Saturday, 18 April 2020

THE TRANSFORMATION PART 1

On my very first meeting with Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal in 2005, I fell at the feet of Tavayogi as I was about to leave. Tavayogi stepped back and told me I should only fall at the feet of Agathiyar and no one else. I asked Tavayogi to pardon me for doing so since I was ignorant to which Tavayogi, he said “Ignorance has left you. Body of Grace (Arul deham) has replaced your Delusive body (Marul deham)” something that did not make any sense then. Today I pretty well understand that what he meant and implied was that he had spoken about our purpose here. We need to come out of the darkness or Irul deham, that we took and came with us as a result of past karmas and vasanas, by first believing in and having faith in a superpower that created us and drives us. Then taking the hand of a guru, who come to bring the light in our lives and leads us eventually to the light. He helps us shed the Delusive body (Marul deham), converting it into the Body of Grace (Arul degam). Tavayogi did not add anything further. Neither did I ask for an explanation. I came to realized later that Tavayogi is a man of few words unless he takes the stage to address the public, where he can go on for hours. When Tavayogi mentioned those bodies, I went back to my collections of books for more information as to what he meant. I knew Ramalinga Adigal had sung on the various bodies and the changes that take place in them but his Arutpa songs were incomprehensible. I looked towards translations of them.

When I was in Vadalur in 2003, browsing at the books laid on a makeshift tabletop just adjacent to the Sathya Gnana Sabai, the salesperson, an old man reached for a nearby cabinet. He handed me a soiled book and asked if I wanted it. I flipped through the book and immediately grabbed it, not the least bothered about its appearance. I had since then presented this book something I treasured most as a parting away gift to Jnana Jhothiamma on her visit to AVM in 2013.

Swami Saravanananda in this book, an English translation of Ramalinga Adigal’s "Aruperunjhoti Agaval" published by Ramalinga Mission, Madras, says when one gains illumination of effulgence (Arutperunjhothi) his body becomes a pure or golden body. 
At whatever age the aspirant gains illumination or the effulgence enters in him or emanates from within, some remarkable changes take place in the body-frame. The Divine Light seems to change the very cell of the body, with the result, that they seem to function in the opposite direction. Consequently, the old body becomes middle aged, then to youth of eighteen years, to twelve years (pure body), to eight years and finally five years (Pranava body). After five years the body grows to the size of the universe to become casual body or a body of gnosis (Gnana deham) which is the natural abode of the soul.
For these changes in the physical body to take place, the Divine Light or Arutperunjhothi has to come within. But the physical body that is tainted by the numerous malas or impurities has to be cleansed and all these malas eradicated first. This is possible through continuous thought of the divine and prayer. Marshall Govindan in his book "Babaji and the Eighteen Siddha Kriya Yoga Tradition", 1991, Kriya Yoga Publications (Reg), 196 Mountain Road, P.O.Box 90, Eastman, Quebec, Canada, reproduced with permission via e-mail), explains the nature and extent of this devotion as exemplified by Ramalinga Adigal.
He sings that one has to think incessantly, until he feels and melts with love for God. In such a melting mood one bursts into tears and sings praise of god and soothing warmth is produced in the aspirant. When this universal love and sacred warmth develops, the body as well as the soul became prepared for the descent of the grace, in the form of light.
With a certain amount of concerted effort on our part (as Tavayogi says the effort is needed until we reach the Svadistana chakra), by his grace, he steps in to continue his work of transforming our body. Just as our job is to plough the field, sow the seeds, irrigate the fields and provide sufficient manure, and wait for his grace and nature to do the rests, and then begin our work of harvesting, milling, making a dough out of it and cooking it, bringing it to the plate, and bringing it to the dining table. Our work ends with bringing the food into our mouth and chewing it, the rest of the process - digestion and absorption through the process of assimilation and excretion of whatever remnants of the food, are all natures work, not needing our attention or interference from us till the day we bring harm on ourselves and damage to it through our harmful habits and practice.

Similarly coming within, Ramalinga Adigal has on several occasions come to aid and teach us to bring the divine consciousness within us; aiding and helping us tap into the cosmic consciousness.  A psychic head aids as an antenna for this purpose.
With the descent of sufficient Divine Light the psychic head begins to emerge. According to Vallalar, this psychic head (a crown or diadem of light) is made up of a special and highly refined type of brain called Omkar brain. As soon as it emerges, it draws more cosmic light; the more the light the greater the growth of the psychic head.
With the advent of psychic head, more and more changes take place in the already purified body. The cells and thence the whole body begins to transcend the limits imposed on them by impure Maya (the grosser principle of nature) and try to break one more of its veils. The cells undergo alternate condensation and expansion for an unspecified period and the body slowly emerges out of its bondage and begins to grow. This expanding and ever prospering body, is called the subtle body or the body of Omkar or Pranava body.
This process was simplified into four stages and told to us recently by Agathiyar: From Asudha deham becoming a Sudha deham and furthering to become a Pranava deham and finally attaining the Gnana deham or Oli deham. From the Asudha deham, with preparation and several practices and through several techniques and special care, the Kalivu or "dirt", "toxins" or impure maya are removed. The body goes through a purification process. The veils fall away one at a time as we progress, releasing the body from the shackles of its own limitations and begin to grow a spiritual growth. A Sudha deham is achieved, void of all physical impurities.

Agathiyar then points us to Yoga as a tool to bring us to move forward in this transition and transformation of the Sudha deham to becoming a Pranava deham. Swami Saravanananda elaborates on the process further.
With this perfection comes perfect knowledge. He (Vallalar) also seemed to have been bestowed with the third eye, after his body had attained perfection. This third eye enabled him to gain knowledge of the whole universe and all the individual beings contained in it. He assets that his knowledge penetrated and pervaded layer upon layer of the varied types of universes. The third eye enabled Vallalar to have tier upon tier of divine experiences. With the advent of this eye, the body sheds whatever subtle impurities it possesses.
Swami Saravanananda explains that it is no mere feat or one that can be accomplished overnight.
According to Vallalar, it takes a long time to perfect the Pranava body; the minimum period required is twelve years and the maximum is 108 years. With the functioning of the third eye, the transformation of the Pranava body is completed and the next and final stage of transformation into the Gnostic body (Gnana deham) starts. The transformation of the Pranava body into a Gnostic body begins with the functioning of the third eye. 
With yoga, the psychic heat or Tava Kanal emerges within. 
Slowly his body through the intensity of concentration of the mind begins to generate the flame of lapses, popularly known as psychic heat. Slowly the quantity of psychic heat is increased due to intense meditation and concentration on the universal effulgence. The extreme heat generated in the body produces smoke at first; this smoke gathers up in volume and escapes through the junction of the parietal bones of the skull (Brahma Randhra). The psychic smoke clears off and enhanced illumination results. This light (Tegas) is also called as the aura or nimbus.
Again we are cautioned about the pain and agony of the process.
During this period, the body and mind undergoes untold stress. Vallalar often mentions about the sufferings that he had undergone since he was twelve years old.
Marshall Govindan says, 
In many verses [in the Thiru Arutpa] Ramalinga sings of how his ‘impure body’ of ‘impure elements’ was transformed into a pure body of pure elements, called a golden body of immeasurable carats (Swarna deham). Ramalinga described several successive transformations:
  • The transformation of the mortal human body into the perfect body (Suddha deham), achieved by universal spiritual communion and devotion to god; When this occurs, the material body of impure elements is transformed into a ‘body of pure light’, emitting a golden hue. This ‘golden body’ appears to be about twelve years of age.
  • The transformation of perfect body (Sudha deham) into the body of grace and light (Pranava deham). The body of grace (Pranava deham) according to him can be seen visually but it cannot be touched. It appears to be a heavenly child of about five to eight years of age.
  • The transformation into the body of wisdom (Gnana deham) and into the body of God supreme. The ultimate and greatest transformation in human evolution: a transmutation into the Godhead, which he referred to as merging with the body of supreme wisdom - the body of God supreme (Gnana deham).
In the foreword to Kumara Devar in Marshall Govindan's book, it was stated again that,
This saint, Kumara Devar, [the author of Sudha Sadhagam], has sung of the progressive transformation of the darkness abounding human body or Irul deham into delusive body or Marul deham, then into the Pranava Deham which could be seen and felt. In an advanced state it is transformed into body of grace or Arul deham, which could only be seen as a mirage or a rainbow. With his grace, it merges with Shiva and enjoys eternal bliss in Shivadvaita union.
Rao Saheb K. Kothandapani Pillai BA in the foreword to Dr. C Srinivasan's "An Introduction to the Philosophy of  Saint Ramalingam", writes,
These transformations occur in the body of the aspirant according to the intensity of spiritual warmth produced in him. The body is deprived of all its dross or impurities and made pure, fit for divine absorption (Sudha deham). 

  • The body of love or Sudha Deham or Anbu Uru gives the experience, Uyir Anubhavam; 
  • while the body of grace or Pranava Deham or Arul Uru gives the Arul Anubhavam and 
  • finally the body of bliss or Gnana Deham or Inba Uru gives the Siva Anubhavam. 
It is interesting to see a pattern among the many states or stages of transformation through the various bodies of matter. In the context of the ordinary man, the Siddhas transformation of the physical takes us into Sariyai, Kriyai, and Yogam, where after the fifth state as described in Patanjali's Yoga, we reverse and go inwards, refraining from paying attention to and attachment of the material world, and finally take a leap into Gnanam. To one who has traveled the earlier stages and come to Yogam, Agathiyar and Ramalinga Adigal speak of the progression as beginning with Asuddha deham turning it into a cleansed Sudha deham and becoming Pranava deham to finally attain Gnana deham. In the eyes of Kumara Devar, the author of Sudha Sadhagam, he sees "the progressive transformation of the darkness abounding human body or Irul deham into the delusive body or Marul deham, then into the Pranava deham which in an advanced state is transformed into a body of grace or Arul deham."

From an article on the net, we are told of the various kosas or sheaths that cover our body, running parallel to the various dehams or bodies described above. The author speaks of the inward journey beginning the very moment he becomes aware of the divine presence working through him. He then surrenders to the will of God, hence surrendering the sheath of his intellect or Vinjnanamaya Kosham. When the transformation from the influence of the mind-stuff begins moving towards the full surrender to the divine, the individual has begun to be liberated, becoming literally a beacon of bliss-light. As the divine attributes of the atman or self that manifest in the very subtle sheath of bliss (Anandamaya Kosham) that surrounds the soul (atman) come to be known, transforming the very subtle part of the being, he verily becomes a guide, a guru and a saint. He moves from an ordinary man to become a saint. All his experiences and knowledge are then tailored to teach him the higher and deeper aspects of the self or Atman. The teachings that were focussed on gaining experience in life and knowledge for living in the physical world, shifts to that of knowing the soul and one's true purpose and mission. He becomes well informed and knowledgeable not through the normal means of attaining them but is informed by the divine attributes within him. The divine attributes of the atman or self manifest in the very subtle sheath of bliss or Anandamaya Kosham that surrounds the soul or atman. When the transformation of that very subtle part of the being has been given fully to the divine, the individual becomes literally a beacon of bliss-light. Simply being in the presence of such a being is uplifting. Such an elevated individual is often acknowledged as a saint.

Before he attains this state he has to put in sufficient spiritual practices, bringing an awareness of the divine working through them. Once aware of the divine presence, "he has already begun the transformational process and surrendered the sheath of the intellect (Vinjnanamaya Kosham) where the analytical or intellectual component of the being is fully informed by the divine light attributes, accumulating experiences and knowledge enlightened by the higher deeper aspects of self. Such Sage has digested and integrated the informed divine light into the analytical aspects of the being."
As the intellect undergoes this transformation, the mental sheath (Manomaya Kosham), associated with the senses, is similarly transformed. Of course, this individual is fully aware of the divine as the prime mover. Since the ego has been given to the divine, every action related to the senses is observed and understood to be none other than the indwelling god or goddess doing the experiencing and enjoying. Such a Buddha can enjoy all the senses without fear of confusion or being lost spiritually in them. For the great tantric who have attained to this state, conventional rules which guide and provide stability, safety, and structure are irrelevant.
The guide, guru, saint, and sage understanding that all his actions henceforth are that willed by the divine, brings these actions to life without having the guilt of accumulating fresh karma and the need to take on another birth as a result. He is a "buddha" breaking all conventional rules. He becomes a Jivanmukta or one who is freed while living.
As the divine light descends into the sheath of energy (Pranayama Kosham) the entity becomes a Siddha in the truest sense of the word. As defined in the Upanishads, a Siddha is one who has progressed from the exalted ‘state of freed while living’ (Jivanmukta) to ‘supremely free with full power over death’ (Paramukta). This state is referred to in Siddhantha literature as Soruba Mukti or Soruba Samadhi. This Paramukta will rarely retain the transformed physical frame and when so, remains as an avatar. 
From http://www.ramalinga.com we come across a translation of Ramalinga Adigal's song pertaining to this transformation.
"I have realized here the triple indestructible body of Sudha Deha (the pure physical body), a perpetual and blissful Pranava body (Pranava Deha) and an all-pervading and ever-growing or ever-prospering Knowledge-body of the divine Conscious Force (Gnana Deha) in order to make the play of self-giving of myself everywhere."
Acharya Gurudasan wrote a piece on yoga for Siddha Heartbeat some years back. He too speaks about the various bodies from the aspect of Kriya Yoga.
The sadhana of Babaji's Kriya Yoga (BKY) is a collection of 144 exercises and spiritual practices for Self realization and transformation in all of our five bodies or Koshas or the 5 sheaths or bodies of our existence namely: physical, vital, mental, intellectual and spiritual. Hence Kriya Yoga is a 5 phased integral approach to attain God-realization. Each of them addresses one or more of the koshas. 
  • Kriya Hatha Yoga: includes asanas, bandhas, and mudras, psycho-physical gestures, all of which bring about greater health, peace and the awakening of the nadis or the energy channels, the chakras. Babaji has selected a particularly effective series of 18 postures, which are taught in stages and in pairs. The first objective of Kriya Hatha Yoga is deeply physical and mental relaxation. The variety of asana grants flexibility, lightness and buoyancy in the body relieving us of many disorders. The practice of the 18 asana series awakens the energy centers along the spine and kundalini, our potential power and consciousness.
  • Kriya Kundalini Pranayama: is a powerful breathing technique to awaken one’s potential power and consciousness and to circulate it through the seven principal chakras between the base of the spine and the crown of the head. It deals more directly with the subtler vital parts of the nervous system. Ultimately these pranayama will awaken the sushumna and direct kundalini upward through it.
  • Kriya Dhyana Yoga: is a progressive series of meditation techniques to learn the scientific art of mastering the mind - to cleanse the subconscious, to develop concentration, mental clarity and vision, to awaken the intellectual, intuitive and creative faculties, and to bring about the breathless state of communion with God, "Samadhi" and Self-Realization. It aims to bring the truth realized in our inner consciousness into our waking consciousness and become effective there. The level of our consciousness determines the nature and quality of the life we live. So, rather than trying to stop thoughts and drop into a void, our meditations focus on dynamic methods of strengthening the power of the mind, the power of visualization and stimulate a ready flow of intuition and inspiration, which can be used in our life.
  • Kriya Mantra Yoga: The word Mantra comes from ‘man’ + ‘tra’, meaning to protect the mind. The silent mental repetition of subtle sounds becomes a substitute for the "I" - centered mental chatter and facilitates the accumulation of great amounts of energy. The mantra also cleanses habitual subconscious tendencies. These are powerful seed syllables to awaken the intuition, the intellect and the chakras. They mantras also serve as a direct means of establishing communication with higher beings such as Babaji and the 18 Siddhas. 
  • Kriya Bhakti Yoga: the cultivation of the soul’s aspiration for the Divine. It includes devotional activities and service to awaken unconditional love and spiritual bliss; it includes chanting and singing, ceremonies, pilgrimages, and worship. Gradually, all of one's activities become soaked with sweetness, as the "Beloved" is perceived in all.
Ramalinga Adigal's experiences reflect the path Agathiyar brought us to too. Agathiyar on the onset educated us on karma. We are beginning to realize him and enjoy the bliss of his presence both in the external and within. However, we are yet to partake the Amrita that he speaks off.
"The Lord revealed me the chain of Cause and Effect that are spoken of in the respective scriptures of the Vedas and Agamas. I have seen and realized Him here in the world and enjoy the Bliss. I have happily partaken of Amrita (of Bliss) in the Realm where there is neither day nor night (the Truth World of eternal Light)."
Finally, he has a piece of advice for us all as do all the saints of the past. 
"Be careful to see that your heart remains vigilant and watchful without allowing it to indulge in wastefulness (wasting the opportunity). As the Lord has given me today Amrita of Bliss as food, know it to be the day which He has chosen for His manifestation here in the play of Knowledge and Perfection."

Thursday, 16 April 2020

THE SPIRITUAL GUIDES

I was going about living my life as anyone would. Then all that changed the moment Agathiyar stepped into my life. Actually, he was there all the while. It is just that I did not know. I was not receptive to his presence. I did not take notice of him. I was ignorant of the possibilities that existed beyond what we see, hear, smell, sense, and breath. I only knew what my physical senses captured and how my limited mind translated them then. I did not know of the existence of an invisible kingdom and its inhabitants that co-existed alongside our physical plane. Even when the subject about the Nadi and their documentation was made known to me as early as in the late nineties, it did not capture my attention nor my interest then. The late Dr. Krishnan was the first to talk about them. He was the first to asks me to pray too, mentioning the immense benefits one could gain from prayers. He was to be my very first upaguru.

The late Dr. Krishnan

Although Dr. Krishnan who was a medical astrologer and practitioner of Siddha medicine pointed me to the Nadi in 1996, it was only in 2002 that I walked into Sivabalan's home to check if my Nadi was available with Nadi Nool Aasan Senthilkumar of Avinashi. Agathiyar had a reading for me from three cantos or chapters of the Kaanda Nadi. The reading was in poetry form that was sung rather than read. It was amusing to listen to Agathiyar turn over my leaf and reveal about me to myself. The present was read which I could vouch to. Then he spoke about my past birth in Kerala as a Namboothiri or a Malayali Brahmin in the worship of Siva, and the horrors I did in my prime years and having regretted my actions in old age turned a good leave. Hence the reason for my birth. This was the perspective from my end. When a reading was made for my younger daughter, Agathiyar spoke about another birth of mine in Papanasam in which my daughter and wife had been with me. We were fruit sellers in the vicinity of the temple and had worshipped Agathiyar then. Hence the reason for this birth for all three of us. Then when Bala read his Nadi, it was revealed that we were in Batu Caves, Malaysia and the Sringeri Siva temple in past births. All these surprised us further. But we did not ponder further or venture to investigate them. We took the message from Agathiyar and started living it. 

Agathiyar had several directives for me in my first reading. Explaining the karma that I had brought onto myself from my past actions, he listed out remedies to follow. I did as told without further ado. He asked me to come to the worship of the Siddhas, besides worshipping Lord Ganapathy, Lord Siva and him. As the Siddha worship was new to me, he had the Nadi Guru conduct the ritual of Naadikku Dhaanam or paying obeisance to the instrument of revelation the Nadi and homage to its authors and caretakers the Siddhas. I did the prayers in the confines of the prayer room in Sivabalan's home. After the prayer, Sivabalan handed me a painting of Agathiyar to place at my altar and worship. I started worship to the Siddhas by reciting their names and placing flowers at the feet of Agathiyar, besides continuing with the worship of the other deities under the watchful eyes of the numerous gurus whose photos/paintings/pictures I had collected over time and that graced the walls of my prayer room.

After giving me these tasks Agathiyar crept back into the shadows leaving me to carry them out. He only asked me to come back for another reading in three years' time. Coming to the end of the stipulated period, saw me stand in the presence of Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal of Kallar ashram. He was in Malaysia to officiate a local chapter of his peedham. I wanted to verify if a leaflet announcing the intent of one Thaaiveedu Thangarasan MA to build a temple for Agathiyar in the Kallar hills, that was handed to me by Senthilkumar after the reading was from the visiting Swamiji. It was from him he replied. A document that was kept for three years brought me to my guru that day. I told him that Agathiyar had asked that I come to the path of the Siddhas. He told me that I had come to the right place and I shall learn from those who administered the local peedham. My wife and I were initiated with six others the same day. 

When I told Tavayogi that it was time I saw the Nadi again as directed by Agathiyar, Tavayogi pointed me to Nadi Guru Ramesh who was in town. As I stood at Ramesh's premises I never imagined that my life would change in its entirety. All that was said in the Nadi reading was about to be erased mysteriously after I was directed to meet Tavayogi again and get initiated immediately. I left to meet him immediately as directed. Agathiyar changed my fate that day and charted a new destiny. My journey of spiritual realization was to be re-initiated by Tavayogi that night. I was spared the troubles and problems of going through the mill. I had direct access to Tavayogi. A beautiful relationship between the guru and disciple began to blossom.

I never imagined that I would act fast on his invitation to go over to his Kallar Ashram, as it took me eight months to plan and finalize my maiden journey to India to carry out my remedies in 2003. I was practically at his Ashram a month after his departure to India. But Agathiyar tells me that he had initiated the move to go over immediately, in an otherwise sloth like me. A whole new world opened up upon my arrival in India, entirely varied from my first trip that was more of a tourist's perspective, except for the pinnacle of that journey where I was brought to my first guru Supramania Swami of Tiruvannamalai. 

The morning after my arrival at Kallar Ashram, Agathiyar had asked Tavayogi what he was going to gift me. This was relayed to me when I joined him for his usual morning walk to the small hamlet around the Ashram. Complying with his requests Tavayogi took me on an adventure of a lifetime, that no tourist would have had. He brought me to the sacred and hidden sites of the Siddhas, in the jungles and the caves besides visiting the abodes of the Siddhas at the more popular tourist destinations. I had a taste of Ashram life staying with him, feeding the native children, and buying them clothing and stationaries during my stay there. All these were new to me.

Returning home I ventured to carry out all that I had learned through this experience with my family. Soon Agathiyar began to send seekers and potential devotees to my home to watch and participate in our home puja. Agathiyar Vanam Malaysia (AVM) came to be formed to share our activities. Soon an offshoot of it Amudha Surabhi (AS) came to be, to channel the generous contributions from well-wishes towards feeding the hungry, and the poor. In time a formal organization was registered with the Registrar of Societies Malaysia and it came to be known as Persatuan Teman Setia. 

Agathiyar satisfied with the years of puja and charity has asked us to go within now. He brought me to close the groups in the Whatsapp platform. Having given them the tools to earn the rewards that come by from devotion and prayers, it is each man for himself now. "With their individual efforts, they shall come to me now", he reiterated again. He has shown us that for one to engage in Sariyai and Kriyai he can seek the company of many but when we are brought to go within, it is a solo journey, that of discipline and courage, effort and perseverance.  

As we embark on this new venture, an adventure in traveling and going within as opposed to the earlier flight up the stairs, trekking through the jungles, and overnight stays in caves, we are given tips to help us settle down after the adventurous and exhaustive activities in Sariyai and Kriyai. We are asked to go into Yoga that would help soothe the nerves and energize us with more prana, calming and bringing the state of body and mind to connect with the soul and spirit within, connecting with the numerous subtle bodies, and tapping into the sub-consciousness, consciousness, and super consciousness.

Yogi Maharshi Shuddhanand Bharati writes in his "Yoga For All", that yoga means union, communion, connection, touch, contact, and the yoking of the mind to the soul, the human to the divine in us, living in tune with the pure spirit that is our divine essence. Yoga purifies, unifies, transforms, perfects and divinizes human existence and heavenizes earth life. Yoga is life expansion. 

By bringing us to yoga, Agathiyar has brought us to transcend the earlier two stages Sariyai and Kriyai that is very much associated with a personal god or deity, its abode or a temple, rituals peculiar to certain sections of the society or community, often regarded as a cult or tradition or belief, that are upheld by certain followers. Yoga goes beyond all beliefs, faiths, races, and religions. "Harmony with nature is health; harmony with the divine spirit is yoga", quotes the Yogi.

We have taken for granted and lost sight of Mother Nature although she is right in front of us and all around us. We only tend to see life in the form of a person, at times in animals but rarely in the plants and organisms in the soil. Of course, if we are not aware of what is closest to us how can we be aware of the numerous stars in the night sky? When was the last time we saw the moon? Now we are forced to take notice of the tiny, tiny agent that causes the infectious disease, Coronavirus that has caused death, crippled man's movements and his earnings, and crippled nations and its economy. We are forced to go back to the basics in all our undertakings, right from adopting good basic hygiene and practice to appreciating the breath and nature. 

The Yogi's observation of Nature is a very timely reminder to man to start taking notice of nature. All she is asking is some respect for her.
She fills the earth with floral beauty, fertile greens, and golden yields. She has provided her children with ether, air, fire, water, and earth. The infinite sky, countless stars, the bright sun, beaming moon, the blessed rain clouds, boundless ocean, the vital air and the subtler ether, the majestic hills, the flowing streams, the fertile crops, the fire that warms us, the water that quenches our thirst and cleans, and the earth that provides a home for us are all gifts of nature given free of charge to one and alike, crossing beyond nations, community, race, religion, and beliefs.
She has provided for our hunger and thirst. She cradles us in her bosom. She heals us. She feels, she senses and she thinks. Each cell in us is connected to her. Her intelligence is evident in all of creation right from the minutest to the most expansive. 
Nature is the wonderful power that is in play in the game or lila or creation of God. All the rest are mere instruments of mine. Nature is God's manifesting energy. Everything is a manifestation of prana, a subtle imperceptible cosmic energy which pervades everything, everywhere. Electrons, protons, neutrons, magnetism, gravity, pressure, are all external forces of nature and a physical expression of prana. Mind, will, intellect, intuition, sensations, emotions are an extension of nature within us. 
Nature reminds us that,
Your body, life, and mind are my mechanism. I am the source of health and strength. Use my elements, live in tune with me, pure, free, simple, clean, calm, in equilibrium, peaceful and blissful. 
A form is important in that it is visible to the eye. There are many souls waiting eagerly in the queue to take on a physical body. We are lucky that we have been given one. Should not we take extra care of it?

"Yoga begins with a knowledge of the physical body and goes deeper into other planes", says the Yogi. Coming to yoga one brings within him the cosmic force or energy, hence all the more reason to strengthen the body to receive and contain the pent up energy.

The one vital cosmic force, the primeval principle of existence in all beings has several aspects to it says BKS Iyengar in his book "Light on Pranayama", HarperCollins Publishers, New Delhi, 1993. "The only perceptible expression of the functioning of prana is felt in the movements of the lungs activated by inner energy, causing respiration", he adds.

Going through his book, we realize that there is yet another form of battle, a more subtle one compared to the battles we have engaged in reading the earlier post, "The Battle Goes On" at https://agathiyarvanam.blogspot.com/2020/04/the-battle-goes-on.html The Chitta is a vehicle propelled by prana and vasana. "It moves in the direction of the more powerful force", says Iyengar. "The sadhaka is tossed about according to the movement of prana and vasana. If prana prevails then the desires are controlled, the senses held in check and the mind stilled. If the desires prevail the breathing becomes uneven and the mind gets agitated" he explains further.

Hence we understand why Agathiyar has told us to take to observing the breath and the prana as a tool to quieten and still the mind. After attempting I told him that it was not possible to get the mind to settle. He admitted that it was not a simple and easy task and did not mince his words. He told me it cannot be done. It is not possible to come out of it he firmly says.

Agathiyar equates the worldly life as a shackle that binds and bonds us to its hold. But nevertheless, he asked to put in the effort and graciously shows the way to achieve a state of calm. His advice goes as follows. He made me drink his Agathiyar Kuzhambu, a purgative and later gave me smaller doses of a drink daily for a thorough cleanse. He asked to pull the brake on the pull towards the external orientation. He asked to adopt the cleansing techniques as shown by Tavayogi before the commencement of meditation. Sticking the tongue out and breathing out will help clear the phlegm from the throat.

This is something like Huff Coughing:
Take a deep, slow breath to fully fill the lungs. Then, tensing your stomach muscles, make three rapid exhalations with your mouth open, making a "ha" sound with each exiting breath. Continue repeating this, keeping your core firm, until you feel the mucus breaking up. You can then take a deep cough to clear your lungs.(Source: https://www.verywellhealth.com/five-techniques-to-clear-mucus-from-the-lungs-914841)
Ramalinga Adigal tells us that it is this phlegm that kills us in old age. A friend's father in his eighties who was in very good health was admitted for breathing difficulties. The doctors removed phlegm that had clogged an otherwise healthy man. Ramalinga Adigal advocates taking the herb Karisalai daily helps expel the phlegm.

MA Kandasamy in his small but valuable booklet "Vallalar Vagutta Vazhgai Neri" describes the compassion and love of Ramalinga Adigal towards fellow men. Ramalinga Adigal confronts Erai as to why he is not gifting people with all the bliss and blessings that he had attain. Erai laments that he has been showering his grace to all just as he did to Ramalinga Adigal, but the people were not on the receiving end. They were not ready to receive his grace. He says that he is in all of nature. Only those who live in accordance with nature will be a receptacle to his grace he adds. "I had given them the gift of the herb Karisaalai (Eclipta prostrata commonly known as false daisy, yerba de tago, Karisalankanni, and Bhringraj). I had revealed its medicinal value to you which you had shared with them. But people ignored it." Recently Agathiyar too lamented that people are not following the lifestyle of a Siddha or சித்தர் வாழ்க்கை நெறி முறைகள்.

யாம்  இயற்கையே வடிவமாக உள்ளோம் இயற்கையை அனுசரித்து நடப்பவர்க்கே எம் அருள் பொருந்தும். உலகர் அனைவரும் நல்வாழ்வு வாழவேண்டுமென்பதற்காகவே கரிசலாங்கண்ணி எனும் தெய்வீக மூலிகையை உலகமெங்கும் விளைய வைத்தோம். அதன் மகத்துவத்தை யாம் உனக்குச் சொல்ல நீ அதை உலகுக்குப் போதித்தாய். அது குப்பையில் கிடைக்கும் மாணிக்க மென்று உணர்ந்தாரில்லை. கரிசலாங்கண்ணிக் கீரையின் இலைகளை அல்லது பொடியை உள் நாக்கை கைவிரலால் தேய்க்க வேண்டும். இதனால் தொண்டை சுவாசப்பை மூக்கு இவற்றிலுள்ள சளியும் கபநீரும் வெளியேறும். கபாலத்தில் உள்ள நீரும் வெளியேறிவிடும். ஒரு மணி நேரத்தில் மலங்கழிந்து பெருங்குடலும் சுத்தமாகி விடும். இக் கரிசலாங்கண்ணி மூலிகை மனித சமுதாயத்திற்கு இறைவனால் கொடுக்கப்பட்ட அமுத சஞ்சீவியாகும். ஆகவேதான் இம் மூலிகையைத் தினந்தோறும் எவ் வகையிலாவது ஆயுள் முழுதும் உட்கொள்ள வேண்டும் என்று வள்ளலார் திருவருட்பா வசன பாகத்தில் வற்புறுத்திக் கூறுகின்றார்.

Then Kandasamy shares a tip from Tirumular on a breathing technique and how to go into meditation exactly as what Agathiyar had told us too. One has to raise the breath to the spot between the eyebrows with gentle breathing via the throat. And exhaling through the throat for 15 rounds. The phlegm shall be expelled.

பின்பு வாசியைச் சுழிமுனைக்கு ஏற்ற வேண்டும். எப்படி எனில் தொண்டையில் சளி இருக்குமானால் அதை வெளியேற்ற எப்படி மூச்சை வேகமாக மேலே இழுப்போமோ அதைப் போல் மூச்சை மெதுவாகத் தொண்டை மூலம் இழுக்கவேண்டும். அப்படி மேலேற்றிய காற்றை தொண்டையின் மூலமாகவே கீழே இறக்க வேண்டும். இவ்வாறு மெதுவாகப் 15 தடவைகளாவது செய்ய வேண்டும். இதனால் நாசியிலும் தொண்டையிலுமுள்ள சளி வெளியேறும் என்று திருமூலர் கூறுகிறார்.

Sitting on a mat in meditation, bring your concentration to the spot between the eyebrows. Chant the mantra within. Do not interfere with the breathing but just watch it. Just observe the breath without doing pranayama or controlling the breath as in inhalation and exhalation. The breath will eventually settle.

இதைத் தொடர்ந்து அரைமணி நேரமாவது தியானம் செய்யவேண்டும். தரையில் பாயின் மீது அமர்ந்து மனத்தைப் புருவ மத்தியில் நிலை நிறுத்தியவாறு மந்திரத்தை நா அசையாமல் மனத்தில் உச்சரித்துக்கொணடே இருக்க வேண்டும். அவ்வமயம் மூச்சை இழுப்பதையும் விடுவதையும் நினைக்கவே கூடாது. சுவாசம் மெதுவாகத் தானே நடைபெறும். தியானமயமாகிவிட்டால் மூச்சு தானே அடங்கும். தியானத்தின் போது சுவாசம் மெதுவாக நடைபெறுவதால் நாம் உட்கொள்ளும் பிராண வாயுவின் அளவு குறைவு. ஆகவே ஆயுள் விருத்தி.

He writes about how Ramalinga Adigal proposes we kindle the light within us to burn with brilliance. The only way to do it is through bhakti. This was exactly what Ramalinga Adigal told us too.

இறைவன் ஜோதியாக நம்முள் இருக்கின்றார். அந்த ஒளியைப் பெருக்கிக் கொள்வதற்கு உதவியாக இருப்பது பக்தி உணர்வு மட்டுமே. ஜோதி நம் உள்ளத்தில் பெருகும் போது எவ்வகை நோய்களும் அணுகா.

திருக்கதவம் திறவாயோ திரைகளெலாம் தவிர்த்தே
திருவருளாம் பெருஞ்சோதித் திருஉருக்காட் டாயோ
உருக்கிஅமு தூற்றெடுத்தே உடம்புயிரோ டுளமும்
ஒளிமயமே ஆக்குறமெய் உணர்ச்சிஅரு ளாயோ
கருக்கருதாத் தனிவடிவோய் நின்னைஎன்னுட் கலந்தே
கங்குல்பகல் இன்றிஎன்றும் களித்திடச்செய் யாயோ
செருக்கருதா தவர்க்கருளும் சித்திபுரத் தரசே
சித்தசிகா மணியேஎன் திருநடநா யகனே.

In my earlier days prior to 2011, I had made it a practice to carry out the routine of cleansing and expelling the phlegm from the throat by taking a pinch of the Karisaalai herb in powder form and rubbing it against the uvula just as is explained above. This will cause us to automatically cough up and spit out the phlegm as a result of irritating the uvula. It was a very effective way to rid the phlegm.

But after years of doing it, one day as I coughed up, I felt a sharp pain in my lower back/right buttocks at the exact spot of the sciatic nerve, running right down to my toes of the right leg. I froze in pain. It took me a while to come out of my shower and get into bed. Consulting Dr. Krishnan he ruled out kidney problems and the presence of stones but asks me to see a doctor if it was a slipped disk. As the doctors could not find anything wrong with me, they put me on physiotherapy. It brought me temporary relief but the pain was there affecting my mobility initially and went to the extent that the pain woke me up from my sleep. I suffered for 2 1/2 years. Consulting Agathiyar in a Nadi reading he told me to drop all forms of practice including Yoga and asked me to consume certain herbs. I took them.

Once the physiotherapist asked me to show her the 5 exercises she gave me to do. As I knelt and moved into position to stretch my back and spine, I felt something snap and an instant relief was felt at the spot of the pain as if a knot had given way. I cried out in relief. The pain went away that day only to reappear in 2016 and appeared on and off over the next few years. Then in October of 2018, Lord Muruga came to heal me through a Nadi reading and simultaneously carrying out the treatment through a devotee with peacock feathers and the Arutperumjhoti mantra. It was truly amazing! The pain eventually went away without me realizing it.

In December of last year, Agathiyar asks me to hold the breath in Kumbaka for the very first time for the duration of the Diksa mantra. He asks to observe the breath. He asked to learn about the composition of the physical body or உடல் கூறு தத்துவங்கள் that Tavayogi had written about in his books first. Then in January of this year, Agathiyar told me to start back the Yoga techniques that we learned from Tavayogi, which were placed on hold by Agathiyar after the onset of my back pain.

What were mere text or the written words that we read those days have now come to be relived after putting into practice and experiencing it. No wonder Agathiyar always says that we are here to gain experiences and learn lessons. 

Wednesday, 15 April 2020

THE BATTLE GOES ON

Just when you think you have understood and comprehend lives mysteries and the mystical world of the Siddhas, something takes place that brings us back to square one. Take for instance trying to figure out and piecing together the puzzles of life. Watching so many episodes from the lives of so many people is akin to watching a mega serial. We can either watch it as entertainment or look for an inner meaning or message that comes across from these experiences. As Aesop's Fables always carried a moral of the story, we turn the leaf to study the underlying reasons and consequences to all these plays on this wide stage of life.

I was watching the CGI movie "Epic". A teenager finds herself transported to a deep forest setting and finds herself caught in between a battle between the forces of good and the forces of evil. Here the Boggans which are wicked creatures go against the Greens, tiny humanoid soldiers called Leafmen who protect the forest. Their queen maintains equilibrium in the jungle. When the malevolent leader of the bad guys who represents chaos and decay, Mandrake is sick of the prevailing balance in nature and attempts to wipe out the total greenery, into becoming rot, the teen joins the Leafmen in war trying to check and stop the rot setting in.

It is interesting to note that we are told Agathiyar brought a balanced equilibrium to the world too. Of course, the story goes that the world tilted as a result of the gods and goddesses converging at Mount Kailash to witness the grand wedding of Lord Siva to his consort, hence Agathiyar was called to go south to bring about a balance. Could his purpose in going south have a subtle meaning to it, beyond the obvious?

When Agathiyar asked me to commission his bronze statue in Swamimalai and have it brought over to Malaysia, there were many uncertainties that cropped up in the last moments of shipping, delivery, and his arrival. But he came often in the Nadi to assure me of his safe and timely arrival on our shores just in time for his Jayanthi Vizha on 3rd January 2010. And indeed he arrived as promised. But he did reveal that he had to gate crash and break through several obstacles to arrive. This did not make any sense to me. He said there were many who tried to stop him. Was he speaking about the physical barriers or subtle ones?

When certain disgruntled devotees began to spread lies hoping to sabotage the opening of the new Kallar Ashram in 2016, Agathiyar who is an embodiment of the truth or satyam stood by Tavayogi. We from AVM were blessed with the opportunity to participate and carry out the ceremony without a hitch. 

When our Paramaguru and Tavayogi's guru Chitramuthu Adigal asked Agathiyar to convey his wish that we initiate and carry out a Siddha puja at the Thanneermalai Sri Thandayuthapani Alayam, Waterfall Road, Taiping some 267km away, through the Jeeva Nadi in Tavayogi's possession, we gathered the AVM family and headed there. Before the libation or abhisegam for Lord Ganapathy, Tavayogi called me to fetch some water from a stream that ran through, which had its source in a nearby waterfall. He called me near and surprised me by asking me to bring someone along. His reason: The dark forces will try to sabotage. I was taken aback but followed his directive. I looked around for a strong well-built person and my eyes caught sight of a part-time trainer in a gym. We collected the water and performed the rituals including a Yagam without any interference.

Many years earlier in 2008, when Tavayogi came over to my home and began to fine-tune our ongoing ritual of lighting the fire or Homa, he asked that we place lime around the Homa Kundam or vessel and in the four corners of the home. He did not elaborate but insisted that we place them. I could not understand but we send someone to purchase the lime and placed them as directed.

At the start of the pilgrimages into the Siddha territories, we are told to ask permission to intrude into their space, usually with a prayer or small ritual. How do we explain these phenomena and beliefs?

The war between the good and bad, the saintly and the evil seems to be going on since time immemorial. 
  • Along with her children, Maricha and Subahu, Taraka would harass and attack rishis performing yajnas in the forest. They were ultimately slain by Rama and Lakshmana on behest of their teacher, maharishi Vishwamitra. (Source: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tataka)
  • Lord Vishnu's many avatars descended upon the earth to empower the good and fight evil, thereby restoring Dharma. A passage from the Bhagavad Gita describes the typical role of an avatar of Vishnu: "Whenever righteousness wanes and unrighteousness increases I send myself forth. For the protection of the good and for the destruction of evil, and for the establishment of righteousness, I come into being age after age."
  • Taking the Matsya avatar, that of half fish - half man avatar Lord Vishnu saves the world from a cosmic deluge, with the help of a boat made of the Vedas (knowledge), and rescues Manu the progenitor of man and all living beings. Demon, Hirnakshya steals and tries to destroy the Book, but Matsya finds the demon, kills him, and returns the Vedas.
  • Taking on the Kurma avatar that of a tortoise, holds and supports the cosmos, while the gods and demons churn the cosmic ocean with the help of the serpent Vasuki to produce the nectar of immortality. The churning produces both the good and the bad, including poison and immortality nectar. Nobody wants the poison, everyone wants the immortality nectar. The demons attempt to steal the nectar. Lord Vishnu appears as Mohini, a beautiful, charming and irresistible woman for whom they all fall, and give her the nectar.
  • Taking the form of a boar, Varaha, he rescues Goddess earth from the clutches of the demon Hiranyaksha who kidnaps and hides her in the depths of the cosmic ocean. Varaha finds her and kills Hiranyaksha. The goddess holds onto the tusk of the boar as he lifts her back to the surface.
  • Taking the form of half lion - half man  Narasimha defeats and kills Hiranyakashipu, and rescues his son Prahlada.
  • Coming as a dwarf  Vamana, he defeats the Demon king Mahabali fought against the Devas and won the right to rule the heavens, earth, and the underworlds. Though he was a benevolent king, he was a demon, and the devas led by Indra went to Lord Vishnu to help them get heaven back. Lord Vishnu, although didn't want to punish Bali. Vamana approaches Mahabali while the king was distributing alms amongst his people. He refuses to accept neither food, money, jewels, or all other riches. However, he asks only for three steps of land. Amused by the requests and thinking how big a step can a dwarf take, Bali grants him his wish. Vamana grows in size and taking his first step, takes the earth and the netherworld, and taking his second step, takes all of the heavens. When Bali offers his head for Vamana to place his foot on as his third pace, Vamana gives him the boon of immortality and allows him to return to his people every year on the occasion of Onam.
  • Lord Vishnu took on the avatar of Parashurama to slain the warrior class that was geting too powerful and seizing other's property.
  • Lord Vishnu then takes the form of Rama and later as Krishna to bring the world into equilibrium and see that justice is done. 
  • What awaits us all is the predicted avatar of Kalki that would see the end of the world, in order that the cosmos may renew and restart.(Source: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Avatar) 
Similarly, Lord Ganesa, Lord Shiva, Goddess Ma Dewi, Lord Brahma are all said to have taken avatars too to bring righteousness to an otherwise degrading world. 

Then the saints tell us that the battle is within us and that we have to combat and win the war. 
  • It is commonly known that the Bhagavad Gita depicts a battle between two warring factions, the Pandus and Kurus. But the battle's importance lies in its symbolism. The battle is a metaphor for the battle of life, and the characters who participate in the metaphoric battle represent the good and bad qualities of each human being. For example, the Pandus represent spiritual qualities, and the Kurus represent evil qualities. Within each human being, the good and evil qualities battle for ascendance. (Source: https://owlcation.com/humanities/Paramahansa-Yoganandas-God-Talks-With-Arjuna)
Patanjali in his "Ashtanga Yogam" states eight components along the path that one has to traverse, which is sort of a battle too, to reach perfection. P.Karthigayan explains elaborately in his book "History of Medical and Spiritual Sciences of Siddhas of Tamil Nadu", Notion Press, 2016. A summary is given below.
  • Iyamam and Niyamam prepare us for a new way of life, that help battle thought patterns that are run of the mill, running along the same grooves of the record for ages. Iyamam is instilled by parents and teachers through discipline and can happen upon self-reflection too. A man who adopts and achieves these will stand out and be unique among his fellow men. He will be a truthful person or utaman. After battling to bring perfection in his qualities, that become habits and later is etched as his character, he moves to Niyamam, where he fulfills the part of spiritual development. He battles to save his soul and spirit from the continuous onslaught of the things of the world. At the end of this mutiny, he becomes divine by nature. 
  • Having tuned his thoughts to another frequency, he now works on his body with the aid of two tools, Asana and Pranayama, the former physically preparing him to battle and to master his body and mind, while the latter perfects his breath and mind. With their grace, the Siddhas begin to move his breath. He now becomes a yogi, one who has perfected body and breath that brings his mind within. 
Assuming we have mutinied through the battle and covered the first half of the journey where we come out as victors having gained mastery of the self, gaining self-control and discipline while engaged in all things external, the activities are then brought to a halt and we are brought within. Thence begins the second half of the journey.
  • Next Prathyagaram and Tharanai shall mentally prepare one to move into a new realm of perception. From here, one travels on to the Kesari Margam, to the cosmos and back as mentioned by P.Karthigayan. The mystical flight and inner journey to countless universes start here.
  • Dyanam and Samadhi bring one to be receptive of the spirituality of oneself, the Siddhas and their wisdom. Going within and with internal worship, one arrives at Samadhi. 
The fight goes on till these days, although the enemy has taken other forms in this age. Currently, we are faced with a virus that is unseen by the naked eyes. The scientific community, the doctors and governments are trying their best to identify the nature of the virus and better understand it, and come out with medicines to counter it; measures to contain it and treat it, and put into place strategies to save the population respectively. Information Technology and Artificial Intelligence have taken a great stride in its usage in the face of this pandemic, replacing people to a large extent, since social distancing has been advocated gathering from the nature of the virus that takes on a new host within moments of contact between others and things around them.  
On 22 January, Dave O’Connor and Tom Friedrich invited several dozen colleagues around the United States to join a new workspace on the instant messaging platform Slack. The scientists, both at the Wisconsin National Primate Research Center, had seen news about a new disease emerging in China and realized researchers would need a primate model if they were going to answer some important questions about its biology. “We put out a call to a bunch of investigators and basically said: ‘Hey, let’s talk,’” O’Connor says. The idea is to coordinate research and make sure results are comparable, Friedrich adds. 
The Wu-han Clan is just one example of how the COVID-19 outbreak is transforming how scientists communicate about fast-moving health crises. A torrent of data is being released daily by preprint servers that didn’t even exist a decade ago, then dissected on platforms such as Slack and Twitter, and in the media, before formal peer review begins. Journal staffers are working overtime to get manuscripts reviewed, edited, and published at record speeds. The venerable New England Journal of Medicine (NEJM) posted one COVID-19 paper within 48 hours of submission. Viral genomes posted on a platform named GISAID, more than 200 so far, are analyzed instantaneously by a phalanx of evolutionary biologists who share their phylogenetic trees in preprints and on social media.
“This is a very different experience from any outbreak that I’ve been a part of,” says epidemiologist Marc Lipsitch of the Harvard T.H. Chan School of Public Health. The intense communication has catalyzed an unusual level of collaboration among scientists that, combined with scientific advances, has enabled research to move faster than during any previous outbreak. “An unprecedented amount of knowledge has been generated in 6 weeks,” says Jeremy Farrar, head of the Wellcome Trust. (Source: https://www.sciencemag.org/news/2020/02/completely-new-culture-doing-research-coronavirus-outbreak-changes-how-scientists)
The internet has kept my family and friends connected throughout this period of lockdown just as many others do. Then there is a darker side to it too. The “Dark Web” or “Deep Web are mysterious places where hackers, cyber spies, and other Internet criminals lurk, waiting to prey on unsuspecting victims.

One pertinent point that has come to the forefront in these trying times with the COVID-19 lurking around looking for a home to dwell in, is that those who had brought the divine to reside within their homes first and later in their hearts are able to continue their worship. The lockdown enforced has shut the doors to the places of worship besides shutting down businesses and offices etc. As we move into the Tamil and Onam new year, this is the first time that devotees have been denied access to visit the temples and pray to the Lord to grant a good year, full of blessings. It is during these times that we realize that blessed are those who have been taught the rituals and worship, where these can be continued by them in the confines of their homes, minus the need for a middleman or a place, an establishment, temple, or peedham to gather at. We were taught to conduct homa and abhisegam, chanting of mantras, reciting songs of praise, etc that came handy and saved the day. We continue these rituals in the comfort of our homes and with our immediate family. Praises to the Siddhas. Agathiyar and our gurus have made us independent, breaking an otherwise dependency on others for even our own basic religious and spiritual needs.

Thinking that since there are much enmity, backstabbing, betrayal, jealousy and other negative traits in the material world where fame and wealth is much sort after, and this was reason enough for some to leave in search of peace and calm in the spiritual sphere, I was in for a rude shock as those on the religious and spiritual side of the wall carried these dark traits with them into the other side.

Good and evil are practically and almost everywhere. It is just up to us on whose side we want to be. Taking the dark side brings results that are rather obvious to us. Then there is a disadvantage in taking the side of the good or spiritual for that matter too. We tend to see all others as bad or nonspiritual, irreligious, unholy, ungodly, faithless, sinful, unrighteous, corrupt, dishonest atheist, etc. As our sacred texts and saintly men have drawn a line as to what is acceptable and what is not, the right and wrong, there is a constant battle between these two factions.

When I asked Agathiyar if I was on the right track, he told me that there is no right or wrong. Our experiences will teach us to establish the right from the wrong. 

As to my wife's question, if one was in any way an obstacle or in the way of another's achievement, he replied nobody is a hindrance to another but it was up to the individual to place concerted efforts to reach him.

When I asked him to save the prapanjam he tells us that karma and effort shall determine the fate of it. 

Agathiyar brings us to know our karma, telling us that that is what initiated our birth in the present, the past and will determine the future birth too. Along the way, we picked up many messages regarding karma and how it works. Although we have tried to enlighten others on the subject in various posts on this blog, it never drove us to mention to another in the face that his sufferings were because of his past karma. Agathiyar can say that because he is way beyond its hold. Tavayogi can talk about karma or vinai and expound the means to counter it. Who are we to talk about it when we still carry our baggage of karma with us, struggling to find ways to drop it or lay it down?

Whatever we see is, and is carried out of action. The actions are fine. Those done for the good of others and when no claim to it is laid, bring rewards as in good times. But actions with evil intent, create a whole string of episodes that come back to as bad times. As the Abbot in the Chinese movie "Shaolin" says to the ex-general before he is initiated into monkhood, "From evil come afflictions. With justice, they are gone" that is the rule of God and Nature too. We reap what we sow. But the Abbot has a way out for us, "If neither are there you are so purified that nothing remains."

He adds, "Understanding to let go, is knowing how to confront all." 

One need not be identified with a particular faith, a religious body or a guru, to be regarded as a person of high virtues. Being secular, or an atheist, one can uphold good virtues too. A religious person can walk by a man/woman or child on the verge of dying right in front of his eyes, without giving a wink. On the other hand, an atheist can come to their aid immediately. A religious person need not necessarily be compassionate. A religious upbringing does not guarantee that one would be charitable or helpful to another. Its compassion that brings out the divine in us. Its love that brings out the divine in us. For the divine is both compassion and love. We should strive to become a beacon of love and compassion rather than strive to be religious or spiritual.

As Mother Meera once told Andrew Harvey, “Realization is not one marvelous moment. It is a Process", we should not rest on our laurels. Harvey continues his conversation with Mother Meera, 
Andrew Harvey: "You  never treat any of our visions of you or the light as special, because you never want us to rest at any stage or state.”  
Mother Meera: “Yes, There is always more. Always. Even for the greatest of yogis, even for Sri Aurobindo, there is always more. You must go on and on aspiring, praying for more and more Light. Yes. A journey without end. There are different stages in the journey, but the journey has no end.”  
Andrew Harvey: “The great danger for me,” I said, “is that the ego will seize what the soul is learning for itself, to make itself proud.” 
Mother Meera: “It will try. The divine will not use you unless you are humble. My power passes through those who are clear. Keep yourself clear at all times. If they work with the light, it will transform them and give them the power to change themselves and so change the world.” 
Agathiyar and Ramalinga Adigal came and told us to kindle the external flame of the oil lamp and similarly kindle the tiny flame of the spirit within us to grow in its intensity and illuminate the soul that lies silent as a watcher from within. The intensity of the flame shall remove the veils or curtains that hide the One from us.

Jnana Jyothiamma wrote to me in 2013 after visiting Vadalur. (http://agathiyarvanam.blogspot.com/2013/08/molly-menon-at-vadalur-i-think-by-now.html) 
"Vallalar says there are seven screens or curtains preventing us from being able to see the Graceful light and these screens are to be removed one by one and it can be ...... with the Grace of the Divine, when, one attains Spiritual Maturity. We will be able to see the screens in our forehead as we progress Spiritually"
"These seven screens have been placed by Arutperum Jyothi.
  1. The Black Screen. This is the first and the most difficult screen to remove. Once removed, the other screens will be able to fall apart. This screen hides the Sovereignty of Arutperum Jyothi's Grace light with the power of the great 'maya' or the Illusionary nature of the world. 
  2. The Blue Screen. This is the second screen. While the black curtain is to veil or hide the Cosmic Soul, the blue curtain is to hide the Individual Soul. 
  3. The Green Screen. The third screen is the green screen. This screen hides the Cosmic Space representing Divine Energy .. Purification of the Mind's faculties and that of the Soul will tear down this curtain. 
  4. The Red Screen. The Fourth screen is the red screen. This screen is there to hide the space of mystic Powers and at the Appropriate time it is removed. 
  5. The Golden Screen. The Golden screen is the fifth screen. This hides the real matters worthy of human pursuits as a result, we tend to run after Illusionary ones and when this curtain is removed we will be able to perceive the Real. 
  6. The White Screen. This is the sixth screen. This curtain hides the space or abode of the Absolute Truth. This being the Original Energy. 
  7. The Screen of Several Colour. The seventh screen is the screen of Mixed Colour. It veils all experiences of the Aspirant.
By the Grace of the Ultimate Divine, all the above mentioned Screens or curtains can be removed one by one ....." 
I figure that once we realize and experience them, we would still very much be here with the rest of the world, but would have a different perspective or view on them. We would not judge others nor tread on another, but instead love all as one, and be in harmony and peace with all. Tavayogi used to say that we should be free (not tied to doctrines and chained to ideas and concepts) which we came to learn as true, for the Siddhas break every concept and idea we hold or opinioned or understood. Every day is a learning process. Yes as Mother Meera says it is a process.

Meanwhile, the saints have given us songs that are known as kavasam to ward off dangers, evil and demons besides bringing on the grace of the divine. In these challenging times let us take some time, which we actually have because of the lockdown, to recite them for the good of all.






Monday, 13 April 2020

AGATHIYAR GEETHAM



A word from the producer Gowri Arumugam of Raagawave Production

This music video was pending for 2 years, to complete the balance shoot. It never took place for a few reasons. Everything became possible on 26th March when all the devotees agreed to shoot from home during the pandemic period. It was very challenging to shoot using our mobile phones, without a tripod, no proper lighting and without filming background for some. A lot of miracles took place and yes I am glad to finally release it. This wouldn't have been possible without Agathiyar Appa,  my uncle Shanmugam Avadaiyappa, Vinesmaran Sivalingam, Kannan Rajamanickam, and the entire Agathiyar family Thank you for believing in me. Aum Agatheesaya Nama.

To Download Caller RingTones for "GNANA OLIYE" :
INTRO
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GNANA OLIYE a track from AGATHIYAR GEETHAM album
Composer: Jey Raggaveindra
Lyricist: Shan Avadaiyappa, Mahindran & Gowri Arumugam
Singers: Vinod Kumar, Jegan Shanmugam, Gowri Arumugam, Sesatre Bansuri (Alaap)
Flutist: Sesatre Bansuri
Released date: 28th January 2018

Music Video by Raagawave Production
Directed & Edited by Gowri Arumugam
Camera by Harikrishnan Subramaniam, Naga & to all beautiful souls who captured from home.
Cast: Kannan Raajamanickam as Agathiyar, Vishnu, Shivan & Rama, Ammu Thirunyanem as Paarvathy, Srinath Kanagaraj as Murugan, The Late Mr.Aivan as Laxman, Siddhart Kumar & Perarulalan Muniandy as Disciples
Special Thanks to Thulassiny, Subalakshana, Jeyassrhee, Shashiny, Padma Varatharaj (India), Vengiraam (India) & Varathuraj and our Agathiyar Family



To Download Caller RingTones for "KARUNAI VIZHIYAAL" :
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KARUNAI VIZHIYAAL performed by Gowri Arumugam, a track from AGATHIYAR GEETHAM album
Composer: Jey Raggaveindra
Lyricist: Tavayogi Adigal, Gowri Arumugam
Released date: 28th January 2018
Music Video by Raagawave Production
Directed & Edited by Gowri Arumugam
D.O.P & DI by Kathir Govindaraju
Special thanks toAgathiyar Gnana Peedam, Kallar, Mettupalayam; Agathiyar Vanam Malaysia (AVM); Agathiyar Universal Mission (AUM); Mr. Shanmugam Avadaiyappa; Mr. Vinesmaran Sivalingam
Song Karunai Vizhiyaal
Artist Gowri Arumugam
Album Agathiyar Geetham
Licensed to YouTube by One Stop Music Bhd Malaysia (on behalf of Raagawave Production)

When Gowri Arumugam went to Kallar Ashram she was initiated to produce an audio album for Agathiyar. Upon returning to Malaysia, she set working on the project. She collaborated with music director Jey Raggaveindra and set out to India with the first tune for the first track of the album. She sat with Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal and penned the lyrics for the song Karunai Vizhiyaal. Soon the duo of singer/ producer and the music director composed the other tunes for the remaining tracks too. We gathered at AVM and penned the lyrics for the remaining songs each time we received a new tune. Rather than claim that we wrote the lyrics, Gowri, Mahin, Bala, and I agreed that we were mere tools in the hands of the Maha Muni. We identified the singers: Vinod Kumar, Vinthamaray, Jegan, Dr. Jana besides Jey Raggaveindra and Gowri Arumugam taking the lead and gathered them at the studio for the next stage of production. After a preliminary round of identifying the voice type and their vocal range, and with a little bit of coaching the team gave their best performance. With the mastering and audio post-production done we went into duplicating and producing the CDs locally. It was a first-time affair for all of us except Gowri Arumugam who is a professional singer and the music director Jey Raggaveindra who has many singles and albums to his credit. A date was set for the launch in a grand way and the CDs were picked up quickly at the event. We then began distributing it both locally and in India. 

Agathiyar showed us another facet of devotion through mooting the idea to produce an album and see it through the end. We have come to believe that if he sets his mind on something he sees it through.

Sunday, 12 April 2020

SEEING RESULTS 3

Any prayer should start with paying homage to the guru who shows us to God. The guru walks ahead of us clearing the path for the seeker to come home. The guru walks ahead of us looking out for dangers that might spring along the path of the seeker. The guru is there to shoulder our pain in times of need. The guru brings relief to the weary seeker. 
LULLABY FOR THE SEEKER
Rest, weary one.
Lay your head down.
You have travelled far.
I have no clever words for you.
No system to teach.
No image to maintain.
You'll find no philosophy here.
No answers to your many questions.
I offer only presence.
Sanctuary.
A bed. A meal.
A small kindness to repay yours.
I am no better than you.
My guru is life.
My lineage is love.
I do not separate
the enlightened from the unenlightened.
I teach nothing I do not live.
I quote not from books but from the cracks in the heart.
I see your fragility yet I see your immense power.
You are not broken.
Don't let them tell you
that you are broken.
We met long ago when dust settled to form worlds.
I think I saw your courage then.
Close your eyes; I will keep watch tonight.
- Jeff Foster 
As Jeff Foster says, "The guru teaches nothing that he does not live. The guru quotes not from books but from the cracks in his heart", the Guru's way is that of personal experience - his experience that soon becomes ours too.

Agathiyar came into my life all of a sudden. This was what I thought. But it is pretty obvious now that he had waited long watching over me in silence before he made the calculated move to announce his presence through the Nadi. Since then he has come in many ways when necessary. Otherwise, he slips away into the shadows, but never losing sight of us. He never interferes with our daily routines and wants and desires. He gives us a free hand in managing our lives. Occasionally he brings us to meet another, where both parties learn a lesson or two through the engagement, be it pleasant or bitter. He watches as we learn from the world around us. He reads our minds. He sees our soul. Just as we pray for all things material and the pleasures that it brings on, he too prays for us but for an entirely different reason. He prays that we will learn to recognize that the vibrant world we live in, our career, the business, etc is not all there is to life. He prays that we cherish and put to good use all that is given to us in this wonderful and beautiful world helping to beautify, enhance and strengthen another entity that is hardly noticed or known - the Soul. For those ready to make the move, listen and follow, he comes to guide, teaching us the means to salvation and saving the soul.

Agathiyar does not ask us to reject or ignore the blessings that the world showers on us. He asked that we live in unison with it, taking from it and not forgetting to give back to it, replenishing and enriching it the same. He sends others as upagurus to teach us further.

All that is required of us is to take the cue, take up the call, follow his tips, abide by his words, treasure the gifts he gives though remaining impartial to them, replace our desires with his desire, living for him, living as him and finally being him.

These are some songs that praise the guru and his role.

தந்தை தாய் ஆவானும், சார்கதியிங்கு ஆவணும்,
அந்தமிலா இன்பநமக்காவானும், எந்தனுயிர் தானாகுவானும்,
சரணாகுவானும், அருட்கோனாகுவானும் குரு.

சிவனை வழிபட்டார் எண்ணிலாத் தேவர்
அவனை வழிபட்டு அங்கு ஆமாறு ஒன்றில்லை
அவனை வழிபட்டு அங்கு ஆமாறு காட்டும்
குருவை வழிபடின் கூடலும் ஆமே.

குருவே சிவமெனக் கூறினன் நந்தி
குருவே சிவம்என் பதுகுறித் தோரார்
குருவே சிவனுமாய்க் கோனுமாய் நிற்கும்
குருவே உரையுணர் வற்றதோர் கோவே .

திருவடியே சிவமாவது தேரில்
திருவடியே சிவலோகஞ் சிந்திக்கில்
திருவடியே செல்கதி அது செப்பில்
திருவடியே தஞ்சம் உள்தெளி வார்க்கே

திருவடி ஞானம் சிவம் ஆக்குவிக்கும்
திருவடி ஞானம் சிவலோகம் சேர்க்கும்
திருவடி ஞானம் சிறைமலம் மீட்கும்
திருவடி ஞானமே திண்சித்தி முத்தியே

தெளிவு குருவின் திருமேனி காண்டல்
தெளிவு குருவின் திருநாமஞ் செப்பல்
தெளிவு குருவின் திருவார்த்தை கேட்டல்
தெளிவு குருவுருச் சிந்தித்தல் தானே

The following are songs regarding the guru and pertinent to Agathiyar.

தான் என்ற கொடும்பாவம் தீர்க்கும் ஆசான்
தர்மத்தின் வழிசொல்லிக் கருணை வைப்பான்
ஊன் என்ற மந்திரமே உபதேசித்து
உண்மையுடன் சுழிமுனையிலே இருக்கும் என்று
கோன் என்ற சிவரூபம் கண்ணில் காட்டி
கோபமென்ற முனைபோக்கி ஆசை போக்கி
நான் என்ற ஆணவங்கள் தன்னைப்போக்கி
நாட்டுவார் குருநாதன் மோட்சந் தானே.

நெஞ்சார நினைப்பவர்க்கு
நிழலாவானை
நீங்காதார் குலம் தழைக்க
நிதி யாவனை
செஞ்சாலி வயல் பொழி
சூழ் தில்லை மூதூர்
சிலம்பொலி போல் பாடுகின்ற
சித்தன் தன்னை
வென்ஜாபமும் இல்லை
ஓர் வினையும் இல்லை
வேலுண்டு துணை வருங்கால்
வெற்றி யுண்டாம்
அஞ்சாதீர் என்று
யுக யுகத்தும் தோன்றும்
அகத்தியனை அருட்குருவை
அகத்துள் வைப்போம்

அகத்திய மாரஷி நமா என்றென்றோது
அஷ்ட சித்துதனை ஈவார் குளிகை ஈவார்
அகத்தியரே காஷாய வேடமீவார்
அப்போது சித்தரெல்லாம் கைக்கொள்வார்கள்
அகத்தியரைத் தொண்டனிட்டு மேரு செல்ல
யாருக்கும் தடையில்லை அரசே யென்பார்
அகத்தியார் தாம் எக்கியத்தில் பிறந்த யோகி
ஆயிரத்தெட்டு அண்டமெல்லாம் ஆணையாச்சே

அகத்தியரே பெரும்பேற்றை அடைந்தோர் ஆவார்
அம்மம்மா வெகுதெளிவு அவர் வாக்குத்தான்
அகத்தில் உறைபொருள் எல்லாம் வெளியாய்ச் சொல்வார்
அவர்வாக்கு செவி கேட்க அருமையாகும்
அகத்தியரின் பொதிகையே மேருவாகும்
அம்மலையும் அகத்தியரின் மலையுமாகும்
அகத்தியரின் அடையாளம் பொதிகைமேரு
அவர்மனது அவரைப்போல் பெரியார் உண்டோ.

காலனையும் கைக்குள்ளே அடக்கிக்கொண்டு
கருணை என்ற கடல் தனிலே ஆட்சி செய்து
ஞாலமதில் ஞானத்தை காத்து நின்று
ஞானிகளை ஆக்கி நின்ற ஞானத்தேவே

தேவே நின் திருவடிகள் மூலன் இப்போ
தெரிவிப்பேன் குருமுனியின் ஆசியோடு
கூறிடுவேன் தலைவா நின் அடியைப் போற்றி
குருமுனியே திருமுனியே அறிந்தவர்க்கு

அறிந்தவர்க்கு அறக்கடலாய் விளங்குவாரே
அருள் என்றல் அகத்தியன் தான் வணங்குவோர்க்கு
குறிப்பறிந்து குறை நீக்கும் குருவே கும்பன்
குந்தகத்தை உடைத்தெறியும் அருளே கும்பன்

கும்பனருள் நிகர் சொல்ல எவருமில்லை
குகனும் சிவன் தனக்கு நிகர் அருளைத் தந்தார்
எம்மறையும் அவர் உரைத்தால் பின்தான் சொல்வோம்
ஏழு என்றால் நாங்கள் எல்லாம் கரத்தைக் கட்டி

கட்டி நின்று கால் பற்றி ஆசி கேட்போம்
கடாட்சமென்றல் அவர் ஈந்தால் உண்டு என்போம்
சட்டிசுட வேண்டுமென்றால் கும்பனைக்கேள்
சாகாவரம் வேண்டுமென்றால் கும்பனைக்கேள்

கும்பனைக்கேள் குடும்பமுடன் ஞானம் சொல்வார்
கோடிலக்கம் வேண்டுமா கும்பனைக்கேள்
எம்மானும் கும்பனே எல்லோர்க்கும் தான்
எங்களுக்கு வாசி தந்த வாசி கும்பன்

கும்பன் தான் ஔடதமும் நவக்கோளும் தான்
கும்பன் தான் குவலயமே வேறு ஏது
கும்பன் என்றால் ஆயிரத்தெட்டு அண்டமெல்லாம்
குறுகி நின்று நடு நடுங்கும் பராக்கிரமங்கள்

பராக்கிரமம் இகபரமும் சொல்வார் கும்பன்
பாடிட்டால் மாற்றம் சொல்ல எவனும் இல்லை
பராக்கிரமும் வாளையைப் போல் அளிப்பார் கும்பன்
பட்டமரம் துளிர்க்குமடா கும்பன் சொன்னால்

கும்பன் சொன்னால் குளவிகூட குதிரையாகும்
குருமுனிக்கு கிரியாவும் கடுகாய் நிற்கும்
கும்பனையே வணங்கியோர்க்கு குறைகளண்டா
குறையில்லா காப்பாக இருப்பார் என்றும்

ஆசியதும் கூறுகின்ற என் குருநாதா
அடிபணிந்து புலிப்பாணி உரைப்பேனிப்போ
பாசமுடன் அகத்தியனின் அருளை வேண்டி
பகலிரவாய் நாமத்தை செபித்துக் கொண்டு

செபித்து திரிகின்ற மக்கள் நீங்கள்
சிறப்புடன் இப்புவியில் வாழ்வீரப்பா
தப்பில்லா கலியுகத்தில் உயர்ந்து வாழ்வீர்
தவமுனி அகத்தியனை நினைத்துவிட்டால்

நினைத்தாலே ஈரேழு சென்ம பாவம்
நீங்கிடுமே என்றுமே போகர் சொன்னார்
நினைவுகொண்ட முனிவரெல்லாம் தவமிருந்து
நானிலத்தில் தவம் செய்து அகத்தியம் கண்டார்

அகத்தியத்தை கண்டதொரு முனிவரெல்லாம்
அகிலத்தில் ரிஷிகளாய் வாழ்வார் இன்று
ஜெகத்திலே மாந்தர்கள் அகத்தியத்தை
சிறப்புடன் பூசித்தால் தேவராவார்

தெரிந்திட்ட மாந்தர்கள் பூசை செய்து
பலவினைகள் நீங்கியே பல்லாண்டு வாழ்ந்தார்

பாருலகில் பலசிறப்பு அகத்திய நாமம்
அகத்திய நாமமதும் செபித்து நின்றால்
அகிலத்தில் வினையில்லா சேய் பிறக்கும்
பல்லாயிரம் ஆண்டு காலம் வாழ்வதற்கு

வாழ்வதற்கு அகத்திய நாமம் பெருமருந்தாகும்
தாழ்வில்லா அகத்தியரை வணங்கி நின்றால்
தரணியிலே மரணமில்லா வாழ்வார்
இப்படியே சித்தர்கள் முனிவர்களெல்லாம்

நான்கு யுகங்களாய் அகத்தியர் மகிமை
நல்லதை கூறியே யுகம் போற்ற வாழ்ந்தார்
போற்றிடவே மும்மூர்த்தி தேவர்களும்
புனிதமுள்ள சித்தர்களும் ரிஷிகளெல்லாம்

குற்றமில்லா கணபதியும் முருகனோடு
கண்டதொரு தேவதைகள் கணங்களோடு
கணங்களுடன் பூதங்கள் நவக்கோள்கள்
குவலயத்தில் காண்பதொரு நிறங்களெல்லாம்

மணம் வீசும் நறுமணங்கள் திசைகள் பத்தும்
முழுமையும் இவ்வுலகம் அகத்தியமே
இவ்வளவு அற்புதங்கள் ஒன்றென்றால் அகத்திய நாமம்
என்றென்றும் நாமத்தை செபித்து விட்டால்

செபித்தோர் முதல் இலட்ச மக்கள் பலனடைவார்
அடைந்திடும் நாமத்தை உலகோர்கெழுதி
அறிய செய்வோர் அகத்தியருக்கும் சேயுமாவார்
எடுத்துரைக்க இதுகாலம் போராதப்பா

இதுக்கொரு விதியுண்டு சித்தர் கேட்க
சித்தர்கட்கு எடுத்துரைப்போம் அறிவீர்கள் நீங்கள்
சிவபெருமான் பார்வதியும் மகிழ்ந்துமிப்போ
ஒதிடவே புலிபாணி ஓடிவந்தேன்

உலகில் நீங்கள் உயர் செல்வ நிதிகளோடு
நிதிகளுடன் அதிர்ஷ்டங்கள் பெற்று வாழ
நிதி தெய்வம் இலக்குமியை வணங்கியாசி
ஒதிடவே உயர் ஞானம் கல்வி காண

உலகிலே சரஸ்வதியை வணங்கி ஆசி
ஆசியதுவுடன் பார்வதியை போற்றுகிறேன்
அருள் பொருள் இன்பமதும் நிறைவு காண
பாசமுடன் தினங்காத்து நல்வழி காட்ட

பரமசிவன் அருள் முனிவர் அகத்தியர் போற்றி
போற்றியே வணங்குகின்றேன் புலிப்பாணியிப்போ
புவிதனிலே அகத்தியத்தை வணங்கிவிட்டால்
நிறைவுபெற்ற மரணமில்லா வாழ்வடைவீர்

நினைத்தவண்ணம் நிதி செல்வம் குன்றா வாழ்வு
வாழ்வதனில் உலகமுள்ள காலம்மட்டும்
வாழ்ந்திடும் உங்கள் குடி செழித்து நன்றாய்
அழகுபட ஆனந்தமாய் வாழ்வீர் என்றும்

At AVM we began to worship the Siddhas singing these praises together with chanting of the names of the Siddhas. Soon Agathiyar and the Siddhas took notice of us, our bhakti or devotion and began to bless us and grace our homes. As we had accepted them into our worship and our lives, they came to show their presence in many ways. They brought a purpose in our lives that went beyond the norm of the normal man.  They taught us whatever they knew to bring out the best in us and expounded the magnificence of life and what it has to offer within our hold. They went beyond the superficial and began to bring our gaze to fall on the permanent and lasting states as opposed to those fleeting moments of pleasure. They made us appreciate God's creation, relationships and the gifts of life granted by the divine and its forces. But behind all these, they reminded us to live in the moment but never get attached to them. In the event we lose these it should not break us, make us into zombies.

I guess we could survive this period of lockdown partly because of this training that came through the Siddhas. Our journey on the path that began with visits to the Kallar ashram and other ashrams, temples, abodes of the Siddhas, caves, and jungles, witnessing miracles that took place, bringing back fond memories of the adventure and the teachings of the Siddhas too, we then engaged in Siddha worship that included recitation of the names of the Siddhas, singing their praises, lighting the homa, conducting abhisegam, and branching out to do charity, organizing events that brought us together as a family, and bonded us further with the society and the unfortunate, etc.

Then all this stopped on 24 October 2019, when he pulled the plug on all external activities and asked me to stay indoors. He came up with new directives, that reversed our lives to go within and into the self. He stopped me going out unless very critical, asked to sleep in the prayer room with him, gave me a major purgative taken six months once, and a daily dose of a milder version, that prevented me from venturing outside less I should let loose off my belongings. He had me let go of all my responsibilities in the many groups that were offshoots of AVM, closing some and exiting me from others. He kept me indoors although he did not prophesize the coming of the dreaded virus. Agathiyar brought a handful of us to move within, putting into practice the asanas and pranayama that we learned some time back, with additional reinforcements and new material from Ramalinga Adigal and him. His devotees have all the time now for worship and yoga, as many are working from home in these times of lockdown.

Lastly a note of caution and advice. Please take all the necessary measures to distance yourself from this dreaded virus. Take extra precaution in all your daily affairs, exerting awareness every moment. Adhere to all the directives. Stay home. Be safe.

SEEING RESULTS 2

Ramalinga Adigal has a firm belief that the guru would not forsake him in his venture to know God. He prays fervently that his puja should bring results. Attaining that which he had wanted he shouts out to the world that He did not leave him nor forsake him but instead cleansed him and brought about numerous changes in him and finally came within him and merged with him.

1. கைவிட மாட்டான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
கனக சபையான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
பொய்விடச் செய்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
பூசைப லித்ததென்று ஊதூது சங்கே.

2. தூக்கம் தொலைத்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
துன்பம் தவிர்த்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
ஏக்கம் கெடுத்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
ஏம சபையான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே.

3. பொன்னடி தந்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
பொன்னம் பலத்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
இன்னல் அறுத்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
என்னுள் அமர்ந்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே.

4. அச்சம் தவிர்த்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
அம்பல வாணன்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
இச்சை அளித்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
இன்பம் கொடுத்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே.

5. என்உயிர் காத்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
இன்பம் பலித்ததென்று ஊதூது சங்கே
பொன்உருத் தந்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
பொற்சபை அப்பன்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே.

6. சிவமாக்கிக்கொண்டான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
சிற்றம் பலத்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
நவநோக் களித்தான் என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
நான்அவன் ஆனேன்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே.

7. நாத முடியான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
ஞானசபையான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
பாத மளித்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
பலித்தது பூசைஎன்று ஊதூது சங்கே.

8. தெள்ளமு தானான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
சிற்சபை அப்பன்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
உள்ளம் உவந்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
உள்ள துரைத்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே.

9. என்னறி வானான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
எல்லாம்செய் வல்லான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
செந்நிலை தந்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
சிற்சபை அப்பன்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே.

10. இறவாமை ஈந்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
எண்ணம் பலித்ததென்று ஊதூது சங்கே
திறமே அளித்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
சிற்றம் பலத்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே.

11. கரவு தவிர்ந்ததென்று ஊதூது சங்கே
கருணை கிடைத்ததென்று ஊதூது சங்கே
இரவு விடிந்ததென்று ஊதூது சங்கே
எண்ணம் பலித்ததென்று ஊதூது சங்கே.

12. எல்லாம்செய் வல்லான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
எல்லார்க்கும் நல்லான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
எல்லாம் உடையான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
எல்லாமும் ஆனான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே.

13. கருணா நிதியர்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
கடவுள் அவனேஎன்று ஊதூது சங்கே
அருள்நா டகத்தான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
அம்பலச் சோதிஎன்று ஊதூது சங்கே.

14. தன்னிகர் இல்லான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
தலைவன் அவனேஎன்று ஊதூது சங்கே
பொன்னியல் வண்ணன்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
பொதுநடம் செய்வான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே.

15. ஆனந்த நாதன்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
அருளுடை அப்பன்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
தானந்தம் இல்லான்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
தத்துவச் சோதிஎன்று ஊதூது சங்கே.

16. பொய்விட் டகன்றேன்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
புண்ணியன் ஆனேன்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
மெய்தொட்டு நின்றேன்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே
மேல்வெளி கண்டேன்என்று ஊதூது சங்கே.


In the following song, Ramalinga Adigal cries out affirming the numerous benefits that puja brought on him, bringing him to ascend the stages of advancement in his spiritual undertakings, becoming a Siddha himself. 

1. இரவு விடிந்தது இணையடி வாய்த்த
பரவி மகிழ்ந்தேன்என்று உந்தீபற
பாலமுது உண்டேன்என்று உந்தீபற.

2. பொழுது விடிந்தது பொற்பதம் வாய்த்த
தொழுது மகிழ்ந்தேன்என்று உந்தீபற
தூயவன் ஆனேன்என்று உந்தீபற.

3. தூக்கம் தொலைந்தது சூரியன் தோன்றினன்
ஏக்கம் தவிர்ந்தேன்என்று உந்தீபற
இன்னமுது உண்டேன்என்று உந்தீபற.

4. துன்பம் தவிர்ந்தது தூக்கம் தொலைந்தது
இன்பம் கிடைத்ததென்று உந்தீபற
எண்ணம் பலித்ததென்று உந்தீபற.

5. ஞானம் உதித்தது நாதம் ஒலித்தது
தீனந் தவிர்ந்ததென்று உந்தீபற
சிற்சபை கண்டேன்என்று உந்தீபற.

6. திரையற்று விட்டது செஞ்சுடர் தோன்றிற்று
பரைஒளி ஓங்கிற்றென்று உந்தீபற
பலித்தது பூசையென்று உந்தீபற.

7. உள்ளிருள் நீங்கிற்றுஎன் உள்ளொளி ஓங்கிற்றுத்
தெள்ளமுது உண்டேன்என்று உந்தீபற
தித்திக்க உண்டேன்என்று உந்தீபற.

8. எந்தையைக் கண்டேன் இடரெலாம் நீங்கினேன்
சிந்தை மகிழ்ந்தேன்என்று உந்தீபற
சித்திகள் பெற்றேன்என்று உந்தீபற.

9. தந்தையைக் கண்டேன்நான் சாகா வரம்பெற்றேன்
சிந்தை களித்தேன்என்று உந்தீபற
சித்தெலாம் வல்லேன்என்று உந்தீபற.

10. முத்தியைப் பெற்றேன்அம் முத்தியினால் ஞான
சித்தியை உற்றேன்என்று உந்தீபற
சித்தனும் ஆனேன்என்று உந்தீபற.


In another song, he sings of the arrival of the Lord whom he had yearned to see. He speaks of the results of his endeavor on the Holy path, bringing him the state of Siddhi and how he took on the form of the divine.

1. அம்பலவர் வந்தார்என்று சின்னம் பிடி
அற்புதம்செய் கின்றார்என்று சின்னம் பிடி
செம்பலன் அளித்தார்என்று சின்னம் பிடி
சித்திநிலை பெற்றதென்று சின்னம் பிடி.

2. சிற்சபையைக் கண்டோம்என்று சின்னம் பிடி
சித்திகள்செய் கின்றோம்என்று சின்னம் பிடி
பொற்சபை புகுந்தோம்என்று சின்னம் பிடி
புந்திமகிழ் கின்றோம்என்று சின்னம் பிடி.

3. ஞானசித்திபுரம்என்று சின்னம் பிடி
நாடகம்செய் இடம்என்று சின்னம் பிடி
ஆனசித்தி செய்வோம்என்று சின்னம் பிடி
அருட்சோதி பெற்றோம்என்று சின்னம் பிடி.

4. கொடிகட்டிக்கொண்டோம்என்று சின்னம் பிடி
கூத்தாடு கின்றோம்என்று சின்னம் பிடி
அடிமுடியைக் கண்டோம்என்று சின்னம் பிடி
அருளமுதம் உண்டோம்என்று சின்னம் பிடி.

5. அப்பர்வரு கின்றார்என்று சின்னம் பிடி
அற்புதம்செய் வதற்கென்று சின்னம் பிடி
செப்பநிலை பெற்றதென்று சின்னம் பிடி
சித்திபுரம்இடமென்று சின்னம் பிடி.

6. தானேநான் ஆனேன்என்று சின்னம் பிடி
சத்தியம்சத் தியம்என்று சின்னம் பிடி
ஊனே புகுந்ததென்று சின்னம் பிடி
ஒளிவண்ணம் ஆனதென்று சின்னம் பிடி.

7. வேகாதகால்உணர்ந்து சின்னம் பிடி
வேகாத நடுத்தெரிந்து சின்னம் பிடி
சாகாததலைஅறிந்து சின்னம் பிடி
சாகாத கல்விகற்றுச் சின்னம் பிடி.

8. மீதான நிலைஏறிச் சின்னம் பிடி
வெட்டவெளி நடுநின்று சின்னம் பிடி
வேதாக மம்கடந்து சின்னம் பிடி
வேதாந்தச் சித்தாந்த சின்னம் பிடி.

9. பன்மார்க்க மும்கடந்து சின்னம் பிடி
பன்னிரண்டின் மீதுநின்று சின்னம் பிடி
சன்மார்க்கம் மார்க்கம்என்று சின்னம் பிடி
சத்தியம்செய் கின்றோம்என்று சின்னம் பிடி.

10. சித்தாடு கின்றார்என்று சின்னம் பிடி
செத்தார் எழுவார்என்று சின்னம் பிடி
இத்தா ரணியில்என்று சின்னம் பிடி
இதுவே தருணம்என்று சின்னம் பிடி.


In yet another song, he rejoices in having these divine experiences and shares them calling the folks to partake the bliss and join him in attaining the state of deathlessness.

1. ஆடேடி பந்து ஆடேடி பந்து
ஆடேடி பந்து ஆடேடி பந்து.

2. வாழிஎன் தோழிஎன் வார்த்தைகேள் என்றும்
மரணமில் லாவரம் நான்பெற்றுக் கொண்டேன்
சூழியற் செஞ்சுடர் தோற்றுறு கீழ்பால்
தூய்த்திசை நோக்கினேன் சீர்த்திகழ் சித்தி
ஊழிதோ றூழிநின் றாடுவன் நீயும்
உன்னுதி யேல்இங்கே மன்னரு ளாணை
ஆழி கரத்தணிந் தாடேடி பந்து
அருட்பெருஞ் சோதிகண் டாடேடி பந்து. 

3. இசையாமல் போனவர் எல்லாரும் நாண
இறவாப் பெருவரம் யான்பெற்றுக் கொண்டேன்
வசையாதும் இல்லாத மேற்றிசை நோக்கி
வந்தேன்என் தோழிநீ வாழிகாண் வேறு
நசையாதே என்னுடை நண்பது வேண்டில்
நன்மார்க்க மாம்சுத்த சன்மார்க்கம் தன்னில்
அசையாமல் நின்றங்கே ஆடேடி பந்து
அருட்பெருஞ் சோதிகண் டாடேடி பந்து. 

4. இன்பாலே உலகத்தார் எல்லாரும் காண
இறவாப் பெருவரம் யான்பெற்றுக் கொண்டேன்
தென்பாலே நோக்கினேன் சித்தாடு கின்ற
திருநாள் இதுதொட்டுச் சேர்ந்தது தோழி
துன்பாலே அசைந்தது நீக்கிஎன் னோடே
சுத்தசன் மார்க்கத்தில் ஒத்தவ ளாகி
அன்பாலே அறிவாலே ஆடேடி பந்து
அருட்பெருஞ் சோதிகண் டாடேடி பந்து. 

5. சதுமறை335 ஆகம சாத்திரம் எல்லாம்
சந்தைப் படிப்புநம் சொந்தப் படிப்போ
விதுநெறி சுத்தசன் மார்க்கத்தில் சாகா
வித்தையைக் கற்றனன் உத்தரம் எனுமோர்
பொதுவளர் திசைநோக்கி வந்தனன் என்றும்
பொன்றாமை வேண்டிடில் என்தோழி நீதான்
அதுஇது என்னாமல் ஆடேடி பந்து
அருட்பெருஞ் சோதிகண் டாடேடி பந்து.

6. தப்பாலே சகத்தவர் சாவே துணிந்தார்
தாமுளம் நாணநான் சாதலைத் தவிர்த்தே
எப்பாலும் எக்காலும் இருத்தலே பெற்றேன்
என்தோழி வாழிநீ என்னொடு கூடி
துப்பாலே விளங்கிய சுத்தசன் மார்க்கச்
சோதிஎன் றோதிய வீதியை விட்டே
அப்பாலே போகாமல் ஆடேடி பந்து
அருட்பெருஞ் சோதிகண் டாடேடி பந்து. 

7. வெங்கேத மரணத்தை விடுவித்து விட்டேன்
விச்சைஎ லாம்கற்றென் இச்சையின் வண்ணம்
எங்கேயும் ஆடுதற் கெய்தினேன் தோழி
என்மொழி சத்தியம் என்னோடும் கூடி
இங்கே களிப்பது நன்றிந்த உலகோ
ஏதக் குழியில் இழுக்கும் அதனால்
அங்கேபா ராதேநீ ஆடேடி பந்து
அருட்பெருஞ் சோதிகண் டாடேடி பந்து. 

8. சிவமே பொருள்என் றறிவால் அறிந்தேன்
செத்தாரை மீட்கின்ற திண்மையைப் பெற்றேன்
உவமேயம் இல்லாத ஒருநிலை தன்னில்
ஒன்றிரண் டென்னாத உண்மையில் நின்றேன்
தவமே புரிகின்றார் எல்லாரும் காணத்
தயவால் அழைக்கின்றேன் கயவாதே தோழி
அவமேபோ காதென்னோ டாடேடி பந்து
அருட்பெருஞ் சோதிகண் டாடேடி பந்து. 

9. துஞ்சாத நிலைஒன்று சுத்தசன் மார்க்கச்
சூழலில் உண்டது சொல்லள வன்றே
எஞ்சாத அருளாலே யான்பெற்றுக் கொண்டேன்
இறந்தாரை எல்லாம் எழுப்புதல் வல்லேன்
விஞ்சாத அறிவாலே தோழிநீ இங்கே
வேதுசெய் மரணத்துக் கெதுசெய்வோ மென்றே
அஞ்சாமல் என்னோடே ஆடேடி பந்து
அருட்பெருஞ் சோதிகண் டாடேடி பந்து. 

10. ஈரமும் அன்பும்கொண் டின்னருள் பெற்றேன்
என்மார்க்கம் இறவாத சன்மார்க்கம் தோழி
காரமும் மிகுபுளிச் சாரமும் துவர்ப்பும்
கைப்போடே உப்போடே கசப்போடே கூட்டி
ஊரமு துண்டுநீ ஒழியாதே அந்தோ
ஊழிதோ றூழியும் உலவாமை நல்கும்
ஆரமு துண்டென்னோ டாடேடி பந்து
அருட்பெருஞ் சோதிகண் டாடேடி பந்து. 

11. துதிசெயும் முத்தரும் சித்தரும் காணச்
சுத்தசன் மார்க்கத்தில் உத்தம ஞானப்
பதிசெயும் சித்திகள் பற்பல வாகப்
பாரிடை வானிடைப் பற்பல காலம்
விதிசெயப் பெற்றனன் இன்றுதொட் டென்றும்
மெய்யருட் சோதியால் விளைவிப்பன் நீஅவ்
அதிசயம் பார்க்கலாம் ஆடேடி பந்து
அருட்பெருஞ் சோதிகண் டாடேடி பந்து. 

12. பூவாம லேநிதம் காய்த்த இடத்தும்
பூவார் மலர்கொண்டு பந்தாடா நின்றேன்
சாவா வரம்தந்து வாழ்வாயோ பந்தே
சாவாமல் என்னொடு வீழ்வாயோ பந்தே.


Can anyone ignore his calls after listening to these gems? His songs are soul-stirring and bring us his direct experiences. His experience becomes our experience in due time.