If Tavayogi could break us into pieces and assemble us back into the mold that the Siddhas have specified for each individual, a trip to Kailash too breaks us according to Balamurugan. During the Satsang called by Ramalinga Adigal at AVM last evening, he recalled his trip to Kailash in 2011. It was an eye-opener for those who never left the comfort of their home like me. I had interviewed him earlier for my YouTube channel.