After having taken up the call from within to read my Nadi after a colleague spoke about his experience in 2000, having taken up their call to worship the Siddhas in 2002 in the Nadi reading, having taken up the call from within to look up the visiting guru Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal of Kallar Ashram in 2005, having taken up his invitation to visit his ashram in the following months, having being shown the life of a Siddha, having taken up the Asanas and Pranayama practices that he showed us in 2007, having taken up the call to commission and make Agathiyar's bronze statue in Swamimalai, and bringing it over into my home in 2010, having taken up the call to admit strangers into my family home from then on, having admited youths who were sent over to watch and participate in our family Puja beginning in 2013, having brought the Puja into the homes of others and the temples, having brought the charity to those in the children homes, old folks homes, the homes of the poor and the streets, having brought all these events to a closure in 2019, having moved out of my home in 2024 only to return again with Lobama accompanying him in the form of a statue, Agathiyar has brought my family and me one cycle.
The chanting and singing the praises of the Siddhas has stopped. The Satsang that followed the Puja has stopped. The feast that followed has stopped. The strangers coming knocking on the door have stopped. The Nadi readings have stopped. The discourses given by the Siddhas coming through devotees have stopped. My home is back to being my family home. But this is what appears on the outside. Something else had taken place inside the home and within us. Joy and Bliss have taken root in our home and us. Every cell and tissue is vibrating with Joy and Bliss. There is a silence that prevails both in the home and within us. Everything is sweet: the sight, hearing, smell, taste, and touch. The home has been transformed into a temple. Although there are no rituals, no fire burning, no essence lit, no singing and chanting, no feeding, no talks, no visitors, it is all going on, unknown to us. One only needs to enter and take a seat to take it all in.
I have come to realize and understand Agathiyar's last message to us in the Nadi on 21 February 2026. Agathiyar runs through all that had taken place within the four walls of our home, which has become his too. Agathiyar spoke about the home being a temple. He has used my family and me to show aspiring families that the Siddha path is for them too, and that their homes can become a Peedham and a temple, minus all the gaiety and rituals of a temple, while remaining a home. Indeed, I used to wonder in the days of hype and activity in our home, none of our neighbors enquired what was happening. It was as if the shutters were brought down all around our home.
Through your daily worship of the Siddhas, you have gained clarity. We saw joy and bliss prevail daily in your home. It is a powerhouse. I have provided for my blessings and compassion to all who step within your home. Your home is a compassionate home. We have sought refuge and come to stay in your home. Joy and bliss prevail in your home. Your home is my Peedham. All practices shall be made available here. Lord Siva, Parvathi, and Lord Muruga shall bless all. Mukti and Siddhi shall be in abundance. The hunger and thirst for Gnanam shall be relieved here. Lord Siva has come down here. We played our divine game, and Lila here. Blessed are those who stayed for Sivarathri. They saw miracles and bliss that night.
எங்களை தினமும் தொழுது தெளிவு தேற்றம் ஏகாந்த நிலை கண்ட மைந்தன் நீதான். மங்களங்கள் தன் இல்லில் நாளும் கண்டேன். மகத்துவ சக்தி கொண்ட இல்லம் அப்பா. இல்லமதில் என் ஆசி கருணை எல்லாம் ஏற்றமுடன் நீ காண வழி வகுத்தேன். இல்லமதில் எல்லை இல்லா அருளும் ஆசி ஏக்கமில்லா மாந்தர் வாழ கருணைக் கோட்டம். கோட்டத்தில் அடைக்கலம் புகுந்தோம் நாங்கள்.
ஆட்சியாய் வாசம் செய்வோம் உன் இல்லில் தான். ஆனந்தம் பேரானந்தம் உந்தன் இல்லம். உன் இல்லம் என் இல்லம்.
வினைப்போக்கும் குருமுனி பீடம். வித்தை எல்லாம் கற்றுவிக்கும் விருட்சம் அப்பா. அப்பனின் அன்னையின் ஆசி நிறைந்து ஆறுமுகன் கருணைப் பார்வை நிறைந்து மூப்பான நிலை அடைய வைக்கும் இல்லம். முக்திக்கும் சித்திக்கும் பஞ்சம் ஏது? பஞ்சமில்லா ஞான வேட்கை தணியும் அப்பா. பரமசிவன் இரங்கி வந்து மகிழ்ந்த இல்லம். கொஞ்சி விளையாடியே மகிழ்ந்தோம் நாங்கள். கோடி புண்ணியம் சிவன் இரவில் கண்டோம் அங்கே. அங்கு பல அற்புதங்கள் அதிசயங்கள் ஆனந்த நிலை அடைந்தார் சீடர் மாந்தர் பலர். ஓங்கியே பெரும் சக்தி ஆசி ஓங்கி ஒளியும் ஓங்கி
விதவிதமாய் போற்றி பூசை மகிழ்ச்சி.
Nadi reading courtesy of T Ramesh +60 16-357 0527
This reminds me of Tavayogi autographing my copy of his "Andamum Pindamum," where he wrote ஆண்டவன் உரைகின்ற இடம் தங்கள் உள்ளம். அதுவே பயணத்தின் தொடக்கமும் முடிவும், that when translated would mean, "God resides in your heart, that is the starting point of the journey, and the end too."