The last thread that held me back has been severed, and I am free to soar the skies like a free bird. What I thought was my purpose here has held me back all this time. Now, having completed what I came for, I need not wait around to see the garden bloom. The feeling is great, having severed the last strands of ties with the garden or rather dropped ownership of it. I am not to hang around assessing the farm and the orchard and its products, weeding the plants, or pruning the fruit trees. I was here only to sow the seeds.
I have to move on. Only now my true journey begins. The spiritual catalyst must now allow the universal energy to work on him. Now I am relieved of the role of a Jeevanmukta and have to take on another journey and another role. It is said that at the end of the journey, we have to face three choices. Having climbed up the wall, one has the choice of either taking the plunge and jumping into the other realm without telling anyone, taking a moment to call out to the others and share the sound and sights before plunging, or deciding to return to share the experiences. I have done the latter two. Now is the moment to plunge and swim in the ambrosia for good. The bond can never be snapped if I do not take the plunge now. We have to lose something to gain another. We cannot have the best of both worlds.