I have come to realize why many do not hang around in the Siddha Marga. When the act gets tough they leave. When Agathiyar turns up the heat they leave. When their wishes are not granted they leave. When their desires backfire they leave. Many do not have the patience and discipline to practice what is given. They want instant results. Many prefer to hang around places that bring comfort and teachings at the same time, not willing to take the leap away from family affairs, careers, wishes and desires that they carry, good times with friends and relatives to get to know the soul.
Agathiyar has cranked up the heat and tells us that he is going to grill us further. I too do not know what to expect and if I will come through these tests in one piece to tell his name. Only time can tell. Just as Vradaraj and his brothers at Bronze Creative, Swamimalai cranked up the heat to heat up the mud from the banks of the Kaveri river and melt the wax figurine within, empty it, and pour in the boiling metal, to produce a beautiful bronze statue of Agathiyar in our hands, we too shall be put to test he says to sieve the rocks from the diamonds. If he had done this at the onset we would have run away too. But he gave us much leeway and was pretty much patient with us stomaching our nonsense. But I guess he had enough of the nonsense and has come down hard on us asking us to buck up or face the music. If he had at times asked that I rewrite certain posts for they sounded harsh and would drive away seekers and aspirants, and when Tavayogi patiently sat through with seekers answering all their queries, we saw the compassionate and loving father in action. Now we see his other face. He is a strict guru now.
The past five years of non-supervision made them lay their tools down taking cover under the pandemic. But this was the right moment to be in solitude and exercise one's vision in going within, taking the tool of Yogam. But as it did not happen, Agathiyar who considered it as wasted years wants them to catch up on these practices.
He has me plan several events in the upcoming weeks.
Touching on their health that had been neglected, he had me invite Siddha Physician and a head of a Peedham Thiru Ariva Aiya to speak on the Way of the Siddha or "Siddhar Vaalkai Neri Murai" that Agathiyar pointed out was not being adopted. A health examination to know the state and condition of their health and tips to stay healthy would follow with the dispensing of herbal medicines for those in need of them. Date:18.2.2024
We shall carry out the 2nd Pornami Puja for the kids and by the kids whom Agathiyar has brought together previously. The kids would carry out the Homam to the chanting of Agathiyar's name by the adults as previously done. Date: 24.2.2024
The adults would come before him at AVM to display their proficiency in the Pranayama techniques that Tavayogi showed me and several others in 2007 and that Agathiyar had me pass on to Mahindren in 2019. Agathiyar had him pass it on to the others. Date:25.2.2024
After the astonishing reading of the "Spiritual Numerology of Moses" or better known as the "Soul Contract Reading" by Haary Roshaahn Yograj that defines one's purpose here which mooted Agathiyar to come to enquire if I had known my purpose here, it shall be made available to others too. Date:17.3.2024