Tuesday 12 November 2024
SHORT NOTES
Monday 11 November 2024
MUSIC HEALS
I watched the documentary on how music and singing could help those with Dementia today.
Earlier we saw how, speaking about the magic of music in the YouTube series "Songs of the River", Shantanu Moitra learns that the singer Bombay Jayashri has been caring for children with autism for some 17, to 18 years, using music to heal their souls. Jayashri narrates how she came to care for them. Expecting the audience to sing words of praise as usual after one of her shows, she was taken aback when a kid walked up to her and told her repeatedly that she had sung wrong which hurt her. She came to know the next day from his mother that he had autism. True to what he had said when she received the recordings of the show later she saw the mistakes she had made without realizing it. She says that that boy Prakash that day actually cared for her performance. This changed her perception of many things she tells Shantanu. "Then one thing led to another. My student Abhinaya and I spoke about it." She told her student Abhinaya, "Maybe we could share music with children inclined towards music." They started visiting schools where they had special children and singing for them. She tells us that she has been doing it for about 17, to 18 years (at the time of the interview).
We also saw the documentary "America's Musical Journey" which spans the whole origin and evolvement of American music. Here too we are told that children with autism who have trouble connecting with anyone connect with music better than with people. "Music has a profound power. And today doctors are finding out that music is a powerful tool that helps kids with autism. Words are a challenge for children with autism. They often find music easier to understand because music is processed by a different region of the brain", narrates its host Morgan Freeman.
Similarly, my daughter pointed out that those who stammer to speak, sing wonderfully though because they use a different part of their vocal cord. I told her that a short film covered the same.
Agathiyar who was shown to us as God in the skies and heavens, crossed the bridge and came into our lives as a Guru lighting up the path. He was both Father and Mother caring for us with love and compassion before becoming our Companion on the journey. Now he is our beloved. A devotee and reader shared her favorite song that she would relate to Agathiyar.
I too could relate Agathiyar to the lyrics and music of the following song.
Indeed music is known to pacify and calm us.
DOING HIS WILL
In all the chaos and turmoil, I feel a sense of peace. In all the inadequacy in the eyes of others, why do I feel complete and satisfied? If one moment I am angry and agitated at what goes on in society, the nation, and elsewhere, the next moment just as a breeze comes to cool us in the heat of the day, a peace and calmness that makes the breath still descends on me. So is it when watching a movie, the breath stills. What could that be? Meditation in action without the need to sit to meditate. Spontaneous meditation where the senses though occupied in an activity, bring their attention to the breath that is stilled. How amazing. It is truly a gift as I cannot bring myself to go beyond my attempt in sitting and trying. This has to be what Agathiyar mentioned as I need not do anything and the energy aroused in me shall do its work. Peace dwells all around me though there are brief moments of agitation and disturbances. Agathiyar had told me to bear with them in the initial years of my trying to sit to meditate. He told me that these trials and tribulations exist even if I were to head into the jungles to meditate.
Nothing is my doing for sure. Agathiyar sees to it that it all falls into place at the right time. I asked Tavayogi why I came to the path only at 43 years of age and not earlier. He snubbed me as he would in the years of tutorship to him in the years to come, telling me to be grateful at least I came then. Going by what he said, many I believe never see this path in their lifetime. There was always a time for everything to take place I understand now. Why did Lord Siva come in a dream to stop my questions and have them put on hold till a later date that came some 14 years later when I understood the reasons for people's sufferings from my personal account of Karma revealed in my first Nadi reading in 2002? Why did some 15 candidates reject me until my present wife agreed to marry me? Why did my second daughter come after some nine years after our elder? Why did I drop taking meat, fish, and eggs overnight in 1998 and became a vegetarian after she was born, for no reason? Who can answer all these mysteries? There was always a time for each event to unfold which is a mystery indeed.
None of these words is mine. It just keeps coming to me as I begin to type them. I end up reading it again and again for it is a teaching for me too. It is as if Shanmugam Avadaiyappa has stepped aside and Agathiyar is writing these posts. What is happening now? How is this possible?
Sri Daya Mata writes in the Preface to "God Talks With Arjuna: The Bhagavad Gita", by Paramahansa Yogananda.
He was completely absorbed, completely at one with the truths he was perceiving within and expressing outwardly.
“I dictate scriptural interpretations and letters all day,” Paramahansaji wrote to a student during this period, “with eyes closed to the world, but open always in heaven.”
She writes in the Afterword.
One day, after many months of work on the Bhagavad Gita at the desert ashram, Paramahansa Yogananda was staying for a time at the Self-Realization Fellowship Hermitage by the ocean in Encinitas, California. It was nearly three o’clock in the morning; for many hours that night, he had been intensely concentrated on his Gita translation and commentary. Finally, he turned to the disciple who had been sitting silently nearby.
“You have tonight been greatly blessed to witness the end of the work I came to fulfill. I have finished the Gita. That task was given to me, and I made a promise that I would write this Gita — and it is done. All the Great Ones [i.e., the SRF Gurus] have been here in this room tonight, and I have conversed with them in Spirit. My life now is conditioned by minutes, hours, days — maybe years, I don’t know; it is in Divine Mother’s hands. I am living only by Her grace.”
Years earlier, Sri Yukteswarji had told him: “You perceive all the truth of the Bhagavad Gita as you have heard the dialogue of Krishna and Arjuna as revealed to Vyasa. Go and give that revealed truth with your interpretations: a new scripture will be born.”
“I have written this Gita as it came to me,” he said, “as I was united in ecstasy with my great Gurus and the originators of the Bhagavad Gita. The Gita that has come through me belongs to them. And I know what my Master said: ‘A new Gita, hitherto only partially exposed through centuries in the many lights of various explanations, is coming out in its full effulgence to bathe all true devotees of the world.’”
(Source: Yogananda and the Bhagavad Gita)
Yogananda Paramahansa's "Autobiography of a Yogi" did make a great impact on a lot of people including me. He was the first to introduce me to so many masters and saints, whose stories he covered in his autobiography.
I remember in the days when Velayutham Karthikeyan Aiya used to pen his blog "Siththan Arul", we used to message each other on FB Messenger. He used to share many things that were not posted on his blog. One of them was how he was instructed to write the blog. He was instructed by Agathiyar to post every Thursday. He would sit before his computer in the early morning hours before dawn waiting for a subject to write on. He would then feel a divine presence and hear the sound of breathing. Agathiyar would stand by his side and dictate the post.
Yogi Ramaiah and his partner V.T. Neelakantan too similarly had many visitations from Babaji dictating what to write and share.
Devi Ma revealed how Ramalinga Adigal came as a brilliant light with a form. He offered his hands and hugged her. It is understandable that when we hug each other we feel the other and their limbs and body. But here the moment he hugged her she was in the light and Ramalinga Adigal was formless. There was no form of him. The moment she took a step back, he was there in the form and shining bright.
How amazing. All these go beyond logic and understanding. There is obviously more than what we see, hear, touch, sense, taste, and smell. We shall never know until we step into the shoes of these great souls or arrive at the spot where they once stood. How many of us actually dig up the history of the temples before their visit? How many actually stop to remind themselves of the arch where the saints of the past had passed through and the corridors, sanctums, and temple grounds they treaded and on which we stand today?
And so when I traveled to India in 2016 with the AVM members I took them to the Uthiyur hills on the long and winding path that Tavayogi took me on instead of a shorter path that some in the group had used earlier. It brought back fond memories to be to walking the path that my guru Tavayogi had walked and bringing others on the path too.
As I am drafting this post a devotee of Agathiyar and a friend and part of the AVM family writes to me the following.
Vannakam aiya. OMG aiya, today's post "seeking eternal bliss" resonates 100%. The pleasure (with god), the pain, the weeds, suffocating, suffering, seeking safety perhaps a cave, endangered species, fighting for survival, harsh reality indeed. Aiya in the horrendous cage I am currently in (my reality which you wrote about), I find so much peace and solace in the things and people you write about...my heart bursts with joy...sometimes even tears. You were instrumental in my journey aiya...father came through you to bring me on the path back to him, you, and swami (Tavayogi).
What can I say further if it isn't Agathiyar's hand at work behind me? Agathiyar has chosen to bring solace and comfort to his devotees through these writings. I am but a tool only. After posting this, I messaged her "I shall be the first to read it."
SEEKING ETERNAL BLISS
Once you know the truth, you realize that you have become helpless for the weeds have spread so fast and deep in this world and it has gone beyond our ability to keep pace with weeding them. We need a larger measure or action to eradicate these weeds. It was unimportant to us when we were amongst the weeds. But as the seed was sown and it grew, and it had a clearer view of the grassland ahead, it could now see to some distance. Can it stay clear of the onslaught of the weeds or shall it perish in its hands? Likewise, the onslaught of speech and action is affecting this soul. It fears to leave the confined space as in its mother's womb once, in which it finds solace, calm, and peace. It is coped up in the safety of its cocoon. What brightens its day is the ongoing conversation it has with its God, Guru, Father, Mother, and now lifelong Companion. It is because of his love that this soul still lives to see the light of the day. Once in a while comes a soul calling on it, or over the phone, who brightens up the day for they share the same yearning. An hour passes in joy speaking about the divine energy that sustains them to this day. They share their love for him.
Seeing him and feeling him in the tender touch and smile of a child, the babbling and later astounding things they say and share. He sees and feels him in the animal that wags its tail upon coming up to him asking him to give it a pet. He sees and feels him in the exhilarating breeze that blows across his face. He sees him in the aroma and taste of food prepared with love and care. He sees and feels him in the sound and music that reach his ears. The divine is in all of this.
Then the next moment all these vanishes and he is back in this harsh reality. He needs to escape from the horrific sights and sounds that are encroaching, enveloping, and suffocating him. He has become an endangered species. Where does he find this place that is safe, sound, and healthy for his continued survival? He turns to the divine to be at his side and change the entire surroundings to accommodate this soul and for its continued existence. He prays that many more shall find their way here to this paradise.
He soon finds out that when the senses go out he loses his peace. In shutting them he shuts the outside world too. The peace stays within. But how do we go within? It is much more difficult than walking through a jungle I believe. Man who has accomplished much might not be able to accomplish this. I speak for myself. But I still pursue trying. Some day I shall step into that region and state of continuous bliss too I believe.
THE SEED
The guru comes to plant the seed and moves on or we come to the guru and having the seed planted in us are sent away. Only then can we grow. If we are under the shadow of the guru or shade of the tree we shall never grow. We can never gain experiences and learning that we can call our own. We shall forever be a servant to the guru. Agathiyar and Tavayogi are gurus who want us to explore and develop independently. They just give us the tricks of the traits and expect us to fish, never giving us the fish. But we come to them wishing for the fish. It does not happen that way.
It is quite apparent that Agathiyar is working on several souls concurrently to take the role of guru and preach the way of the Siddhas throughout the globe. He has made known potential souls around the globe. It is just a matter of time before they are exposed. I am looking forward to this day.
Agathiyar told me that he needed to spread his teachings and the way, hence he had Tavayogi step out of his Kallar Ashram and make his maiden journey across the ocean to Malaysia in 2005 to preach the same. I became Tavayogi's student and followed all that was taught to me. Agathiyar now wants the preaching to continue in the absence of Tavayogi.
He tells me the reason too.
"Because we have to spread these. You have seen the bliss for generations right? Should not others see this too? It will end with you. Who shall then come? It will die away. It shall end with you. Who next? Do you understand? Should not others too see the bliss that you saw?" If you want to do me a favor spread this path in this soil. It would be a big favor. The doors to Gnana shall open. This (AVM) is not a burden. It shows the way to Siddhahood. The reason we are reopening it is to relieve others' burden. A soul that has attained clarity has to help another. This path should stay alive and reach its zenith. Not to praise me (but) for your (the souls') good. Pass on the wisdom or Gnanam (to others). And sharing one's wisdom or Gnanam (gained from experiences). Do not keep it within you. You shall lose it eventually. You have been in touch with me for crores and crores of births. You have accumulated the bits of Gnanam gained throughout these births."
ஏன் என்றால், இவை பரப்ப வேண்டும். தலை முறை தலை முறையாக நீ இன்பம் கண்டாய் அல்லவா? பிறர் காண வேண்டாமா? உன்னோடு போய்விடும். பின்னர் யார் வருவார்? அழிந்துவிடும். உன்னோடு முடிந்துவிடும். பிறகு யார்? புரிகிறதா? நீ கண்ட இன்பம் யாவரும் காண வேண்டாமா? இனிமேல் இங்கே ஞான கதவுகள் திறக்கப்படும். இது சுமை அல்ல. அனைவருக்கும் மார்க்கத்தைக் காட்டுவது. சுமையை இறக்கத் தான் இதைத் திறக்கிறோம். தெளிவு பெற்ற ஆன்மா இன்னொரு ஆன்மாவைத் தெளிவு படுத்துகிறது. இந்த வழி தழைத்து ஓங்க வேண்டும். என் புகழ் பாட அல்ல. உங்கள் நன்மைக்கு. எனக்கு செய்யும் தொண்டு என்று ஒன்று இருந்தால் இம்மண்ணில் இம் மார்க்கத்தை பரப்புங்கள். இதுவே எனக்கு செய்யும் பெரும் தொண்டு. பெரும் தொண்டு இதுவாகவே இருக்கும். ஞானத்தை அளியுங்கள். மற்றவர்களுக்கு ஞானம் பயிலுங்கள். உன்னுள் அடக்கிவைத்து கொள்ளாதே. அது வீண் போகி விடும். கோடி கோடி பிறவி நீ என்னுள் தொடர்பு கொண்டு உள்ளாய். (ஒரு கோடி என்பது, எண்ணிக்கையில் நூறு இலட்சங்களுக்கு சமமாகும்) நீ அதில் பெற்ற சிறிது சிறிது ஞானம் பெருகி உள்ளது.
He spoke on the role of a guru and a student.
"A disciple has to be like a camphor. He should not dispute the guru's speech. He gives no reason. There is humility. There is a manner for even questioning. Divide your time wisely between your family, work, and for me. You should come together as couples into worship. You should travel as a couple. You won't end up cuckoo worshiping a Siddha. You shall gain divine and spiritual wisdom or Gnanam. No one needs to go to the jungles (to meditate). You can see all that is to see by merely sitting where you are. Be greedy for divine wisdom or Gnanam. I shall salute you. They shall keep it (Gnanam) within themselves and take it to their graves. Is this the reason I taught them? If I had not taught them, they would not come this far. There is much Gnanam to be gained in a married life. Much Gnanam shall dawn. You will understand when you come to experience them. Be an example to others."
ஒரு கலையை ஒருத்தருக்கு ஒரு குரு கற்பித்த பிறகு, அவனுடைய தர்மம் அக்கலையைப் பரப்ப வேண்டும். அவனுள் தேக்கி வைப்பது குரு துரோகம். ஒரு குருவின் பனி ஞானம் தருவது. மாணவன் என்பவன் கற்பூரம் போல் இருக்க வேண்டும். குரு பேச்சுக்கு எதிர் பேச்சு இருக்க கூடாது. மறு பேச்சு இல்லை. காரணம் கூற கூடாது. பணிவு உண்டு. அதற்கு என்று முறை உண்டு. இருவரும் ஒன்று இணைந்து தம்பதிகளாகவே வணங்க வேண்டும். தம்பதிகளாக பயணிக்க வேண்டும். சித்தனை வழிபட்டால் பித்தனாய் ஆகமாடிர். ஞானம் பெறுவீர். யாரும் வனத்திற்கு செல்ல வேண்டாம். இருந்த இடத்திலே அனைத்தையும் காணலாம். பேர் ஆசைப் படுகிறீர்கள். ஞானத்திற்குப் பேராசை படுங்கள். கை கூப்பி வணங்குகிறேன். உங்களில் தேக்கிவைத்து மடிந்து விடுகிறீர்கள். இதற்காகவா நான் போதித்தேன் அதை? நான் போதிக்காமலிருந்தால் நீங்கள் இவ்வளவு கடந்து வந்திருக்க மாட்டீர்கள். மண வாழ்க்கையில் பல ஞானம் உண்டு. அதிக ஞானம் பிறகும். அந்த அனுபவம் வரும் பொழுது உணர்வீர்கள். மக்களுக்கு உதாரணமாக இருங்கள்.
He speaks about our relationship with God too.
"Siddha's path and worship are to be natural in all manners. Experience is Gnanam. You can talk to God. We listen pretty well. God is in all. Once the doors to Gnanam are opened all shall realize this. Today I come through my devotees. Is there any other better means to convey the message clearly? Does anyone do this? When one reaches God, he shall realize that he is God himself. That is the reason the enlightened ones or Gnani remain in seclusion and silence. A Siddha comes to deliver Gnanam. There is rebirth as long as you do not go within. The cycle of birth shall come to a close when you go within. This is dispensing Gnanam. When you quiet down, Gnanam arises in you."
சித்தன் வழிபாடு என்றால் இந்த இயற்கையோடு ஒன்றோடு கலப்பது. அனுபவம் தான் ஞானம். உரையாடலாம் இறைவனிடம். நாங்கள் நன்றாக கேட்கிறோம். நேரத்தை வகுத்து வைத்துக்கொள். குடும்பம், தொழில், எனக்கு ஒரு நிமிடம். அனைத்துள்ளும் இறைவன் உள்ளான். ஞான கதவுகள் திறந்த பின்னர் யாவரும் உணர்வார். இன்று நான் உடலிலிருந்து அளிக்கும் தெளிவு விட வேறு உண்டோ? இது போல் யாரும் போதித்தது உண்டோ? இறைவனை அடைந்த பொழுது, தான் இறைவன் என்று உணர்வான். அதனால் தான் ஞானிகள் மௌனத்தில் செல்கிறார்கள். நீ மௌனம் கொள்ளும் பொழுது உன்னுள் ஞானம் வரும். சித்தன் வருவது ஞானத்தைப் போதிப்பதற்கு. உள்நோக்கி பயணிக்கும் வரை, பிறப்பு எடுகிறார்கள். எப்போது உள் நோக்கிப் பயணிக்கிறார்களோ அப்பொழுது முடிவடையும். இதுதான் ஞான போதனை.
So he puts us through the grinding mortar or machine to see how we fair. Some survive to tell their tale while others perish. Life is a battle for many. It brings on experiences and with it learning. Take it in your stride. Take the pulp and throw the seed. Do not go looking for the cause of every action, you shall not have peace of mind. Neither should you go looking for trouble for you shall have sleepless nights then. Live life as it comes to you. Take the hand of whichever God you prefer for guidance, not to pray to remove the obstacles but to give us the strength to walk past them.
Sunday 10 November 2024
BECOMING A CHILD AGAIN
When I shared my desire to become Light with my then 4-year-old granddaughter back in 2021, she replied she did not want that but instead wanted to remain a child forever. She is so right. Poet Kannadhasan wrote the following lyrics mentioning that he wished to forever be a child too, இன்னொரு பிறவி நான் எடுத்தால் என்றும் குழந்தையாய் வாழ விடு.
We are forever chasing dreams. Even the spiritually inclined too just like the materialist seems to do so. It is a never-ending chain of dreams, ambitions, desires, wants and likes. In doing so the grown-up has outgrown his inherent child-like nature and connection with nature, God, and Prapanjam. One who learns to observe a child reconnects with his source. Sadly an adult cannot bring himself to the level of a playful child getting on all fours and giving them an elephant ride or playing silly games. He puts on several masks that do not include that of a child.
My grandchildren spent a couple of days with us. It was fun to have them around. One cannot fail to observe the amount of energy they have that drives them to continuously engage in play. We tend to wonder why our carefully planned nutritious diet cannot sustain us through the day. Are they tapping the energy from the Prapanjam, the energy source? Have we lost touch with our source? The Atma that was connected to the ParamAtma by a thin thread eventually is disconnected as the child begins to adapt himself or herself to a world of adults, taking on their thoughts and speech, desires, wants, likes, and dislikes, becoming a clone. He or she loses his or her innocence and purity. Henry Wei in his book “The Guiding Light of Lao Tzu”, Synergy Books International, writes that both Lao Tzu and Jesus consider reversion to the state of a child as necessary for salvation for entrance into the kingdom of heaven. In the eyes of Lao Tzu, “the infant with its pristine purity and innocence is the perfect symbol of Tao itself.”
If the Tatvas are the building blocks of the vehicle or body, energy is the fuel that drives it, and the Atma is the passenger, thrown in the boot, at least for a large period, until the realization of the higher being or ParamAtma dawns, bringing the Ego to its heels and giving the Atma or JeevAtma the freedom to take over the wheel and steer towards the source or Light. Agathiyar says of the soul or Atma that it keeps both the body or Udal and breath or Uyir under its control in a secretive, subtle manner. This subtlety stays from 1 to 5 Varagai with the child before it's veiled. "I cannot tell you the reason for it to be veiled now. Nevertheless, the Atma will return unto him depending on his actions."
ஆன்மா உடலையும் உயிரையும் தனது கட்டுப்பாட்டுக்குள் வைத்துக் கொள்ளும் ஒரு சூச்சமம். இந்தச் சூச்சமத்தை பிறந்த குழந்தைகள் 1 முதல் 5 வராகை வரையிலும் உடன் இருந்து மறையும். மறைத்தலின் காரணம் இன்னதென்று இப்போது உனக்குச் சொல்ல இயலாது. ஆனபோதிலும் ஆன்ம ஒருவரின் செயலைப் பொறுத்தே மீண்டும் அவனை வந்து சேரும்.
From https://mentalhealthdaily.com/ we learn of delta waves. "These are the slowest recorded brain waves in human beings. They are found most often in infants as well as young children." Ervin Laszlo in bringing us an insight into the mind of the child tells us, "Young children up to the age of 4 or 5 are permanently in the open region of activity, alpha region or theta region. Children are in that region until they are 8 or 9 years old."
From https://mentalhealthdaily.com/2014/04/15/5-types-of-brain-waves-frequencies-gamma-beta-alpha-theta-delta/ we learn further that
"Throughout the day in your waking state, your EEG will display all 5 types of brain waves at the same time. However, one particular brain wave will be dominant depending on the state of consciousness that you are in."
"The Delta Waves are the slowest recorded brain waves in human beings. They are found most often in infants as well as young children. The Theta Waves is involved in daydreaming and sleep. Theta waves are connected to us experiencing and feeling deep and raw emotions. The Alpha Waves bridges the gap between our conscious thinking and subconscious mind. In other words, alpha is the frequency range between beta and theta. The Beta Waves are known as high-frequency low amplitude brain waves that are commonly observed while we are awake. They are involved in conscious thought and logical thinking, .. The Gamma Waves are involved in higher processing tasks as well as cognitive functioning. Gamma waves are important for learning, memory, and information processing."
From http://www1.cbn.com/Devotions/being-a-child, we learn to take a step at being a child again.
Imagine being like a little child again and believing everything you hear. There is something so wonderful about that trusting, open-hearted naivete that God loves. The more I have grown up, the more I realize that maturity in Christ is all about “growing down.” It is about becoming a child again. Not being childish but being childlike in our ways and our thinking.
"God was holding me and he said "It's not your time" and I was so disappointed because I wanted to be there with him. And very different from what I ever expected the love was not human and comparing it to human love would be plastic like a credit card whereas this was really deep."
"He said let me ask you one thing, "Have you ever loved anyone the way you've been loved here?" I said "No, that's impossible I am a human", just to remind God of my humanness and then the sensation was a closer hold from God and he said, "You can do better".
I guess the reason we have come to take numerous births, as in my case crores of births according to Agathiyar is to learn to love and do better each time. It is to learn to forgive. The movie "Meiyazhagan" teaches us to forgive. The saints come to teach us to emulate them and show compassion. Like Supramania Swami said we shall polish and polish, coming back taking numerous more births, till we glow like these saints.
Wednesday 6 November 2024
BLESSED TO HAVE THE GURU WITH US 4
I ended the last post by writing,
"So we are obliged to help another attain the bliss that we have come to experience. When Agathiyar kept pushing the rest to follow his dictates, as we saw reluctance on their part, I told him to drop it, but he explained that since I had tasted the bliss others too should know it."
Agathiyar came on 17.2.2024 and 18.2.2024 over two days and held a discourse with my family speaking solely on Gnanam and the need to spread it.
"Because we have to spread these. You have seen the bliss for generations right? Should not others see this too? It will end with you. Who shall then come? It will die away. This path should stay alive and reach its zenith. Not to praise me (but) for your (the souls') good. It shall end with you. Who next? Do you understand? Should not others too see the bliss that you saw? When an art form or practice is taught to one, his Dharma is to spread it. If he keeps it to himself that is a betrayal of the Guru's trust. You speak about the path, way and Margam again and again. When the Truth is spoken, no one comes (to listen). What (kind of) devotees are these? A guru's job is to pass on Gnanam."
ஏன் என்றால், இவை பரப்ப வேண்டும். தலை முறை தலை முறையாக நீ இன்பம் கண்டாய் அல்லவா? பிறர் காண வேண்டாமா? உன்னோடு போய்விடும். பின்னர் யார் வருவார்? அழிந்துவிடும். இந்த வழி தழைத்து ஓங்க வேண்டும். என் புகழ் பாட அல்ல. உங்கள் நன்மைக்கு. உன்னோடு முடிந்துவிடும். பிறகு யார்? புரிகிறதா? நீ கண்ட இன்பம் யாவரும் காண வேண்டாமா? ஒரு கலையை ஒருத்தருக்கு ஒரு குரு கற்பித்த பிறகு, அவனுடைய தர்மம் அக்கலையைப் பரப்ப வேண்டும். அவனுள் தேக்கி வைப்பது குரு துரோகம். மார்க்கம், மார்க்கம் என்கிறீர்கள். உண்மையைக் கூறும் போது, எவரும் வருவதில்லை. என்ன பக்தர்கள்? ஒரு குருவின் பனி ஞானம் தருவது.
Saying thus he describes how a disciple should be.
"A disciple has to be like a camphor. He should not dispute the guru's speech. He gives no reason. There is humility. There is a manner for even questioning. Open your doors (to your hearts). Look at yourself. That is how it should be. You can talk to God. We listen pretty well. Divide your time wisely between your family, work, and for me. You should come together as couples into worship. You should travel as a couple. You won't end up cuckoo worshiping a Siddha. You shall gain divine and spiritual wisdom or Gnanam. No one needs to go to the jungles (to meditate). You can see all that is to see by merely sitting where you are. God is in all. Once the doors to Gnanam are opened all shall realize this. Pass on the wisdom or Gnanam (to others). And sharing one's wisdom or Gnanam (gained from experiences). Do not keep it within you. You shall lose it eventually. Be greedy for divine wisdom or Gnanam. I shall salute you. They shall keep it (Gnanam) within themselves and take it to their graves. Is this the reason I taught them? If I had not taught them, they would not come this far. Today I come through my devotees. Is there any other better means to convey the message clearly? Does anyone do this? When one reaches God, he shall realize that he is God himself. That is the reason the enlightened ones or Gnani remain in seclusion and silence. A Siddha comes to deliver Gnanam. There is rebirth as long as you do not go within. The cycle of birth shall come to a close when you go within. This is dispensing Gnanam. When you quiet down, Gnanam arises in you. Siddha's path and worship are to be natural in all manners. Experience is Gnanam. You have been in touch with me for crores and crores of births. You have accumulated the bits of Gnanam gained throughout these births. There is much Gnanam to be gained in a married life. Much Gnanam shall dawn. You will understand when you come to experience them. Be an example to others. If you want to do me a favor spread this path in this soil. It would be a big favor. The doors to Gnana shall open. (AVM) This is not a burden. It shows the way to Siddhahood. The reason we are reopening it is to relieve others' burden. A soul that has attained clarity has to help another."
மாணவன் என்பவன் கற்பூரம் போல் இருக்க வேண்டும். குரு பேச்சுக்கு எதிர் பேச்சு இருக்க கூடாது. மறு பேச்சு இல்லை. காரணம் கூற கூடாது. பணிவு உண்டு. அதற்கு என்று முறை உண்டு. கதவை திறங்கள். உங்களையும் பாருங்கள். அது போல் இருக்கனும். என்பாள் அன்பும் பக்தி. அப்படி இருக்க வேண்டும். உரையாடலாம் இறைவனிடம். நாங்கள் நன்றாக கேட்கிறோம். நேரத்தை வகுத்து வைத்துக்கொள். குடும்பம், தொழில், எனக்கு ஒரு நிமிடம். இருவரும் ஒன்று இணைந்து தம்பதிகளாகவே வணங்க வேண்டும். தம்பதிகளாக பயணிக்க வேண்டும். சித்தனை வழிபட்டால் பித்தனாய் ஆகமாடிர். ஞானம் பெறுவீர். யாரும் வனத்திற்கு செல்ல வேண்டாம். இருந்த இடத்திலே அனைத்தையும் காணலாம். அனைத்துள்ளும் இறைவன் உள்ளான். ஞான கதவுகள் திறந்த பின்னர் யாவரும் உணர்வார். ஞானத்தை அளியுங்கள். மற்றவர்களுக்கு ஞானம் பயிலுங்கள். உன்னுள் அடக்கிவைத்து கொள்ளாதே. அது வீண் போகி விடும். பேர் ஆசைப் படுகிறீர்கள். ஞானத்திற்குப் பேராசை படுங்கள். கை கூப்பி வணங்குகிறேன். உங்களில் தேக்கிவைத்து மடிந்து விடுகிறீர்கள். இதற்காகவா நான் போதித்தேன் அதை? நான் போதிக்காமலிருந்தால் நீங்கள் இவ்வளவு கடந்து வந்திருக்க மாட்டீர்கள். இன்று நான் உடலிலிருந்து அளிக்கும் தெளிவு விட வேறு உண்டோ? இது போல் யாரும் போதித்தது உண்டோ? இறைவனை அடைந்த பொழுது, தான் இறைவன் என்று உணர்வான். அதனால் தான் ஞானிகள் மௌனத்தில் செல்கிறார்கள். சித்தன் வருவது ஞானத்தைப் போதிப்பதற்கு. உள்நோக்கி பயணிக்கும் வரை, பிறப்பு எடுகிறார்கள். எப்போது உள் நோக்கிப் பயணிக்கிறார்களோ அப்பொழுது முடிவடையும். இதுதான் ஞான போதனை. நீ மௌனம் கொள்ளும் பொழுது உன்னுள் ஞானம் வரும். சித்தன் வழிபாடு என்றால் இந்த இயற்கையோடு ஒன்றோடு கலப்பது. அனுபவம் தான் ஞானம். கோடி கோடி பிறவி நீ என்னுள் தொடர்பு கொண்டு உள்ளாய். (ஒரு கோடி என்பது, எண்ணிக்கையில் நூறு இலட்சங்களுக்கு சமமாகும்) நீ அதில் பெற்ற சிறிது சிறிது ஞானம் பெருகி உள்ளது. மண வாழ்க்கையில் பல ஞானம் உண்டு. அதிக ஞானம் பிறகும். அந்த அனுபவம் வரும் பொழுது உணர்வீர்கள். மக்களுக்கு உதாரணமாக இருங்கள். எனக்கு செய்யும் தொண்டு என்று ஒன்று இருந்தால் இம்மண்ணில் இம் மார்க்கத்தை பரப்புங்கள். இதுவே எனக்கு செய்யும் பெரும் தொண்டு. பெரும் தொண்டு இதுவாகவே இருக்கும். இனிமேல் இங்கே ஞான கதவுகள் திறக்கப்படும். இது சுமை அல்ல. அனைவருக்கும் மார்க்கத்தைக் காட்டுவது. சுமையை இறக்கத் தான் இதைத் திறக்கிறோம். தெளிவு பெற்ற ஆன்மா இன்னொரு ஆன்மாவைத் தெளிவு படுத்துகிறது.
"It is true that Siddhas come to hold talks."
சித்தர்கள் வந்து கலந்து உரையாடுவது அனைத்தும் உண்மை.
When I asked him if my writings were flawed...before I could finish my question Agathiyar like Tavayogi put another question back to me asking "Are you the one writing it?", hinting that it is his work entirely.
எமது எழுத்துக்களில் ஏதும் பிழை இருந்தால்...அது நீயா எழுதுகிறாய்?
But the question is how can we get the horse to drink the water? We can only lead it to the water. I understand the humongous task that lies ahead and before the Siddhas in wanting to bring them back home. I shall assist in whatever little way.
Tuesday 5 November 2024
BLESSED TO HAVE THE GURU WITH US 3
Just as the course, the scholarship, the job, and the house fell on my lap, and my family life fell into place, the Siddha path came to me without me seeking a path. Tavayogi once told me with amazement and bewilderment that if he had to travel far and wide and go through much hardship to be where he was, I had it the easy way. But even this was seen as difficult for this pampered and spoilt brat for I had asked Agathiyar wasn't there an easier way to reach him. He told me that it was already made pretty easy and accessible. There was no way he could simplify it further. He even told me that it would be painless as he knew I could not withstand pain. Indeed I would react to a simple headache as if it were a migraine. Agathiyar who knew me only too well has charted the path and drawn up the blueprint to suit me well. I am grateful to him forever. I wish that every seeker would have it this easy for I have seen some go through hell in arriving there.
Going by the spiritual timeline in my relatively short lifespan and seeing how the Siddhas truly came to aid and guide my journey, I wished to give back. I guess this blog is a way to show and throw some light to others keen to embark on this journey. Though this is not a template but only one person's personal journey and experience, it should be a good start just as Yogananda Paramahansa's "An Autobiography of a Yogi" started me off on believing God whom I saw in the temples could come as Godmen, gurus, and masters.
Sri Sri Daya Mata writes in her preface to "God Talks with Arjuna - The Bhagavad Gita" by Paramahansa Yogananda.
"No Siddha leaves this world without having given some truth to mankind. Every free soul has to shed on others his light of god realization. How generously Paramahansa Yogananda fulfilled this obligation."
Similarly, Aryaan Arora also tells us that he wanted to give back in this video.
"You know like I started off dancing and singing and acting in Musical shows and musical theaters and I was like oh you know I'm just going to entertain the world. That was my purpose. I was like I want to make people happy I want to make people laugh.""Then after this event and then after that point, all my complete purpose in life changed. I said, you know I want people to realize at least this 1% of what I realized and hopefully I want to lead them to this ultimate truth and then I realized that maybe I can use whatever skill which isn't even my skill, my throat, whatever it is, my singing, my writing, my composing to spread that message. I started writing music, a spiritual song a kind of Sufi song. It's about my spiritual journey, it's about self-realization, it's about finding the truth within yourself, happiness, and expression of your inner being just like you beautifully said and that's where I am now. Yeah, experiences are very powerful, spiritual experiences mostly."
BLESSED TO HAVE THE GURU WITH US 2
It suddenly dawned on me as I am writing this post why Agathiyar ending the puja and charity, keeps me writing and at other times do nothing, instead of like others who continue to chant, recite, meditate, and carry on charity. I understand why the chanting stopped on its own, why the recitation ended abruptly, and why I cannot bring myself to enter a state of meditation as much as I tried. I realized I do not need to chant, recite, or meditate on his name and form for in writing I am thinking and saying his name mentally and writing it out dozens of times, exceeding even the 100,000 times he asked to chant his name to give life to his bronze statue when he arrived at my home in 2010.
When Tavayogi stepped on our soil he observed that the general public were temple worshippers. None sought Gnanam he told me as he sat listening to their problems and griviences. He told me that these can be overcome by reasoning and finding a solution. But as for the suffering as with poverty and illnesses, one has to seek help in the right places. The Siddhas would help identify the cause and provide remedies. Coming to their worship will to an extent help them face these miseries.
When Agathiyar came around asking all those gathered what they wanted and turned to me finally I was lost for an answer as I had nothing to ask of him. He has showered me with his blessings. I had food and shelter. I had no debts. I had no enemies. Life was blissful. But as he sat waiting for an answer I wired my brain to come up with something that very instant. Like instant noodles served in 2 minutes, I got the answer that if I were to serve him for life and the many births to come that would be a way of repaying his kindness, love, compassion, and grace. But when he asked me if that was what I wanted, reminding me of Tavayogi's answers to our replies, I knew it was not the "thing" to ask. As I kept quiet he moved on. Later coming another day, he who had eavesdropped on my conversation with Mahindren over the phone about this and our arrival at an answer that we should ask Gnanam as Tavayogi always says, Agathiyar suddenly surprised me by saying that I had asked for Gnanam. He began to speak on it and the days to come, enlightening us on the last phase of our journey after coming out of Sariyai into Kriyai and taking up Yoga.
"You asked of me Gnanam."
நீ என்னிடம் கேட்டது ஞானம்.
Agathiyar on defining Gnanam says,
"Gnanam is not gifted but has to be earned and experienced. When one goes within, as the journey brings upon subtle experiences these shall translate into and become Gnanam. It defers to each person." Just as no one can predict the path the Kundalini takes, Agathiyar too says that of Gnanam that it shall vary among people. "As such I cannot possibly define it. Hence I cannot say exactly what shall take place."
ஞானம் என்பது நான் தருவதல்ல. நீ கற்பது. ஒருவன் தனக்குள் உள்வாங்கி அவனுள் பயணம் துவங்கும் நேரம் அப்பயணம் தரும் பாதிப்பே ஞானம். அவை ஒவ்வொருவருக்கும் மாற்றம் பெரும். ஆகையால் அவை நான் இதுதான் என்று சொல்ல இயலாது.
Agathiyar says further of Gnanam, "The truth shall dawn when we go within. When the veil is drawn aside the truth is revealed. When the truth is known the veil is shed. That is the moment of Gnanam. It is not hokus pokus. It is beyond that too."
நீங்கள் உள் பயணிக்கும் போது எல்லாம் தெரிய வரும். எல்லாம் தெளிவாகத் தெரியும் சமயம் திரை விலகியதற்கு அர்த்தம். அதுதான் ஞானம். எல்லாம் தெரிய வந்ததால் திரை விலகியதற்கு அர்த்தம் தானே? இது மந்திர ஜாலம் அல்ல. அதற்கும் அப்பால் பட்டது.
He adds, "Gnanam does not come easy. It's a long journey. It does not come to all. The mind has to settle for Gnanam to dawn."
ஞானம் அவ்வளவு எளிதல்ல. அது நீண்ட பயணம். எல்லோருக்கும் கிட்டாது. மனம் அடங்கினால் ஞானம் சித்திக்கும்.
"When one brings his awareness to his breath and starts the journey going within, the result is Gnanam." He points out to me saying that it (the breath) is happening in me now. "Nothing (our efforts) goes to waste. The breath that you inhale and exhale now shall go on on its own. Whenever you realize this ride that breath and go within it. Merge with it. That moment of the merger is Gnanam."
இப்பொழுது உன்னில் அது நடக்கிறது. யாவும் பயனற்று போகாது. நீயாய் சுவாசித்த தருவாயில் இனி உன்னை கேட்காமல் உல் ஓடும். எப்போது அவ் ஊடுறுதலை நீ உணர்வாயோ இருக்கும் இடம் அறிந்து அதனுள் பயணம் செய். கலந்து போ. அதனுள் கலக்கும் தருணமே ஞானம்.
Agathiyar reveals "All this while you have gained worldly knowledge or Ulaga Gnanam. Now you shall gain Gnanam that is going to serve you."
நீ இதுவரையில் கண்ட ஞானம் உலக வாழ்க்கை ஞானம். இனி காணப்போவது உனக்கான ஞானம்.
Tavayogi who defined God as Agathiyar, then as Light, as Lord Siva, and finally as the breath or Vaasi, similarly defines Gnanam in many dimensions. Knowing the source is Gnanam. Gnanam is akin to becoming enlightened. Knowing creation is Gnanam. Knowing the truth of life is Gnanam. Knowing the Atma is Gnanam. Gnanam is God. Holding onto the source of birth brings one to know the end. This is Gnanam.
பிறப்பின் தொடக்கத்தைப் பிடித்து முடிவையும் அறிவதே ஞானம். ஆதி அந்தக் குறி தெரிவதுதான் ஞானம். ஞானம் அடைதல் என்றால் அறிவின் தெளிந்த நிலை. ஞாலத்தை அறிதல் ஞானம். உயிரானது பெரும் உண்மைத் தெளிவுதான் அறிவு அல்லது ஞானம். ஆத்ம அறிவின் தெளிவே ஞானம். ஞானமே கடவுள்.
After all the years of puja, charity, and Yoga, Agathiyar asked that I share my knowledge of the Atma with those keen to learn. I was tasked to bring those lagging behind to the forefront. I guess he is asking me to fulfill further another of his 5 tenets for mankind, by helping uplift the spiritual lives of others and help them evolve too. He asks to hold monthly sessions and share the results of my personal search to know the Atma with them. He made it clear that I was to only preach and that the results were solely dependent on them.
இனி இங்கு ஆத்ம ஞானம் மட்டுமே நடக்கும். பின்னனிருப்போர் உந்தி தள்ளிக் கொண்டுவா. மாதத்திற்கு ஒரு முறை எமது பக்தர்களுக்கு அழைப்பிடு. ஆன்மஞானத்தை அறிய விரும்புவோருக்குக் கற்பித்து வா. எனது முழு ஆசியினை பெற்ற சீடனப்பா நீ. உன்னில் இருக்கும் ஆன்மாவின் தேடலை மற்றவர்களுக்கும் வரச்செய். அவர் அவர் எண்ணம்போல் உமது போதனை அவர்களை அடையும். போதிப்பது மட்டுமே உனது கடமை. பலன் அவர்களுடையது.
He tells me since I am a householder he has no intention of pulling me away to take up the role of a guru.
இல்வாழ்க்கையில் இருப்பதினாலே உன்னை யாம் தனித்து குருவாக்க விரும்பவில்லை.
Then it all changed one day. He asked me recently if he should make me a guru and immediately dropped that suggestion and told me that he would make me a Siddha instead.
Now there was the last hurdle to cross. I had to know about Maya and her deceit. The heavenly bodies got together to stage a drama or Lila for this purpose causing chaos and turmoil. Lord Siva, Agathiyar, and Lord Indra began their divine play with the entry of Ramalinga Adigal and in cohesion with Bhogar. They played their game well. Lord Murugan came to disclose their game. It was akin to the mythical episode of churning the ocean by the Devas led by Lord Indra and the Asuras with whom they made a pact. Lord Siva consumes the poison from the depths of the ocean and Dhanvantari brings forth the Amrita or ambrosia, the heavenly nectar of immortality, and "rejuvenated by the Amrita, the Devas emerged victorious and exiled the asuras to the Pataloka, regaining Svarga"1,
We wondered why Agathiyar was rocking the boat?
Ramalinga Adigal had sang in his Arutpa,
பையுடைப்பாம் பனையரொடும் ஆடுகின்றோய் எனது
பண்பறிந்தே நண்புவைத்த பண்புடையோய் இன்னே
செய்யுடைஎன் னொடுகூடி ஆடஎழுந் தருள்வாய்
சித்தசிகா மணியேஎன் திருநடநா யகனே.
Just as Ramalinga Adigal sang he did not seek the pleasures that others sought and went after and neither did he seek to see heaven but instead yearned for the divine's play or Lila, which resulted in Gnanam, I came to realize that at the end of the day, we gained distilled understanding and Gnanam from the whole episode though it was truly chaotic and practically life-shattering. And to think that this was what Ramalinga Adigal had wished for himself that they should play their divine play or game on him so that it would bring on Gnanam, places him above the rest.
Agathiyar had told us much earlier in speaking about Gnanam that we shall come to see it all as their play, "All the worlds are seen. All creation, its sustenance, its destruction, the veiling, and the showering of grace shall be known. Eventually, it will be seen and known that it is all a play of ours."
எல்லா லோகமும் தெரிய வரும். ஐந்தொழில் தெரிய வரும். அனைத்து தத்துவங்களும் தெரிய வரும். எல்லாம் எங்களின் விளையாட்டு என்று தெரிய வரும்.
It is pretty obvious that they are bringing us to accept everything as their play. It makes me recall the song "Kurai Ondrum Ellai Marai Moorthy Kanna".
If Agathiyar had isolated me in the wake of the pandemic asking me to go within and sleep in his prayer room, and later asked that I observe the breath, now he wants me to observe the silence within the breath. Both he and Lord Muruga have asked me to do nothing else now.
1. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Samudra_Manthana
BLESSED TO HAVE THE GURU WITH US 1
Monday 4 November 2024
MAKING FRIENDS WITH THE PRAPANJAM
The reason I turned down the Nadi, never attempted to build a temple, never engaged in healing, but allowed Agathiyar to use me and my home as a conduit and a sanctum, was I never wanted to continue what others did and do, that is be of service to others and make them dependant on another for all these needs. I wanted them to walk the path of the Siddhas and attain all that came to me. Just as Agathiyar tirelessly worked on me, calling me to the path, revealing the reasons for taking birth and my purpose, gave me practices, the methods, the means, and the way to work towards the goal that was set by them, I expected others not to wait on them to dish out goodies but to work their way up the ladder too. For these rewards and transformation to take place one has to be loyal to the cause and the path. One needs discipline and be diligent in his undertakings. We are basically souls living our lives out as we desired and wished for or as a result of our past Karma. But with all this covering and attire we have begun to believe that we are the clothing and the accessories. This is Maya. One should shed his "Ego" and attire and let the "Self" or Atma run the show. Be assured that you are in good hands, let go and surrender.
There was a time when Agathiyar came to us quite regularly and furnished us with knowledge beyond our knowing. As it was too much to absorb, I once told him that I could not remember all that he said to which he replied and asked me to connect with the Prapanjam and tap it from there. Ramalinga Adigal came to help connect us with Prapanjam on 21.2.2020. Agathiyar later confirmed this.
வள்ளல் பிரபஞ்சத்திடம் இருந்து சக்தியைப் பெற்றுக் கொள்ள உதவினார்.
On 20.7.2020 Agathiyar revealed that Ramalinga Adigal brought the Prapanjam within us.
வள்ளல் பிரபஞ்சத்தை தருவித்தார்.
On 10.12.2020 Ramalinga Adigal came down with such intense energy and laughter and began chanting the Arutperunjothi mantra, prompting us to do the same. He was totally and fully immersed in bliss throughout his stay where he could hardly hold his ground. He was elevating. We had to hold on to the devotee through whom he came within. He asks us to bring the Prapanjam within us too. He was constantly telling us to bring the Prapanjam within and that it would listen to us and accompany us. The Prapanjam would serve us, he said. It would come along. I guess this is what is meant by the Siddhis that the Siddhas perform at will.
பிரபஞ்சத்தை உள்ளுக்குள் செலுத்துங்கள். பிரபஞ்சம் உங்களுக்குக் கட்டுப்படும். துணை வரும்.
On 6.5.2021, he had us reach out to her by raising our hands and arms, saying that the Prapanjam shall assist us and he too shall be there for us.
உன் கைகளை உயர்த்தி பிரபஞ்சத்துடன் தொடர்பு கொள்க. பிரபஞ்சம் உனக்கு உதவி புரியும். நானும் துணை இருப்பேன்.
On 24.12.2021 Ramalinga continued singing his Agaval from where I left, at verse 305 "நாயினுங் கடையே னீயினு மிழிந்தேன் ஆயினு மருளிய வருட்பெருஞ் ஜோதி" as I was overcome by emotion. But the words were different. He coined those words off the cuff at that very moment.
என்னுள்ளீல் நீ உன்னுள்ளில் நான் அதுவே அருட்பெருஞ்சோதி,போகமும் அருட்பெருஞ்சோதி,
எல்லாம் செய் சித்தம் சிவனடி சேரும் அதுவே அருட்பெருஞ்சோதி,
ஆண்மையும் பெண்மையும் கலந்தன இறுதி வெளிப்படும் வெளிச்சமேஅருட்பெருஞ்சோதி,
இவை எல்லாம் தாண்டிக் கடந்தபின் காண்பது அதுவே அருட்பெருஞ்சோதி,
இளமையில் நீ செய்யும் யோகங்கள் யாவும் முதுமையில் சேர்ந்திடும்அருட்பெருஞ்சோதி,
ஜோதியுள் ஜோதி, அருட்பெருஞ்சோதி, குளிர்ந்தது ஜோதி, வெப்பமும் ஜோதி, நீயும் ஜோதி, நானும் ஜோதி, பிரபஞ்சம் முழுதும் ஜோதி, மின்மினி போல் மின்னும் ஜோதி, பரத்தில் இருக்கும் அருட்பெருஞ்சோதி, இப்பரதேசியில் காண்பதும் ஜோதி.
Agathiyar, I come to understand now is telling us that all knowledge is out there for the taking provided we have worked our way up the ladder into the clouds and are ready to gather them. Just as the timeline of our lives is revealed to us in the moments of dying and beyond that, as we are told, one can access all these memories and know even the future by tapping into this storehouse of information, the server in the clouds. Tavayogi told me that he was shown his past life during his meditation which I now have come to know is connecting with the Prapanjam. This means that we need not rely on books written by others, or somebody else to tell us and enlighten us on subjects beyond our understanding, or the Nadi to reveal the mysteries of life. We need not carry all the knowledge in us as we carry the books to school, but can readily access them as and when we want and need. We can put aside all the books. The search stops. What remains is simply the "knowing". This is expressed by Physicist Federico Faggin too in his interview at Top Physicist: “Science & Spirituality Merge in this New Theory of Consciousness” | Federico Faggin
Just as "by analyzing user behavior, preferences, and historical data, algorithms curate content tailored to individual interests, thereby enhancing user engagement and satisfaction"1, before we can access the internet for information, we divulge and give it to the algorithm that later accesses it and returns it to us, before we can take from Prapanjam, we have to give it to her. I remember Agathiyar after he arrived as the bronze statue asked me to give it life by reciting his name 100,000 times. He tells me that he shall fulfill the wishes of all those who light an oil lamp before his statue. Whatever rituals Agathiyar instructed us to do was for the Prapanjam. When Tavayogi asked me to carry out the Homam, just as he did a larger version of the Yagam on the grounds of his Ashram annually after the tsunami of 2004 brought devastation, I did it though I was worried that I had stepped into the domain of the temple priests. But Agathiyar came later in the Nadi and told me that I was not doing it for myself but for the good of all creation in the Prapanjam. When at the peak of the pandemic, when things were not looking good and were bleak, Lord Siva came through a devotee on 15.5.2021 and told us to carry out the Homam to help the Prapanjam recover fast. He addressed our worry seeing the numbers surging during the pandemic, telling us that humanity was the cause of it and Prapanjam used it for its purpose. Man needed to join forces with the Prapanjam and engaged in cleaning the Prapanjam. When it's cleansed the world will be completely rid of the virus explaining the process. "When engaged with the Prapanjam the vibration that takes place in you shall become atoms that cleanse the Prapanjam. The virus will be around till that day (till that is achieved fully). I, Shiva will join you in prayers to heal the Prapanjam. Whenever and wherever possible continue with this Homam. Those who can join do so (in lieu of the lockdown). Those who engage in this prayer will be safe. I have accepted your Puja. Share this with Shanmugam. Let it be known to all through his writings."
இந்த நோய் மனிதனால் உருவாக்கப் பட்டது. பிரபஞ்சம் அதனை உபயோகப் படுத்திக் கொண்டது. மனிதர்கள் பிரபஞ்சத்தோடு இணைந்து பிரபஞ்சத்தைக் கவசமாய் பயன்படுத்தி பிரபஞ்சத்தைச் சுத்தம் செய்ய வேண்டும். பிரபஞ்சம் சுத்தம் அடையும் தருணம் இந்த நோய் முற்றிலும் குணமடையும். பிரபஞ்சத்தோடு இணையும்பொழுது உங்களில் ஏற்படும் அதிர்வுகள் அணுவாய் மாறிப் பிரபஞ்சத்தைத் தூய்மை செய்யும். அதுநாள் வரை இந்த நோய் நீண்டகாலம் இருக்கச் செய்யும். சிவன் நானும் உங்களோடு இணைந்து பிரார்த்தனைகளை முன்வேய்ப்பேன் பிரபஞ்சம் தூய்மை பெற. முடிந்தமட்டிலும் ஒவ்வொருவரும் இந்த ஹோமத்தைச் செய்து வாருங்கள். யாரெல்லாம் கலந்துகொள்ள முடியுமோ கலந்து கொள்ள தும். பூஜையில் இணைவோருக்கு இந்த நோய் பாதிக்காது. உங்களின் பூஜையை நான் ஏற்றுக்கொண்டேன். ஷண்முகனிடம் இவற்றைப் பகிர்ந்துகொள்ளுங்கள். எழுத்து வடிவில் உலக மக்களுக்குக் கொண்டு சேர்க்கத்தும்.
When the dust had settled but as the Prapanjam foresaw a revival of the deadly virus, she came through another devotee asking her to convey the message to me and had me share it asking to carry out the Homam.
The first time the Prapanjam was mentioned to me was in a Nadi reading on 27.8.2009. Agathiyar who gave me several yogic practices in the reading told me these practices would strengthen the state of Gnana further. It would result in clarity of thought and the power of the Prapanjam for sure.
பக்குவமாய் பயிற்சியும் செய்து வர பலப்படுமே ஞான நிலை பலவாறாக. பல்வாறாய் தெளிவு திடம் சிந்தை கீர்த்தி பிரபஞ்சம் வசிய நிலை திண்ணம் திண்ணம்.
Later on 17.10. 2010 Agathiyar told us that as the Prapanjam was in him, it shall take the form that we desire and pray to.
என்னுள் பிரபஞ்சம் உள்ளத்தப்ப. அவனியிலே எதை நினைத்து புசித்தாலும் அடுத்த கணம் அது வாய் மாறி ஆசி அதுவும் அளிப்பேன்.
He came again on 29.6.2020 to reiterate that he was the Prapanjam and in us too and as such his powers were in us too. He said that the moment we realize this truth we shall attain emancipation.
நான் தான் பிரபஞ்சம். நான்தான் நீங்கள். என் சக்தி உங்களிடம் உள்ளது. எப்போது அதை உணர்விகளோ வீடு பேறு கிட்டும்.
On 30.11.2020 saying that he was the Prapanjam, he added that he was all the deities put together. He made me recall the story of his travels to the south to bring balance to the earth that was said to have tilted when all the Gods and Goddesses and heavenly bodies gathered for Lord Shiva and Goddess Parvathy's wedding in Kailash. Logic tells us that only one who was equivalent to all the superpowers and heavyweights gathered at the wedding ceremony could bring a balance by standing at the other end.
நானே அணைத்து தெய்வங்கள். நானே பிரபஞ்சம்.
On 6.5.2021, Agathiyar spoke again on the Prapanjam coming to our aid and that he too shall be there for us.
பிரபஞ்சம் உனக்கு உதவி புரியும். நானும் துணை இருப்பேன்.
Agathiyar has repeatedly told us that he was Prapanjam and that the Prapanjam was in him. Although being the Prapanjam, he can resolve all our problems and worries, by moving the chess pieces and realigning the course of events taking place and yet to take place, he wants us to actively engage in bringing the desired positive changes as we are part of the Prapanjam too. He wants us to know our true nature and potential and not to forever depend on all things external, not even him for all our needs. He wants us to be self-dependent or in other words a Siddha too.
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MAYA
Some time back Agathiyar dropped a bombshell that caused immense distraught, and confusion. Lord Murugan came to forewarn me of impending danger by way of a Leela or game played by the threesome Lord Siva, Agathiyar, and Lord Indra. It was just like in the Puranas and movies. Later they revealed that all that we have read, seen, heard, listened to, touched, smelled, and felt was coated in Maya, a term I heard Tavayogi say to me on his very first visit to my home back in 2005 that I could not understand back then and am learning to comprehend now. I needed to sieve through carefully, I was told. Tavayogi the very first instance he stepped into my home and upon leaving shortly after, told me I was living in Maya. The scriptures speak about it. Buddha had personal encounters with it. Anything that changes is Maya. All of duality is Maya. For instance, why is it that if time is running out for one, another finds it hard to kill time? Time and space and life which hangs from it are indeed subjective and relative. We only know something or someone to be short if another is long. We know daybreak if there was night. We know sorrow after being in a state of happiness. We know we are sick after staying healthy. Though all these seem all too real and true, it is only so in a relative world. How can it be the ultimate truth then? Agathiyar in dropping the bombshell that none of these is real, brought down the very establishment and hold we had on him too. Agathiyar wiped the slate clean. So what is real then? The Oneness with the One or Yegan, the state before creation, that is, was and will be in existence.
I understand how Jesus, Ramalinga Adigal, and Agathiyar feel about humanity and the blunders they make knowingly. They only want to deliver us from the hands of Maya who reaches out and envelops us often drowning us. The hold of Maya is so strong that it even latches onto religious and spiritual icons and drags them into the mud.
The following interview cannot describe it better. Agathiyar too says that death is but another doorway to another journey, merely a transition. Even Siddhas have to put at rest this body and move on. Fear not death he says. In preparing us for death while alive, he has us carry out all things, the good, bad, and ugly and eventually has us drop each one of them and our attachments towards them and finally end even the attachment to him.