The Journey and the Battle
- After the call to read the Nadi in 2002 and revealing my past Karma,
- after the call to come to the worship of the Siddhas and sing their praises,
- after sending me searching to know further about the worship of Siddhas,
- after sending me on a pilgrimage to India in 2003 to carry out remedies,
- after sending me to Supramania Swami in 2003 and Tavayogi Thangarasan Adigal in 2005,
- after taking me on a pilgrimage of a different sort with Tavayogi in 2005,
- after gifting me the Yoga Asanas and Pranayama practice through Tavayogi and opening the Muladhara in 2007,
- after getting me to carry out the Homam for the good of the Prapanjam and to help burn the Karma of those who participated,
- after coming as a bronze statue in 2010, bathing his statue, hence cooling down both Agathiyar and the Prapanjam,
- after, sending youths to watch and participate in my home Puja and do charity, having me bring it all to a close and go within,
- after awakening the Kundalini to travel through the chakras to arrive at the Sahasrara in 2022,
- bringing me to know what Gnanam was, on its return journey to the Muladhara,
- Agathiyar has me engage with the world again. I wonder what Agathiyar wants me to do further.
The Aftermath, the Experience and the Lessons
- The perspective has changed,
- the knowledge has changed,
- the opinion has changed,
- the approach has changed,
- what appears to be the same is the person, Shanmugam Avadaiyappa.
- he does not claim to be a guru, a master, a religious or spiritual head, nor a godman,
- he does not head any establishment;
- he does not adorn or adopt a change in clothing and attire;
- he remains with his family;
- he conducts rituals and prayers if called for;
- he still sees visitors and seekers;
- he does not take the stage nor come on podcasts;
- he carries out what is told, currently continuing to write this blog;
- he is at peace with himself and the world around him, knowing that it is all perfect;
- he knows that he could engage too if there is a cause for it, to bring an end to another's suffering;
- he stands aloof but yet connected with others, feeling their joy and sadness;
- otherwise, he remains the Watcher, Sivam.