Friday, 15 May 2020

GURU - THE COMPASSIONATE GUIDE

Agathiyar told me that he would take the form we wished to see in his statue after I decorated him as Lord Vinayaga and offered my prayers many years back on his Chaturthi day. Yesterday we dressed his bronze statue as Ramalinga Adigal and offered prayers to Adigal. Ramalinga Adigal came to bestow the grace of Arutperunjhoti Aaandavar. The last time I dressed Agathiyar as Adigal was many years back.

Agathiyar dressed as Ramalinga Adigal

Agathiyar garlanded and worshipped as Lord Ganapathy

Agathiyar garlanded and worshipped as Lord Ganapathy 

Agathiyar made to look like and worshipped as Lord Ganapathy
Agathiyar dressed and worshipped as Ramalinga Adigal many years back

When I asked him to say a few words about Supramania Swami and Tavayogi he said Supramania Swami educated me on how to respect and serve the guru while Tavayogi is still guiding us in trying to get us to safe ground. As I sit aside and wonder if I can take on this enormous task given to me and travel this journey further, it surprises me to realize how deep and strong a faith and belief that they had on us in wanting to see us achieve the objective set out for us. It is obvious that they have more faith and belief in us than we do on ourselves. They have kept their part of the deal. Now it is for us to place concerted effort towards achieving greater heights.

Ramalinga Adigal was pleased with me remembering my gurus and how we had followed the path closely. This came as a surprise for I had compiled a video of Tavayogi and his teachings on the Siddha path and uploaded it to YouTube just the night before.


Ramalinga Adigal endorsed all our practices, thoughts, and understanding. Agathiyar had told me to revisit Tavayogi's Yoga techniques that were taught to us by him in 2008 and that I had put into practice till he came to ask me to take a break from it to allow my back to heal and recover. Agathiyar had asked me to learn up the உடல் கூறு தத்துவங்கள் or the philosophy behind the making of the body or the secret of the tattvas that Tavayogi had written in his book "Andamum Pindamum". Ramalinga Adigal came to enquire if I was going through the book by Tavayogi as Agathiyar had instructed. I replied that I had but only managed to gain a shallow understanding of the subject. Ramalinga Adigal asked that I go through it again and that they shall enlighten us on it.

Lord Muruga, Agathiyar, and Ramalinga Adigal had asked us to go within after having successfully traveled the path of Sariyai and Kriya. Ramalinga Adigal asked me how my travel within fared? I replied that I was struggling to go within due to the noise and interference from the surroundings as I was living in a housing estate. I used to ask Agathiyar to provide a conducive environment for us to engage in contemplation on him. Nakkirar too had sought the divine hand of Lord Vinayagar to create a conducive environment and atmosphere so that he and his guru could come together in silence. As we are beginners and not exponents like Supramania Swami or Acharya Gurudasan, who could go on meditating amidst the din made by the workers who ran an automobile workshop beside Supramania Swami's kudil and Acharya who could meditate amidst the tremor and noise of the passing trains running beside his father's office, we being freshies needed peace and quiet to settle down in the first place. Ramalinga Adigal assured me that we shall win the battle together. 

Finally, Ramalinga Adigal asked if I was experiencing the changes taking place within after putting into practice all that was told to me. I shared my experiences and he seemed pleased and endorsed them. He asked to continue doing them. He spoke about the need to place concerted efforts in my practice; that is the only thing we can possibly give back, confirming my earlier understanding and answer to my question as to what could I possibly give back to him for all the love, compassion and kindness, and grace bestowed on all of us.

Thursday, 14 May 2020

THINK HARD

Witnessing the COVID-19 pandemic up close, my brother who is part of the frontline here told me how the dead are carefully and at the same time properly handled so that the dignity of the deceased and surviving family is respected. Watching some newsreels of the scenes of the aftermath of the COVID-19 pandemic in Equador of dead bodies of family members kept in the homes for days and when the smell is unbearable they are dumped on the streets, as the mortuary and cemeteries could not cope with the number of dead, is so saddening and makes one start to think about our momentary existence, life, and death. It might seem, that man is fragile indeed, exposed to dangers, harm, disease, viruses, old age, and death.

The saints have given us songs of prayers where they plead that the divine keep man out of harm's way. Then the Siddhas tell us that we need not be subjected to the blow of death but rather can become immortals like them. P.Karthigayan writes in his book "History of Medical and Spiritual Sciences of Siddhas of Tamil Nadu", that the Siddhas asserted that immortality was possible. It is of two-fold or dual in nature, he says. One needs to attain Atma Siddhi or spiritual immortality and Kaaya siddhi or physical immortality. In Atma Siddhi, the Siddhas preserved their soul with the spirit within and in Kaaya Siddhi they preserved the body and soul. Hence we are told that the physical body can be preserved. While some Yogis considered their body as a bag of sin and filth and rejected the same; the Siddhas considered the body as an abode of the divine itself and a means to achieve exalted spiritual heights. Hence they found ways to immortalize their body by scientific means.

Tirumular on realizing the importance of the physical body extolls the need to care for it, even more so as it becomes the abode of the divine. The soul that is attached to the body engages it to gain and strengthen its Atma Balam or Soul power. The means to achieve spiritual experiences and soul advancement is through engaging the body. Knowing this there is a need to care for it.

உடம்பார் அழியில் உயிரார் அழிவர்
திடம்பட மெய்ஞ்ஞானஞ் சேரவு மாட்டார்
உடம்பை வளர்க்கும் உபாயம் அறிந்தே
உடம்பை வளர்த்தேன் உயிர்வளர்த் தேனே. 

உடம்பு அழியுமாயின், அதனைப் பெற்றுள்ள உயிரும் அழிந்ததுபோலச் செயலன்றி நிற்பதாம். ஆகவே, உடம்பு அழிந்தபின், அவ்வுடம்பைத் துணைக்கொண்டு இயங்கிய உயிர், தவமாகிய துணையைப் பெறவும், பின் அதனால் இறையுணர்வை அடையவும் இயலாததாய்விடும். இதுபற்றி, உடம்பை நிலைபெறுவிக்கும் வழியை அறிந்து அவ்வழியில் அதனை நிலைபெறுவித்த யான், உயிரை நலம் பெறச் செய்தவனே ஆயினேன்.

உடம்பினை முன்னம் இழுக்கென் றிருந்தேன்
உடம்பினுக் குள்ளே உறுபொருள் கண்டேன்
உடம்புளே உத்தமன் கோயில்கொண் டான்என்று
உடம்பினை யானிருந் தோம்புகின் றேனே. 

சிவ நூல் கேட்பதற்கு முன்பெல்லாம் உடம்பை அழுக்கு ஒன்றையே உடையதாகக் கருதி இகழ்ந்திருந்தேன். சிவநூல் கேட்ட பின்னர், அதற்குள்தானே பயனை அடைதற்குரிய வழிகள் பலவும் இருத்தலை அறிந்தேன். அதனால், அவ்வறிவின் வழியே, உடம்பிற்குள் தானே இறைவன் தனக்கு இடம் அமைத்துக் கொண்டிருக்கின்றான் என்பதையும் அறிந்து, இப்பொழுது நான் உடம்பைக் கேடுறாதவாறு குறிக்கொண்டு காக்கின்றேன்.

(Source: http://www.thevaaram.org/thirumurai_1/onepage.php?thiru=10&Song_idField=10313)

Jetsun Milarepa, a Tibetan Siddha's initial realizations were as follows.
I have understood this body of mine to be the product of ignorance, composed of flesh and blood and lit up by the perceptive power of consciousness. To those fortunate ones who long for emancipation it may be the great vessel by which they may procure Freedom.
He gives us a stern reminder of not wasting time any further.
But to the unfortunate who only sin, it may be the guide to lower and miserable states of existence. This life is the boundary mark whence one may take an upward or downward path. Our present time is a most precious time, wherein each of us must decide, in one way or other, for lasting good or lasting ill.
Swami Chidvilasananda in her "Inner Treasures", a Siddha Yoga Publication, 1995, writes,
The Indian scriptures teach that earth is the place where you come to work out all your karma, the consequences of your actions, both good and bad. This is where you have the opportunity to learn the greatest lessons and ascend to the highest awareness. Even celestial beings want to take birth in this place. It is the work of the saints to awaken people from samsara, the world of the wandering, from this chakra, this wheel, the cycle of birth and death.
Her guru, Swami Muktananda quotes Sundardas in "Where are you going? - A Guide to the Spiritual Journey", published by Syda Foundation, 1989,
The great Saint Sundardas wrote, “You have attained this human body through God’s grace. You cannot attain it over and over again. This human body is a priceless jewel. Do not throw it away.” 
To be born a human is a gift. Shantideva describes human birth as a rare gift. This human birth doesn't come easy. Shantideva says, “Only as a human can you be devoted to God, the creator.” He explains that “The human body is the vehicle for longevity, while the spirit is the vehicle for immortality.” Shantideva reminds us not to waste a rare opportunity to devote oneself to God.  He says, “This human leisure, opportunities, and faculties are very rare to obtain and easily lost.” Finally, he questions us, “If one squanders the chance to fulfill the aim of human life, how will such an opportunity arise again?”

In “Atma” - “Reincarnation: The Soul’s Secret Journey”, The Bhaktivedanta Book Trust, The International Society For Krishna Consciousness, it is mentioned,
In one human life, we can create sufficient karma to keep ourselves entangled in the cycle of birth and death for thousands of lives. As human beings we also have the rare opportunity to become spiritually enlightened with transcendental knowledge and the chance to break the endless cycle of reincarnation. It can take many lives, or you can do it in one lifetime.
Adi Sankara lists human birth first among the three rarest gifts obtained through God's grace: human birth; the longing for liberation; and discipleship to an illumined teacher. Reading this statement itself brings so much bliss to the self. We have attained the human birth, longed for him, and have had two lovely gurus and a wonderful Satguru in the name of Agathiyan. What could we ask for further? It is just a matter of time where our continuous and persistent efforts will yield results. The deciding factor is the grace of God.

The great grand old lady saint, Avvai too regards this birth as very auspicious and rare and shows us the way to Godhead.
Rare indeed is to take a human birth, rarer than that is to be born with a perfect human form, sight, hearing and speech. Among them it is rare to see one who does austerities and charity. When one does austerities and charity the gates to Godhead is opened.
We have attained the human birth, perfect in all ways, have engaged in austerities and charity, and await his grace in bringing us back to his shores. Agathiyar has brought a halt to all rituals and charity asking us to focus on going within these days. An ardent reader who keeps checking this blog for new posts daily and who frequents AVM to serve Agathiyar and practitioner of all things said by Agathiyar, in a way, a clone of me, shared the following observations of his after reading my previous post "Prana, Karma, and Experience."
This topic was really meaningful. Everything connected each other. Karma become a lesson and teaching us experience. Thru that experience we have learned not to repeat it and follow our Guru guidance to remove the karmas. It can be good or bad karma but to end the cycle I have to remove both and empty my suitcase. Maybe that's why Agathiyar Appa stop Anna from involving in Thondu, because Agathiyar Appa knew that Anna already cleared all the past karmas and if continue that might lead to increasing the good karma. So Appa stop that and asked to work on pranas & yogas to go within. And the pranas is what helping us to bring us to the state of Being. Hope my understand is correct Anna. Karma itself work in so many ways which is above our thoughts. That’s why Agathiyar Appa didn’t go so deep on that because that might end our journey clueless... But now Appa gave that experiences and then only revealed it slowly for us to understand how deep it is. And before that Appa teach all of us the importance of Prana. When comes to chakras Siddhas always talking about Kanal (fire) to activate the chakras at each spot. And we have to put effort to work on our Prana to increase the Thavakanal to burn karma to activate the mulathara chakra. 
Such a profound understanding of the system. Agathiyar says to be born as a human, one needs sufficient merits or punyam, in the very first place. It is a great vessel to attain emancipation says Milarepa. As Milarepa says, "This life is the boundary mark whence one may take an upward or downward path. Our present time is a most precious time, wherein each of us must decide, in one way or another, for lasting good or lasting ill", we need to relook at our purpose in coming here.

As I placed the final touches to this post on the gift of birth, the local television station runs a piece of news reporting that an 18-year-old had dumped her child, having given birth in the toilet of her home, unknowing to other family members, by placing the baby in a bag and dropping it from her apartment window, adding on to numerous similar cases of abandonment of newborn babies. It saddens us to see that ignorance in some can lead them to do things beyond our wildest imagination.  

Wednesday, 13 May 2020

REMEMBERING TAVAYOGI

Many have asked me about the absence of posts over the past few days. I was engaged in producing the following video. It took me four days to compile and it saw four versions of the video made. I guess Agathiyar was not happy with the earlier three versions. Finally, this version, the fourth has seen the light of the day. This video is dedicated to Tavayogi. The least we could do for Tavayogi is to remember him.


When a curious colleague of my daughter came over to see the puja conducted at AVM some years back she put the question to us, "What did you benefit from worshipping the Siddhas?" This took us by surprise for we never even for a second thought of reaping benefits from something that we loved doing for someone who had shown so much compassion and love. We could not blame her for that is how things are these days. Everyone wants to know what there is in it for them before offering to extend help, engage in a venture, etc. Everything is business orientated these days, sadly even devotion. She never came back. The above video could answer her question. I guess to answer her question it all boils down to the extent of devotion or bhakti one has on either his guru or Ista Devata.

Just after posting the above video, I received a link from NS Shan. Dr. Sumit Kesarkar presents an informative video of an interview with a Yogi who among many things speaks about surrender and doing Seva or service to the guru too.



Mataji Sarojini Ammaiyaar, a student and now the head of Kallar Ashram, was told that she need only take care of Tavayogi's needs and Agathiyar shall ensure that she attained Mukti. For us who took Agathiyar as Satguru, Ramalinga Adigal came to bless us and asks that we continue with Agathiyar and that he would help remove the veil of ignorance in us and show us to Arutpernjhoti. Ramalinga Adigal had on a couple of instances asked that we continue to hold on to the Holy Feet of "Appan Agathiyan" as he addresses Agathiyar. He told us that since we had taken on Agathiyar's path and taken hold of Agathiyar's feet, hence his holy feet shall be salvation for us. "He is all. Go deeper. He shall take care. He shall bring you to the light", he added. "Agathiyar shall set aside the veil that hides Arutperunjhoti from you", he promised. "Since you came to Agathiyar and his path, he will be the guiding light", he says. He asks that if we continue on his path, Agathiyar shall lead us to Arutperunjhoti.

Agathiyar remains a guiding light to us, then, now and forever. Ramalinga Adigal comes to asks us to kindle the flame within to burn with such intensity that it shall draw aside the veil or curtain that stands between us and Erai. There is a need to shed the veil or curtain. The means is to light the Jhoti or light or flame in us. "Our Father Agathiyan will come within you to draw the curtain aside. That is the meaning of the song. My Father Agathiyar is in all of you bidding his will. Follow in his path. He shall assist you to drop the veil. Arutjhothi blesses you. Arutjhoti Aandavar blesses you. You are on the right track. Agathiyan shall lead you to Arutjhothi", hails Ramalingam.

அருட்பெருஞ்ஜோதி ஆண்டவர் உங்களை ஆசீர்வதித்தார். செல்லும் வழி சரி. நீ பற்றிய பாதை அகத்தியனின் பாதை. நீ பற்றிய பாதம் அகத்தியனின் பாதம். நீ பற்றிய பாதம் உன்னை கரை தேற்றியது. இனி காண்பவை அவனை மட்டும். ஆழ்ந்து போ. அகத்தியன் பார்த்துக்குவான். அகத்தியன் அருட்ஜோதியை நோக்கி அழைத்து செல்வான்.

என் பெருமானே என்னுள் வந்து அருளிய ஜோதி அது....
என் பெருமான் அருளிய ஜோதி அது....
திரை எனும் திரை எனும் என் பெருமான் காட்டிய திரை அது....
என் அருள் அப்பன் அருள் ஜோதி அது...
சீர்ஜோதி அது பெருஞ் ஜோதி அது... ஏறும் பெரும் ஜோதி அது
என்னுள் அது ஏறும் போது திரை அது விலகியது...
என்னுள் அது ஏறும் நிலையில் ஜோதி அது ஜோதி அது...
திரை எனும் திரை அது அருட்பெருஞ்ஜோதி அது...

திரை விலக உங்களில் இருக்கும் ஜோதி அதனை சுடர்விட செய்யுங்கள். என் அப்பன் அகத்தியன் உங்களுக்குள் வந்து அத்திரையை விலக்கிவிடுவார்.

அதுவே இப்பாடலின் பொருள். என் அப்பன் அகத்தியன் உங்களுக்குள் இருந்து வழி நடத்தி வருகிறார். அவன் வழியிலே நடந்து வாருங்கள். அத்திரை விலக்குவதற்க்கு அவன் அருள் புரிவான். அருட்ஜோதி உங்களை ஆசீர்வதித்தது. அருட்பெருஞ்சோதி ஆண்டவர் உங்களை ஆசீர்வதித்தார். செல்லும் வழி சரி. அகத்தியன் அருட்ஜோதியை நோக்கி அழைத்து செல்வான்.

To my wife he had this to say, "The Dharma you do is enough to bring salvation." 

நீ இட்ட அன்னம் போதும் அம்மா. நான் சொன்னது தொண்டு, அதிலும் அன்னம் தொண்டு. நீ செய்தது அன்னையின் தொண்டு.

We are truly blessed to have Agathiyar, Ramalinga Adigal, the Siddhas, and Lord Muruga show so much love and compassion towards us and are trying their level best to educate and enlighten us. But for that to happen they all had one request from us though - to open up our hearts, and let them in. "உங்கள் இதயத்தை திறந்து வையுங்கள். வழி விடுங்கள்."

Sunday, 3 May 2020

THE SATGURU IS HERE TO STAY

There was once the unmanifested state or Anaathi or அனாதி or ஆதியின்மை. We know from Maharishi Mahesh Yogi in his "Science of Being and Art of Living", a Meridian book, 1995, there is one Being, the absolute existence of unmanifested nature. The cosmic intelligence or creative power which is the nature of Being, initiated the first sound or vibration that generated prana out of itself, hence starting the process of creation and evolution, with a purpose. And that purpose he says is "Expansion of happiness."

Tavayogi in his "Andamum Pindamum" and "Atma Thathuvam" explains that the first vibration created from the first sound was known as Akaaram. The vibratory waves that sustained this first sound came to be called Ukaaram. Maakaaram was the field that helped contain these vibratory sounds. The body resonates with these vibrations, functioning effectively. It is interesting to note that Akaaram is linked to the left eye and Ukaaram with the right. Tavayogi explains that the breath that flows through the left nostril is known as Akaaram and that running through the right nostril is Ukaaram, creating vibrations in Edakala and Pingala respectively. As we speak these Nadis vibrate creating further ripple-like vibrations, called Maakaaram, in the midst of the head. The spot where these three sounds and their related vibrations congregate is known as Suzhumunai. Through watching the breath, the Siddhas realized that the only apparent difference between the living and the dead was the function of respiration. Acharya Gurudasan says that this is the only function we had control over as in pranayama. This observation mooted the Siddhas to find ways to increase and retain the prana that attaches itself to air and energizes all of creation including both the world around us and us. Tavayogi too once told me "Breath is God." Agathiyar has mentioned in numerous incidences that he gave his breath to save his devotee. It is rather timely that Agathiyar too has brought us to watch the breath.

Mahesh Yogi equates the mind to the waves in the ocean and the prana to the force in the wind that blows across the ocean's surface or the unmanifested absolute Being. "Karma acts as the force of the wind to produce a wave of the mind in the ocean of unmanifested Being. This inert karma supplemented by the life force prana gives rise to the mind." Prana manifests as the mind. "Prana is the first expression of cosmic intelligence or cosmic mind", says the Yogi. "The instrument is karma; it is propelled by prana, and carried out by the mind."

Acharya Gurudasan in his brief introduction to Yoga for Siddha Heartbeat quotes Bhagawan Ramana,
“Control of mind by the control of breath is Yoga (Raja Yoga or Kriya yoga);Control of breath by the control of mind is Gnana” – Sri Ramana Maharshi
We learn from other sources that from a state of Anaathi it moved to the state of Aathi or ஆதி or The Beginning where the inherent darkness was dispelled. The plenitude and wisdom of the source or Aathi took the form of the soul. From the spirit came the soul, and then the body to house the soul. The first man was said to be Manu. Isan is a name for God. From Manu's race, man or manusan came forth. Hence the human being has the qualities of god or the buddha within or the light hence he is called manu isan. Our journey then is to get in touch with our original qualities, that of a manu isan.

But this journey is veiled by Maya or Maya Sakti or energies bent on derailing our efforts in reaching God. In order to reach him the curtain of illusion has to drop. If we are deceived by Maya and its many forms we come back, again and again, to continue the journey till one fine day we come to a realization that all else is illusionary. Then even if we have the yearning to reach him against all odds, the divine through its divine play or lila, places on our path various tests to evaluate us on how strong is our yearning and how determined are we to become something of his nature. 

In the "Metaphysics of Saiva Siddhantam - Sivagnana Boodham" by Thiruvilankar Canagarayar, l96l, we are told that,
In order to purify the soul, the Primal One by His infinite Grace, applied Maya and Karma Malams, to the fettered soul, just as a washerman applies Fuller’s earth and cow-dung to remove the dirt in a piece of cloth. When Maya and Karma Malams counteract on Anavam, the ignorance of the soul, being the effect of the function of Anavam, is removed from the fettered soul and its intelligence illumines.
So it is not an easy task that is ahead of us. Besides our effort and determination, we need his grace to achieve him. As Manikavasagar sings அவன் அருளாலே அவன் தாள் வணங்கி, it is only possible with his grace. Ramalinga Adigal achieved it by incessantly calling out to him, begging and pleading for mercy and his grace.  The purgative way saw him embark on the Journey, worshiping Lord Murugan in Chennai and Thirutani, Lord Siva and Vadivudai Ambigai in Otriyore, and Lord Nadarajah in Chidambaram; purging himself of all desires and attachments, and of all imperfections. Arriving at the illuminative way our efforts seize and we are totally dependent on Erai's grace to move further. The next part of the Journey, the unitive way is where we see results. The transformation takes place rapidly without our doing. Erai gifts us a body that can sustain his majestic presence. Erai personally sees through the necessary transformation to become him. Ramalinga Adigal said Agathiyar shall assist us in drawing aside the veil. Hence he asks that we stay faithful to him. We have surrendered to him completely. It is a known fact that with the coming of the Sadguru, the darkness dispels.
God appears as Satguru before the soul fettered by pasam or world of senses, and initiates it, on the ground of tapas performed by it in the past birth. On receipt of the Upadesa the soul realises its real spiritual nature as that of God and abandons the world and reaches the feet of God, as He is one with it. Now it is its duty to meditate on Him.
The Satguru's journey starts very much earlier, at the start of our lives, nay before this birth itself, in some cases, without our knowledge, and even before we come to know him. A growing fetus is in the care of its Satguru and upon taking birth moves according to the dictates of the Satguru until it becomes aware of its surroundings. His or her first awareness comes from the Satguru. Agathiyar said that Lord Muruga, Vallal (Ramalinga Adigal) and He had come years before even before I knew them and began to worship them. This explains the belief that each soul is assigned a Satguru or a guardian angel from the moment it takes its role in the divines play or lila. The Satguru who is with us in the divine kingdom keeps us company throughout our lifetime here on this earth, without we realizing their presence. The Satguru sustains us and gives us all the experiences needed to mold us into his form.

Similarly, the Satguru's Journey starts very much earlier, having trod the unchartered territories and discovered for him the path to Godhead. He has come to bring us holding our hands to walk the path too. That is the compassion and kindness of a Satguru, in wanting to see all of us rise as the Satguru has the tasks to elevate the spiritual station and bring his disciple to a state of perfection or Being or God. 

It is said that Agathiyar arose from the kumbam. People take it literally to mean an earthen or copper pot filled with water. In rituals the kumbam, a representation of a body, is tied decoratively with colored string to represent the nerves; a coconut is placed atop it that represents the head; mango leaves, and silk cloth adorn the neck of the vessel, and scented water that represents the water/blood in us; is placed inside the vessel completing the Purnakumbam. Once completed it represents the bimbum or deity that is invoked to come within, reside, witness, and bless the puja. Once sanctified through the ritual and prayer the contents of the Purnakumbam are emptied on the statue of the deity, as in libation or abhisegam, consecrating the idol and transmitting the powers from the homa, rituals, and prayers to it. 

Although we have brought Agathiyar to reside in this vessel and take up its form, in actuality, Agathiyar arises from within kumbam which is the innermost heart. Tavayogi autographed his book "Andamum Pindamum" - ஆண்டவன் உரைகின்ற இடம் தங்கள் உள்ளம். அதுவே பயணத்தின் தொடக்கமும் முடிவும்", "Aandavan Uraigindra Edam Thangal Ullam, Athuve Payanathin Thodakkamum, Mudivum" when translated means, "Erai lives in your heart, from where the journey starts and ends too" - pointing to the disciple’s Heart as the Beginning and End of the Path shown by Him. Lord Muruga too came to ask us to open our hearts.

Walking initially in the shadows of the Satguru, a child upon reaching adolescence coming to know and differentiate the right from wrong; his or her ego inflated, and he/she knows that he/she has a choice and a say in his/her life, the Satguru moves into the shadow. Worldly knowledge takes precedence then. Wisdom comes later from the accumulation of worldly experiences. Finally, if he or she seeks divine knowledge, the Satguru comes forth to make Gnanam available provided he or she is willing to travel within.

The Satguru sees the urgency in dealing with his disciples at times. Although he is beyond the grasp of time and space since we are all tied down to all things relative and are governed by the stars and the planets, they come at the appropriate time and place to kindle our interest or memory of a past life with them and bring us on their path. I remember how literally I had to run to keep up with Tavayogi in the jungles of India. Never for a moment did he turn back to look at me or check on me if I was following. Agathiyar tells us that we cannot wait for another to catch up with us for then our Journey shall be delayed. Hence the reason for him to use me as a tool to break the group Agathiyar Vanam that we built up since 2013 and Amudha Surabhi in 2015, recently. As the Journey toughens only the disciplined, dedicated, committed, and courageous can possibly keep up.

The Satguru keeps an eye on us although staying in the shadows. I was diligently practicing the Asana and Pranayama techniques as taught by Tavayogi in 2008, together with cleansing practices. He says its a treasure that I and several others received from him. He monitored my practice closely suggesting an alternative diet to counter the internal changes that had begun to take place with the practice. He dictated what to take and what to avoid. He extolled the benefits of controlling the breath or pranayama. This was the way the Siddhas attain deathlessness, he said. He names Lord Ganapathy and Buddha as an exponent of the control of the breath. He says he shares the truth that came to be known to the Siddhas, in the hope that I continue to work on myself further, hence asking me to stay with them.

சிறப்பெல்லாம் வாசியிலே அடங்கிருக்கு
சித்தர் எல்லாம் வாசி வழி தேர்ச்சி கண்டார்
சிறப்புமிக்க மூத்தோனும் புத்தனும் தான்
சிறப்பான வாசிக்கே அதிபதி ஆவார்
ஆனதொரு வாசியை அடக்கினாலே
ஆயுளோடு மரணமில்லா பெரு வாழ்வு உண்டு
தவசி எல்லாம் வாசியாலே தவமும் பெற்றார்
தான் அடைந்த உண்மையெல்லாம் உனக்கு உரைத்தோம்
அடைய வேண்டும் பக்குவங்கள் இன்னும் பல்வார்
அதனாலே எங்களோடு தொடர்ந்து இருப்பாய்

Patanjali came through the Nadi a month later in May of 2008 and gave some tips too. Later Agathiyar comes to say that all is going well. In August of 2009 he gives another pranayama technique to follow. He adds on more practices to help bring concentration. These were practices that the Siddhas did too, he said. Meantime Agathiyar came to my home as a bronze statue in 2010.

Sometime before 2011, I pulled a string, a nerve to be exact. One day, as usual, I was in the shower carrying out the daily morning routine of rubbing a pinch of the powdered Karisaalai herb against the uvula that helps remove the phlegm from my throat. As I coughed up the phlegm and spat it out, I felt a tug followed by a shape pain arising in my right buttocks that ran down my right leg till my toes. I froze in pain. When I referred the pain to others, they thought that it was sciatica.
Sciatica refers to pain that radiates along the path of the sciatic nerve, which branches from your lower back through your hips and buttocks and down each leg. Typically, sciatica affects only one side of your body. (Source: https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/sciatica/symptoms-causes/syc-20377435)
I saw the doctors. They gave me a clean slate but put me on physiotherapy. I attended the sessions twice a week. I bore the pain for 2 1/2 years. Agathiyar watched silently. Finally, in November of 2011, when I decided to ask Agathiyar in the Nadi, he revealed the reason for the injury, that was subtle in nature. He tells me what was going on and why I succumbed to the back pain. He said I faced discomfort and pain in the body due to the heat generated in the Muladhara from these practices. The 3 dosas too have run out of proportion. Hence he asks to stop all forms of practice. He suggested several Siddha herbs to consume.

பாரிச (உடலின் ஒரு பக்கம்) பீடைகளும் வந்து நிற்கும்
உற்றதொரு மூலாதார சக்கரமும்
உயர் விதமாய் உஷ்ணம் அடைந்ததால்
உரைக்க வரும் சோர்வுகளும் தேகம் தன்னில்
உரைக்கலாம் முக்கூற்று திரிப்பும்  இப்போ
முறையாகச் சமநிலையில் இல்லாதிருக்கச்
சோதனைகள் வந்து நிற்கும் அச்சம் மிகுந்து
செப்பலாம் தவம் தன்னை நிறுத்திவைக்கப்
பங்கம் ஏதும் வந்திடாது கலக்கம் கொள்ளா

If the bhakti path is one of frequenting the temples and worshipping god externally, seeing him in the temple statues and paintings, putting forth our wishes, and having the priest bring our desires to God asking them to be fulfilled; the Siddha path is one that brings us to engage actively rather then be passive spectators, making its teachings a way of life. We learn to perform rituals, do charity, read the scriptures, praise the Siddhas, and share the joy and blessings we gain from their worship with others. We are taught Yoga to keep our body and mind fit. For those keen on going within, the Siddhas guide them further. In the Siddha path, we are able to see various stages of transition in the sadhaka. He who had dwelled in Sariyai takes up Kriyai and comes to Yogam. Gnanam is the big prize awaiting him then. Throughout this Journey the Satguru accompanies us. He rejoices in seeing us reach their state too. Agathiyar who came as a visiting consultant has come to stay put as the resident consultant, our Satguru. This was possible with the might of puja. Sariyai and Kriyai were the stepping stones to Yogam and hopefully Gnanam too.

Thursday, 30 April 2020

PRANA, KARMA & EXPERIENCE PART 3

The impression of experience is the finest remains of karma says Mahesh Yogi. All our experiences are relative to the outside world, carries with it our judgment, opinions, etc but going within these experiences has no comparison for it is just a journey of Being. The mind that disengages with the external transcends all fields of relative experience becoming one with the Being. No longer conscious. It becomes the cosmic mind. When Abhirami Pattar went into this state he did not realize that he had replied to the king that it was a full moon when in actuality it was pitch dark. The cosmic mind spoke then. The divine came and actualize his words bringing a full moon on an amavasai night. The Yogi says this state of attributeless absolute existence lies completely beyond imagination or any intellectual conception or understanding.

The world is a playhouse or a stage and we are all dolls or puppets, driven by karma that carried out by the mind which is fueled by prana, the first expression of cosmic intelligence or cosmic mind. Hence we understand why Agathiyar who spelled out my past karmas, my deeds, and my mistakes was quick to add that it was all his doing so that I could experience those too. So it does not come as a surprise to us now when Ma, Aiya, and Agathiyar have been continuously telling us that we need to experience life. When Agathiyar exposed my past deeds he quickly added that it was to gain experience and learn lessons, consoling me that even that was his doing, removing the guilt from me. The most compassionate father takes ownership of all our faults, not wanting to see us suffer further. And he tells us to surrender all the actions that come our way henceforth to him too. The most compassionate father told me to carry out several remedies that took the form of giving donations and visiting temples and brought me to perform the homa in my home telling me these acts would help counter the karma earned from these deeds. He then came to reside as the bronze statue and later came to reside permanently in this statue. These days he speaks through his devotees. He brought us to Sariyai, Kriyai, Yogam, and recently started us the path to attain Gnanam.

Agathiyar says he is prapanjam and in it, and that the prapanjam is in him. Hence he is this Being in a sense. In Yogi's words, "Nothing is without it. Everything is it." The Yogi states that any process to end karma would result in the state of Being, reveling in the glory of Being. "The life of an individual and that of the cosmos is being created, maintained, and dissolved by the force of karma in the relative field apart from the realm of pure Being." So when karma stops, Being is. When the veil drops, Being is.

The Yogi speaks of a technique of minimizing the activity of experiencing and eventually transcending the subtlest field of activity, arriving at the state of Being. This is what Lord Muruga told Arunagiri. This is what Agathiyar is bringing us to do too. Bringing us to close all the groups he brought us to minimalize all activity in the world, and ask to go within where the activity of a different kind and more subtle shall take place, a solo journey of discovery that vary from person to person. Mahesh Yogi speaks about the techniques of minimizing the force of karma, something that Agathiyar too shares with us in a Nadi reading. The trick here the Yogi says is to engage the mind in the field of action and yet simultaneously live a life of eternal freedom in the bliss consciousness of absolute Being becoming a Jeevan Mukta, thus "bringing together the values of the absolute and relative existence."

As the Yogi says that the expansion of happiness is the purpose of creation, our true nature is bliss. Everything else is false. Everything else is a covering, a veil, a mask that of Maya. The mask is been made of past karma, desires, and ego. We begin to see the world around us through this mask. Others too tend to see only our mask. The true bliss is within hidden in the secret and sacred space deep within the hearts of men. As the wind blows and shifts the curtain to allow the ray of sunlight in, we do get a glimpse of this bliss, by the grace of the guru. The bliss that is eternal or பேரின்பம், in the field of transcendent, and everlasting, is superior to that of momentary joy in the relative field of activity or சிற்றின்பம். Hence we are asks to spend time dwelling into the state of bliss and with repeated practice, we tend to bring this state to the field of relative experience transforming ourselves and all who come in contact. When we get connected to another, be it God, nature, the grass, the green, the sunlight, the wind, a song, the music, the food, the aroma, the lover, the wife, children, or friend, anything might rekindle this feeling of bliss. The moment we meet someone dear to us, a joy of happiness kindles and blooms in us; the moment we open the window and the first breeze of the morning cold air that brings with it the prana rushes in and brushes across your face; the moment the first rays of light is seen emerging from the sun that has just come up over the mountains; the moment you touch the tiny fingers of a newborn child, etc, are truly moments of bliss. 

Drop the veil and the bliss of our true nature is seen. Unfortunately, we are shrouded with this veil that we keep adding on to each day with experiences and outcomes of interaction with people and things; events, happenings, and issues. We should be shedding it rather than add on the tiers. We do not cherish bliss or happiness until we lose them. We do not cherish freedom until we are caught and jailed. Only a Prisoner of War (POW) would know the meaning of freedom. As a resident of a flat in a housing area that came under total lockdown during this time voiced out, “One very good lesson I have learned is never to take freedom for granted. This has been a real eye-opener.” We take for granted all the goodness that we enjoy now. Take it away and we come to realize how dependant we are all on it. We cherish freedom now in these trying times of lockdown that has curbed our movements. Cherish all that you have while you can. It won't be around long. Neither will you and I. 

PRANA, KARMA & EXPERIENCE PART 2

Swami Rajarshi Muni in Yoga" – The Ultimate Attainment, Jaico Publishing House, 2004, describes the blooming and replication of karma into further action and karma.
During each earthly existence, a soul creates innumerable karmas in the form of thoughts, words, and actions. These karmas leave behind corresponding subliminal impressions that are carried forward with the subtle body from one life to the next. When these latent impressions become activated at opportune moments in the present life, or in a future life, they awaken into desires, which then amass volitional energy sufficient to lead the soul to perform new karmas. Thus the karmas of the present life lead to the karmas of future lives. They establish a continuous and unending chain of causes and effects.
Annie Besant, Bhagawan Das and Satguru Sivaya Subramuniyaswami have written about the triple nature of each karmic action as revealed by ancient yogis.

The first is Samcita, the sum total of past karma yet to be resolved. Samcita is the accumulated karma of the past and is partly seen as mans' tendencies: the character, his/her powers, capacities, and weaknesses, that came to be made through his/her many births.

From the midst of the Samcitas is selected a portion, Prarabdha and, at the time of the beginning of the body, time energizes this portion for reaping and which cannot be avoided but must be experienced in the present life. Prarabdha is only exhausted by being experienced. That, which has begun, is actually bearing fruit.

Vartamana or Kriyamana, the third type is karma that which is now being created. That karma is being done. The actual, that which is now being made for the future, or the coming karma.

Although we do not have control of the first two, we definitely can chart the third. But yet the most compassionate father Agathiyar comes to show us the way to manipulate the first two and takes our hand in helping to chart the third. So why does Agathiyar reveal each person's past on the onset of every reading for seekers? Paramahansa Yogananda throws some light. "Knowledge of the law of karma encourages the earnest seeker to find the way of final escape from its bonds." Understanding karma will show us a way not to create further karma. Paramahansa Yogananda in his "Autobiography of a Yogi", Self Realization Fellowship, 1990, writes,
Karma is not a finished thing awaiting us, but a constant becoming, in which the future is not only shaped by the past but is modified by the present.
Who has this knowledge of the past but the Siddhas and some gurus. Ram Das in "Path to God - Living The Bhagavadgita", Harmony Books, 2004, mentions that his guru could see the whole pattern of life evolving.
Maharajji could see the whole pattern evolving. When you’re at that stage, you see in advance the direction the karmic waves are taking, and you know exactly why it’s all happening the way it is.
Association with the Godly men brings us to understand the subtle world that envelopes and surrounds us, although most of us most of the time are not aware of its existence and influence. They through devotion or bhakti are known to modify the effects of karma. Satguru Sivaya Subramuniyaswami attests to how devotion does wonder in the devotee and sadhaka. The grace of the divine that is derived through devotion, melts the karmas, in various stages, and in various chakras finally burning it in the fire of tapas or austerities and meditation.
Planetary changes activate new karmas and close off some of the karmas previously activated. The magnetic pulls and the lack of magnetism are what jyotisha (Vedic astrology) is telling us is happening at every point in time. These karmas then wait in abeyance, accumulating new energy from current actions, to be reactivated at some later time. These karmic packets become more refined, life after life, through sadhana. All of this is summed up by one word, evolution.
Bhakti brings grace, and the sustaining grace melts and blends the karmas in the heart. In the heart chakra the karmas are in a molten state. The throat chakra molds the karmas through sadhana, regular religious practices. The third-eye chakra sees the karmas, past, present and future, as a singular oneness. And the crown chakra absorbs, burns clean, enough of the karmas to open the gate, the door of Brahman, revealing the straight path to merging with Siva. 
Paramahansa Yogananda in his "Autobiography of a Yogi", Self Realization Fellowship, 1990, conveys his master Sri Yukteswar's message on the means to nullify the effects of karma.
By a number of means - by prayer, by will power, by yoga meditation, by consultation with saints, by use of astrological bangles - the adverse effects of past wrongs can be minimized or nullified.
Ram Das in "Path to God - Living The Bhagavad Gita", Harmony Books, 2004, shows that dropping the idea and notion and thought that I am the "doer" does not attach oneself to the results and fruits of his action.
If we want to get done with it all, its clear that the first step in the process is to stop creating new waves. We’re never going to be finished if we keep making new waves for ourselves everyday. Once we’re acting purely out of dharma and not out of any desire, we’re no longer making waves. When you've totally surrendered to your dharma, when you’re no longer trying for anything, that’s your way through."
Dr. Hiroshi Motoyama in "Karma and Reincarnation", Piatkus, 1992 suggests the same.
Dissolving karma through learning detachment - non-action within action i.e. acting out the unfolding of one’s day to day life continuously but without attachment to the results of the action.
Eknath Easwaran in "Dialogue with Death - A Journey Through Consciousness", Jaico Publishing House, 2002, says the same too.
If we can learn not to act on a samskara by severing the connection between stimulus and response, that particular chain of karma will no longer have a hold on us. 
Just as Lao Tze asked that we go with the flow, harnessing the power of nature, and not to oppose but neutralize those that oppose him, Agathiyar teaches us to neutralize karma. Annie Besant and Bhagawan Das in "Sanatana Dharma" by the Theosophical Publishing House, 2000, write the same.
A man who knows the law of nature utilizes those whose forces are going his way and neutralize those which oppose. The laws of nature state conditions under which certain results follow. According to the results desired conditions may be arranged, and, given the conditions, the results will invariably follow. Hence the law of nature does not compel any special action, but only renders all actions possible.
This gives us hope. To substantiate this fact, an excerpt from Sogyal Rinpoche's "The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying", HarperSanFrancisco, 1993,
Karma, then, is not fatalistic or predetermined. Karma means our ability to create and to change. It is creative because we can determine how and why we act. We can change. The future is in our hands, and in the hands of our heart. As everything is impermanent, fluid, and interdependent, how we act and think inevitably change the future. We must realize that every moment in our life, every joy and every sorrow, can be traced to some source within us. There is no one “out there” making it all happen. We make it happen or not happen according to the actions we perform, the attitudes we hold and the thoughts we think. Therefore, by gaining conscious control of our thoughts and attitudes by right action, we can control the flow of karma.
Lama Surya Das in "Awakening the Buddha Within - Tibetan Wisdom For The Western World", Bantam Books, 1997, says,
Every moment we are presented with the possibility of changing the future. By thorough understanding of karmic causation and skillful means we can become free. We change, and our future changes too. This is the truth. This is karma. We are responsible; the lever of our destiny remains in our hands.
Again we are told that the lever is in our hands. Annie Besant and Bhagawan Das in "Sanatana Dharma" by the Theosophical Publishing House, 2000 simplifies the theory.
The main thing to see in karma is not a destiny imposed from without, but a self-made destiny, imposed from within, and therefore a destiny that is continually being remade by its maker.
Dr. Hiroshi Motoyama in "Karma and Reincarnation", Piatkus, 1992 examines karma further.
Karma is basically a result of the spiritual ignorance of the self that mistakenly believes it is an independent entity. As long as the self functions in this state of ignorance it is imprisoned in a continuous process of death and reincarnation within the dimensions of reality that are governed by the law of cause and effect.
Paramahansa Yogananda in the "Bhagavad Gita", Yogada Satsanga Society of India, 2002 says.
Man has the divine gift of free choice, which he can use properly or improperly, to his benefit or harm. Animals, not subject to individual karma, are under the sway of group or mass karma. An animal’s life is predestined; man’s is not.
Satguru Sivaya Subramuniyaswami in "Merging with Siva - Hinduism’s Contemporary Metaphysics", Himalayan Academy, 2005 enlightens us on our purpose in coming.
We bring just a certain portion of our karmas to live through in this life, called prarabdha karmas. Karmas left to be worked out in another life are in seed stage, inactive. So, here we are, with our two suitcases of karma, and the idea is to go through life and come out the other end without the suitcases. Unless we have dharma, which we are committed to and live fully, which has the restraints, we would fill up the suitcases again.
How is this done? How do we shed this karma and walk away leaving the suitcases behind, completely emptied of the baggage we brought along? We look towards Satguru Sivaya Subramuniyaswami to enlighten us further. We go back to what the Swami told us earlier.
When we cause a traumatic disruption within ourselves or within others, the action is imprinted in the memory patterns of the muladhara chakra. The seed has been planted and will remain vibrating in the depths of the mind even though consciously forgotten. We carry it over from life to life, from birth to birth until one day it blossoms into the fruit of our action-reaction. 
There are thousands of things vibrating in the muladhara chakra, and from those memory patterns they are going to bounce up into view one after another, especially if we gain more Prana by breathing and eating correctly. When meditation begins, more karma is released from the first chakra (muladhara chakra). Our individual karma is intensified as the ingrained memory patterns that were established long ago accumulate and are faced, one after another, after another, after another.
In our first four or five years of striving on the path we face the karmic patterns that we would never have faced in this life had we not consciously sought enlightenment. Experiences come faster, closer together. So much happens in the short span of a few months or even a few days, catalyzed by the new energies released in meditation and by our efforts to purify mind and body, it might have taken us two or three lifetimes to face them all. They would not have come up before then, because nothing would have stimulated them."
The Swami metes out three ways that one can handle karma. The first approach would require us to "begin the tedious task of unwinding these multitudinous patterns through performing daily sadhana."
Each next step will become quite obvious to you as you begin to find that you are the writer of your own destiny, the master of your ship through life, and the freedom of your soul is but yours to claim through your accomplishments of your yoga.
The second approach is done "in deep sleep and meditation."
Seeds of karma that have not even expressed themselves can be traced in deep meditation by one who has many years of experience in the within. Having pinpointed the un-manifested karmic seed, the jnani can either dissolve it in intense light or inwardly live through the reaction of his past action. If his meditation is successful, he will be able to throw out the vibrating experiences or desires which are consuming the mind. In doing this, in traveling past the world of desire, he breaks the wheel of karma which binds him to the specific reaction which must follow every action. That experience will never have to happen on the physical plane, for its vibrating power has already been absorbed in his nerve system.
Agathiyar has told me several times to ignore the pain and discomfort that comes along with the numerous practice he and my gurus gave, brushing it off lightly. In fact, at one instant he told me this was bliss.

In the third approach "past actions are re-enacted through the actual intense reactionary experience and working within, conquering inner desires and emotions."
When something happens to you that you put into motion in a past life or earlier in this life, sit down and think it over. Do not strike out. Do not react. Work it out inside yourself. Take the experience within, into the pure energies of the spine and transmute that energy back into its primal source. In doing so, what happens? You change its consistency. It no longer has magnetic power, and awareness flows away from that memory pattern forever. You could remember the experience, but your perspective would be totally detached and objective. This is the most common way karma is resolved, in day-to-day experiences. The full force of the karmic experience comes, but because of his present goodness and previous blessings earned through control of his intellect, he receives the experience as a minor wound. This seed karma is worked through within himself in this way.
This is what saints have been doing. When the Siddha Pattinathar was accused of stealing jewels belonging to a temple, the local king had him tied to a post and whipped, the Siddha took it on him without protest. He accepted it as God's will. When Yogi Ramsuratkumar was set upon by mischief makers and beaten up, he accepted it as God’s will. His constant advice was to remain satisfied with whatever situation one found oneself in, realizing that it was part of the Divine will. He used to say, "In truth, there is only one will at work and that is Father’s will. It is therefore perfect, good for the individual, humanity, and the cosmos." Similarly, when thieves broke into Bhagawan Ramana Maharishi’s ashram and beat him up he received the blows without defending himself. Tavayogi has reminded me not to oppose happenings but to submit to it. Annie Besant and Bhagawan Das describe this quietude on one’s part as merely choices to let past choices have their way, and to go in accordance with them. He simply chooses to do nothing. Again we are reminded of Lao Tzu too to go with the flow.

From Henry Wei in the "Guiding Light of Lao Tzu", Synergy Books International,
So much emphasis does Lao Tzu lay on the most important doctrine in regard to spiritual cultivation known as Wu Wei or non-action which is in the sense of non-interference, that is to say, non-interference with the trend of nature or the flow of Tao.
The Tibetans accept karma as a natural and just process. Karma inspires them to be responsible in whatever they do says Sogyal Rinpoche, hence not accumulating further new and fresh karma. Sogyal Rinpoche beautifully concludes that, "Karma, then, is our best spiritual teacher. We spiritually learn and grow as our actions return to us to be resolved and dissolved." Karma like experience teaches us lessons.

For us the cycle shall never end or so it seems, for karma lies in the ever-changing field of relative existence. To the men who have given themselves to the divine, it seems eternal only if seen in the perspective of the ever-continuing cycle of action experience and impression as explained by Mahesh Yogi. Satguru Sivaya Subramuniyaswami sheds some light on them.
After the realization of the Self, Parasiva, the forces of dharma and previous karma still exist, but through the force of the realization of God, much of the impending impact of karma has dwindled, and it is faced differently, treated differently. Prior to the experience of realization, karmas were dealt with in individual increments. After the realization, the sum total is seen. Spiritual destiny is realized.
Karma that once stood in their way of God-realization is removed. Fresh karma is then dissolved immediately. Karma waiting to germinate is roasted in the fire of their tapas.
One does not have the experience of realizing the Self until all of his karma is in a state of resolve. When this begins to occur in him, he actually sees that man is not man, man is the Self, God, for his karma and the forces of his dharma have begun to become transparent to him. Through the power of his realization, the karma is created and simultaneously dissolved. This occurs for the one who lives in the timeless state of consciousness. If one were to realize the Self each day, he would live his life like writing his karma on the surface of water. The swamis who renounce the world and do tapas are trying to burn the seeds of the karmas that they did not bring with them in this life. They set fire to the whole house. They renounce the world and put restrictions upon themselves that others don’t.
Paramahansa Yogananda says,
In Nirbikalpa Samadhi the yogi dissolves the last vestiges of his material or earthly karma. Nevertheless, he may still have certain astral and causal karma to work out and therefore takes astral and then causal embodiment on high vibration spheres.

PRANA, KARMA & EXPERIENCE PART 1

There is one Being, "the absolute existence of unmanifested nature," says Maharishi Mahesh Yogi in his "Science of Being and Art of Living", a Meridian book, 1995. The Yogi says "its tendency to vibrate and manifest is referred to as prana or in other words, Being vibrates by virtue of prana and manifests." Its expression is prana. All the rests both seen and unseen is then an expression of prana. As the Yogi mentions, "assuming a subjective nature Being becomes mind and assuming an objective nature it becomes matter", prana is seen underlying and driving all of creation. Prana as life force creates, sustains its creation, and rather than take an active hand in destroying its very creation it takes leave, leaving its creation to die, rot, break down and return into its individual elements.

"The one Being without undergoing any change in itself multiplies and diversifies in creation. The absolute being assumes the role of relativity. The unity appears as multiplicity." The irony of creation is that while the creator or the absolute is eternal in its never-changing status, its creation and its relative diversity of its creations is eternal too though in the context of its everchanging nature. From one becomes two. From unity came forth duality. One single cell divides into two identical daughter cells through the process of Mitosis, for the purpose of growth and to replace worn-out cells and through another process called Meiosis, a single cell divides twice to produce four cells containing half the original amount of genetic information as in sperm in males and eggs in females. (Source: https://www.yourgenome.org/facts/what-is-mitosis)

The absolute or unmanifested Being and it's relative or manifested creation both present themselves to us each moment. Both are eternal but in their respective realms, planes or dimensions. The poet Kannadhasan pens a lovely song for the Tamil movie "Thiruvilaiyaadal", giving form and expression to these manifestations.


ஒன்றானவன், உருவில் இரண்டானவன்,
உருவான செந்தமிழில் மூன்றானவன்,
நன்றான வேதத்தில் நான்கானவன்,
நமச்சிவாய என ஐந்தானவன்,
இன்பச் சுவைகளுக்குள் ஆறானவன்,
இன்னிசை ஸ்வரங்களில் ஏழானவன்,
சித்திக்கும் பொருள்களில் எட்டானவன்,
தித்திக்கும் நவரச வித்தானவன்!
பத்தானவன், நெஞ்சில் பற்றானவன்!
பன்னிருகை வேலவனைப் பெற்றானவன்!
முற்றாதவன்! மூல முதலானவன்!
முன்னைக்கும் பின்னைக்கும் நடுவானவன்!
ஆணாகிப் பெண்ணாகி நின்றானவன்!
அவை ஒன்று தான் ஒன்று சொன்னானவன்!
தான் பாதி உமை பாதி கொண்டானவன்!
சரி பாதி பெண்மைக்குத் தந்தானவன்!
காற்றானவன், ஒளியானவன்! நீரானவன் நெருப்பானவன்!
நேற்றாகி இன்றாகி என்றைக்கும் நிலையான
ஊற்றாகி நின்றானவன்! அன்பின் ஒளியாகி நின்றானவன்!

"That cosmic intelligence or creative power which is the nature of Being generates prana out of itself, hence starting the process of creation and evolution", with a purpose, says Mahesh Yogi. He reveals, "Expansion of happiness is the purpose of creation." Nature was happy till man encroached, invaded, raped, plundered, and enslaved her for his selfish needs. We turned into monsters and miserable beings, losing the happiness that we knew once existed in us.

We understand from the Yogi that the absolute Being through creation executes its divine play where the target is towards evolution or expansion of its being-ness. Thus we are products of the absolute Being finding ways to expand back into its majesty and expansiveness. Having initiated its play or creation the Being remains true to itself while watching its expansion take place through its creation. It is like watching the prana expand in us as we inhale the air mindful that the prana that created us and drives us is also traversing and traveling through each pore in the skin and cell in the body, akin to God watching his manifestation in joy, fathers watching their offsprings and lineage make headway in their lives.

P.Karthigayan in his "History of Medical and Spiritual Sciences of Siddhas of Tamil Nadu", Notion Press, 2016, tells us that the soul is the bridge between the spirit and the body. As Mahesh Yogi says that "assuming a subjective nature, Being becomes mind and assuming an objective nature, it becomes matter", could the soul be the innocent consciousness or mana satchi or witness that serves as a link between the subject, the spirit and the object, the physical body? Is the soul an extension of the Being then? Can we then safely assume karma as an expression of prana too?

As to the age-old question as to whether the chicken came first or the egg and whether the tree came first or the seed that is still being debated, the Yogi says "it can only be said that the seed is the cause of the tree and the tree is the cause of the seed. Which started the cycle cannot be ascertained." Then the Yogi puts forth the question of whether karma existed first or the mind existed first. We are told that karma is the machinery that moves the world and all of creation. We also know that prana is the life force that moves the world and all of creation.

The Yogi equates the mind to the waves in the ocean and the prana to the force in the wind that blows across the ocean's surface or the unmanifested absolute Being. "Karma acts as the force of the wind to produce a wave of the mind in the ocean of unmanifested Being." Karma creates the mind and the mind then brings on or about new karma. Since the mind is born of karma, and karma is born of the mind, the mind creates karma and so does karma create the mind. Could the mind be a continuation of the karma of the past life then?

"Karma is inert", the Yogi says. "This inert karma supplemented by the life force prana gives rise to the mind." Through prana it is connected with the unmanifested Being. So our minds and the absolute are connected. So it comes as no surprise when Agathiyar can read our minds and knows us from tip to toe. Prana manifests as mind. "Prana is the first expression of cosmic intelligence or cosmic mind", says the yogi. The mind created karma that necessitated a birth, the mind in the present birth gives rise again to karma. "The instrument is karma, propelled by prana, carried out by the mind."

Satguru Sivaya Subramuniyaswami clearly spells out Karma, its origin, its effects and recommendations to reduce, nay to absolutely rid of karma in his book "Merging with Siva - Hinduism’s Contemporary Meta Physics", Himalayan Academy, 2005,
"Every action, every effect, in the universe has been preceded by a specific cause or set of causes. That cause is in itself an effect of prior causes. The law of karma is the law of cause and effect, or action and reaction. When we cause a traumatic disruption within ourselves or within others, the action is imprinted in the memory patterns of the muladhara chakra. The seed has been planted and will remain vibrating in the depths of the mind even though consciously forgotten. We carry it over from life to life, from birth to birth until one day it blossoms into the fruit of our action-reaction. Since we have forgotten our past life and are only left with the pranic reverberations deep in the memory cells, we don’t know the causes. In fact, there seems to be no cause for many of the things that happen to us in life, no reason or justification. This can be frustrating. However, that is karma."
We sometimes cannot understand why certain events are taking place and they seem to be beyond our control. It is frustrating indeed as the Swami says. This is where the Siddhas come to our aid. As we do not have the ability or capacity to recollect our past, they help us by revealing them to us through the Nadi. The Siddhas are gifted with the Siddhis to look into the past, the present, and the future. This is what the Siddhas reveal too in the General Canto of each person who seeks to know his Nadi, where he is told about his past birth and subsequently his past karma. As for me, upon realizing my mistakes I had regretted and began to do charity and service, which brought on blessings. Hence the reason for taking this birth. But as the curses were brought forward too and continued into this birth, I saw obstacles placed in my path. Similarly, for one who has a yearning towards spiritual realization, he has to first know the obstacles that shall hinder him from achieving his goals. Agathiyar in the Gnana Canto, told me that although I would come to engage myself in worship and prayers, heeding to the agamas, worship Lord Siva and Agathiyar, and engage in practices initiated and blessed by the guru, I shall not excel in my spiritual ventures and practices as my karma shall come on as a stumbling block. Only when the karma is reduced can man approach God. It is an important aspect of the spiritual path.

Sogyal Rinpoche in his book "The Tibetan Book of Living and Dying", HarperSanFrancisco, 1993, mentions,
The results of our actions are often delayed, even into future lifetimes; we cannot pin down one cause, because any event can be an extremely complicated mixture of many karmas ripening together.
Hence I am right in assuming that this birth is a result of a combination of factors and karma that is accumulated over two or more births. If my earlier birth in Kerala impacted my present birth throwing obstacles on my path, the seva I did for Agathiyar while at Papanasam must be bringing me his blessings to counter an otherwise miserable life. If Karma both good and bad, is the catalyst that starts the ball rolling initiating the cycle of life and death, then it looks like my bad karma in my past birth in Kerala and my good karma in another birth in Papanasam had jointly contributed to this birth and this life where I have a good life thrown with some occasional obstacles and disappointments. This explains the occasional upheavals in an otherwise good life of others too.

Eknath Easwaran in his "Dialogue with Death" - A Journey Through Consciousness, Jaico Publishing House, 2002, quoting the Hindu and Buddhist mystics, says that "we have come into this life expressly to fulfill our unfulfilled desires, which as unconscious drives or samskaras, shape everything we do. The slightest thought has consequences, as does the slightest act. Over the years it is the sum of all these consequences, large and small, that shapes our lives. Nothing that he says, thinks or does is without consequences. Thoughts are the very source of our karma, for from our thoughts flows everything: words, actions, desires, decisions, and destiny." He reminds us that "Karma is not imposed by some cosmic lawgiver outside us."

Monday, 27 April 2020

KARMA & BIRTH

Only after coming to Agathiyar did I learn about karma. He spoke about it in my very first Nadi reading. Before revealing the Karma or Parikara Santhi Canto, he started with the General Canto. After the formal salutations to Lord Ganapathy, Agathiyar began to reveal the General canto for a son. He described my thumbprint. He charted my horoscope, stating the planetary positions at the time of birth. He went on to confirm details about my family, career, etc. He told me that I was fated to come seeking the Nadi at the age of 44.

He spoke about the fault in the stars and flaws in the positions of the planets during my birth. Today I understand it as the exact date and time of birth is determined and picked so as to align with the planets such that they would either shower their blessings or lay obstacles in our path according to what we deserved. Hence he asked me to engage in doing certain agamas to appease the planets. By doing them, he said it would give rise to spiritual clarity and advancement. The shortcomings will be overcome by the grace of the divine. He envisioned a future that incorporated spiritual thoughts, social service, and temple worship. He predicted that I shall take ill when I am in my sixties, shall succumb to breathing difficulties and faults in the heart. But the dangers shall fade away by engaging in agamas. By his grace, I am moving on to 61 this year. If I sail through this kandam or obstacle unscathed and manage to survive I could live till my eighties.

It is interesting to know that a stranger who was to turn sixty the following day, somehow managed to secure my telephone number and called me on the eve and asked if he could join in our home prayers. I invited him over. Later he told me that Agathiyar in the Nadi reading in February of the year had asked him to participate in a Siddha puja before he turned sixty. He ignored the call for reasons only known to him. He only came in November, a day before his birthday, in desperation and fear I suppose. He had called and contacted many centers aligned with the worship of the Siddhas but none did rituals. He left satisfied and happy after we performed a homa and abhisegam for Agathiyar. A year later he calls me and enquires if I knew a particular Nadi reader in India. I blew my top. I asked him where had he been for the past year and asked if he would only come to Agathiyar when faced with danger. The first time he sought Agathiyar was when his son took ill. He frequented a local peedham associated with Agathiyar hoping his son would recover. After his son recovered, he stopped going over. After two years he turned up at my home. After participating in the puja he went missing only to call me again to ask if I knew any Nadi reader in India. I refused to entertain him. It saddens me to see people use Agathiyar for their needs and dump him after Agathiyar saves them. The least they could do was to thank him by worshipping him at their homes. Most see him as an astrologer. Never seeing him as the divine compassionate Father. Period.

After the General Canto, Agathiyar comes to reveal the reason for this birth in the Karma or Parikara Santhi Canto. Agathiyar reveals my past births that propelled me to take birth again. Having taken birth in Kerala as a priest, I was doing seva in the temple. But I befriended certain bad hats and tortured the poor treating them as slaves. I had altered the ways of the Veda and incurred the wrath of the elders. I earned the wrath of the adiyar or servants of God too by making them suffer. Realizing my mistakes I had regretted and began to do charity and service, which brought on their blessings. Hence the reason for taking this birth. But as the curses were brought forward and continued into this birth, I saw obstacles placed in my path.

To my surprise, in the Jeeva Nadi reading in the possession of Tavayogi and now with Mataji, in 2016, Agathiyar mentions yet another birth of mine at Papanasam and says that my family was together with me then too. We were fruit sellers and used to serve the fruits to Agathiyar there before beginning our daily sales. Hence this birth was given in recognition of us serving Agathiyar daily.

I can only deduce that this birth is a result of a combination of factors and karma that is accumulated over two or more births. If the earlier birth in Kerala impacted my present birth throwing obstacles on my path, the seva I did for Agathiyar while at Papanasam must be bringing me his blessings to counter an otherwise miserable life. If Karma both good and bad, is the catalyst that starts the ball rolling initiating the cycle of life and death, then I can safely say that it looks like my bad karma in my past birth in Kerala and my good karma in another birth in Papanasam had jointly contributed to this birth and this life where I have a good life thrown with some occasional obstacles and disappointments. This would explain the occasional upheavals in an otherwise good life of others too.

But the most compassionate father provides the means and the way to overcome these obstacles too. He lists certain agamas to be carried out. Firstly I was to pay homage to the Nool or Nadi that carried and brought to me this revelation and gave clarity and reason for taking birth. After receiving the grace of its authors, the Siddhas, Agathiyar sends me to pay my respect to Lord Siva, and donate to his servants; pray to Lord Muruga lighting a light; pay my respects to the trinity at Utamar temple, and give handouts to their servants, and finally pay my respects to Lord Siva at Tiruanaikaval, and Saturn at Paalur. These would help ease my karma.

In the Diksa Canto, Agathiyar lists certain parikaram or remedies to help remove the obstacles further. He asks to chant Lord Ganapathy's mantra 108 times for 48 days. By worshipping the Siddhas, and Lord Siva, I could expect a better life, adds Agathiyar.

When Sivabalan who brought Senthilkumar over to Malaysia, initiated me to read my Gnana Canto, mentioning that it was a rare canto, not available for many, I followed his calling. I was one of the lucky ones to locate it and read it. But before reading it Senthilkumar left us to do a prayer before continuing, something that baffled me.

Agathiyar in the Gnana Canto, told me that although I would come to engage myself in worship and prayers, heeding to the agamas, worship Lord Siva and Agathiyar, and engage in practices initiated and blessed by the guru, I shall not excel in my spiritual ventures and practices as my karma shall come on as a stumbling block. But Agathiyar brings relief by pointing me to the worship Lord Siva at 4 of his abodes and ultimately arriving at the final destination the fifth that shall be Tiruvannamalai. I shall need to make sure I was there on a full moon day to circumambulate the holy hill. After worshipping Lord Siva and Lord Muruga at Tiruvannamalai I needed to head to Palani.

Agathiyar did not desert me because of my karma and its strong hold on me to the extent that it came between me and the divine and robbing me of the blessings waiting to be showered on me. So strong is the hold of karma that even the divine cannot extend its help immediately to his devotee. Even after having pacified the planets and its lords, the gods and goddesses, doing charity and parting with a small portion of our earnings, yet the karma holds a tight grip on us.

But before this was possible, I needed to engage in Deha Suddhi or cleansing the body, internally, through the practice of Vaasi or Pranayama. Agathiyar goes on to explain how it is done. "Chose the hour of Brahma or Brahma Velai, 2 hours before sunrise to practice the sadhana. Ensure both the Ida and Pingala are flowing freely, clearing the passages by doing Nadi Suddhi. The practice of Nadi Suddhi aids to clear the blocked passage. Then begin to worship the breath, bringing it to settle naturally. With Diksa from the guru, you shall excel further in this practice." Agathiyar reveals that I shall meet my guru unexpectedly. He arranged for me to meet my very first guru Supramania Swami at Tiruvannamalai fulfilling his prophesy that I shall meet him unexpectedly. Agathiyar consoles me saying that the guru's upadesam that shall come along my way will help rid all the karma that stands in my way as obstacles on my spiritual path. Besides his upadesa Agathiyar shall come through the Nadi too to guide. He asks to chant the names of the 18 Siddhas. He says all the answers that bring clarity to life's mysteries are within him. We only need to connect with him to receive the answers to all these mysteries.

Now he comes to speak about my mission that of helping and assisting others in building temples and finally build one for him. Agathiyar asks to engage in service towards the public which will bring an upliftment. He asks that I carry out the practices mentioned and that he shall see me in two years' time.

When I met Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal in 2005 who came to Malaysia to officiate a local chapter of his peedham in Kallar, I told him that it was time I saw the Nadi again as Agathiyar had instructed. Tavayogi pointed me to Nadi Nool Aasan T.Ramesh. Hence began a beautiful relationship between the spiritual guru and disciple and also the Nadi guru and his client.

I had complete faith and belief in the Siddhas and their word. There were many interesting revelations on the aspects of life that prompted me to research deeply their teachings. The subject of Karma was one of them. Much has been written about it in these posts,

https://agathiyarvanam.blogspot.com/2014/05/if-one-were-to-follow-episodes-posted.html
https://agathiyarvanam.blogspot.com/2014/05/karma-part-2.html
https://agathiyarvanam.blogspot.com/2014/05/karma-part-3.html
https://agathiyarvanam.blogspot.com/2014/05/karma-part-4.html

But one question was never answered till now? If birth is the result of our cumulative past actions or karma, what was the first action we did that necessitated us to be born?

Isaignani Ilaiyaraja penned a song questioning how he got separated from Lord Siva from his abode and suggests that he took birth here due to a desire and was now finding his way back home.



We have seen such episodes portrayed on the silver screen when Devas and other higher beings, for instance, sighting a beautiful maiden on earth break their vows and are forced to come down to the earth to live an earthly life before returning to their abode in the heavens etc. Was this how it could have started?

Ramalinga Adigal though lists an extensive list of possible acts that could have brought about birth in his Manumurai Kanda Vaasagam at http://www.vallalar.org/Tamil/V000000076B



'மாதாபிதாக்கள் செய்தது மக்களுக்கு' என்னும் பெரியோர் வார்த்தையின்படி நான் செய்த தீவினையே என் புத்திரனுக்க நேரிட்ட தென்று நினைத்து என்னை வெறுத்துக்கொள்ள வேண்டுமென்றாலும், இந்தப் பிறப்பில் என் புத்தியறிந்து ஒரு தீங்குஞ் செய்ததில்லையே! இந்தப் பிறப்பில் இல்லாவிட்டாலும் முற்பிறப்பிலே

நல்லோர் மனத்தை நடுங்கச் செய்தேனோ!
வலிய வழக்கிட்டு மானங் கெடுத்தேனோ!
தானங் கொடுப்போரைத் தடுத்து நின்றேனோ!
கலந்த சினேகரைக் கலகஞ் செய்தேனோ!
மனமொத்த நட்புக்கு வஞ்சகஞ் செய்தேனோ!
குடிவரி யுயர்த்திக் கொள்ளை கொண்டேனோ!
ஏழைகள் வயிறு எரியச் செய்தேனோ!
தருமம் பாராது தண்டஞ் செய்தேனோ!
மண்ணோரம் பேசி வாழ்வழித்தேனோ!
உயிர்க்கொலை செய்வோர்க்க உபகாரஞ் செய்தேனோ!
களவு செய்வோர்க்கு உளவு சொன்னேனோ!
பொருளை இச்சித்துப் பொய் சொன்னேனோ!
ஆசைகாட்டி மோசஞ் செய்தேனோ!
வரவுபோக் கொழிய வழியடைத்தேனோ!
வேலையிட்டுக் கூலி குறைத்தேனோ!
பசித்தோர் முகத்தைப் பாராதிருந்தேனோ!
இரப்போர்க்குப் பிச்சை இல்லையென்றேனோ!
கோள் சொல்லிக் குடும்பங் குலைத்தேனோ!
நட்டாற்றிற் கையை நழுவவிட்டேனோ!
கலங்கி யொளித்தோரைக் காட்டிக்கொடுத்தேனோ!
கற்பழிந்தவளைக் கலந்திருந்தேனோ!
காவல் கொண்டிருந்த கன்னியை அழித்தேனோ!
கணவன்வழி நிற்போரைக் கற்பழித்தேனோ!
கருப்பமழித்துக் களித்திருந்தேனோ!
குருவை வணங்கக் கூசிநின்றேனோ!
குருவின் காணிக்கை கொடுக்க மறந்தேனோ!
கற்றவர் தம்மைக் கடுகடுத்தேனோ!
பெரியோர் பாட்டிற் பிழைசொன்னேனோ!
பக்ஷியைக் கூண்டில் பதைக்க அடைத்தேனோ!
கன்றுக்குப் பாலு‘ட்டாது கட்டிவைத்தேனோ!
ஊன்சுவை யுண்டு உடல் வளர்த்தேனோ!
கல்லும் நெல்லும் கலந்து விற்றேனோ!
அன்புடையவர்க்குத் துன்பஞ் செய்தேனோ!
குடிக்கின்ற நீருள்ள குளந் து‘ர்த்தேனோ!
வெய்யிலுக் கொதுங்கும் விருக்ஷ மழித்தேனோ!
பகைகொண்டு அயலோர் பயிரழித்தேனோ!
பொதுமண்டபத்தைப் போயிடித்தேனோ!
ஆலயக் கதவை அடைத்து வைத்தேனோ!
சிவனடியாரைச் சீறி வைதேனோ!
தவஞ் செய்வோரைத் தாழ்வு சொன்னேனோ!
சுத்த ஞானிகளைத் து‘ஷணஞ் செய்தேனோ!
தந்தைதாய் மொழியைத் தள்ளி நடந்தேனோ!
தெய்வ மிகழ்ந்து செருக்கடைந்தேனோ!
என்ன பாவம் செய்தேனோ! இன்னதென்றறியேனே!

When Agathiyar came once and asked me what I wanted, I pondered for a while. I had everything. I had nothing to ask of him. But I wanted to give him something in return for all his love, kindness, compassion, and care. So I told him that I would want to take many births and come back to serve him. "Is that your wish?" he asked. I was stunned for a moment back then. Did I ask the wrong thing? I then told him I do not know what to ask for fear that it might be wrong? He then called me closer and told me, "You do see what's happening around you, don't you?" I understood what he meant. I then asked him if there was any other way to serve him without taking a birth? He did not reply to my question but left abruptly. 

Then speaking to another devotee over a telephone conversation regarding what to ask, we finally agreed that we should ask for Gnana. Tavayogi always lamented that those who came to him and Agathiyar's Jeeva Nadi always asked for petty things rather than true knowledge or Gnana. The next time Agathiyar came, he surprised me by saying that I had asked for Gnana. He had listened in on my conversation. He went on to explain the means of gaining it. So we nailed it when we asked for Gnana since both Tavayogi and Mataji often quote a saying, பிறந்திடவே ஆகாது, பிறந்தாய் ஆனால் ஞான வித்தை கற்க வேண்டும் that is, one should not be born; but if one were to be born again due to circumstances, then he should ask for Gnana. We come here taking birth multiple times in an attempt to end this cycle of birth and death, and if we fail the consolation would be at least we attempted to gain Gnana.

In days of past, we have heard of our elders say that they were gifted with a child often after great tapas or tavam or தவமாய் தவம் இருந்து பெற்ற குழந்தை. There are many parents wanting a child just as we are told there are many souls waiting to be born to the right parents for reasons known only to them. Agathiyar told a couple who wanted a child badly, having had to abort it several times for medical reasons, to be patient, to wait for the right soul to come along. Eventually they had a lovely child. When a mother lost her newborn baby, she pleaded to Shirdi Sai to revive the child. Baba refused. Later he told his followers that the soul had already taken birth elsewhere. It would not be morally right to revive the dead child and relieve the other couple of their joy. When Agathiyar addressed both my daughters he told them that they had wanted to be born in this family. He added that "Birth is given when asks for. Enjoy what life has to offer. Start charity and seva small. It shall grow. That is your first duty. These little acts shall generate compassion in you. Open your heart. Life shall teach you lessons. Learn."

"நீங்கள் இருவரும் அவர்களுக்கு மகளாய் பிறக்கே வேண்டும் என்று கேட்டு வந்தீர்கள். பிறப்பு கேட்டு வருவது. உலக வாழ்க்கையை அனுபவித்து வாருங்கள். சிறு தொண்டு பெருவெள்ளம். அது வளர வேண்டும். அதுவே முதல் கடமை. அதுமூலம் சன்மார்க்கக் கருணை பூத்து விடும். அது பின்பு வளரும். வழி விடுங்கள். உலக வாழ்க்கை குடும்ப வாழ்க்கை அனைத்தும் படிப்பினை. கற்றுக்கொள்ளுங்கள்."

Birth is a result of one's past karma that needs to see justice served or done. On the other hand, the birth could also be due to a desire of either the soul to be born for a purpose or the desire of the parents in bringing their lives to closure or rather bringing it to completion. Understandably if the bad deeds outweigh the good deeds, he can be born anywhere anytime. But if the soul was oriented to yearn for, seek and search and gather good merits in all its previous lives; and the good deeds outweigh the bad deeds, and having worked hard on gathering the appropriate knowledge and experience towards realizing its self; but unfortunately had fallen short of time to attain it, or had erred or had fallen in disgrace, it has to be carefully placed in the right family and right scenario or surroundings so that the soul can continue the work that was halted at the moment of death.

Just as Agathiyar told my daughters, Avvai too tells us that birth is rare, both tapas or austerities and charity are the key to open the gates of heaven.

அரிது அரிது மானிடராதல் அரிது;
மானிடராயினும் கூன், குருடு, செவிடு, பேடு நீங்கிப் பிறத்தல் அரிது;
பேடு நீங்கிப் பிறந்த காலையும் ஞானமும் கல்வியும் நயத்தல் அரிது;
ஞானமும் கல்வியும் நயந்த காலையும் தானமும் தவமும் தான் செய்தல் அரிது; தானமும் தவமும் தான் செய்வராயின் வானவர் நாடு வழி திறந்திடுமே.

Ilayaraja has penned a beautiful prayer for his album "Guru Ramana Geetam".  The song is composed and sung by him. In this soul-stirring number, he conveys a sudden urgency, reminding us of the need to turn to God for we might not be given another chance. He reminds us not to waste another moment nor postpone but to seek Bhagawan Ramana this very moment. In the small booklet that accompanied the album, the following brief summary is given.
As the days of his life go by, the composer (Ilaiyaraja) realizes that the best day of all would be the one that brings Ramana's grace. That day would give his life true meaning. But there was no time to waste. Why wait for tomorrow, or today? This very moment is the right one, to take refuge at Ramana's feet and redeem the remaining days of his life.
இன்றொரு  நாள் கழிந்தது என் வாழ் நாளில்
நன்றோரு நாள் சென்றது என்றென்று பார்த்தால்
பகவான் ஸ்ரீ ரமணரை ஓர்த்திருந்த அந்நாளே
என்றொரு நாள் எனக்கு வரும்
அவன் அருள் பெறும் அந்நாளே
எனக்கர்த்தமுள்ள நன்னாளே
பிறந்து வந்ததற்கோர் அர்த்தமுள்ள பொன்னாளாம்
இன்றைய நாள் இனிய பரம்பொருளை பாடிகளித்திருந்தேன்
இது பண்டைய நாள் பாடிய அடியார் காலத்திற்கு ஒப்பாமோ
மெய்பொருள் அறிவதும் அதன்மேல் உறுதியும் அத்தனை எளிதோ
கைப்பொருட்க் கலைவதும் பொய்பொருளில் புரள்வதும் விடுவது கடிதோ
இன்னொரு நாள் கிடைப்பது அரிது மனமே
இன்னொரு நாள் கிடைத்தாலும் இப்பிறப்பாய்
பிறத்தல் அரிது அறிவாய்
இப்பிறப்பாய் பிறந்தாலும்
எவ்வுலகில் பிறப்பாயோ
எவ்வுலகில் பிறந்தாலும் இப்படியோர் உலகிருக்குமோ
உலகில் உண்மை உணர அதற்கேற்ற சூழ் நிலை இருக்குமோ
கோவிலும் தெய்வமும் பூஜைக்கோர் மந்திரமும்
மந்திரம் கற்றுத்தரும் குருமாறும்
இப்படியே கிடைத்திடுமோ நாமறியோம்
ஆதலால் நாளை என்றெண்ணாது  இன்றே இப்பொழுதே இக்கணமே
என் இனிய குருரமணனின் தாள் தஞ்சம் என கொள்வாய்
இன்னும்  எஞ்சிவுள்ள வாழ் நாளை மெய்பொருளில் களிப்பாய்
உன்னையும் மெய்போருளில் கரைத்து கலந்திருப்பாய்

(Listen at https://mio.to/album/Ilayaraja/Guru+Ramana+Geetam+%282004%29)

Do not postpone giving thanks to the divine for this birth that is something very rare to come by. If the Vedanti sees the body as a burden and wants to shed it, the Siddhanti, on the other hand, sees the body as a vehicle to reach Godhead. Cherish and love it. Use it as a tool to attain Godhead.