Heaven on Earth. Everything is possible here. This is where we either make it or don't. If we make it, we will be elevated to the subtle state and that of light. If we don't, we will have to take another birth and make another attempt at it. For this purpose, we are all here to help each other realize our dreams.
What we need is the right tool and the right person to come along to bring on the transformation. I was fortunate to have Tavayogi come by. He made a difference in my life. I am grateful to him. But that does not mean I have to worship his photo or build a temple for him. He lives in me, in every grain of sand and rice. He is the Prapanjam. I am him, and he is me. So is Agathiyar.
I am glad I did not venture further in building a temple for Agathiyar and Lord Muruga after my initial attempt only saw failure, as Lord Muruga said later that my home is his temple and my heart is his abode. Anything physical will have to be left behind, but not the memories of our gurus, the miracles they performed, the mischief they did in our lives, the play or lila that they staged, the joy they brought to us, the experiences that they gave us, the love and compassion that they showered on us, and to make us realize their presence in and around us and off course taking the cane occasionally all just to bring us to our senses.
I am glad Agathiyar wound up the AVM group and set me free. I am neither a master, a tutor, nor a guru. I merely share my life and my life's experiences with those keen to know, hear, and read.
What I thought was my purpose initially, Agathiyar had me drop each of them. I seem to have no purpose now. I believe that I just need to live my life in quietude and peace and leave when the time comes.