Just as we cannot envision another's travels or journey or the nuances in his life, most of what I had written at the beginning was what I gathered from others speaking to them, watching documentaries, and reading. Most of it made good reading and made us feel good but it lacked that essential component, that of experiencing that moment. Now as I traveled for some 22 years on the path of the Siddhas after hearing the calling that came through my very first Nadi reading, I am beginning to understand them, after crossing the line too. I think I too have to revisit this blog and relearn it again this time with the spices and flavors of my experience added to it. What was tasteless then surely would be delicious now.
A reader who read the poem or rather the conversation between God and poet Kannadasan wrote in saying, "The post on "Life", the poem aiya...that is 1 of the most profound piece I have read...because I had come here to earth to experience life ...this is the profound summary...an entire life in a poem of 12 lines. He is so wise."
I am wondering how long this gathering of experiences will go on given the revelation that Agathiyar made telling me that we have known each other for crores of birth. It looks like I did not make the mark back then in all those births and have come back again to write the exam. I pray that I have passed his test and will reach his kingdom this time around. I am getting rather tired of this seemingly endless game. Agathiyar too reminded me back then to tread with care, lest I gather more Karma that would have me come back. I should watch and reprimand any desires that arise that would necessitate another birth to take place too or take them out and bring an end to them. Life seems to be complex behind the screen and backstage. Indeed we all know the amount of labor and preparation that goes into staging a show that appears to go smoothly without any hitches. Life is like having come to harvest the grains in the fields. How many more experiences have I to gather before the day ends and I go back home? My feet ache, and my heart aches for the prolonged separation. Many are in the same boat as I. Devotees of Agathiyar and my readers have spoken their hearts out wanting to go back to Agathiyar. I would be selfish to only pray that he take me and leave the others behind. Maybe we need another Noah's Arc, this time to take these souls along too.