guru, in desperate times, the guru comes forward to take the rein. Agathiyar has done so on numerous occasions.
த்யானத்தில் உச்சநிலை ஆகும் பொழுது, அவரவர்கள், தன்னை மறந்து, முருகா என்றோ, அம்மா என்றோ, வேங்கடவா என்றோ அடி வயற்றிலிருந்து எழுப்புவது வழக்கம். உணர்ச்சிப் பெருக்கில், 7417 நரம்புகளும் ஒன்று சேர்ந்து, உணர்ச்சிகளும் ஒன்று சேர்ந்து, ரத்தமும், நரம்புகளும், எலும்புகளும் ஒன்று சேர்ந்து ஒடுங்கிப்போய், உச்சநிலையை அடைவதைத்தான் த்யானத்தின் உச்சகட்டம் என்று பெயர். ஒருவன் எப்பொழுது த்யானத்தின் உச்சகட்டத்தை அடைந்துவிட்டானோ, அப்பொழுதே. முற்றுமே இறைவனிடம் தன்னை ஒப்படைத்து விடுவான். இதை உடல் பொருள் ஆவி என்று அந்தக் காலத்திலேயே சொல்வார்கள்.
உடல் பொருள் ஆவியில், எப்பொழுது சரணாகதி தத்துவத்தில் ஒருவன் விழுந்துவிட்டானோ, "நாராயணா" என்ற ஒரு வார்த்தையிலே அத்தனையும் அடக்கம் என்று பெயர். நாராயணன் அவன் பார்த்துக் கொள்வான். உனக்கும் அவனுக்கும் எந்த சம்பந்தமும் இல்லை. பொறுப்பை உன்னிடம் ஒப்படைத்துவிட்டேன். நீ தைரியமாக பொறுப்பை ஏற்று செய் என்று அர்த்தம். குருவை ஒருவன் அடைந்துவிட்டாலோ, குருவே அந்த பொறுப்பை ஏற்றுக் கொள்வார் என்று அர்த்தம். அகத்தியனே பலருக்கு குருவாக இருந்து பல நன்மைகளையும் செய்து காட்டி கொடுத்திருக்கிறேன், பலரையும் நட்சத்திரமாக மாற்றி அமைத்திருக்கிறேன்.
The most compassionate Agathiyar reveals how he brings each individual's prayers personally to the Lord's attention. Agathiyar narrates how he brought his devotee's wishes to Guru Bhagawan personally. At that hour his devotee shed some tears for something that took place in the subtle body.
இவன் போட்ட பிரார்த்தனைகள் அத்தனையையும், கூட்டாமல், குறையாமல், அலுங்காமல், சிதறாமல், அப்படியே கையினில் ஏந்தி, குருபகவான் சன்னதியில் வைத்துவிட்டேன். அப்படி வைத்துவிட்ட நேரத்தில்தான் இவன் தன்னையும் அறியாமல், அகத்தியனை நோக்கி கண்கலங்கி பேசினான். ஆக எதற்கு சொல்லுகிறேன் என்றால், அகத்தியன் இவன் கொடுத்த வேண்டுகோளை, கையாலே தாங்கி, அந்த பொற்தாமரை மலரடி பாதத்திலே வைத்த பொழுதுதான் கண் கலங்கி இருக்கிறான். சூட்ச்சும சரீரத்திலே ஒரு நாடகமே நடந்திருக்கிறது.
What would be Agathiyar's aspirations for us? Would I be wrong to say that he wants us to become a Siddha too? I believe this would be his wish for after calling us to his path, he led us through Sariyai, Kriyai, and Yogam, dissipating the knowledge and techniques through gurus and upagurus. Then he and Ramalinga Adigal come to lead us on into pranayama and meditation, refining the technique we had picked up, showing us the means to overcome difficulties and obstacles faced along the way. Ramalinga Adigal brings us hope and assurance, asking us to stick with Agathiyar who he promises shall remove the curtain or veil that comes between us and God.
By this descent of  Divinity,  the curtains veiling the greatness and  power of the spiritual light in the human individual gradually begin to fall. (Source: "An Introduction to the Philosophy of Ramalinga Swami" by Dr C. Srinivasan, Ilakkia Nilayam, Trichy, 1968)
Dr. C. Srinivasan retraces Ramalinga Adigal's footsteps. He says that he has tasted the bliss of all the sixteen stages contemplated by the Vedas, by the permutation and combination of the four paths, such as Devotion  (Sariyai), Action (Kriyai), Meditation (Yogam), and Wisdom (Jnanam), one after another and attained higher and truer perfection with the aid of the Supreme Grace, besides the ultimate goal of all the six heavenly avenues including Vedantham and Siddhantham, leading to Divinity. He has further given an exposition of his admittance into Sanmargam by the bounteous and boundless descent of the auspicious Supreme Being in him which has resulted in his immortality.
சரியை நிலை நான்கும்
ஒரு கிரியை நிலை நான்கும்
தனி யோக நிலை நான்கும்
தனித்தனி கண்டறிந்தேன்
உரிய சிவ ஞான நிலை நான்கும்
அருள் ஒளியால் ஒன்றொன்றா அறிந்தேன்
மேல் உண்மை நிலை பெற்றேன்
அரிய சிவ சித்தாந்த வேதாந்த முதலாம்
ஆறந்த நிலை அறிந்தேன்
அப்பால் நின் றோங்கும்
பெரிய சிவ அனுபவத்தால் சமரச சன்மார்க்கம்
பெற்றேன் இங் கிறவாமை உற்றேன் காண் தோழி. 
Armed with these tools, the Nadi reading that came as a revelation and remained a constant guide in my life, the list of names of the Siddhas, the picture of Agathiyar, the yantra, and personal gurus to guide me, and a whole lot of new experiences, his presence in the form of a statue, and his company, I continued worship to Agathiyar and began to serve him.

Wednesday, 1 April 2020

SERVING AGATHIYAR

"Who are you?" asks Tavayogi and Gowri Arumugam in the opening verses of their opening song "Karunai Vihiyaal" from the audio album "Agathiyar Geetham". So who is Agathiyar? The Tamil film industry gave us a movie piecing together the many episodes from Agathiyar's life onto celluloid that has come to be a treasure for all those who wanted to know him. We too have come to know him in rather a much different way; not as a mythical figure or a legendary hero, or as some who tucked him away in the pages of history or placed him in the museums or relegated him to the dinosaur age. What they fail to realize is that he is living among us, very close or Sameepam as the scriptures say. He has been a living guru to us although still evading us from showing his form. But we are not interested in that are we, for we understand that they are beyond all forms, only taking one to please their devotees. Our journey although teeny weeny compared with all that has happened since the beginning of time in this Cosmos is one that we take pride in and one of joy. Walkthrough our journey and that of Agathiyar in the following video as we bring you a glimpse of him in all our undertakings.


I learned about him and his Nadi for the very first time, from the late medical astrologer and Siddha practitioner Dr.Krishnan in 1996. I had asked him if his predictions might not materialize since none that he told me happened. Yes, he answered if we carried curses. "Can the horoscope bring some light on this?", I asked. "No, the only way is to seek the Nadi", he replied. That was the very first time I heard about Agathiyar and the Nadi. 

In 2002, my colleague, after sharing his experience in seeing the Nadi two years prior, fixes an appointment with Sivabalan to have Sentilkumar read my Nadi. I get to know the man, Agathiyar in person or to be more precise Agathiyar reveals what he had written about me in the past on dried and treated palm leaves, that now have come to be in the possession of a clan of Nadi readers called Valluvar. I was surprised that besides me, my parents and siblings and relatives and friends, there was someone else who knew me too. I got to know about my past and future, surprising me further. Moving ahead to 2003, when I meet my very first guru Supramania Swami of Tiruvannamalai I was surprised to see him predict about my future. How is all this possible?

Agathiyar having shown numerous miracles on my maiden journey to India, told me in the Nadi after I returned, that the miracles would continue back in Malaysia, to the extent that it would become very much a daily affair. True, these days we keep asking Agathiyar who is he, each time we settle down to reflect on the miracles that he dishes out. True to what Agathiyar said, the surprises that life has thrown at me, which every single occurrence I chose to see as a miracle kept us going strong. Swami Vivekananda wrote in the preface to his "Raja Yoga", Advaita Ashrama, Calcutta, 1998, 
The idea of supernatural beings may rouse to a certain extent the power of action in man, but it also brings spiritual decay. It brings dependance; it brings fear; it brings superstition. It degenerates into a horrible belief in the natural weakness of man. There is no supernatural says the yogi but there are in nature gross manifestations and subtle manifestations. The subtle are the causes the gross the effects. The gross can be easily perceived by the senses; not so the subtle. 
True. Dependency, fear, superstition, a general belief in the weakness of one to overcome problems or even finding solutions or solving problems or making decisions for that matter are all by-products that come to settle along the way. But Agathiyar made sure we do not succumb to these weaknesses. Although we had faith and belief that he existed, we chose not to go crying to him for every small thing. He groomed us in such a way as to stand on our feet, proud but humble that we are serving him and that he lives in us. Agathiyar who we came to know as Agathin Easan or the Siva Within, although might seem like a supernatural being, capable of performing "magic" and miracles or Siddhis, we knew that he resides both externally in the other realms and closer to home, internally, residing in the very deep reaches of one's heart's recesses and that he moves in us as the breath. He is Lord Siva whom we worship in the temples when we walk the path of Sariyai; he is the guru who stands by us and teaches us the rituals and scriptures when we walk the path of Kriyai; he is a companion coming within as the breath when we walk the path of Yogam, and finally, He comes as the light within all of us when we arrive in Jnanam. 

Calling us to his path, he asks to worship him, the rests of the Siddhas and other deities. What started as worship to the Siddhas, has taken a new turn with the blessings and grace of Agathiyar. Bringing us to worship him, Agathiyar led us through several stages of the soul and spiritual development and advancement. Introducing us to worship, he brought us to Sariyai. We engaged in cleaning the temple premises and preparing, setting up, etc to host the rituals or puja. Rather than be a passive bystander at rituals in temples, Agathiyar, and our gurus, brought us to actively participate in these rituals, having encouraged and taught us the finer points of these activities. We engaged in purchasing, preparing, cooking, packing serving, doing charity, etc to both devotees and the public. Gaining the merits that came with Sariyai and Kriyai, the road turned inwards. Going into yogic postures and holding them we were brought into the moment and the act, just as the many engagements and activities in Sariyai and Kriyai required us to be focussed. But here in Yoga it was a union between you and your soul, you and your body, you and your breath, you and your mind as opposed to the earlier two stages where your concentration and train of thoughts could easily be broken by other devotees, participants, and onlookers around us. Yoga is a time dedicated to the self and its recognition. If Sariyai and Kriyai were all about learning to live with the community, association, and temple, and learning to bridge the physical realm with the subtle unseen realms, Yoga is a time to engage in knowing the self, bridging the physical with the soul. Agathiyar has asked that we take up the techniques taught by Tavayogi to us many years back, which would aid in us moving within on a new adventure that awaited us, a walk on the path of Jnana.



As to my question, "How do we repay his kindness and compassion? How can we repay his care and love?", Malarvathy wrote after reading my earlier posts,
Great Anna. Yes you r right. We don't deserve to be showed kindness n compassion by Appa. As u said last time Thavayogi Ayya walked in jungle n caves. We didn't do such still Appa came for us. I'm spending my precious time with Appa by doing
1. Prayers everyday wit songs.
2. Light up vilaku wit veppanai and pure nei.
3. Drinking Thulasi water daily.
4. Spending 12min  in meditation
5. Doing yoga as per Thavayogi Ayya guidance.
6. Doing breathing exercise as shown by Mahin.
7. Clearing my blockage like you shown to us.
8. As your post Tradition, currently I'm following my meals time as well.
9. Reading siddhaheartbeat posts that i missed earlier.
I will continue all the steps properly Annaa. This is how i can repay to our beloved Appa. Spending my precious time wit Appa during MCO.
Mahin wrote in about his activities in these days of partial lockdown that was posted earlier.
What have I had done for these 7 days while staying at home?
- Obviously, work from home
- Purification of the nerves (Nadi Suddhi)
- Basis Exercises to stretch the muscles
- Basic Yoga
- Meditation
- Recite Arutperum Jothi Agaval / Siddhargal praise
- Did small Homam
- Gardening
- Playing with my 1-year baby
This is time well spent by Mahin and Malar during this period of partial lockdown. 

From engaging with the outside world, one slowly moves within. Gathering a myriad of experiences first from external dealings with the world around us, we move to internal experiences that according to Ramalinga Adigal, can only be spoken of to a certain extent for the experiences that go beyond those stages cannot possibly be spoken about or put into words. I guess one would then chose to remain silent and quiet, reminding us of the numerous Mouna Gurus or Silent Ones. 

As I was thinking about going into self-imposed exile, Agathiyar told me that it was not time yet to do so, for there was more that he would reveal and for me to share. I understood that he and we were an electrical conduit and an appliance, as in humanity and at home and in society, respectively. We can choose to be mere puppets in their hands and recede within into the dark corners of sorrow or we could channel the hand of God and be a tool of theirs bringing cheer and hope to others. The choice is ours.

Tuesday, 31 March 2020

THE BREATH OFLIFE

When an 80-year-old man came to Yogi Ramsuratkumar, the Yogi told him to take Amla which saw his sight improve. Similarly, it came as a surprise when Agathiyar told my 82-year-old father-in-law to start doing Surya Namaskar. Although he complains he could not even squat or bend his knees, deep within I knew that Agathiyar would not say something unless he pretty well knew that one could do it if he tried. Similarly, Agathiyar says that he only gives that much of suffering that we could shoulder, nothin more. When we crumble under the pressure and beg for some relief, he relieves us of the burden, not wanting to hurt us further. But bear in mind that the suffering shall come back to us in the future when we are much stronger to handle it.

When I went for my very first Nadi reading in 2002, Agathiyar spoke about the present, the past including the past birth, and predicted my future. He gave a general picture of my life and the events that would take place, including mentioning that as I step into my sixties I shall face an affliction or illness in the form of breathing difficulties, but assured that it shall be countered through performing agamas and overcome by their grace.

After my nephew and I had schemed to get Tavayogi to part with us a Yogic practice that he was conducting in a local chapter of his Peedham in Malaysia in 2008, I had faithfully carried them out for years until I began to experience an extreme, excruciating and shooting pain that originated in my lower back which then went all the way down to my right foot. It happened as I was cleansing my throat forcefully while having my shower one morning. I froze for several moments not able to move even an inch. I had to drag myself to my bed. The pain continued with me, affecting my mobility initially; then I could not even stand. Later I could not even sit upright. This was followed by difficulty in getting out of bed. Finally, the pain was so great that it woke me up from my sleep. I was given a clean slate by the doctors, not finding any problem with either my kidneys, or my backbone, and they ruled out the formation of stones too. So why was I going through this pain? They put me under physiotherapy for some time, which brought some relief at that moment, but the pain came back to torture me.

That is when I decided to ask Agathiyar the reason for my pain and suffering. He surprised me with his indifference to my suffering. He brushed it aside telling me that it was superficial in nature and asked me not to be bothered by it. He then went on to explain the changes that had taken place in my (various) bodies and ask that I immediately stop doing all forms of yogic exercises. He named some Siddha herbs asking me to consume them for 48 days and later added on an additional 24 days. Meanwhile, I carried on with my physiotherapy in the government clinic and practiced certain exercises that were given to be done at home. Once when I was with my physiotherapists she asks if I was continuing the exercises for my back. I was diligently doing it at home. She asks that I do it in front of her. As I stretched myself into one of the five positions, on the hospital bed, suddenly I was relieved off the pain just as immediately as it had occurred back then in my shower. I cried out in relief. It was as if a knot had untangled and given way in my lower back. I was relieved of the pain, a pain that I endured for 2 1/2 years.

After 5 years the pain came back when I sneezed as I crossed the road. When Bala came over with the prasad and sacred ash that he received at Dhanvantri's temple and to share stories of his pilgrimage, Dhanvantri came through a devotee to apply his sacred ash and bring relief to my back. Tavayogi who was in Malaysia then for my daughter's marriage passed me a herbal pill too. After some time the pain subsided, without me realizing it.

But the pain came back in 2018 again. While Agathiyar prescribed further herbal Siddha medicines to consume and apply too, Lord Muruga decided to end it once and for all, by performing a miracle. He simultaneously came in a Nadi reading and through a devotee, explaining to us what he was doing to rid me of the pain. He treated my causal body that carries the source of the pain by stroking my back with peacock feathers. All who were gathered that day were asked to sing the Arutperunjhoti mantra and the glass of water was given to me to drink. The pain subsided in the days to come. This miracle reminds me of the time my parents had brought me to a Chinese shaman who was our neighbor to save me. I was a child purging severely then. Consulting the Gods, the medium told my parents to give me in adoption to them which my parents did. Since then the Gods have always been looking over my shoulder. When I grew up I could remember the Sinseh chant and hit himself with the blind end of the sword, his bare shoulders and back becoming red from the blows he gave himself. Finally, he would write certain Chinese characters with red ink on a strip of yellow paper and burn it. He collects the ash into a glass of water and gives it to me to drink. This was my prescription to combat all illnesses in my youth. I only stepped into the general hospital when I was bitten by a dog, fearing that I could catch rabies. 

After Agathiyar began to come through others to address us, beginning this year, providing another avenue and option besides the numerous Nadi readings we have had, surprisingly he asks me to revisit the pranayama techniques taught by Tavayogi, particularly those that help clear the breathing. He advocated us to take only lukewarm water besides drinking it with Tulasi leaves. After having me take his Agathiyar Kuhambu that helped to clear the stockpile of kazhivu or toxins inside the body, he had me consume another concoction daily to even cleanse deeper. He asks me to refrain from going out unless very necessary. I adhered to all that I was told. But since I had to send my mother for her bi-annual check-up at the hospital, I had to leave home. I caught the flu, after 4 years. After I retired I never fell sick, confirming the statement from my Architect that we worked in a sick building, built in the eighties. Even prior to moving to the HQ, I used to fall sick often at the project site. Once the doctor suggested that the presence of oil palm trees in the vicinity of the project site might be a contributing factor. It all stopped the moment I stayed at home after retirement. There was no avenue now for me to catch the virus through touching doorknobs, using phones, touching keyboards, shaking hands with others and off course from transmission through the air particles.

So when I caught the flu at a time where we are all anxious about the dreaded Coronavirus, I was worried too. Except for the flu, I have no other signs to indicate that I had caught this virus. But the flu seems to be stubborn for it has taken me 21 days to fully recover. The common cold and flu that most people brush aside and carry on with their work always knocks me down for days. If others are relieved in a couple of days, I would suffer 10 days as it would lead to sinus and blockage of the nasal passages on my face and forehead. I am relieved to know that mine was not chronic in nature that would take three months or longer to heal.
Chronic sinusitis occurs when the spaces inside your nose and head (sinuses) are swollen and inflamed for three months or longer, despite treatment. This common condition interferes with the way mucus normally drains. (Source: https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/chronic-sinusitis/symptoms-causes/syc-20351661)
I had to bear with the discomfort all my working years when finally I landed upon a miracle cure in 2014, pointed out by my neighborhood pharmacist. When I went in to get more antibiotics, as I had not gained any relief even after having completed the earlier course, she suggested that I stop taking antibiotics and recommended that I try using a Sinus Rinse Starter Kit. It was a modern version of the ancient practice of Jala Neti or nasal irrigation. The NeilMed Sinus Rinse Starter Kit, is a modern-day neti pot that comes with special salt (USP grade [purity level 99% or higher] sodium chloride and sodium bicarbonate mixture to be dissolved in warm water) to help flush the sinuses. And what do you know? All the mucus just dripped out of my nostrils without any effort on my part. I got immediate relief. Amazing!

When Agathiyar told a devotee the need to keep the home clean that would assure good health, we never knew that that would stretch to include cleaning the country up too. He had asked me to stay indoors and refrain from going out unless very necessary. What was thought to be a piece of personal advice for an individual seems to be the norm these days and applies to all. Agathiyar had told my in-laws to stay with us too, telling them that they should not be left alone. But we never anticipated, nor did he tell us or warn us of the impending danger that was lurking and has spread like wildfire. Were these subtle messages that Agathiyar passed on to us? So like everybody else, fearing the threat of the Covid-19 virus, I too am under house arrest for additional reasons. Agathiyar has given me a regime to help go within. He has asked that I start doing the pranayama exercises taught by Tavayogi which were put on hold by Agathiyar since 2011, focusing on the exercise that expels the breath with force and spitting out the sputum. A similar exercise is recommended and shared by another guru to be put into practice in these times of extreme danger at https://youtu.be/kWEIJs5FFjA

Just as he appears like and as the picture or an idol to one who desires to see him in that form, when we go within he too comes within. These days are spent in his company in his space, the room that we had allocated to him as his shrine, where he has asked that I sleep in too. He has asked that we kindle the lamp to burn bright and similarly to kindle the flame within. If my parents lit the flame of devotion to the deities in me, I continued lighting it daily in my life. Supramania Swami came to ignite the flame of devotion towards the guru. Tavayogi then came along to nurture the flame, keeping it alive for some 12 years. After the demise of my gurus, Agathiyar and Ramalinga Adigal with the other Siddhas have begun to kindle the flame to burn brighter, working to bring salvation to us. Thank you Dear God. We know that we do not deserve to be shown such kindness and compassion. How can we repay your kindness and love, but become you? I guess that becoming a Siddha like you would please you the most. Please lead the way and we shall follow, dear guru.

Sunday, 29 March 2020

TRADITIONS

In the wake of the pandemic that we are facing now, we have begun to appreciate and understand the traditions and customs of our elders in the past.



THE NEXT PHASE OF THE SIDDHA PATH 2

With the advent of the Coronavirus, we are all the more reminded to appreciate the breath. I have begun to appreciate each breath that I take in too. Tavayogi once said that the breath is God. I remember how my nephew and I had cornered Tavayogi to share these techniques when he had pitched a night in my nephew's home during his visit to Malaysia in 2008. As he was used to taking a walk in the mornings around his ashram grounds, he felt caged during the days of his stay in Malaysia. Upon daybreak, he initiated to me that we take a walk around the neighborhood. As we returned to my nephew's home, I asked if he would teach us the Asanas and Pranayama techniques that he was sharing at the local chapter of his Peedham in Batu Caves. He remained quiet. On reaching home, he said that he would teach them that brought us joy and happiness. We went through the phase with him leading the way. Later for the purpose of documenting the full regime of exercises, he agreed to do it again for the sake of us. This was recorded on video and has been a guide to us in carrying out the techniques. 

Wherever he practiced the technique upon waking up, be it at his ashram, our other places of residence, we could hear him bellow the air so loudly that it is heard outside the room. It made me wonder in awe at the amount of air that he takes in each breath. With regular practice, it had brought him to inhale a vast amount of air that carried more prana within, a gentle reminder for us to do it regularly. As I did it I too could feel the prana that accompanied each breath expand to the verge of exploding within. Every single cell was rejuvenated by the breath that we took and expelled again. 

As Swami Akhandananda says at https://www.siddhayoga.org/2018/april/finding-stillness-in-every-breath, indeed the breath connects us to the outside world and brings both tranquility and nourishment to us. Bringing us into Yogam this instance, Agathiyar and Ramalinga Adigal together with our gurus and the rest of the Siddhas have initiated breathing exercises bringing us into awareness of the breath that in turn would bring tranquility and steadiness of mind. Agathiyar has asked that we adopt the techniques given by Tavayogi. Going back to Agathiyar and reporting that the mind does not settle down, he agrees that it would not and cannot be tamed, asks that I adopt a technique to clear and cleanse my internals first before engaging in the practice. He had me consume the Agathiyar Kozhumbu and turn to a drink that I needed to prepare and consume daily. If the former cleared my house that I had been cooped in, carrying all the rubbish with me for the past 60 years, in a terrifying way, the later did a fairly and pretty good job of throwing off the remaining litter that was still lodged in the nooks and corners.

After 51 days, having missed a couple of days when I had to attend to extremely important issues on hand, I stopped taking it a couple of days back. I shall await his command if there is a need to continue or otherwise. Each morning I usher in the morning air that brings with it the coolness and energy or prana rejuvenating my body, senses, and mind. This is only available in large amounts in the early hours before the dawn of the day, as there is no pollution then from the factories, the vehicles on the road and equally no dust from all the movements. The quietness that prevails helps the mind settle fast. When the whole world is fast asleep every small noise is amplified. During this period the hearing, the sight, the smell, the taste buds, the touch is all equally amplified or improved. As my eyesight improved I had to make a new pair of glasses with a prescription power of 175 on my right and 150 on my left a vast contrast from what was 525 and 475 respectively in the '80s.


Our body is the biggest miracle that is so close to us that often we miss acknowledging. We are neither grateful nor treat it with respect and gratitude. We treat it as a vehicle to ferry our soul and dump it when it doesn't serve our purpose anymore. The Siddha, on the contrary, takes special care of it bringing it with him as he leaves the physical world. The body has the ability to rejuvenate and heal itself, by taking good care of it and of course with some assistance from certain food intakes and supplements that are known to the Siddhas.

It is said that if one lives till 120 he might see new teeth grow. It is said that the cells are replaced every seven years becoming practically a new person because, in that time, every cell in our body has been replaced by a new cell. We read a quote from The New York Public Library's Science Desk Reference (Stonesong Press, 1995) in https://www.livescience.com/33179-does-human-body-replace-cells-seven-years.html.
There are between 50 and 75 trillion cells in the body.... Each type of cell has its own life span, and when a human dies it may take hours or day before all the cells in the body die." (Forensic investigators take advantage of this vaguely morbid fact when determining the cause and time of death of homicide victims.)
Red blood cells live for about four months, while white blood cells live on average more than a year. Skin cells live about two or three weeks. Colon cells have it rough: They die off after about four days. Sperm cells have a life span of only about three days, while brain cells typically last an entire lifetime (neurons in the cerebral cortex, for example, are not replaced when they die).
But another site https://curiosity.com/topics/does-your-body-really-replace-itself-every-7-years-curiosity/ while agreeing to some facts refutes the others.
... the cells that line your stomach can renew as fast as every two days, since they're often in contact with digestive acid. Cells that make up your skin are replaced every two to three weeks. Red blood cells, meanwhile, last for about four months. White blood cells, the main players in fighting infections, can last from a few days to a little over a week. In contrast, your fat cells live a fairly long time — an average age of 10 years. The bones in your body also regenerate about every 10 years. Other parts of your body are just as old as you are. For example, brain cells don't regenerate as you age, although recent studies say that cells in your hippocampus, the part responsible for memory, can regrow. Your tooth enamel is never replaced, and the lenses of your eyes are also with you for life.
When an 80-year-old came and complained to Yogi Ramsuratkumar that he was losing his sight, the Yogi advocated that he take Nelli or Amla or Indian Gooseberry. The man regained perfect eyesight. Anything is possible as far as the Siddhas are concerned. Their acts defy the laws of nature and common law. These then we regard as miracles. Just as the body is the greatest miracle it is also a great mystery.

As it is said that when the breath is steady, the mind naturally flows, Agathiyar and Ramalinga Adigal have begun us on observing the breath first. The mind shall settle on its own accord or eventually its thought waves dissolve. "This yogic discipline culminates in a state of fully absorbed meditation", we learn at https://www.siddhayoga.org/2018/april/finding-stillness-in-every-breath. The tool used here is pranayama. From active and conscious inhalation and exhalation as taught by Tavayogi, with the breath reaching a fair distance before us, we then settled down to take long and sustained breaths that quieten down and settle between the eyebrows, traveling within now. Bringing the breath to move silently, it travels a minute distance before it is brought to anchor at the Agnai. The breath is used to assist in bringing the soul to merge with the spirit. The breath does not leave the spot we are told as in the case of the Siddhas. This is samadhi or summa eruppathu or just being, we are told.

Tavayogi did not teach us to retain the breath in Kumbhaka. Only recently did Agathiyar and Ramalinga Adigal spell this out to us, a momentary retention of the breath. We are not to take a full breath and hold it physically struggling to retain it, but on the contrary, we are to retain it within between the eyebrows, only a teeny weeny breath that does not cause any discomfort or harm to us. In this moment of retention, we are to recite silently the first Diksa mantra given to us, invoking our guru. As Thavathiru Rengaraja Desigar expounds the Siddhas shall move our breath henceforth without our attempt or effort. This is a safe means to a practice that can otherwise bring unimaginable troubles.