Many had either turned up at my home, written to me, or spoken to me about the ailments, pain, and discomfort, often comparing with mine that I shared in this blog, seeking answers and relief. But I used to tell them that these experiences are unique to each of us and have to be dealt with by their guru in physical form, from whom they learned these techniques. Often, I am told that these gurus have either left their mortal form, or they have no ready access to these gurus, shied away from them, or lost contact with them. I can only sympathize with them. I can neither advise nor bring relief to them in any way. I would not know what practice or initiation was given to them, and how far they had diligently done it, and how far its effects are seen. It makes me wonder and ask, "Should not these gurus be responsible for their actions?" Many are seen giving mass initiations to the public and leave. Who is then monitoring the progress of these seekers who have been initiated? Then there is a guru who initiated a seeker on their very first meeting and left. This poor soul was lost and arrived at my home much later, detailing the movement of energies that ripped apart his body. He had been to America and numerous other gurus in India and Malaysia prior to arriving at my home. Similarly, another seeker who frequented my home opened up about these energies doing havoc within. When I asked him to go back to his guru, he told me that his guru had lost his mind and was roaming the streets. Another reader of this blog emailed me from Delhi asking if Tavayogi could help him remove the energy blockages. He had picked up numerous techniques and practices from several yogic and martial art forms and landed in trouble. Who could he turn to now, as how is he to know which practice triggered what?
I am glad that Tavayogi blasted me on the onset and had me align with Agathiyar rather than hold on to him for all my needs. Today, though Tavayogi has left his mortal frame to do Agathiyar's work in another realm, as revealed by Agathiyar, Agathiyar comes to conduct us and advise us in his absence. Tavayogi bridged both worlds so that we had direct access to the Siddhas even in his absence. I am grateful to him and Agathiyar. When an Acharya asked me why I did not teach others the Yoga techniques that I learned from Tavayogi I told him it was given to me to learn and put into practice and that I was not asked to teach another. In event something goes wrong how am I to heal them as I am a seeker too? There is no guru in the true sense. Each is only an upaguru who can help another walk up to them, where they stood. These upagurus too would not have any idea what lies ahead. Our only saviour is Ramalinga Adigal, Agathiyar, Lord Muruga, Lord Siva and Arutperunjothi Andavar.
As for those who are lost for direction, Agathiyar comes to their aid, hearing their souls cry, and shows them to others, not before they have had a painful and rough ride. I guess that they had to be misled and needed those experiences, too, to grow spiritually.